As promised... another update! :)

CHAPTER 11

When I arrived at work that day, the first thing I noticed was how my entire desk looked like the grave of a recently died, very famous person.
It was completely covered in flowers. I had to agree that the colors were absolutely beautiful.
But it was so very much over the top. And where the heck was I supposed to pretend like I was working?

It kinda pissed me off that she thought I could be bought with something as superficial as flowers too.
Buy me pretty things and I'll fuck myself in front of you… and then not come because it pleases your sick little mind.

I felt like turning around and going home. I was about to but then she stepped out of her office into my line of vision.

"Miss Mills." I fake smiled at her.

"Emma." She smiled too… but she looked scared and small
and I just really wanted to roll my eyes at her pathetic attempt at getting me to fall for her stupid tricks so I'd strip for her again.

"Can I have a word with you in my office?" She straightened out her posture and actually sounded kind of professional then.

I shrugged my shoulders and nodded.
If this was going to be business I could listen.

Once we were inside it quickly became obvious that this was going to be anything but business. She leaned against the door and bit her lip.
God she looked nervous.
It's like she didn't even know where to start.

"I'm sorry." Is where she eventually decided to begin.

"Is this business related, Miss Mills? Because if it's not…"

"Please please let me explain Emma."
She pleaded and sounded desperate while doing so.

It weirded me out and confused me.

I averted my eyes because of how vulnerable she was being in that moment, something I didn't want to be witness of.

"Okay." I murmured softly. What else was I supposed to do?

I saw how she nodded and swallowed nervously, while gathering her thoughts and courage.

"I'm sorry that I offended you… I was going to let you orgasm eventually but I just wanted to take our time and…"

"Jesus Regina?! Seriously? You think that's why I'm hu… angry? Because you stopped me from coming?"

She looks at me in shock. I was kind of yelling in her face to be honest but what she'd said really pissed me off.
She honestly had no clue of what or how I felt, did she?

"I… No of course not… It's because I embarrassed you and made you feel uncomfortable and that's not what I wanted…
To me… the entire situation was very … sensual and erotic and I didn't realize."

"It was not erotic Regina and it sure as hell wasn't sensual… It was messy and humiliating.
And to think that I actually thought that we were finally going to be together…. that I was worthy of your touch… But I'm not, am I?
I'm good enough to please you… and to watch… and to play with from a distance… But god forbid you'd touch me.
How disgusting that would be, right?! RIGHT!?"

I was standing close to her now. So very angry and upset. So very hurt and frustrated.

"That's not what it was like…." She shook her head from side to side fast and frantically.

But I didn't have time for it and ignored her

"But guess what? I'm not thinking of having sex with you anymore… I'm not thinking of you at all.
I'm not sitting by my phone waiting for your call and I am definitely wearing underwear."

"Emma, stop it. I did wanted to touch you… I do…"

"You do?" I yelled at her. Not believing one word of what she said.

"Yes!" She was crying now.

"Why's that?" I furrowed my brow and snorted.

"Because I really like you…" she whimpered and started crying harder and louder, catching her tears into the palms of her hands.

"Oh yeah…? Do you even realize that in between all of your little sex games… you've never even kissed me… "

That affectively shut her up. It really did...

"Whatever it was you had me believe… I'm done being delusional."

I said just before leaving the office. Leaving her.

She whimpered my name once more but I ignored it.

COMING UP: REGINA'S SIDE