Hello KittyBerries... i realise that its been a long time since ive updated and i am so sorry. This chapter gave me some issues. i deleted half of it cause i didnt like it and it took me a while to re-write it to how i wanted it. im still not 100% sure about this chapter but ill let you lot be the judge of that :D. thankyou to the reviewers, favoriters and followers who have stuck by me while writing this fic...THANKYOU! Anyway before i start crying over you all... On with the Fic.

Warnings: Language, Spelling, Grammar, OCC-ness, Lemon(GinxShiro),violence, fluff

Disclaimer: I do not own.

Dear Grimmjow

This is letter number six. So you know and you didn't push me away. You'll never know how much of a relief that is to me, knowing that I'm not broken, well not too broken that is, and that you still want me. You even offered yourself to me, that's the most precious gift you can give me Grimmjow. But when our first time happens, I want YOU to take ME. I want you to erase the memories of what happened to me, I want you to replace the pain with pleasure, I want you to mark me as yours. I can't wait to feel your hands on me and your cock in me. Although I'm not ready yet, I can't wait. I decided that I'm going to go out hunting, I'm going to go alone cause if I go with you ill end up jumping you and going back on my word of you taking me first. I hope I'm ready for you to take me before we go to battle with Aizen, I can feel in my gut that something bad is going to happen, If I could have a wish it would be for you not to go and fight Aizen, even if something happens to me but I know that wont happen, even if I beg you to stay I know that you wont. If and when we fight him, we do it together and we protect each other.

When Aizen is gone, maybe we can start rebuilding what he has taken from us all, we can start rebuilding the city and maybe we can get word to the other survivors around the world and tell them that they are safe that the threat is gone, what do you think Grimm, you think we can do it?. Well the sky is almost red so im gonna get going, ill see you in the morning!

Always,

Ichi

Ichigo folds the letter and puts it with the rest; he stood and stretched, groaning when his back cracked. He walked away from the desk and walks over to his bed and picks up his sword. He walks out of the room and bumps into Grimmjow who has just showered.

"Where ya goin"

"Hunting"

"Let me get dressed an ill come with"

Ichigo puts a hand on his arm as he goes to walk to his room and he stops," Im gonna go on my own, you hold down the fort Kay"

He nods reluctantly and Ichigo kisses his cheek and leave and walks down the street and comes a hidden pathway. He walks down it and comes to a grassy plane with graves lined up and he walks over to them and a voice makes him jump,

" I knew ya would find this place soon, strawberry"

Ichigo smiles slightly and says, " hello to you too beanpole"

Grimmjow sits with Shiro and looks at the wall with Aizen on it. He knows that the man is dying, he can feel it with every part of his being he could feel the demon becoming stronger.

" so ya heard what Ichi told me" Shiro said and broke the silence

"yeah, it doesn't change how I feel about him"

Shiro nods and says, "Good, I know the fuckers probably dead now but I want to kill him so bad"

Grimmjow grunts in agreement and they sit in content silence the night passes slowly with nothing to do. When morning hits, Grimmjow gets worried as the day drags on it gets worse until the orangeette shows up. Grimmjow grabs him in a rib cracking hug and kisses him deeply, his tongue pushing past Ichigo's lips. The smaller man moans deeply and Grimmjow grips Ichigo's thighs and lifts him, Ichigo wraps his legs around Grimmjow's waist Grimmjow carries him to his room and drops him on the bed and gets up and kicks his door shut. Grimmjow crawls back on top of Ichigo and buries his face in his neck

"Ya had me worried"

"M'sorry Grimm"

Grimmjow tightens his grip on the smaller man and holds him tight, not wanting to let go because of the fear that he felt. Its something he hasn't felt in a long time. He feels Ichigo's hand stroke through his hair,

"Nnoi told me about your friends"

Grimmjow stiffens but doesn't say anything; the hand keeps on stroking his hair,

"He told me why you send people away, because you don't want anything to happen to them because of what you are. I know you won't let anything happen to me or Shiro or Gin. It's not your fault your friends died, its this fucked up worlds fault Grimm"

Grimmjow feels a lump in his throat, he tries to swallow it but it wont budge, he feels tears roll down his cheeks and land on Ichigo's shoulder. The smaller man feels them and tightens his grip on the bigger man and shushes him as sobs rack his body. The bigger man eventually falls asleep and Ichigo joins him.

Kisuke sits at his desk and runs his hands through his shaggy blond hair. He looks at the picture on his desk and smiles; it's a picture of Isshin, him and the boys. The boy's mother was working on the day it was taken but she was ecstatic to have a picture of her boys as she used to say. When Isshin and Masaki died it all but killed Kisuke, he was the one that told the boys that their parents aren't coming back. Ichigo took it the worst, he grew angry and closed off for a while, refused to do anything Kisuke said. He still refuses to do what Kisuke says even as a grown man. When they got him back when he was taken, he refused to let anyone touch him, would attack them if they did. Kisuke tired once. The man winces at the memory of feeling his wrist shatter. He loved the boys with all his heart; they are his children even if they don't have his DNA. He presses his palms into his eyes when he feels the sting of tears in them. He knows something bad is going to happen. He's known what Grimmjow is since the first day that he met him; he knew that Grimmjow didn't want to be what he was. He knew of Aizen too, they met when he and Isshin were teenagers, they hadn't known who he was until the world started going to shit and he declared himself king. Tears make it past his palms and drip on the table, he hasn't cried in the longest time and here he is crying for a reason he doesn't know of but he's crying and he can't seem to stop. His eyes ached with the force of the tears that were coming. He rested his head on the desk and closed his eyes. He eventually drifted into an uneasy sleep.

Shiro was sat on the bed while Gin was sleeping. The man seemed to be more tired as of late and Shiro knew why. He was Aizen's spy and our spy and it was taking its toll on Gin's body. He was eating less and sleeping more. Shiro couldn't wait for Aizen to be dead then he could have his love back. Gin knew that being a spy for Aizen and for them would be exhausting but he didn't think that it would be like this. Gin's eyes flutter open when he feels a hand running through his hair. His eyes lock on his lover who is smiling slightly at him. Gin yawns and stretches, his joints cracking, he reaches over to Shiro and wraps his arms around his waist and pulls him close. Gin rests his head on Shiro's thigh.

" Aizen is gettin worse" he mutters

"What"

" He's gettin weaker. Plannin somethin but I dunno what"

Shiro sighs and leans down and kisses Gin's head," Well work it out"

Gin nods against Shiro's thigh; he runs his fingers over the skin of his lovers other leg. He feels his love shiver at the soft touch. He pulls himself up so he's looking at Shiro, his eyes fully open so he can take in his love. There eyes lock and Gin smiles, he reaches over with his hand and strokes his fingers down Shiro's cheek, the other man leans into the touch.

" Lets shower baby" Shiro whispers

The albino gets up and takes Gin's hand and leads him to the bathroom. He switches the shower on and waits for it to heat up. While its heating, he takes his time undressing Gin. His fingers brush against the other man's skin as he pulls the shirt over his head. When its discarded on the floor he runs his hands over the muscular planes of his lovers torso. His fingers run over scars, old and new. They run over a sprinkling of chest hair that covers Gin's chest. Shiro feels Gin's abdominal muscles twitch when he runs his fingers softly over them as he reaches for the waistband of Gin's boxers. Shiro pulls them down in one tug and they fall to the floor and pool at Gin's feet. Shiro notices that Gin is hard and says,

" you appy bout somethin"

Gin laughs and grabs Shiro's waist and pulls him close, " im always appy round you baby"

Shiro smirks and kisses Gin. He nibbles and sucks at Gin's bottom lip, the silver haired man opens his lips for Shiro. With a satisfied grunt, Shiro thrusts his tongue into Gin's mouth, licking every part he can reach. He can feel himself twitch in his boxers, he pulls back and yanks his boxers down. He smiles seductively at Gin as he pushes past him and gets into the shower, sighing when the water beats down on his shoulders and back. He jumps when he feel arms snake around his waist, he can feel Gin's cock resting against his ass, he smiles and says,

" ya want somethin?"

Gin licks the shell of Shiro's ear and the man shudders," Yeah, you"

Shiro moans out loud and turns in Gin's arms and kisses him deeply, fisting his lover's wet hair. Gin moans into Shiro's mouth and runs his hands down his back and rests them on his ass and squeezes it, needing the muscle, drawing a moan from the other man. Shiro grinds his hips into Gin's and the man moans deep in his throat. Gin's fingers stroke Shiro's entrance; one of his fingers slips in easily, still loose from earlier in the day. Groaning, Gin removes his finger and lifts Shiro effortlessly and leans him back against the wall. Shiro shivers when his back hits the wall, the coldness of it is a large contrast to the heat of his skin. He feels Gin bite down on his neck and his cock nudges against his hole. He tilts his hips and Gin slides in and he hisses out,

" Yes"

Gin groans when he is surrounded by the hot, tight passage. No matter how much the fuck Shiro is always tight. Gin sucks on Shiro's neck as he rolls his hips slowly, hitting Shiro's prostate in every roll. Shiro banged his head against the shower wall, crying out every time Gin rolled into him. He could feel the ball of pleasure grow hotter and hotter until he felt like he would combust. His heart thudded against his chest, his blood rushed in his ears. He was panting loudly, as was Gin. His black nails left deep scratches down Gin's back. Gin began rolling his hips faster; his cock rubbing, prodding and relentlessly pressing against Shiro's prostate was bringing the end close and fast.

"Gin, so close" Shiro managed to get out

One of Gin's hands moved from his thigh where he was holding Shiro up and snaked around to his lovers cock, pulling it in time with his deeper thrusts, he pulled out inches then slammed back in, bringing a scream of pleasure from Shiro's throat. Three more tugs and a well aimed thrust caused Shiro's toes to curl and him to rake his nails down Gin's back as he came with a shout of Gin's name on his lips. Gin groaned loud as Shiro tightened around him, his insides rippling with the strength of his orgasm. All it took was two more thrusts before he was spilling himself inside of Shiro, his hips slammed into Shiro's so hard it caused his head to bounce off the wall. A flash of pain ran through Shiro's head but his toes curled again when he felt Gin cum. He felt Gin slide out of him and felt the man's cum follow and slide down his legs. Gin lowered Shiro's legs lent forward to kiss him deeply and slowly. Savouring the feel of his lover's lips on his, he pull Shiro closer and stepped under the running water, he pulled back with a gasp when he feels the water hit his scratched back.

"You a cat or somethin" Gin asks

Shiro laughs and says, "ya love it"

"I love you"

Shiro smiles softly, " I love you too"

Aizen coughs into the handkerchief; a blob of blood stains the white cloth. He sighs and tucks the cloth back into his pocket and pulls himself off the chair and makes his way to the large white door he decided to step up his plans, he hasn't got long left. When he gets close to it, it automatically opens letting him out and he makes his way to go capture Ichigo and break Grimmjow.

Ichigo groans and blinks his eyes open, there is a blue blob in front of his eyes and he buries his nose in the blue locks and takes a deep breath, taking in the scent that is purely Grimmjow. He hums and runs his hands down Grimmjow's back making the bigger man grunt as the feeling tickles his skin. Smirking Ichigo digs his fingers into Grimmjow's sides and tickles the man until he wakes up. The bigger man pushes Ichigo off the bed and sits up and glares at him,

"Serves ya right" he says to the pouting berry.

"Meanie"

Ichigo gets up off the floor and jumps on Grimmjow, hugging him tight around his waist. He nuzzles into Grimmjow's chest and the bigger man sighs. He runs his hands through the orange locks; Ichigo turns his head into the touch like a needy cat.

"You're adorable" Grimmjow says

"Shut up"

Ichigo looks up at Grimmjow, there eyes locking. Something passes between them and then there suddenly kissing. Grimmjow sucks Ichigo's bottom lip into his mouth. He sucks and nibbles on it, Ichigo moans into Grimmjow's mouth, sitting himself up he grips onto Grimmjow's hair and pulls his lips fully onto his. Ichigo pushed his tongue past Grimmjow's lips and fucked the mans mouth with his tongue. Grimmjow groaned loudly and pulled Ichigo onto his lap, the smaller man automatically putting his legs either side of Grimmjow's waist. His ass rested on Grimmjow's rising dick. He could feel it poking through the mans pants. He knew that he should feel scared that Grimmjow's dick was so close to the place where he was violated. Grimmjow pulls back and looks at Ichigo and sees some doubt in his eyes.

"Ichi, we don't have ta do anything. Ya don't have ta force ya self"

"I want to, Grimm I really do"

Ichigo leans forward and kisses Grimmjow softly," Please Grimm" Ichigo whispers against Grimmjow's lips. The bigger man groans at Ichigo's pleading tone.

"Okay, Ichi, let me take care of you"

so... what did you guy's think. let me know please!. i didn't really like this chapter but i had to post something for you guy's so i hope it was okay. it is now 4:43 in the morning and my eyes are burning so im gonna try and get some shut eye...Night guy's.

Until Next Time KittyBerries

Meesh :3