hey guys. ok plz dont kill me. i warned u i have finals and i realli need 2 cram. luckily school iz almost over but i still have finals 2 take so it might b a while 4 tha next chapter. i hope u guys like this chapter. enjoy!!!
Chapter 11 - White lab coat
Bella POV
"Come on Emmie. I know your tired but we have to go now mommy needs to get to class. Come on. Get up." My daughter tossed and turned in her crib opening and closing her eyes making it known that she wasn't ready to get up yet. This was a regular routine with us. I would have to wake up a whole twenty minutes extra just to get her up and ready. Gaby was already at school by now so it was my responsibility to get Emmie and Sonny ready.
"Emma im not playing with you. Get up. Now." I said making it clear that we didn't have much time left. With a huff and a sigh she slowly sat up and reached out for me. I picked her up from the crib and kissed her on the forehead laughing at the tiredness in her eyes. I carried her to my room and put her on the bed. Then I went back into the nursery to attempt to wake a sleeping Sonja.
"Sonny come on. Its time to get ready hon. Come on." it was a little more difficult waking Sonny up. She slept like a log sometimes. When I finally managed to wake her I gave her a pacifier to make sure she wouldn't cry. Then I went back to my room to get Emmie and made my way to the bathroom to give the girls a bath. Sonny was so tired she fell right back to sleep on the short trip from my room to the bathroom.
I ran the water and put bubbles and toys in it. I got the girls undressed one by one and put them in the tub. As soon as they got in it was like someone flipped on a switch in their heads saying its time to get up because they forgot about their tiredness and began splashing and making as much noise as possible. I washed their bodies and their hair and wrapped them in towels and carried them to my room. As they ran around the room acting like superman I went and got them some clothes to put on for today.
I got Emma a red long sleeved shirt with hearts and a pair of jeans. I decided to get Sonja the same thing only in blue. I rarely dressed them alike. That was more Gaby and Roses thing. I picked up the clothes and took them to my room where I found the girls destroying my alarm clock. "Girls don't do that. Leave it alone." I said taking it from them and putting it back on my dresser. Sonny made a face that made it apparent that she was going to cry so I picked up her pacifier and handed it to her "Here Sonny. Want your paci." she took it out of my hands and popped it into her mouth.
I brought both the girls over and sat on my bed. I dried them off and got them dressed. I let Sonny run around the room while I did Emmie's hair. Her hair was beautiful. It was the same as her dads and came down past her shoulders in little perfect ringlets. Deciding that I needed to hurry I put Emmie's hair in two ponytails and reached for Sonny. I quickly did the same to her hair too. I never really dressed them so much alike before. Only on rare occasions. Every time I took them out together people would refer to them as the 'twins'.
Its true. I wont deny it. They look a lot alike. They both have my chocolate brown eyes. They even have the same hair. Even though Sonny's is black it still hangs past her shoulders in little perfect ringlets as I like to call them. People just assume their twins. I don't mind. I mean they might as well be sisters but I think that dressing them alike is a little cliché. I left them in the room to go into the kitchen to make them a bottle. Me and Gaby are trying to get them to use the sippy cup but they wont take it.
I grabbed the milk out the refrigerator and poured it into two bottles. I screwed the lid on one and reached in the kitchen drawer for a sewing pin. I pricked my finger and held it over the second bottle. I watched as the red liquid that always made me nauseous dripped into the white liquid. I put my finger in my mouth licking off the blood then put the lid on the bottle and made sure I shook it up really good. Emma preferred a little blood mixed with her milk but mostly I would deny her and she would throw a fit. But it didn't last long because I stuck with my answer and she gave up. I only give her blood when I feel she should have it which is mostly never but she's been a little low on energy lately so I guess it cant hurt.
I walked back in my room and handed the girls their bottles. Emma smiled as she tasted what was in hers. I smiled back and went to pack their diaper bags. They were going to stay with their aunt Rose and uncle Emmett today. My baby sitter called in sick so they offered to take the girls so I could get to class. I was currently in my first year of college and Gaby was in her senior year of high school. That's why she has to leave earlier than me. She has to drive all the way back to Forks in the morning. That's like an hour long drive from Seattle to Forks.
I packed several bottles and a couple pairs of clothes along with there favorite little pink teddy bears a certan someone sent when they were born. I put some diapers in the bag even though we were trying to potty train them. They both were just so stubborn. They didn't want to do anything themselves. As I finished packing their diaper bags I went and put there coats and shoes on. I carried them down first and buckled them in the car. For my birthday last year my dad got me a black Fiat Croma Estate. It was way better than my broke down truck I had.
After I put the girls in there car seats I went back up to the loft to get the diaper bags which I threw over both my shoulders and grabbed my laptop and books for school off my desk. Then remembering that I hadn't fed Bailey yet I went to the closet and got the dog food out and poured it into the food bowel then began filling her water bowel with water as I called her name. "Bailey, come eat." I yelled. Bailey came running around the corner and as I put the water down began drinking it. Bailey was a Labrador Retriever that me and Gaby found abandoned in the street one day. We felt sorry for her so we brought her home.
"Ok Bailey I have to go now. Be good and don't mess up the house ok." I said bending over and petting her behind the ears. That was her soft spot. I picked up the rest of my books and my laptop and went out the door locking it behind me. I walked back down the stairs barley able to see where I was going. I put my books and laptop along with the diaper bags in the passenger seat and started the car up. I pulled out of the parking lot and made my way to Rose's house. I could hear the girls in the back giggling and trying to make sentences that made sense but failing to do so.
They both loved to be outside. They adored the car rides. When they were newborn babies me and Gaby would have to ride around with them until two o clock in the morning when they would finally fall to sleep only to have to do it all over again when they woke up two hours later. "Mommy" Sonny squealed. Her and Emmie were in that stage where everyone they met were 'mommy' to them. I knew she meant me though. "Yes Sonny." I said looking into my rear view mirror to see her. She was pointing out the window at a lady with a dog.
"Bai-ley." she said. "No honey. That's not Bailey. She's at home." I said laughing a bit. They continued to giggle and squeal for the rest of the ride to Rose and Emmett's house. As I pulled into there driveway Emmett came out the front door and smiled at me. He grabbed the girls out the backseat and they squealed and screamed as he played with them. I grabbed the diaper bags out the front seat and made my way in to their big beautiful house. They had bought it a little after the girls were born to be closer to us.
I put the diaper bags on the couch and gave the girls a hug and kiss and said good bye. "Bye little sis." Emmett yelled after me. "Bye Bella." Rose said walking me to the door. I turned suddenly and said "Remember Rose no B-L-O-O-D today." hoping that if I spelled the words out Emma wouldn't understand. She nodded understanding and I made my way back to the car where I heard my phone ringing. I grabbed it out of the bag and looked at the caller ID. Kyle. I pushed the end button not wanting to talk to him right now.
Me and Kyle broke up not to long after Emma was born. He had fallen for a nice girl named Leslie but he was determined not to leave me. So I left him. I wasn't going to be responsible for his depression. I wanted him to have a long and happy life with the person he loved even if it wasn't me. He still comes around once in a while and takes Emmie with him sometimes. They really love each other. She knows he's not her father but he's the close she's ever had to it.
After the phone stopped ringing it began vibrating signaling that I got a message. 'Why wont you talk to me?' it read. I decided to text back saying 'On my way to school cant talk.' I dropped my phone in my lap and started up the car. I pulled out the driveway and made my way to school. Kyle texted back saying 'It doesn't have to be this way Bella.' I texted back saying 'What way?' a few minutes later he replied 'You trying to avoid me.' 'I don't know what your talking about' By the time I got to school he had replied saying 'Look lets just get the girls together and go out today. Just us. Please Bella.' 'Fine.' I replied throwing my phone back in my bag and making my way to my first class.
When I sat down in my desk I put my head down seeing as how there was hardly anyone in the class and the professor was still out. I felt a warm hand stroke my hair and I jumped up with a start. "Oh hey Jenna. You scared me half to death." "Sorry didn't mean to. How's Emma and Sonja?" she said taking out her book for this class. "Fine. How's Hayden?" I asked. I meet Jenna at the center. She is also a single mother to a three year old little boy.
"He's fine. Has a little cold but he's fine." she said smiling. "Do you think Rosalie and Emmett will want to baby sit for me today? I have a couple job interviews and no baby sitter." She asked. "I can do it if you want. Me and Kyle are taking the girls out today anyway. Hayden can come with us. He can spend the night to if you want." I told her. "Really thanks Izzy." "No problem Jen." I said. "Are you going out tomorrow?" she asked. I stared at her confused for a minute. "Your birthday Izzy. Its tomorrow remember?" she said. "Oh yeah. I forgot. Were probably going to have a little party for the girls since its there birthday too but I don't think im doing anything."
"Izzy come on. Your going to be nineteen tomorrow. You have to celebrate." She said in a whiny voice. "I am celebrating. Im celebrating my daughters and god-daughters first birthday tomorrow." I said. She glared at me for a minute then said "That's not what im talking about. You need to celebrate your birthday. Im taking you out after the girls party so be ready." "Jen--" I was cut off by the professors "Good morning class. Turn to page 300 and read the section highlighted in blue. When you've finished I want a five page paper on what the passage means to you. Get started." This was going to be a long day.
I got through the rest of my classes and surprisingly didn't get much homework. I texted Kyle to let him know that I would be ready within the hour and that Hayden was coming with us. He was ok with it of course and said he would pick us up at my house. As I made my way to Rose and Emmett's I got a phone call. It was Gaby. "Hello?" I asked. "Hey Izzy. I just wanted to let you know that I got out of school early so I went and got the girls. Were at home now." "Kay thanks. Hey is it okay if Sonny comes with me Emmie Kyle and Hayden today?" I asked. "Yea of course. Where you guys gonna go?" "I don't know yet. Im guessing Kyle will tell me when he comes over to get us." I said stopping at a red light.
"Is Leslie coming with you guys?" she asked. "I don't know. Most likely not. Kyle doesn't really bring her around. I think he thinks I don't like her. I keep tried to tell him that I don't have a problem with her but he wouldn't listen." I said. "Ok well ill see you when you get here. You want me to get the girls ready?" "Yes please. If im gonna make it through the day I need a hot bubble bath." I said laughing. "Ok. Ill have them ready." she said laughing and hanging up the phone.
I drove all the way home in kind of a daze. I was too busy thinking about what was to come out of the day with Kyle. Im not mad at him but I do need to recover from this. Im happy for him and Leslie. She is a beautiful, smart, loving girl and they really do love one another but I have to come to terms with the fact that the happy ending I pictured for so long was gone and never coming back. I tried to talk to him about it but it got really hard to talk to him lately. I mean I love him and I always will but for some reason I cant talk to him about anything anymore. I know he'll be there to comfort me but sometimes I think I don't want comfort. He doesn't understand that.
I hope that today we can come to an agreement and it can be like it was before. When I would call him in the middle of the night because I couldn't sleep. He would drive all the way over and stay with me until I feel asleep. He even played the guitar to me. That's how I learned how to play. Now I play for the girls whenever they cant sleep. They absolutely love it. He even made me sing to him .I was terrified. I had never sung outside my shower but he got me to do it. Now im not so afraid to sing with my friends. Or to sit in the girls room at night and sing them lullaby after lullaby. Sometimes me and Gaby would do duets. She had an amazing voice. I told her she would be a singer one day. She even has a job singing at a local bar at nights. I sung with her sometimes but I don't see myself ever doing that again.
Me and Kyle had a relationship no one understood. Sometimes we didn't understand it either but we knew it wasn't worth wasting. That's why we keep each other around. That's why we cant get rid of each other. We love each other and that's all we need right now. Im just hoping that by explaining this to him he will understand where im coming from and we will be able to fix this. If not for our own sake for Emma's sake. She understands more than the average one year old and she knows he's not her biological father but that doesn't stop her from slipping and calling him daddy sometimes.
As I pulled into the parking lot I had this strange nervousness in the pit of my stomach. I didn't know why. I had nothing to be nervous about. I made my way upstairs and into my home. Gaby was in the office working on a paper for literature class and the girls were down for their naps. She had gotten them dressed and did there hair so that I wouldn't have to. It was nice to share responsibility with someone. We never let it get too hard for one but also never let each other slack on the job either. I took advantage of this quiet time and got into a steaming hot bubble bath.
I was hoping that the hot water would sooth the feeling in my stomach but the feeling only intensified. I tried to enjoy the bath as best I could but it got to the point where it made me nauseous so I got out and dried my body and put on a gray t shirt with black skinny jeans. I would usually wear just jeans or sweatpants but I decided to play it a little out of my character today. I brushed my hair and let it hang wetly down my back.
Kyle still hadn't come so I decided to get caught up on my homework before I left. I had just finished up when the doorbell rang. I heard Gaby yell "I got it." so I stayed laying on my bed. A few minutes later Hayden came running into my room dragging Jenna with him. "Hey Bells. Thanks again for keeping him. I really appreciate it. He has clothes in his bag and his favorite toys so he should be good tonight." She told me picking him up and giving him a kiss goodbye. "No problem Jen. Are you gonna come to the girls party tomorrow?" I asked. "Of course im coming. What else do I have to do on a Saturday evening?" She smiled.
"Kay. See you tomorrow then." I said as she kissed Hayden one more time and made her way out the door. "So Hayden, you hungry?" I asked him. "No. Me had sagetti." he said in his cute baby voice. "Ok. Well the girls should be up in a minute, do you want to play in there room?" he nodded his head enthusiastically and ran out the room. I chuckled as I thought of his excitement. That's when Kyle texted me and said he was almost here. I went to wake the girls and put there coats and shoes on.
Kyle arrived about ten minutes later and we each grabbed a child and headed for the car. Gaby gave Sonny a kiss and told me that Angie wanted me to call her. Angie still stayed close but she went to a different college. We talked whenever we had the chance. We strapped the children in and Kyle began to drive. "Where we going?" I asked. He looked at me and said "Were going to the aquarium but first I need to stop by the hospital." "Why?" I asked. "My moms really sick. She's been wanting me to come up there but I've been so busy. You don't mind do you? Maybe she can see the kids." he said.
"Yea of course." I said looking him in the eyes. I could tell he was worried about his mother. I reached over and grabbed his hand in mine to silently let him know I was there for him. He smiled his beautiful smile and tightened his grip on mine. I turned the radio on because I could tell the kids were getting restless and they all loved music. On the way to the hospital we sang along to most of the songs. Hayden knew some of the words but the girls were just winging it. They had no idea what they were doing. But it was so cute to see them try.
I grabbed Hayden and Kyle grabbed Sonny and Emmie. We went into the hospital and asked the receptionist were her room was and she pointed us to the third floor and the first room to the right. We did as told and got into the elevator. We took the kids to the room and saw Mrs. James hooked up to many machines. "Hey mom." Kyle said. "Hey honey. Hey Bella." she said hoarsely. "Hello Mrs. James. How are you?" "Fine. A little nauseous but they said that was normal. You should see my doctor. Such a beautiful young man. Who have we here?" she asked eying the boy in my hands.
"This is Hayden. He's a friend of mines son. Were taking him and the girls to the aquarium." I told her. She smiled and said hello to Hayden. We stayed awhile to let her play with the kids. They had a great time. They ran all over the hospital room screaming at the top of their lungs. I have to cut down on the sugar. We had been there about an hour or so when Kyle stood up and said the aquarium would be opening soon so we had to go. I picked up Emmie while Kyle bent over to get and Sonny. Hayden wanted to walk so we left him on the ground. I could see Kyle was getting a little emotional so just like I did in the car I grabbed his hand in mine. "Ill be back tomorrow mom don't worry. Call me if you need anything. Love you."
"Love you too son. Oh look here's my doctor now. Kyle meet Dr. Carlisle Cullen. Dr. Cullen this is my son Kyle." I looked up with fear in my eyes. This could not be happening. Sure enough there he was. Standing right in front of me. Carlisle looked at me as I looked at him. His eyes darted back and forth between the child in my arms and the hand that was still attached to Kyle's. Sonny began to whine which caught his attention. Kyle bounced her in his arms to calm her down. Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse I felt stomach drop as Mrs. James said "Where's that darling son of yours. He's interning here isn't he?" I hoped to god that she was talking about Jasper but that thought was shattered as Edward walked through the door with a white lab coat on and a clipboard in his hands. He froze mid step as he looked up and spotted me.
"Bella?"
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