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Chapter 11.

The rest of the night went well. Annemarie stayed the night, even though she didn't even need to really sleep. I decided to retire in early, skipping the football, I was exhausted. Around 10 or 11 I snuck upstairs and crept into bed. I was still fully clothed in the outfit I wore to school but I didn't care. I could barely keep my eyes open. It was hard to comprehend that there could possibly be more then one vampire at my school. But it was almost impossible for me to understand that the one girl that I became close to, understood me better then anyone I could ever know. She was my best friend. And she was a vampire.

It was foggy. I couldn't see anything. The knots in my stomach were twisting more and more inside. It was pitch black, and the only part of the atmosphere I could see was the white fog, creeping across the forest floor like in a scary movie. Looking into the sky I saw the moon. It was full and bright. I could see the craters in the moon perfectly. The lining of it and the shine around the edges giving off a dim light for me to see where I was going.

I started walking deeper and deeper into the forest hoping to find my way out. I started walking into a meadow, it was my parents meadow. The one they used to visit when they were children. There were many dark figures in the meadow. They were huge, and they had yellow eyes. Glowing at me. As I stepped towards them Billy came in front of them to stop me.

"Ness, there not here to protect you anymore." I felt a lump in my throat harden.

"What do you mean?" he looked down before responding.

"I mean, its time for you to say goodbye. Goodbye to them, to La Push, to Charlie, and to me." before I could answer Billy vanished. The wolves all held out one of there paws and bowed. All but one. Simultaneously they turned to walk away. But one stayed. It's eyes were a glowing hazel brown. He had shaggy hair, and it was a ginger brown color.

I stepped towards him and held out my hand. It rubbed it's snout against my hand. "Jacob?" My eyes were wet. I looked away and back at him. "Your leaving?" He nodded. I let my hand fall beside me. As he turned to walk away I called out his name, over and over again. I began to chase him, I couldn't keep up though. He was much faster. I stopped watching him, he turned one last time and then he was gone.

I woke breathing harder and harder. I ran to my windowsill to see what phase the moon was in. Full. I fell to the ground and scooted in the corner, sobbing. What could the dream possibly mean? Say goodbye to Charlie, Billy, and Jacob? Why? Why should I have to say goodbye, out of all people! Why would they be leaving me, or am I leaving them? It's not fair. There was a faint knock on the door, as it crept open I saw it was Jasper.

"Hey you okay?"

I couldn't lie, but I just had to. Right now I didn't feel like talking to anybody. "Yeah, I'm okay."

He stepped in a ways, "Are you sure? It doesn't seem like your okay."

"Yes, I'm sure. It was just a bad dream, I don't really feel like talking about right now. Sorry." I turned my body away from him so he couldn't see me cry more.

"Alright love. Whenever you feel like talking, I'm here for you." I nodded reassuring him that I was actually listening. He closed the door behind him as he went downstairs. I crawled back into bed, clutching the blankets up to my chin. I rolled over to my side and tucked my head under the blankets. I don't remember falling asleep, but I awoke to the sunlight streaming into the room through the cracks of the trees.

There was another knock on the door. "Come in." It was Annemarie. She looked gorgeous in the sunlight. Her eyes were a bright topaz, and her hair long brown hair was glistening in the dawn sunlight. She was wearing a white sundress, and white matching flip flops.

"Hey there." She crawled into bed next to me. I heard a crinkle under and she grabbed a paper off of the top of the pillow she rested her head on. "Do you need this?"

I took the paper and sat up in the bed. It was a letter form Jacob.

Dear Renesmee.

I hope you slept well. Jasper told me he heard you crying. I'm sorry I wasn't there, I was out hunting with the pack. I feel like things have been somewhat distant from us. So today if you are free, I would love for you to meet me at the beach. I hope your there beautiful.

Love, Your Wolf.

"What's it say?" I could see Anna was excited to know. Her golden eyes were complimented by her black sparkling eyeliner and mascara. They were pleading for me to tell her what the note said as the lights of the sun reflected off her eyes. They were blinding to look at. The brightening effect of her being full gave her eyes a glitter effect. They were hypnotizing, it was hard to look away but it burned to stare at. She blinked and nudged me. "Well, are you going to tell me?"

I shook my head, "Oh yeah, it was from Jacob, he wants me to meet him at the beach tonight."

"Aw. Are you going to go?"

"Well Duh Anna." I chuckled. She started to climb off the bed, but stopped resting on her knees. "Alice wanted me to tell you that were all going shopping today. So to hurry up and get ready."

I nodded and climbed out of bed. Sliding my feet into my warm pink fuzzy slippers. Scuffling to the bathroom I yelled a hello, down the stairs before shutting the door.

I stepped into the shower, it felt really good. Having the warm water wake me up for my big day today. I wonder what Jacob wanted. I mean something must be up with him, he feels like were distant. But let me tell you, I don't feel the distance that much. I feel it some what, but there's always something there that's going to keep us together.

Climbing out the shower I applied my make up. I kept it simple today, just a light pink blush, matching lip gloss, black eyeliner, and mascara. While curling my hair Rose came into the bathroom and laid out and outfit on the back of the door. She finished curling it for me, and clipped to strands from each side onto the back of my head.

"Beautiful." He squeezed my arms and guided me to the door. She was wearing skinny jeans, black boots, and a low cut grey sweater with black belt. I envied her. She was gorgeous, honestly she was the most beautiful girl out of the household. I could understand why she loved going out in public, just to show off of course.

I buttoned up my red and white, thin lined plaid shirt and pulled on my cuffed denim shorts. I grabbed a pair of black red flip flops, my purse, and sped downstairs. Everyone was gathered in the kitchen sitting around talking amongst themselves.

Daddy glided towards me and kissed me on my head, "Good morning Darling, are you alright?" I nodded and hugged him. He stroked my hair and led me towards the rest of the family. He bent down before returning back to mother's side and whispered to me, "Be careful of Alice, she's very energetic this morning." I responded with a smile.

"Edward I heard that." she nudged him into the side and grabbed my arm. "Just because you heard doesn't mean it isn't true Alice." She rolled her eyes. "Just because it's true doesn't mean it's a bad thing Edward." He laughed and sat down in between Esme and Bella.

"Are you girls just going to stand or are you ever going to leave? We gotta game on TV were wanting to watch and we don't need you around to ruin it." Emmett whined as he stood up to go into the living room.

"Just because there's a game on TV doesn't mean that every girl in this family is going to leave. Esme and Bella are staying here." Rose said as she punched him on the arm.

"Ow." Everyone laughed as he winced at the hard punch she'd given him.

I threw my arms in the air, "Okay, Okay, let's go." Carlisle chuckled. As we were walking out the door we heard Emmett holler, "yeah get outta here."

We drove to the mall in my Mercedes. Rose was in control of the car, because she enjoyed driving faster then everyone else. We spent the car drive, laughing, singing, and talking about the guys.

Once we arrived everyone stood around the car waiting for Rose to lock it so we could all walk in. The win picked up on the way here, so it blew us all over until we walked into the mall at human pace. The first store we shopped at was American Apparel. We then walked from one end of the mall to another, taking a break we decided to go to "lunch." Well I ate and everyone else watched.

"So, what shall we do after this?" Rose asked playing with the straw in her water.

I shrugged my shoulders, and looked around at everyone else. They were all just sitting there playing with whatever they could find on the table. Alice caught my gaze. She half smiled before answering Rosalie, "We should go find Annemarie and Renesmee homecoming dresses.

"Dude, Alice, When is homecoming?" I looked at her confused, because I even had no idea when our school was having homecoming.

"It's in about two weeks." Annemarie stated looking at me softly.

I smiled and turned back towards Alice. "Okay, so let's go dress shopping, but we can't be back late. I have a date with Jacob." They nodded and we left to continue our shopping extravaganza.