CASEYS POV

"So just go and do anything?" I asked

"Exactly. Live in the moment. Don't plan every breathe you take." he paused "So what do you want to do?"

"Play on the toys. I have not done that since my dad left. Come." I said grabbing his hand.

We played for hours. It was the most fun I had had in a long time. We both ended up laughing hysterically. It was almost light before Derek stopped to look at his watch. I didn't belive him when he told me it was almost six.

"Derry think you. I needed this." then I hugged him. As I looked up at him I did something totally spontaneous. I kissed him. It lasted for a few moments. Until he pulled away.

"Casey. You love someone else."

"I don't care. I don't even know him really."

"But you love him or you wouldn't have done this. You wouldn't be changing yourself. Give him a chance."