I know. You hate me… but lets just skip the long babble about my uncle dieing and move on to something that happened a week ago.

Well, exactly a week ago, I got a very offensive P.M… (private message) from a user on … and before you say anything… I know I shouldn't let it get to me… but I realized that the person was right, My fanfics aren't that good. So I went over to the first Chapters of New Dawn and I realized that the chapters were bad and short. But don't worry, I'm going to finish this story… I'm going to do no more than 15 chapters to complete it.

Now, Forever Mine was mainly the target of this offensive P.M and I don't know if Ill be continuing it. I'm going to post the next chapter and leave it on hold, because I just lost all the ideas and inspiration thanks to that P.M.

Before you ask, no I'm not going to report that person, OR give you the nickname, cause I can take care of my self.

Don't hate me, because this story is going to get finished.

DON'T OWN ANYTHING!

© Stephanie Meyer.

Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.

Oh go away.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

I wanna die.

Beep. Beeeeeepp.

I opened my eyes, throwing my hand over my eyes the second I did. The room was bright, and smelled a lot like medicine. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was in heaven. But no. I never get what I want.

"She's awake. Marcus, she's back!" Someone yelled. I knew that voice, that so very soothing, musical voice. The voice of Jane.

I uncovered me eyes and was met by the loving eyes of my father.

"Bella, my dearest Isabella." He cooed.

"Daddy." I whispered.

"You're finally back. You were gone for so long." He whispered.

"H-How long?"

"3 weeks, my Bella. You were gone three weeks." He said sadly.

"Oh. Where's Alec?" I asked. Marcus's face fell a little.

"He's not back yet. They didn't find him yet." He said carefully, probably waiting for my out burst.

"Oh." I said, losing all my hope. "When will I be able to go back to my room?"

"You could've been back as soon as you woke up my Angel. You choose." He said.

"I want to go back now."

Together, It been six weeks now. And he's not back yet. Maybe something happened? Maybe he ran away? Maybe he found his real soul mate? Who knows, maybe he's taking his time to stay away from me.

Yep, that's it, he's not back because of me.

My mind went back to the time, when I first came to Forks, and I saw the Cullen's for the first time.

There was the honey haired one, he was tall, but still muscular, perfect pale skin, and those honey eyes. Jasper.

Then there was this little pixie looking girl. She was small, she was tiny, but had so many energy in her, that even Tinkerbelle should be ashamed. My best friend. My Alice.

Then there was her, the opposite of the pixie. She was Tall and she was blonde, her perfect frame curling perfectly into her designer clothes. She was the one that hated me, she was Rosalie.

And of course, lets not forget the other one. The big, most muscular of all, with curly brown hair and dimples. Like all, his eyes were honey and he had perfect pale features. He was my big brother. My Teddy bear of a brother, My Emmett.

And lastly, Him. The person that I thought was my soul mate, the person I thought that loved me, and that I loved. But guess what? Newsflash, I was wrong. He was tall, bronze haired and a bit muscular, with piercing golden eyes and pale features like the rest of them. He could read every mind except mine. He was the one that put me in most danger. He was the person who broke my heat. Ok, I agree, he was gorgeous, but Alec still out him to shame. He was my first love, my supposed soul mate, My ex-Edward.

And then came the most loving parents.

There was this one man, he was blonde and young, probably most attractive of the three. He was compassionate and trustworthy. He was gentle and kind. He was my father, My Carlisle.

And then the person I miss the most. She was still wonderful woman, with caramel hair and kind eyes. Her hugs and kisses leaving you all warm and fuzzy inside. She was the mother figure, the best mother in the world. She was m mother, My Esme.

And that's when I began to cry my heart out.

The first time I came into their house…The first date… When he saved me from the perverts in Port Angeles…

The first kiss…. The meadow….

That birthday party… those three days… and that last kiss on the forehead… And that last goodbye…

And then Alec and Jane came, became my family and made my life easier. They took away my worries and replaced them with happiness. But then everything went down. Again.

I want Alec, so ,so bad right now. Just come back… please.

"Bella, wake up." Someone said softly. I opened my eyes… and saw Jane.

"Alec should be here in about three days." She said brightly. I smiled a little, although information didn't help a lot. Only made it worse, I'm going to miss him more.

"I- I wish I had my brother back you know? Its so easy to have him around, he understands me… he's been through everything like me. I wish Edward never existed, you and Alec would be happy.. Who knows.. Maybe you would've been a part of the guards already. I miss him so much… They should have taken Demetri with them though.

"I miss him too." I answered.

And that's how we spent the day.

Heidi and Chelsea came over after our conversation and we had some girl time, and I laughed a little.

But I still feel a little lonely.

"Calm down Bella… He'll be here soon. Don't worry." Jane instructed , while I was trying very hard not to break the bed.

"How long?" I asked once more.

"God Bells. I already told you. Three minutes." Jane whined. "Lets go to the throne room. And we'll walk." She said.

"Fine." I huffed, and ran for the door.

"Slow down BELLA!" Jane yelled, grabbing my arm. "God, you behave like a spoiled child." She whined again.

"Whatever." I answered quickly.

"I think you had to much coffee Bella." She said concerned.

"Let's just go!" I yelled, grabbing her hand and dragging her down the hall. I could see Jane roll her eyes.

We finally made it to the throne room, and I let go of Jane, running straight to Daddy's throne. I jumped on his lap.

"Hi Daddy!" I cheered giving him a kiss on his cheek.

"Hello, my Princess." He said , chuckling freely. "Jane, what exactly did Bella have for breakfast?" He asked amused.

"Um, cornflakes with a lot of sugar and coffee without milk." she said dully. " She's a pain in the ass." Jane added. Marcus laughed this time, with Marcus. The throne room opened and Felix and the love of my life stepped in.

"ALEC!" I cried. I ran to him, and jumped straight into his arms and began sobbing uncontrollably.

"My sweet Bella, My sweetest Angel." He cooed. I pulled away and kissed every single space on his face, leaving his lips for last.

The best about Alec, were his lips. They were cold, but still so soft and delicious. Sometimes you'd think he was chewing on strawberry flavored sweets.

My tongue darted out straight away and I sighed in content when he finally responded to the kiss.

His kissed were hard though, almost painful like he's been dieing to do that for ages, I know I have.

We finally ended the kiss and saw Jane and Felix hugging and kissing softly. Marcus and the Kings were gone somewhere…

But all I could think was Alec and those delicious lips of his.

r&r Please! GONNA UPDATE SOON!