Nowaki walked in the forest in a hurry. He felt and enormous pressure in his chest. Even though he was used to say that they were only friends, this time the pain was insupportable. He could see the building getting closer and rested a little retaking air.

He looked behind and could see the stores far away. He leaned over a tree and started remembering every time he saw the teacher talking to someone he didn't knew and it was always the same.

"He is a friend…Kusama Nowaki, I am Hiro-san's friend… He is a good friend of mine that ask me to help him study and I couldn't refuse…"

The versions were different but also the same…a friend. He continued walking until he arrived to the hotel, sighed and open the door.

But, in the sofa of the reception, Misaki was lying down with Usami above him. The boy was moaning while the writer had one hand inside his pants. Usami looked up encountering Nowaki in the open door.

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Kamijou finally said goodbye to the couple and now was walking to the hotel. He stopped before leaving the touristic zone. He was really confused about the attitude of the doctor and knew that he needed to calm down before speaking to him otherwise they would not arrange the things between them.

"It's all because of this temperament that I have."

He entered in to a store and bought bottled water. There was only one solution to all this and he needed Nowaki to understand that he loved him.

"Damn… why thinking it is so easy?"

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Usami exchanged glances with him and then pulled the boy's shirt to start kissing his chest. Misaki moaned even louder and hugged strongly the writer's head. Nowaki took two steps back and closed the door without making any noise.

"Usa-Usagi-san someone can get in."

"But no one has."

"No Usagi-san really not here…Hn!"

"Just let yourself go."

The writer's hand was going up and down in the intimate zone of the boy while his mouth played with his chest. Misaki was moaning sonorously and started moving his hips forward. Usami lifted up his hip and with the free hand introduced one finger in his aperture.

"Usagi-san!"

Usami simply smiled and rose to kiss the boy until he had no more breath. Misaki tried to calm himself a little but the hands of the other keep attacking his intimacy making his moans to increase. Despite that the student was trying to separate himself from the writer, he was just reducing the space between him and the sofa and was getting closer to the other.

"Usagi-san…I can't."

"Don't worry Misaki I'll make you feel good."

His hands keep moving up and down at the same rhythm he was kissing, sucking and biting the boy's nipples. Misaki was twisting until he felt his muscles tensed and a great pleasure wrapped him making him scream.

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Nowaki walked a few time in circles. He was a little nervous because of the scene he have just see and now didn't know how to enter the hotel. He needed to because he was afraid that Kamijou may have followed him.

"What do I do? I can't enter from the front door but… I really need to enter, but I would dare to interrupt them."

He recall the scene of the boy in the writer's arms while he provides pleasure and a big blush appeared in his face making him to walk one way and another. A noise stopped his thoughts, without noticing he have stepped on a branch making noise. He took a few steps back but there were more branch so the noise was duplicate.

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"What was that?"

"Maybe a squirrel."

Usami didn't mind and continued licking the boy's chest. Misaki rose rapidly and started to accommodate his clothes.

"A squirrel can't make that noise."

Misaki finished and turned to the sofa. Usami was looking at him, with that look that gave him every night. The boy blushed and walked to the kitchen. The writer sighed and opened the door. Nowaki was standing with the face red and looking to the door.

"Ahm…I…"

Usami left the door open and walked to the table of the reception to pick up his cigarettes. Nowaki entered slowly and sighed when he saw the boy wasn't there.

"I'm really sorry Usami-san I didn't wanted to interrupt you."

"Don't worry I will find the way of finish what we started here."

Usami lighted one cigarette and indicate the doctor to follow him. They walked passing the kitchen and saw Misaki looking something inside the fridge. The keep walking until arrived to a small living room the writer sat down.

"Is something going on Usami-san?"

"What's wrong with you?"

"Excuse me?"

"Hiroki have been worried over you all day and even Misaki noticed that you are avoiding him."

"I am not avoiding Hiro-san."

Usami stared at him in silence. After a few minutes Nowaki looked away, blushing. Usami stood and grabbed the ashtray to throw the ashes. Nowaki walked in front of the other and sat in the chair in front of him. They could feel the tension in the air but Usami didn't look worried and sat down again settling. Finally Nowaki dared to talk.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"How…how do you knew that Hiro-san and I…?"

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He have finally arrived to the hotel. He didn't knew the reason why he was so tired but supposed it was because he wasn't used to work out. He sighed again while opening the front door. There was no one so he decided to drink something in the kitchen.

"I think I'm going to start working out."

"Welcome back sensei."

"Ah Takahashi-kun I didn't know you were back too."

"Hun yeah well, we came back recently."

Misaki offered him a cup of tea and he gladly accept it. Now they were sitting down enjoying in silence.

"Sensei can I ask you a question?"

"What?"

"Did you always knew that Usagi-san was…gay?"

"Well…"-Kamijou saw the boy staring at him.-"I always knew that he was in love with Takahiro, though he thought he hide it well."

"Yeah…hugging him every 5 minutes I don't think that was a good idea."

"At any rate Akihiko always was a person difficult to understand."

"You think?"

"I remember thought he was a strange boy the first time I saw him."

"In fact I also have a bad first impression of him."-He remember seeing the writer clinging in his brother's neck.-"But I have come to realize that he is just difficult to understand."

Misaki was in silence while the sensei smiled nostalgic.

"His strange personality hasn't change since we were kids."

Misaki smiled and got up to pick up the cups and clean them.

"I think it is a good idea to bring a snack to Usagi-san, you know how he gets if he don't eat something in the evening."

The boy waited for the teacher to say something but he didn't so he turned to him. Kamijou was staring at the table without making any noise.

"Nowaki is avoiding me…right?"

It wasn't a question but Misaki felt it as a clarification. He closed the water and sat down again in his spot.

"Well I…"-Misaki hesitate a little but seeing the state of his teacher knew he have to tell him the truth.-"I think so sensei, since this morning."

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"You claim him yours the day we meet."

The writer was smoking calmly while Nowaki plunged into a blush embarrassed. Usami was scoffing internally from the doctor for someone a bit like him, he was easily ashamed.

"What I ment was… if Hiro-san has ever talked about me?"

"Of course he did."-Usami removed some ashes from his cigarette.-"He called me telling me that, you leave without telling him anything."

The blushing of the boy increased.

"We went out one for some drinks one night and all he did was talking about how much he missed you and everything he did to make you leave."

He saw Nowaki now trying uselessly to merge into the seat.

"Also that other time that-"

"Fine I'm sorry, I got it already."

Usami smiled internally, enough bullying for the boy. Nowaki tried to calm down while the writer looked at him without saying anything.

"I'm sorry for talking like that but…"-Nowaki smiled sadly.-"I remembered all the time that Hiro-san have suffered for my fault."

"I didn't say that."

"But things really went that way. First I tell him I love him and then I leave."-Nowaki supported a head in his face and clenched his hand in a fist.-"Then I got into his work without permission causing him problems."

"You don't listen right? Haven't I just say that he missed you? If it wasn't like that I wouldn't have told you. You should stop thinking that kind of crap and focus on what you feel now."

"But I can't help it. With this I just remember that we are very far away from each other."

"Ha?"

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Kamijou smiled sadly. Misaki turned to him and started to get nervous. He wanted to help him but didn't know how. The worst was that everything indicated that the doctor was avoiding him at any cost.

"Maybe he thinks you are still angry because he needed to return to his work."

"I don't think that's the reason. We talk about that already."

Misaki saw a blush in the teacher's face and it seemed tender.

"Well sensei then maybe Nowaki-san is concerned at something and doesn't want you to get bothered by it."

"He is always thinking any foolishness without regardless of what I think. He never asks me for anything and that's why he always come out with the worst conclusions."

"Maybe what he need is you to tell him before he gets the conclusions."

What the boy said was right. It was always the same with Nowaki, when he have a weird idea in his head, he gets strange. And after being strange for a while he finally said what he thought and everything will clarify. But it was better to talk to him before everything explode. He have been thinking about that for a while and thought there was always another option. But this time wasn't.

"You are right Takahashi-kun I must talk to him now."

The teacher got up and walked towards the room. However Misaki supposed that Usami and Nowaki could still be talking and it would be the best to leave them alone until they're done.

"Ah sensei wait!"

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Every time they run into someone that knew Kamijou was the same.

"Wow what a handsome young man friends of yours Hiroki-chan?"

"Maybe your student."

"Tell us already Kamijou-kun, when are you going to surprise us with a wedding invitation?"

Usami turn off his cigarette in the ashtray. Nowaki was holding his pants heavily and tried in vain to stop the tear coming out from his eyes.

"No one sees me as someone worthy to be his lover and I…"

"Are you sure about that?"

"Of course. They look me like I am some kind of brat that can't even stand for himself."

Usami got up, scratched his head and turned to him serious.

"In the actually there are more homosexual couples than heterosexual but let me ask you something. Who are the people that doesn't look at you as his partner?

"Well…familiars of his parents or…ex teachers."

"All of them are a bunch of old people that simply desire the world to stay the way they know it. Let me make something clear to you. I think you're worthy of being beside Hiroki and it only matters what I decide."

Usami came closer to the boy and offered him his hand. Nowaki smiled a little and then they gave a greeting agreeing what the writer had said.

"Besides you only need my approval and Usami-sama in never wrong."

The writer walked towards the door and open it. Kamijou was on the other side of the door, he seem angry and with a blush at the same time. Beside him Misaki was worried trying to hide himself.

"He is all yours so take care of him, Hiroki."

Usami walked beside him and taking the boy by his hand went upstairs. Nowaki was stood watching how Kamijou avoided looking at him in the eyes flushed. Finally the teacher entered the room and closed the door behind him.

"Why didn't you told me that bothered you?"

"…I thought that Hiro-san didn't wanted other people to know about us."

"Why wouldn't I?!"

"I don't know I…we have never talked about it."-Nowaki got closer to him and caress his cheek.-"Hiro-san I want to be with you forever, I know that in our type of relationship things aren't easy but still…Still I want to be with you forever."

He saw the teacher's face getting red again and smiled. Kamijou turned everywhere and closed his eyes strongly and then pulled from his shirt to get closer to him to kiss him. A few seconds later Nowaki was corresponding the kiss and make what he usually make with his tongue. He knew that the teacher liked it and the proof was the moaning.

"Nowaki."

"Hiro-san I love you."

The doctor came closer to kiss his neck but noticed how he pushed him back.

"Hiro-san?"

"There is only one solution to all this."-Kamijou turned to see him face to face.-"Let's go with my family, I will present you to them as my mate."

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This was a crucial chapter and I hope you like it. The visit to the Kamijou residence will be postponed because the title of this story is "Inspiration" and Usagi-san still needs some inspiration kufufu

Hiroki have been thinking about going to his family to talk about Nowaki but he didn't know if he would like it, or if it was the right time. That's why he make up his mind and went to talk to Nowaki after the small talk with Misaki.

Alana-kittychan: Yeah but now everything will get better, don't worry about it ·w· Thanks for your review!

I.C2014: In his own way yeah Misaki confesses :3 is that time when he can deny anything anymore and Usagi gets to see it. He must feel happy for being there. Thanks for your review!