The next day Bella awoke, feeling like her heart was missing, and to make matters worst she had school.

"Crap." She said as she looked outside, it was raining agine and she was going to be late. So she ran to her closet and pulled out a black skirt, that went above the knee and white tang top and with a black sweater to go over it.

"Why not dresses how I feel," thought Bella as she pulled out some black knee high stockings. She ran into the bathroom took a quick shower got dressed and ran out the front door. Only to return moments later because she forgot to do her hair and left her iPod, the one Jasper and Emmett had gotten her for Christmas. So she but her hair in a ponytail and ran out the house.

When she reached school it looked like an everyone was in hot discussion, but as soon as she got out her car, it all stopped and all eyes were on her. 'Maybe I might have over done it with the black a little' she thought, but she really did not caer anymore, not after what happened, so she but in her headphones and blasted Take it away by the Used. Just then Jessica and Lauren ran up to her asking to many questions about the Cullens and if her and Edward were over, so she did the human thing. Tuned up her iPod and walked away.

"Bella" screamed the voice she knew oh to well as Mikes. "I heard Cullen move just after he broke up with you. Are alright?" When did he hear this, he just left last night? She took off her headphones to speak to him.

"Edward did move ofr so i heard but, I am not aware that he broke up with me. He didn't even talk to me." She whispered the last part so that Mike did not hear.

"Oh but he did move right." God hes worst than Emmett.

"Yeah" said Bella sadly, as she walked away trying to hid her tears, with Mike in the background trying to apologize for upsetting her.

Finally in English Bella put back on her headphones, no point in learning about a book she already read. Therefore, she began to sing to herself, This animal that I've become by Thre days Grace.

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal.

She thought the song reminded her of herself, she was an animal. after all she did destroy a whole familes life.

After she finishes the song, she slowly began to remember Edward. She remembered the looks he gave her, the looks of want and need. She remembered his smile and his beautiful and perfect eyes. His intoxicating smell and the way he was always right no matter what they were talking about. She also remembers the way he would say I love you every night before she went to sleep. Those words that had once brought light into her eyes, she needed to see him, but how. She thought about this until she heard the door open and teacher say "how nice of you to join us Mr. Cullen, and you too Mrs. Cullen." Bella looked up only to find Edward and Alice standing in front of the room.

"This could end badly," she said softly to herself, only to remember that they could hear her. Alice turned her head to Bella and gave her a little smile that make what little color Bella had leave her face. In addition, to make matters worst Edward and Alice sat on both sides of her in all her classes. As they made there way to sit next to her, she jumped out of her seat only to have the class stair at her and the teacher ask, "What's wrong Mrs. Swan."

And to have Alice say "Yeah sweetie what's wrong." 'Like you don't already know' she thought.

"May I go use to bathroom?" Bella asked in a hurry. The teacher nodded looking at her like she was crazt, and she grabbed her bad and ran out the room, almost as fast as Edward did the first day they had met.

Far away from the classroom she began to sprint her way down the halls, thanking god that she had worn her black sneakers instead of her black heals. As she approached her car she slowed to a jog, maybe fear made her less clumsy she thought until she tripped and fell.

"Owe," she said, but got up and made her was to her car were she found a blood red envelope lying on the drivers seat, she didn't really have a choice but to open it. Therefore, she did but, what was inside she hadn't expect. It was a letter from Jasper.

'I love you forever, I like you for always, and forever and ever, I will love you. It's our special thing, so don't forget me, but just because I love you don't forget Edward he loves you too, so in a time very soon you'll have to choose who you love the most. Alice is not going to hurt you, she understands, it was my fault and we were having problems anyways. I will be back and soon, just need to deal with my past first.'

Love Jasper Cullen

"'I love you forever, I like you for always, and forever and ever, I will love you. It's our special thing.' He used to tell me the same thing, but look were I am now. Oh well at least you have poor Edward to fell back on".

"How do I know you two didn't write this", I asked knowing both of them were behind me. As I turned to face then the hurt look on Edward face almost made me want to cry. But I didn't. Instead, I got in my car and drove away with a pained expression on my face.

Does jasper love me more?

Do I love him more?

Moreover, will I go back to Edward if he asks?

All those thoughts ran through my head, and I wished I had a person to talk to about these things. I mean yes Jessica and I are friends but she talks too much, but there is Angela and Jacob. Nevertheless, Angela's at school and so might Jake and besides he hates me anyways.

"Who can I talk too?" She screamed as she pulled into the drive way.

When she stepped out the car, she heard a silky smooth voice reply.

"How about me?"

"Edward" she breathed.