Half-Crazy

Chapter 11: Newcomer

I stayed in the kitchen, preparing some tea while Rin and Mr. Terashima were having a conversation in the living room. I stayed quiet while they would have their conversation and laughs. How did Rin know a yakuza boss out of all people? But then again, wasn't Rin still training to be a cop? There were some things I still didn't know what Rin does in life. I said it many times before, we started this relationship out of nowhere without even thinking twice about it. I took out two teacups, grabbing a tray nearby and placed the cups and teapot on top of it. I headed out with it and quietly comes towards them placing it on the table and poured the tea like some geisha serving drunk customers or samurai's. But this was an obvious different situation. Once I got up, I held the tray against my chest and Mr. Terashima looked at me right away.

"You look a lot like your mother, Aya."

I didn't say a word and just nodded. How can you just instantly tell me that when I don't even remember you. Rin patted the seat right next to him and I followed his orders and sat near him. I wasn't sure if sitting right next to him was a right choice at the moment, since they were chatting with each other. I slowly held onto Rin's hand and I noticed Rin giving me a look. He held my hand back. I'm guessing her read my sign, feeling a bit comfortable seeing this man. Mr. Terashima looked at us and just put his hat down on his lap.

"I see, you have taken care of my daughter very well."

"Well, at first she lived with a good friend of mine first and we just got together recently but since she moved here to Tokyo, I'm basically in charge of her well being."

"I see. So, Aya, you don't like with the Nanase family anymore?"

I shook my head and gave that as answer. Mr. Terashima just continue to stare at me. I shouldn't be acting like some child, not being able to answer any question. If I wanted to know about my own parent's I had to ask right. Rin nudged my shoulder for a bit. I started to sigh and then looked straight at Mr. Terashima with courage in my expression.

"If you are really my dad, why did my own parent's just leave me with the Nanase Family? Why couldn't you just take care of me as responsible parents that you should be?"

Mr. Terashima looked away for a bit and then held his hands together.

"The way I live and the way your mother lived wasn't right to be there to watch you grow. I am very good friends with the Nanase family and decided to hand you to them so you wouldn't be around our situations."

I clenched my hand. What kind of father would just leave their daughter out of the blue just because of your situation? At this moment, I didn't want to be around. Rin held a bit of a tight grip on me but then I immediately pushed it out of my way. I bowed to Mr. Terashima.

"Maybe it's best if I got to talk to you at a different time. I can't function with all this stuff popping up out of nowhere. I can't quite understand anything at the moment. So, please excuse me. I will leave you both to continue your conversation."

I backed away quickly and turned around and walked off to the room upstairs. I didn't really go into the room yet but I watched as the two continued to speak to each other for another hour and Mr. Terashima left our place. I sat down on the floor, leaning the back of my head next to the wall and Rin came up halfway, with his hands in his pocket, leaning against the wall as well. We didn't speak to each other for a couple of minutes but then Rin started to speak.

"Hey, there must be a lot more things I don't know about you yet."

"Haven't you said that before, Rin? And plus, I don't even know him. How can you just know my name and then tell me you are my father. I'm not going to believe it."

Everything went quiet between us and Rin sits closer to me and holds my hand and then kisses it.

"Well, as long as I am here, you have nothing to worry about. You won't just only have me, you have Haru and everyone else."

When I hear him say that, I felt relieved. I gave him a kiss on the cheek and then it would go on towards a more passionate kiss. He picked me up and carried me over his shoulder and leads me back into the room, kissing me some more. He was poison from doing all this. It was hard to just leave the room at the moment because his touches were making me feel out of it.

A few hours passed and I went out my own way while Rin was out to go on his training. I decided to walk around Tokyo just to look around. On my way to a certain store, I wasn't expecting myself to see Mr. Terashima once again. At least I had a beanie hat on I was dressed myself up with a plaid button up shirt that was open, a black tank top with Blue shorts and combat boots. My hair was tied up a bit. Even if I tried to hide it he looked at me right away and smiled. At first it creep me out so badly that I accidentally knocked over something behind me. I was about to catch the box from behind me but then Mr. Terashima swiftly grabbed the one's I couldn't catch right away. Oh geez, I'm such a clutz.

"Thanks for catching that."

"Just be careful next time."

Once we helped each other put stuff back at the entrance of the shop. I gave my apologies to the shop clerk and just stood out in the entrance way. Mr. Terashima met up with me right after.

"Well this is a little weird. Aya, come join me for some tea. I want to show you this interesting Tea shop here in Tokyo."

I was hesitant for a moment because it just really felt out of the ordinary to just instantly be around an older man who says he is your father. But I took the courage to just go or it. I nodded at his offer and all he did was smile and lead the way. I just followed. I text Rin the message that I was with him so he knew where I was. At least Rin had text back, saying to make sure I call him immediately if anything were to happen. He was warning me a little bit that, being around a head shot of a Yakuza gang can get really dangerous. Once we entered a place called "Nana's Green Tea" shop, I raised my eyebrows at how normal looking this place was and how casual everyone looked besides him. Mr. Terashima was basically wearing a fedora hat and a nice clean gray suit. I felt out of place because I was with this guy. We got a table and he started ordering right away. It was so awkward already that, with his smiling face, how the hell did he even become a boss of a Yakuza gang? I didn't even order anything since I really don't want anything at the moment.

"Sorry, I ended up ordering something. I ordered something for you, Aya."

"Eh? You didn't really have to."

He started smiling and I held my bag close to me. I looked around me and noticed that the atmosphere was pretty quiet. Mr. Terashima kept his eyes on me and I tried not to look at him right in the face.

"Since I'm here, do you mind telling me what my back story is?"

He looked at me and then put his hands together.

"Well, I heard recently you were in a big mess before. I got a report about it from my men."

I looked at him this time. Was he keeping an eye on me when I was with the wrong people from back then?

"Oh really?"

"Yes. I didn't expect my daughter to just go a date a guy and both of you got yourself into trouble. Especially you. That trait you have is definitely like your mother's."

Just like your mom? Okay. I don't even know how my mother looks like so I wouldn't know. I crossed my arms across me and I wanted to get my questions out even more.

"Since you basically have the same last name as me, why did you and my mother leave me behind. You need to be truly honest about it."

The stuff he ordered came fast and he started drinking the beverage he ordered. There was some herbal tea in front of me and I served myself. Once he finished taking a sip, he started to talk.

"I was only a regular man before, just walking the streets normally and just doing what I can to survive around Tokyo. Until your mother came around and found me being beat up in the streets, saved my loser of a life. To tell the truth she was literally a head of a gang, and I was just some normal citizen. Your mother had what she wanted, and she was able to get what she wanted. She was one heck of a crazy lady, she was able to make her own Yakuza gang come together until she started to fall for me."

"Well, that's great. I didn't ask for this information. I'm asking-

"I'm not finished."

I stayed quiet and just continued to listen to him talk. I shouldn't have interrupted in the first place. So, I continued to listen to him. So far, he only talked about how they met and how they got themselves into the whole Yakuza crowd. I would have to say they were stupid to even think about it, including my the lady who is my mom. She gave birth to me and didn't even want me anymore because she was stuck on that life of freedom. Apparently, once she had me, she tried to kill me but Mr. Terashima protected me with all his might to not kill me off. Hmph. I mean, I don't mind dying anyways. He literally told me on how he was close friends to Haru's dad and that it was best if I was raised by normal parents, a normal family and a normal life. I sat fully in my seat, leaning my back on the cushion of the chair.

"Wow. You both went all through that to keep me out of that sanity, huh?"

"That is right. But once I got a report of you doing the exact same thing your mother did back then when I first met her, it got me worried."

I gave him a look.

"You know you don't have to."

"But I am your father, and I have the right to be."

I banged on the table just a bit, making it into a fist.

"You tell me all this but there really isn't any proof towards it all."

He started to take something out of his wallet and then he showed it to me. It was pictures kept in a small case and I started to look at them. They were all baby pictures of me smiling. Most of the pictures showed Mr. Terashima holding me and playing with me with little toys. I smiled a bit and then noticed none of these photos showed me with her. Not even once. I didn't know what to feel about it but once I finished looking at the photos I immediately gave him back the photos.

"I guess that really makes you my dad."

All he did was nod. I gave out a sigh and then put some money on the table to pay my part of everything so he wouldn't have to, no matter how much of a big shot he is.

"But for now, I can't really call you father or dad at the moment. I still need to take this in before I end up accepting it."

"Take your time, Aya. There is no rush to instantly take me as your father."

Everything went quiet around us and I stood up from the chair and gave a bow. I also said my thanks to him for the tea and said goodbye. Once I walked out of the door, I stood at the entrance way just for a bit and looked back. He was still looking at me from inside. I felt a weird pain in my chest, thinking he was hurting at the fact, his own family wasn't even together but he had to keep a strong face to keep going with the life he has. I started walking towards my next destination and did errands that I needed to do before I headed back to Rin's place. I was able to get some take out food for us by the time I got back home. When I got inside the house, it was quiet.

"Hmm? I thought Rin would be home by now."

I checked my phone to see if he had left a message that he would be late or something but there was nothing. I put my phone down and just put his portion of food in the fridge while I ate mine while watching some TV shows. While I ate, I noticed a really cool performance happen on TV. I switched the channel to some action movies that were on and then changed it to the anime channel to see what episodes I missed. I checked the time and it was already 1am in the morning and Rin hasn't even come home, yet. I got up and went to pick up my phone to see if I should contact him, but when I did that the front door opened and I dropped the phone on the table and ran to see Rin.

Rin was at the door, rubbing his head and when he noticed me coming he was wide eyed.

"Hey, Aya."

"Where did you go, Rin?"

"Ahh...Training was a bitch towards Sousuke and I. So, it took us a while to leave."

I raised my eyebrows.

"Sousuke was with you?"

"You don't remember, Sousuke was going to join being a cop with me?"

I sort of ignored it for a bit and just went up to Rin, kissing him on the lips. He looked at me funny but I ignored that reaction.

"What? Is it weird of me to welcome you home?"

"No. It was just pretty sudden. Haha."

He gave me a hug and I gave one back but noticed a different smell on him. Rin let me go and ruffled my hair and started walking into the bathroom. It smelled like perfume. I stayed at the doorway and suddenly thought of him being with someone outside of work. I went to the room I stayed in before I started staying in the same room as Rin and took out my belt. I turned up some music up and then waited for Rin to come out of the bathroom. Once he got out, all soaked and wet and he was drying his hair while the other towel was around his waist. He opened his eyes and I went behind him. He got scared a bit.

"W-Whoa! Aya! What the heck? What are you doing?"

"Oh nothing."

I had the belt behind me and then I started pushing him to his bedroom, ripping the towel off him and pinning him onto the bed while he was bare naked. He was still wet and it made it even more interesting. I turned him over on his stomach and put my hands all over his back. I looked around his body to see if there was any marks on him. Was I feeling insecure? I shrugged the thought off a bit and then continued what I was doing. Rin was so bulky, it killed my nerves pretty badly to see his body all to myself. I let my finger roam around the structures of his muscles and then I turned him over, going on top of him. Rin's face was now red and I raised my eyebrow.

"Why are you blushing?"

"Well, I'm naked. And you do realized you are on top of me...and"

He looked down and noticed how I moved down a bit. I was in shorts anyways and his member was literally underneath my region. I started to give an evil smile and then took the belt behind me and tied up his wrist and turned him around on his stomach this time. He was tensing up and then I tied the belt to him tighter and then lightly bit him on his ear.

"H—heyy."

"Sorry, sharkboy. But I think you need to get a punishment."

"Huh? Why? I didn't do anything?"

I ignored him and used my tongue to lick the back of his neck, to his neck and give him small sucks here and there and he was giving out small moans. I turned him around and then looked at him, straight in his red eyes.

"You come home from training and you don't think about stuff like this."

I looked around his body once more to check if he had any markings from a woman but I still didn't see anything. I guess I was taking an advantage of him for this just to check if he had done anything. Oh fuck. I was feeling insecure but I was doing it in a dirty way. His face was totally red and I instantly gave him a wet kiss and I can hear him moan. My other hand went down to his member and I started to stroke him for a bit and it sounded like he wanted to scream but I kept my mouth at his lips.

I backed away a bit and licked my lips. I sat on top of his torso and just stared down at him, but this time I slapped him on his thigh.

"Stop….That hurts."

"Oh~~~ When did you start moaning like a woman?"

"I-I wasn't moaning."

"Do you know who is on top of you, baka?"

Rin's face was so flustered and now I started to feel bad. I didn't lose my touch on him, and then he used his legs and brought up to bring me down. His hands were still tied with the belt and I just looked at him.

"You can't do anything, Aya. No matter how much you think you can be the top, you can't do it."

I crossed my arms and then decide to ask.

"So, why did your clothes smell like a woman's perform then?"

Rin's smile turned into a freaked out expression. I tilted my head and looked at him with a "I got you expression". I continued to keep my eyes on him and then I grabbed his tied wrist and held it tighter to me so he wouldn't run away from my question. He better not have done anything with another girl or else he was going to get something bad from me. He still didn't answer me and I had the strength to put him below me and raise his hands up above his head. He squinted a bit and then looked away.

My hand trailed on his chest and right next to his little bud to the left. I used both my fingers to squeeze it a bit.

"owwww! Oww! Aya stop!"

"I'll keep trying to get it out of you until you say something to me."

I squeezed again and then he covered his face.

"Okay. FINE! But it's not what you think!"

I used my other hand to touch the left nipple and squeezed it, and he started to move around.

"I had to help a woman out with something and she had her arm around me and I acted as the gentlemen. So, I went into a bar with her just to be her guard. I know she was a bit drunk after her little get together with some other girls..and.."

I let go of him and then lightly pulled on Rin's hair. In the back of my head I felt pretty stupid for acting like an asshole towards him, but this was a complete move that I literally actually wanted to do with him. He was mine. Plus, already telling me he was with another girl and then more others right after, pretty much ticked me off.

"The girls touched me a little bit but then I got away and the lady that I was guarding asked me to take her home. Once I did that, it took awhile to take her home. I mean, I'm just doing my job to escort someone and-"

"Shut up for a minute."

I grabbed a pillow and put it on his face. No I wasn't going to suffocate him, I was covering his face for a moment. I thought for a while that Rin wasn't the type to play around but hearing this was already ticking me off even more. Suddenly, Rin sat up and put his arms around me even though he was tied up and it surprised me right away. His red eyes stared at me, and it was completely focus on me. Did I piss him off this time?

"What's with this attitude, Aya? Do you really not trust me?"

From that question, I went wide eyed. Did I actually trust him, or did I not? My insecurity was definitely getting ahead of me there, just by doing all this. I did everything the wrong way but now I found myself to stay calm. He put his forehead towards mine and continued to stare me down with those red eyes of his. He looked like he was glaring at me and his shark teeth showed a bit. I looked the other way but Rin managed to keep my face close to his.

"Do you trust me, Aya?"

"I-"

I wanted to say something but it was hard to even answer. I kept thinking about all these different possibilities on how this relationship can work. I don't want to keep worrying about it, was when Makoto had mention about Rin before he had a girlfriend. It was back when I first met Rin and I headed to Tokyo. I still remembered when Makoto lightly shoved me to the wall.

"I'm giving you a warning to becareful with Rin."(First chapter)

I raised my hands and untied the belt out of Rin's wrist and then got off the bed and threw the towel towards Rin's face.

"I'm going to bed. My fun time is over."

"You still didn't answer my question, Aya."

I ignored him and was about to exit out his door but instead, Rin slammed it and pinned me to the wall. His built body had went closer to my own and all I did was look up to him.

"What?"

"Do you trust me?"

I rolled my eyes for a bit, trying to ignore it but he raised both of my hands and put it above my head and stuck his knee between my legs.

"If you don't answer, things will get rough from here."

I put my face closer to his and gave him a glare.

"TRY ME."

I finally pushed him away and then walked out, slamming it behind me. I felt really mad inside and kept repeating those words Makoto was saying back then. I felt my chest for a bit and lean me back against the wall. I started to think about Makoto for a second. The time I knew about him having feelings for me, to rejecting me over the girl he likes now and now he was stuck in my head all of a sudden. I heard my phone ring in the other room and I went to pick it up. It was really late so why am I getting a phone call right now. I looked at my phone and noticed it was an unknown number. I didn't bother picking it up so I left it to continued ringing. I heard the call 10 times and I wasn't liking it.

Finally the calls stopped and I heard a beep noise come from it. Once I looked at the voice mail and called my voice box, I had one message left on it and I played it.

"Hey, don't ask who is calling but I think you know who this is? I hate your ass, and I wished you burned to death. You are playing with a bunch of the men you hang out with, including Sousuke. Come meet at the park tomorrow night at 9pm, if you aren't chicken to back away from this."

Once the call ended, my heart started to race. I put the phone down and backed away from the phone. What in the world do I do? I started to remember how my past was and about how I used to do things that could of put me to jail. I looked at myself in the mirror and see a completely different person. I looked innocent but my heart was dark and it continued to stay dark. I started to splash water on my face, cleaned myself up and headed to bed right away. I needed to talk to someone right now, but I don't feel like running to anyone at the same time.

The next day, Rin wasn't home and I prepared breakfast for myself and headed out. After I was done with everything I needed to do for the day from going to classes and working a part time job I suddenly see Makoto around the streets. He was leaning on his car from what I see and I decided to go up to him.

"Hey Makoto. I haven't seen you around lately."

"Aya! It's been awhile. How have you been?"

I gave him a hug and he gave me a tight hug back.

"It's been alright so far, I miss everyone. It seems likes everyone is completely busy."

Makoto and I had our conversation and decided to have lunch together. I was glad that he still had his happy face and that him and his girlfriend were still on good terms. During this good talk I had with Makoto, I kept looking at the clock. I still remembered that message from someone on the phone, and I couldn't tell Makoto about what I was going to do tonight. He would kill me but I don't want anyone be a part of the problem. I smiled as much as I could so he wouldn't see. I asked him about how Rei and Nagisa were but he was completely telling me how Rei and Nagisa were completely in love with the girls they were with that it was hard to actually have a real conversation with them. I started to laugh about it. I told him about Haru's mistake of accepting the fact his parents wants us to be in a arrange marriage and it freaked Makoto out badly. But I explained to him how it was a mistake and I still need to meet up with Haru's parents to fix it but they haven't called me about it and Haru hasn't even kept contact with me either. We were suddenly quiet for a moment and then Makoto began to speak.

"How is your relationship with Rin so far?"

I looked up at him and started tapping my finger on the table.

"It's alright, I guess."

Makoto raised an eyebrow.

"Why is it only that? Don't you both have feelings for each other."

"Yeah. But it's a bit different right now."

"What do you mean?"

Crap. I just dig myself into a hole. I knew Makoto was going to push it even more. That was so like him.

"Let's just say, at this point, it's complicated."

"Huh? Already?"

I put my head on the table and literally wanted to hit my face for saying that. I hear Makoto give out a sigh and then he pats me on the head.

"Aya, just make sure you take the relationship seriously. I mean, from I said before just becareful. Things do get a bit out of hand when a girl dates Rin."

Oh now you tell me. Obviously, I was going stupid last night towards him over a woman's perfume and I did not want to talk about that with Makoto because then Makoto will go up to Rin and punching him in the face. So, I kept it to myself. It was already 5pm and Makoto and I went our separate ways. Once I got back home, I noticed Rin was still not around and I ignored the fact that he even existed. I went to change into something more comfortable and then put a hat on and walked out of the house once again. It was already sun down and I waited at the park. I may have came by way too early but it was time to just let this get out of the way so I can just live a normal life. Have I ever explained how I really was back then behind the cute, shy girl who would always draw and what not? Well, I ended up being part of a small gang who would like to bully other people, and would steal a bunch of shit. Call me a delinquent if you want, even Sousuke joined. We had a friend who got us all together to get away from school problems that we didn't deal with. I was a teenager back then so of course I was an idiot to join while I had that art club I would go to. Haru and Makoto knew about my incidents and they extremely hated it. There was one person who always wanted me to get out because it wasn't right for me to be in it. He even didn't like the fact that a pretty face was going out with Sousuke Yamazaki. The only reason I got out of the whole trouble was because of Sousuke and I breaking up. Suddenly, my focus went on a certain footsteps coming this way and I noticed a bunch of guys around the area. One of them was holding a bat and the other a knife. Fuck. I was screwed. It was time to show a side no one completely knows. I cracked my knuckles and got off the slide and put my hands in my pockets.

"Are you the guys who sent me a disturbing message on my phone?"

They all started to laugh and the one with the bat tried to swing at me and I dodged it. But when I dodged it, I missed a step and fell to the ground. Crap. That wasn't supposed happen. I got up quickly before the guy with the knife tried to attack me and I kicked him where it hurts and started to punch the other guys out of my way. One of them got a hold of me and the one with the bat hit me in the back. I started to bleed on my side and all I could hear was more laughing. I guess from not really fighting for a long time, this was going to happen.

"I don't know what your business is for doing shit like this or working with someone but this is stupid as fuck!"

I ran towards the one with the bat and grabbed it out of his hand and swing at him and the others. I didn't want to go back to being the person I was before because that would of destroyed everything about my whole being. I was half-crazy to think that my life could just deal with both. Once I got punched in the stomach and spit blood out, I kneel on the ground and started to feel the pain on me left shoulder. I shouldn't have came here in the first place. I tried to look up but my vision was starting to feel a bit dizzy until I heard a yell coming from somewhere. The guys were being taken down and I heard a cop car nearby. I got up slowly and tried to run so I wouldn't get in trouble or seen but then I was suddenly picked up and was carried out of there. The person explained that I was the one being attacked and that I will be taken home and don't need to be taken to the hospital. When I opened my eyes widely, what shocked me the most was someone I knew from the past.

"Aya, you are still the same girl who left. Now your all grown up and at this age you still act like a stupid punk. Come on you know better than that."

He had red eyes and his dark green-ish hair was tied up because it was somewhat long. But his body felt really built and from being carried, I probably felt really light for him. When I took a long loo k at his face, he noticed that I was giving him a weird look.

"Oh wow. Don't tell me, you forgot who I am. You can't tell by my hair and my always serious face?"

I was thinking from way back, and of course I started to remember who he was. Once he placed me down somewhere, and it was near a car. He opened it, took out a first aid kit and started taking care of my bruises while I sat in the passenger seat. I raised my hand towards his shoulder and he looked at me.

I began to speak.

"Ikuya Kirishima, right?"

"Hmph. Idiot. I can't believe you would say my full name. How can you forget someone who actually looked out for you back then."

Ikuya was the kid who watched my back and told me a pretty face shouldn't have been hanging out with a gang because it wasn't right. I wasn't sure how to react on seeing him, but this was a start of another chapter.

End of Chapter.

If you are wondering who Ikuya Kirishima is, he hasn't showed up fully yet but he is in the free Starting days movie that will come out in december. :D