11.Chapter: The beast is back!
At Marissa's room (Marissa) (19.30pm)
Georgina and I had talked about our relationship and I'd showed her how much I am in love with her. As we finished Georgina stood up and took something out of her handbag. I looked to her and as I saw the thing in her hand I was shocked. "Georgina! I thought you have ceased with that stuff!" Georgina sat down next to me again and looked at me: "Come on baby it isn't that dangerous! It's harmless! It's like alcohol if you don't take too much it's not bad!" I was not totally agreed but I stopped arguing with her about that. She made a line with her credit card and took a banknote off of her pocket. She rolled the banknote to a small tube and sniffed the coke. She smiled: "Do you want to try it?" She made another line and looked at me aquiver. I wasn't sure what to do … I mean it wasn't like I would die if I do it one time! I nodded and went to her. She gave me her banknote and showed me how to do it. I sniffed the coke my nose burned and I had to sneeze. First it felt a little bit awful but then everything in me was prickling. I smiled at Jody and relaxed: "Damn it really feels good!" Georgi came closer to me and sat down on my lap. "Hadn't I told you?" she said with a sexy grin. I shook my head: "You hadn't!" Georgi leaned into a kiss and whispered: "But I wanted!" and kissed me then. It was a great combination the coke and her touch. The coke made my whole body prickling and her touch felt more intensive. It was a complete different feeling. Georgi took off my top and kissed me on my throat and I took hers off. We kissed each other wildly and there wasn't a limit anymore. We went over to the bed and she laid on me. We pulled our clothes down. I was no longer afraid and I hadn't any inhibitions. She kissed my stomach and I pretty enjoyed it. I stroke over her back and finally we slept together.
I looked shyly at Georgi and asked her: "Was I …ok?" Georgi smirked to me:"Yeah!" I nodded: "Good!" I looked at the other direction but after a few seconds I turned my face again at her: "Really!" I asked happily. Georgina laughed: "You have to practice a little bit but yeah it was great!" I looked at her: "That crazy ex girlfriend wasn't better than me, right?!" Georgi laughed: "You mean Georgi? No! Of course not!" I laughed: "Right answer!" I went closer to her and kissed her again.
One hour later
We laid close to each other and fall asleep. It was so good to sleep next to her. I felt her breathing and it really was relaxing. I was half asleep and heard steps. I thought nothing of it and continued sleeping. What had been a huge mistake! We had forgotten to lock the door. I felt somebody coming in my room. "Ryan, go out!" I mumbled still sleeping. Suddenly I heard somebody shouting. "What? This isn't true!" I ripped open my eyes and saw her. She was standing there with a beret. "Mmum?" I stuttered. "Fuck, I thought you wanted to come next week from Paris!" Georgina woke up and was shocked: "Oh my god!" was the only words she could say. Julie looked at Georgina disgusted: "Out! Out of my house!" Georgina took quickly her clothes and dressed herself under the cover. Julie pulled her out of my bed. "Go out of my house dirty dyke!" she shouted. I looked to her in disbelieve: "Mum! Stop it!" Georgina shouted at her angrily: "Your daughter likes to fuck me! You have to accept that!" Julie slapped her in her face and pulled her on her hair out of my room. "Muuum!" I shouted. Georgina screamed with pain: "Let go off of my hair you whore! …Marissa, tell her that you don't want me to leave!" I pushed my mum away from her: "Mum, don't touch her! I want that she stay here!" I shouted. Julie looked at me and saw that my pupils were dilated. "What did you give my daughter, slut?" she screamed. I heard again steps and my dad came upstairs. "Julie what's going on? … Marissa?" he looked at us shocked. I stood in front of him in my underwear and Georgi wore just her jeans and her bra. My dad blushed and he didn't understand what happened.
My mum utilized my court absence and pulled Georgi downstairs and threw her out. I ran downstairs and wanted to go out to Georgi but my mum pulled me and held me. "You not allowed seeing her again!" she screamed at me. I looked at her angrily:"You won't stop me meeting her!" She slapped me in my face and in this moment dad came downstairs: "Julie!" he shouted at her disgustedly. My parents began to argue and I put on my shoes and went out of the house. I recognized just now that I had tears on my cheek and my cheek was dark red. I had taken my keys and decided to take my car and drive somewhere. I drove off and didn't know there I'm about to go. I held at Georgina's place. I sent her a message and she came out of the house and went into my car. As I saw her I began to cry. Her lips were burst and she had a black eye. Georgi pulled me closer to her. "I'm soo sorry!" I whispered crying. Georgi wiped carefully my tears away: "Schhhh baby it's ok!" I couldn't stop crying I was still shocked and confused. I dig my head into her chest and continued crying. She stroke over my head and I felt her body shaking and she started to cry. I stroke over her back and felt worse. We sat there like a picture of misery. Suddenly someone knocked on the door of my car. There was a pretty man in the age of 40 to 50. That had to be Georgi's uncle. Georgi let me go and wiped her tears off and opened the door. "Hey girls come in! I made you a cacao! It's cold here!" Georgi looked at me: "Come in baby!" she whispered and took my hand. I nodded and we three went in. Georgina's uncle was pretty nice to us. He gave us two couples of cacao and made popcorn for us. He sat down on the couch to us and looked at us: "Hey girls don't worry your parents are just shocked they will accept it!" I looked at Georgina she had told it to him. I shook my head: " No they won't! At least, not my mum!" I tried not to cry again. It was really hard for me because this was the worst moment in my life. Georgina's uncle looked at Georgi and stood up: "…so girls I have to go to work now! You can stay at our place Marissa, if you want!" he offered and smiled encouraging. I nodded: "Thanks!" I whispered. "Bye girls!" he said and left.
When he wasn't there anymore again tears appeared on my eyes. I couldn't stop them anymore. Georgina came closer to me and hugged me: "Everything will be ok darling!" Georgina whispered in my ear. "I don't believe in happy ends!" I whispered. Georgina looked in my eyes: "Baby it will be ok I promise! Things will change but that doesn't mean that our life is over! We don't let them make us down!" I just nodded and pulled her close to me.
