I was at the train station, I didn't have the money to go on a plane. I was looking at the board, trying to decide where I wanted to go. I could go to Miami, I could go to Los Angeles, I could go to Chicago. So many places, just waiting for me, but I think I'm going to go to Canada. If someone asked me why, I wouldn't be able to tell them. I just feel like I need to be there for some reason. At least I'm getting out of Washington and moving on with my life. I bought my ticket and went to give my luggage to the weird looking people that put it on the train. They told me I have 30 minutes before the train starts boarding, so I think I'm going to get some coffee.
I walked around for a while, looking at all the stores, buying some candy and snacks for the train. I finally found the coffee shop, and ordered a Vanilla Mocha. I sat down at one of the tables and pulled out a magazine I just bought. I was flipping through the pages, when I smelled something really nasty, like bloodsucker nasty. I looked up, searching for it, when I saw my brother. He was running towards me, with an angry expression on his face. I grabbed my bags as quickly as possible and ran for the train. I'm sure they'll be boarding by time I get there. I ran in the wrong direction and came upon a dead end wall, and a door to an elevator. Seth was a couple meters away from me now, and he started to smile, knowing he had me trapped. The elevator door opened and I dashed inside. It closed just in time for Seth to see me wave good-bye. I let out an exasperated sigh and let myself relax a little. I got out of the elevator, and found a map to help me get to my train.
It was about 10 minutes until I found my train. I almost missed it, there were so many people in the train station. I started to walk forward but stopped in my tracks, completely in awe.
There was Seth, leaning against all my luggage with my car keys in is hands. I growled, couold nobody let me live my own life. I trudged over to Seth, and I pushed him, so he fell off of my luggage and onto the floor, then I ran. I could buy new things in Canada, I have all my necessities in my purse. My money, my makeup(OK, it's not a necessity, but it's in my purse) a couple pictures, and my cell phone. I was almost to the door when Embry put his huge body in front of the door, and I knocked right into it, and fell to the ground. I was struggling, and kicking and scratching. I was lost in rage. We passed the pile of my luggage, Quil and Seth were picking it up. I growled and screamed, and yelled, and was clawing his hands raw. I had a plan. I immediately stopped flailing and screaming. Embry looked down at me.
"Yah right Leah, not buying it! I remember you pulling this on your mom to get you to come apologize to me after you hit me with a rock when you were 7." Damn, he was right. I went back to my original plan of kicking and screaming. I but Embry's arm, and made huge gashes that were bleeding like crazy.
I'm sure I looked like a mental patient, everyone was staring. I didn't care, I just wanted to be let free.
We got to my Lexus and Quil and Seth started to put a bunch of luggage in my car. Embry still had a strong hold on me, and was sitting in the passenger seat with me on his lap. I was waiting for him to make some perverted comment, I mean this is Embry we're talking about. As if on cue, Embry moved his hands upward, and I snapped at him, but not before he got to second base. I let out a long, terrifying, frustrated growl, and I bit Embry's shoulder.
"Damn girl, you like it rough!" He laughed, and Quil came to the driver seat.
"Why the hell are you in the driver seat! This is my car! Why do you always ruin everything? Do you think that I would stop any of you from running away? I wouldn't! I would give you 20 bucks and tell you to get run over!" I pushed on Embry, but him and the seatbelt had me pinned. I wiggled, trying to break free.
"Ooh, do that again, that felt good." Embry joked. I screamed at the top of my lungs. I heard Seth sniffle in the back seat. I looked in the mirror and saw that he was trying not to cry. I recalled my last words, and realized what he got out of them.
"Seth, I didn't mean it, I'm sorry." I pleaded. Embry turned around when I did, and Quil was thinking what was making him sad.
"Whatever Leah, I don't care anymore. You don't care if I die, and nobody else cares if you die." Seth's voice was void of emotion. He turned to look out the window, while I stared dumbfounded at my baby brother.
After a while, Seth shot me a death glare, and I turned around. I sat quietly in the seat the rest of the way home, ignoring all the things Embry said when I would make a sound, or move.
We arrived at my house in record time, and I busted out of the seat. Seth trudged inside, scuffing his feet along the way. The rest of the pack appeared through the tree's, excluding Jacob, he must be getting healed. Sam looked furious, screw him. He took 4 long strides over to me. He got up in my face, he had a permanent scowl on his face. It hurt me to see him mad at me, to see him hurting over Emily. I had to fight the urge to cringe. It was so painful, no matter what I did; he would never love me again.
"What?" I whispered, I couldn't make my voice any louder.
"You know what Leah! How could you do that! First you almost get yourself killed, getting Jacob extremely hurt in the process, then you almost kill Emily, then you run away, then you claw Embry raw!" Sam yelled, he spit in my face. I lifted my hand to flick it off.
"First off Sam!" I emphasized his name "If Jacob hadn't tried o play hero, he wouldn't have gotten himself hurt, I was doing perfectly fine, thank you very much. Second, you fiancée" I put extra venom into the word, "was being a bitch, and she started it, plus she knew the angrier I got, the more she was going to get hurt, and she knew how dangerous I can be, hence the scars on her face" I made Sam flinch, and took pride in that. "Third, I was NOT running away, I was leaving, I'm allowed to have my own life outside of you losers by the way! I'm legally allowed to live in my own! I hate being a part of the pack, I'm not supposed to be a part of the pack, and I want to get away from you!" I spat the words, and he looked hurt that I hated him. He took an involuntary step back.
"Whatever Leah." Sam said it so low, I almost missed it. e walked away, and the rest of them followed.
I turned around to find Embry and Quil walking down the road to Mrs. Call's store, they were laughing and hitting each other.
"Don't forget a condom boys!" I called down the road, Quil turned around and stuck his tongue out at me. I sneered.
I trudged into the house, I would unload my car later, and sat down on the recliner across from Seth. He looked at me apologetically.
"Sorry about what I said Seth, I swear I didn't mean it towards you. I was angry, and I forgot that you were in the car at that moment." I was trying so hard to not be bitter, and say something totally bitchy.
"Thanks Leah, and I care if you die, don't worry." Seth gave a half-hearted grin, and I threw a pillow at him. "If I don't run away, will you promise me that you won't?"
I scoffed, promises don't mean anything.
"Promises don't mean anything, but I wont leave, if you will try to not be so damn optimistic." I sighed and laughed at the same time.
I heard a thud come from outside, I went to investigate, and found that Jacob was running off. I went outside, and he was already gone. I looked around, Sam and some of the other wolves were walking through the tree's (in human form!) and they looked frusturated. I looked in out mailbox and grabbed out all of the mail. I met Seth at the doorway as I came across a delicate piece of paper.
"What's up with Jacob?" Seth sounded puzzled.
I tore open the envelope to find a wedding invitation. I looked at it closer, and saw that it was for Edward and Bella. I pursed my lips. I held it up for Seth to see.
"This is what's wrong with him." I bluntly stated. Comprehension crossed Seth's face in an instant and he met my eyes. He looked sad, yet a little happy.
"Who's it for?" He asked, I laughed.
"Edward and Bella moron!" I thumped him on the head.
"No! I meant who was the invitation for? Me, you, or mom?" He rubbed the back of his head where I hit him. I looked at the torn envelop.
"You, and me and mom if we want." I huffed.
"Cool!" Seth exclaimed, all thoughts of Jacob out of his head.
"Retard" I muttered, and I walked out to my car to unload all of my stuff.
