A/n: I soo do not own gravitation, even though I wish they did. It such an awesome story :) . This is not my first fic, but my first gravi fic. Nee XD. Btw I very so much adore Gravitation .whee!Hope this story works out.
If your not cool with Guy-guy relationships do step back. Smiles. And this story turned 'M' so remember to find it under 'M'. Muakz. Happy reading.
P.s: I am awful at writing lemon…argh. I try I really do try.
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Yuki hesitated for a while, but looking at the cute boy's face he dipped his head and kissed Shuichi. Right now the both of them pushed whatever was bugging them and just kissed, to the both of them this was wrong to the maximum. But they couldn't stop themselves.
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Shuichi's arms winded around Yuki's neck and pulled him down to kiss him more, Yuki's left hand was on shuichi's slim waist and the other was gripping Shuichi's messed up pink hair. The air was blowing coldly around them but the two of them didn't notice it, their heat among each other was hot enough to withstand the cold air.
Shuichi's finger ran smoothly down from Yuki's cheekbone to his chin .Yuki took his hand and licked Shuichi's fingers which traced his face. The younger boy moaned lightly. Then Yuki licked his neck, there after he bite Shuichi's neck slightly. Shuichi shut his eyes, it was soo good. So far Yuki was the first and so called last to do this to him.
And shamefully, Shuichi still loved his touch. Yuki's tongue ran from Shuichi's neck to his shoulder blade and Yuki bit him hard there, leaving teeth marks on it. His hands went under his shirt and teased Shuichi nipples which was hard rock.
Yuki smiled devilishly as he sucked shuichi's neck, "You're not patient are you? Remained celibate for long?" he asked Shuichi. Shuichi turned pink and his hand gripped the blonde mans hair and pulled it hard. "OW! You bloody-," yuki started to say but Shuichi's hands went down to Yuki's zip and unzipped it.
Shuichi smirked at what he saw, "How about you? You responded just as hard as I did…. Hypocrite." He told Yuki who gritted his teeth.
Shuichi was sharp. But Yuki could be sharper. He Pulled shuichi's shirt off and bent his head to suck his nipples. The pink haired boy moaned loudly and gripped Yuki's head for support. Then he pushed Yuki away after the height of his pleasure risened.
" Yuki… Yuki.. we have to stop." He said breathing heavily. He couldn't. He couldn't do this. As much as he wanted it…. They couldn't. Shuichi still had a little sense in him.
Yuki looked at him with his lust filled brown eyes, Shuichi could melt in it, but he had to stop this and NOW. Yuki sighed and ran his fingers through his blonde hair, " I know."
" You know! And it took me to stop you? Do you know how much I hate you? For being you and for this!" he asked Yuki loudly and angrily.
But Yuki waved his hand, " I know asshole. But I can't stop. Do you know fucking frustrating this is?... And STOP looking at me with that stupid purple eyes of yours." Yuki sighed and leaned against a tree. It was tiring he was so confused with his feelings and thoughts right now. He was thinking of riku. But he was lost , he wanted to bad to touch Shuichi now.
Shuichi blinked at Yuki, " Yuki…." He noticed Yuki was as confused as him. And no self control… that was so weird. And so…. Sexy.
" What! First you tell me to stop. And then you tell me to kiss you. Now you tell me to stop. Make up your fucking mind brat. I'm already wrecking myself thinking of this and… and touching you. The fucking wine i-,"
He couldn't finish his sentence, Shuichi captured his mouth and kissed him ferociously.No matter what either of them did they'd still continue,they couldn't et enough of each other. Besides the both of them were high and hard.
They both know so bad that this was wrong, but it was too late to turn back. This was beyond right. They both knew this would hurt the both of them and other people who they love especially…. Riku. Especially her.
But the pleasure they both gave each other just by touching pushed that to the back of their minds…. For now. Pleasure now. Regret much later.
Then Yuki groaned against Shuichi's mouth, " damn it we're in public.." but he didn't stop touching shuichi. Shuichi looked around, " that's good.. we can stop." he said slowly releasing his grip on Yuki's neck, maybe this was a chance to really finally stop, but Yuki was to aroused to let go of Shuichi. He grabbed Shuichi and kissed him passionately on his lips. Thoughts of ending it faded. They both were losing it, that's for sure.
The next thing Shuichi knew he was pushed against one of the trees at the waterfront side walk where they were. His back was grazing the tree bark and he withered from the pain in his back but more to hand which was unzipping Shuichi's pants.
"Ahh…Ah.." Shuichi tried to stifle his pleasurable moan when Yuki's lips brushed lightly against his hard erection. It was getting hotter and hotter. Yuki teased shuichi much more. His middle finger slid in Shuichi's entrance,and the boy gasped. Then another finger.
" That's only two, don't be such a limp now." Yuki said. Shuichi could've kicked him if he wasn't weak with desire. Even during sex Yuki could still be so mean. Well fuck him… that would have been funny to Shuichi if he weren't really doing it.
Yuki's fingers starting moving in and out and Shuichi let out a loud shrill cry,his fingernails digging into the author's back.Yuki could feel the boys sharp nails eventhrough his shirt.
" Yu.. Yuki I need.. don't do that! I need…lu..lube i.." Shuichi tried to gasp out but he couldn't finish his sentence. Yuki pushed his fingers hard and deep in him.
" No need. You're already wet enough…slut." Yuki said. Shuichi's knees were too weak he collapsed on top of Yuki. Hanging on him. Then,Shuichi shuddered as Yuki grabbed him, used his thumb and pressed it with pressure and rub it up and down.
" Ugh. Yuki…st…stop playing…" Shuichi strained to say but Yuki was having his fun. After teasing him a little, Yuki took him in his mouth and started tormenting him. Shuichi couldn't hold in his loud sexy moan. He withered with every touch Yuki gave him.
" You better scream at a low pitch. We're in public." Yuki said sucking him,Shuichi was ready to burst.. His hands now were gripping the blonde man's hair hard. Shuichi's pants were around his ankles now and his shirt pushed back, he looked totally ravished.
Yuki slowly stood up, his eyes were fiery brown, when he stared at Shuichi from top to bottom. Then Shuichi didn't think it was fair for Yuki's shirt to be on, so he unbuttoned it and Exposed Yuki's chest.
Yuki was still beautiful. Shuichi loved his body. Shuichi loved everything about him last time. His soul, his body, his personality… everything. But now? Was now different?
Whatever it is… Shuichi was afraid… because he was doing this… with feeling. He didn't know if it was hate or love. But both were the same thing. It was screwing him up.
Shuichi leaned and kissed his chest while his hands worked to unbuckle his pants.Then his mouth trailed every inch of Yuki's body. Yuki's hand went up and caressed Shuichi's cheek,shuichi leaned against his palm and kissed it.
But he noticed something.
" Whats this?" he asked turning Yuki's wrist to expose series of dry cuts… dry deep cuts on his wrist. The cuts weren't that visible but when shuichi looked closer it was a deep slashes… until the veins. It wasn't one slash but a few.This was disturbing. Shuichi asked again when Yuki didn't answer, " YUKI! What the hell is this!" he pulled Yuki's hand up to show Yuki himself.
But Yuki's eyes darkened and before Shuichi could do anything else Yuki grabbed and crushed both of their naked bodies together. And in one swift move he rammed into Shuichi filling him up. Shuichi let out a shrill cry and jerked back giving full acess to Yuki. The blonde man thrusted into Shuichi first in a slow tempo, then faster and faster each time. Both of them going with th ryhtm.
"Aa…aaahhh…Ah! Yuki!" Shuichi's voice could be heard around the place, while Yuki couldn't keep in his visible pleasurable moan. Finally when they both reach their peak of sensation, Shuichi cried out very loud this time piercing the night with his voice as he came all over Yuki. A little while later Yuki groaned as he released himself inside of Shuichi. They both shuddered with pleasure.
The both of them panted and breathed heavily, trying to take as much of air as they could, or they would suffocate in each others heat. Yuki stayed inside Shuichi until Shuichi fell into oblivion loving the pleasure he just had. Before he fell into darkness, he heard Yuki say something but was too tired and too spent to ask him to repeat.
For now, he decided to make it last in his sleep… before he woke up hating himself and Yuki.
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"ugh…" Shuichi opened his eyes and looked up at the ceiling. It was bright in the room now.
Hey wait… Ceiling? Shuichi got up fast, but gritted his teeth when his back hurt. Hurt? What?
Then the recent happenings of last night flshbacked into his mind like a dvd player going fastforward. Shuichi breathed in slowly at first… then breathed out… before he buried his head into his pillow and screamed the world to dust.
No no no no no no no no no no no.
He kept on screaming in his mind.
That did not happen! IT did not happen! Not with him. Not with him….
Shuichi felt like crying, " Not with Riku's fiancé…"
Worst thing was… he was well aware of what he was doing with Yuki yesterday but didn't do anything to stop it. The biggest guilt was that he fell back into his ex-lovers arms…. And he was to be married to his beloved cousin in a few weeks time. This wasn't what he planned out when he arrived in Japan.
He didn't expect to see Yuki. He didn't expect Yuki to be Riku's fiancée he didn't expect he had to stay in his house. He didn't expect to touch him so much. He didn't expect to respond so much. He didn't expect to spend a night with him.
But what really knocked Shuichi out of his mind was that…
He didn't expect he still had feelings for Yuki….
Not feeling well he ran to the bathroom and started throwing up.
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"Whats this!" he took Yuki's hand up, " YUKI! What the hell is this!" Shuichi's face and voice flashed into Yuki's head.
"Yuki…..YUKI EIRI!"
A voice jerked Yuki out of his flashback yesterday, he looked up at his brother in laws face, " What Touma? Whats all the shouting? I have a headache!" Yuki said annoyed with his brother in law.
Touma gave him a sweet smile. The man always had a smile on his face whenever, wherever. It actually annoyed Yuki. But it was normal for him.
" Well. I would like to ask you. How is Shindou-san?" Touma asked walking over to the office bar to make Yuki a drink. Yuki narrowed his eyes. Noone absolutely noone should know what happened yesterday. When he woke up that morning Yuki thought a meteor hit him, he cheated on Riku. He cheated on RIku while she was working.
Best thing was he cheated on Riku with her favourite cousin…. Damn it… fucked up situation, he thought. He knew shuichi would keep his mouth shut…. In fact, from now on he was betting Shuichi would keep his mouth shut forever. He sighed at the complicated problem.
" He's fine.Alive and fine." Yuki told Touma, " Not dead or anything. Why? Worried Seguchi?" he asked Touma. Touma smiled and put a glass in front of Yuki.
" Worried? About Shindou-san? What for? He is quite capable of taking care of himself.Plus its not him I'm looking out for. You should know that Eiri." Touma sai sitting down opposite him. Yuki rolled his eyes.
" Yeah sure Touma whatever.and if indirectly your asking me if anything happened. No. Nothing happened." Yuki said looking at Touma who there after laughed.
" You know me well Eiri." Touma said. " But honestly should he be in a hotel or something? It's a little too inconvenient for both him and you. Isn't it?" Touma asked, " But I don't mean to talk about the past, but you know what I mean."
Yuki waved his hand, " No need to explain. Its true. Its inconvenient for the both of us. But Riku wants us both to….bond." he nearly puked on the word. The both of them couldn't get along well right now.
But yesterday….. they got along pretty well for an hour or two….
Yuki tried to shake off the image of Shuichi's body against his. " Yes… but its because Riku doesn't know about your past relationship-,"
" Touma. Will you please shut up about me and Shuichi's past relationship crap? Riku doesn't need to know it. And the past is gone. Do you have to bring it up?" Yuki snapped at the other man.
Touma nodded apologetically, " I am really sorry Eiri. Really sorry I brought it up of all people you know, I wouldn't like to hurt you with the past but-,"
" Hurt me? The past didn't hurt me." Yuki said coolly. " Don't think it has an effect on me."
Touma frowned, " But your condition… and the cuts on your wrist, Eiri isn't it-,"
"Okay. Time for me to jot off, and just drop this matter Touma. Whatever happened has nothing to do with Shuichi. Whatever happened. Happened. Just don't bring it up." Yuki said walking out of Touma's office and closed the door.
Touma stood up and looked at the door for the longest time, " But Eiri….. its for you and Riku… and also for Shuichi's sake…" Touma sighed. Then someone knocked the door, " Come in." he said then smiled when he saw two people come in. " Welcome Star Productions…"
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Yuki walked out of Touma's office and into the lift to go down. He leaned against the lift walls. What was Touma on about? Why was he so worried? Did he know that whatever happened yesterday WOULD eventually happen. This was getting weird.
" Damn it." Yuki suddenly said when he remembered what happened yesterday. How could that happen? How could he let it happen? With Shuichi none the less. It was easy for him to hide it from Riku. But the guilt planted in him when he did that. And Shuichi….. wasn't it enough the boy hated him, now he would despise him.
He wouldn't be surprised if he walked back home and found Shuichi packing his bags. But he wasn't completely to blame Shuichi invited him to kiss him, how could he resist?
How? I can resist anyone easily… but Shuichi…. Why? Why the hell?
Yuki had a lot of questions running through his mind. He couldn't resist himself around Shuichi. How could this happen? He kept on asking himself. He was getting married a few weeks from now. And he slept with his fiancés cousin. COUSIN.
" Um excuse me sir are you going to get off?" someone who just came in the lift wearing a raincoat and a hat so you couldn't see his face.
Yuki looked up, " yeah yeah." He stepped out, thank goodness he got out of NG studios without meeting any of the goons.
" Hey sir, do you know where Ryuichi Sakuma is right now? Which floor?" the guy in the raincoat asked pressing all the buttons on every floor but holding the lift open. Yuki looked at him and frowned, " How the hell should I know?"
" Ugh. Grouch." The man said. Yuki raised his brows went to the lift and pulled the hat off. " HEY HEY what are you doing? Harassment!" the man shouted.
" Tatsuha. Thought so." Yuki said once he saw a man who looked almost like him but with black hair. " Me harassment? Your going after a guy half your age… I know pedophiles.. I don't know what they call people like you." He smirked.
" Yuki you idiot! It was a disguise, give me back the hat!" Tatsuha said, then he giggled, " I'm supposed to have lunch with him today. Ahh My Ryuchi!"
Yuki rolled his eyes, " and you say I'm gay." Tatsuha stopped grinning then got out of the lift putting his hands on his brothers shoulder.
" You still are." His brother said. Yuki's eyes darkened and he slapped his brothers hand away.
" I don't know what nation your from but I'm marrying a girl." Yuki said. Tatsuha grinned , " so all feelings for Shuichi is gone? I don't think so."
Yuki glared at Tatsuha, " You don't know whats in my mind. So don't make assumptions. Shuichi is nothing to me except my fiancé cousin. I don't give a shit what you think about it."
Yuki was annoyed with everyone. Didn't they get that his relationship with Shuichi was AGES and buried and dead?
"hahah. Keep on saying that.You know bro. That's up to you. But if you fall in love with Shuichi again. All hell will break loose. And if I'm not wrong. Judging by that cute hickie on your neck if Shuichi falls for you AGAIN. It wouldn't be hell anymore. Total doomsday for hell." Tatsuha said pointing to Yuki's neck.
Yuki closed up the red love bit with his collar and hit Tatsuha's head. " Mind your own business idiot!"
Tatsuha laughed, " I cant believe you! Still the total sleep around you are! Riku's not here and you decide to jump on to your ex-boyfriend?" he asked. Yuki grew more hotter and hotter he was about to hit Tatsuha again, but his brother said something before he did, " But watch out Yuki. I'm not sure if you notice this, but even being the ass I am I know, if you be ignorant with the situation your going to hurt both Shuichi AND Riku." Tatsuha said matter of factly.
Yuki stared at his brother for a long time. What? Tatsuha said that? He made sense. Tatsuha made sense? His black haired brother looked at him as well. Then after sometime he laughed, " But then again, that's not my problem. Its yours. If you ask me Shuichi coming here is another door to opening another sweet drama. Ahhh reminds me of when I had to bring him to your so called wedding 5 years ago." He smiled at Yuki, " But that was ages ago right? Buried and dead right? Say Hi to Shuichi for me when you get back." He ran off into the lift, " See you aniki. I've got to find my darling Ryu-chan! Have fun again." He winked and the lift closed.
Yuki fumed. He was cursing Tatsuha so bad he thought he would have another migraine. What right did his brother to say all that? But worse of all… why did he make sense? Tatsuha was talking to him like Yuki was falling for Shuichi again. What the hell? Were there any signs?
He was walking out of NG when someone called his name. He turned and saw Shuichi's 'bestfriend' running towards him.
" Yuki!" Hiro said stopping in front of him. Yuki raised his brows staring at Hiro. Hiro looked up at him. They both downright disliked each other. They both remembered how they punched each other after knowing Shuichi left Japan. They haven't talked civilly to each other for sometime.
" What?" Yuki asked curtly. Hiro shifted his leg and asked, " Shuichi's at your place right?". After asking that Yuki ddint answer he just gave Hiro a ' are you dumb or something look.'
Hiro stared at Yuki who didn't answer, he didn't like Yuki, that's for sure but he tried to be polite, " He is right? Well can you tell him to come over or bring him here again because he has… some… stuff to deal with here."
Yuki shrugged, " not my problem, you talk to him about it. Not me. I don't deal with him." Yuki said pissing Hiro off. But Hiro just sighed, " yeah but you are in the same place staying. So can you please-,"
" HELLO!" a loud voice boomed on them and a pretty brown haired girl came their way. " Hello! Hiro-san right? Am I right. I am forgetful with names." Then she turned and looked at Yuki who looked blankly at her. " and you are?"
" None of your business." Yuki told her. He just wanted to get out of that place. And to think he wouldn't meet any goons while getting out. The girl frowned, " Rudeness." She said then she smiled, " Oh well, people in Japan aren't really friendly are they."
Now Yuki noticed, the girl wasn't from Japan. She talked Japanese well but with an accent. Like K. She looked half Japanese and half American. Must be K's relative. He didn't care. Then she turned to look at Hiro.
" So Hiro where is he?" the girl asked Hiro putting her hands on her hips. Yuki decided he should just walk away this was wasting his time.
" Well. He's not here he's over at Yuki's house." Hiro said. Yuki frowned he was walking away but could hear the both of them still talking.
" Yuki? Who is Yuki? And Honestly Hiro I miss Shuichi. I want to see him! We all do. But we want to surprise him too! Where's Shuichi?" She asked Hiro again who looked tired answering her.
Yuki stopped and turned, " You want Shuichi?" he asked. The girl turned and nodded, " Yeaps I do."
Who was this girl? She was very pretty. But that was none of his business. "I'll bring you to him." He said.
The girl smiled. " Thank you!" she walked out with him. Hiro frowned, Yuki was helpful, he thought.
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" So where is Shu-chan?" the girl asked when she went in his car. Yuki didn't talk to her much at all. She was trying her best to strike up a conversation.
" my house." He told her. The girl frowned, " Your house? What is he doing there? Are you a relative or something?" she asked again. But Yuki shook his head, he hated questions and hated giving answers. The girl sighed again, it was hard talking to this guy. But she was staring at him the whole journey.
He looks familiar, she thought.
Yuki didn't bother to entertain her, he was just wondering who she was. It was none of his business, but it did tug at the back of his head. Why did she want Shuichi? Was she a friend? A girlfriend? A girlfriend who would come all the way from America to Japan? But Shuichi told Riku he doesn't have any. Who was she?
" Did Hiro call you Yuki?" she asked him. Yuki just nodded. " Um by any chance are you Yuki Eiri?" she asked again.
Getting fed up of her questions and his own questioning mind,Yuki turned to look at her with his brown cold eyes, " What is it with you and questions? Yes I am Yuki. Yuki Eiri. And Shuichi is in my god damn house. No he is not my relative he is my fiancés relative. He is just bunking at my house for a few weeks until the wedding cause my fiancés wants him too. There are you happy? Any other Q's and A's ?" he asked her.
The brown haired girl pursed her lips, " You didn't have to answer if you didn't want to. I didn't mean to provoke you." She said. Then luckily for them both they stopped in front of a nice house.
Yuki got out and opened the door, " He's in there." He told the girl and she walked in. She looked around. And to her luck she saw a familiar pink haired boy walk out of a room wearing short pants and T-shirt. She was happy seeing him after so long she ran to him, " SHUICHI!" she said loudly.
Shuichi turned and saw something glomp him up. " ahh! What the-,"
" Hi there Shuichi," A familiar voice greeted him still huggin him. Shuichi's eyes were wide when he saw who it was, " YUMI!" he said, " What? What are you doing here?" he asked he was happy to see her yet puzzled. What WAS Yumi doing there?
She flashed him a smile, " the funniest thing happened."
" Like?" Shuichi asked. Behind Yumi he saw Yuki ignoring them walking into the living room of the house. Shuichi shuddered lightly, he really thought of leaving the place but decided it would be cowardly for him to run, he could just plain ignore Yuki, besides Shuichi felt that Yuki would know better by now to stay away from him. But Shuichi didn't know if that was a good enough reason for him to stay away from Yuki. He tried his best the whole day thinking did he still have feelings for Yuki… If he didn't why did he let Yuki take him?
Yumi patted his cheek, " are you listening shu?" she asked. Shuichi nodded, " yeah now I am."
" well…. You know Touma Seguchi? NG-studio president?" Shuichi nodded, " well… he and Seiji are real good friends. And You know Shining Glow is supposed to make another album right?"
Shuichi raised his brows, " No I don't."
" Shut up. Bloody manager of Shining Glow…" she said grinning, " Well we didn't tell you this, I mean I wanted to ask you first, but Seiji insisted! And was sure you would agree but I -,"
" wait wait, Yumi slow down. What?" Shuichi asked her trying to understand what she was saying.
" okay. Well Shuichi… since you're here for the next part of the weeks for your cousin's wedding…. Seiji thought it would be a good idea to make Shining Glow's new album produced in Japan. And since Seiji and Touma are good friends they decided to make this something like a collaboration of some sort. But its still under Star-studio productions.Half of the records will be done here. The other half back in America."
Shuichi blinked a couple of hundred times seeping the information in.
" this mean Shu-chan that we would be staying here for until the album is done. Me and the whole lot of Shining Glow." Yumi said smiling. " I mean we HAVE to be near our manager anyway… to give us orders and gigs and stuff. And I heard we are HUGE in Japan."
Shuichi looked at Yumi for a long time before he got everything processed, then he started laughing. Yumi looked at him weirdly. " all…right… didn't think that would be so funny."
" Nononono. You mean I'll be stuck in Japan? Until all of this is done? " shuichi asked again, he didn't think this could happen. Now his whole crazy band is down here. They would seriously cause Havoc around.
Yumi nodded, " But you make it sound like we're going to be here for years. Its only a few weeks Shu. Until half of the records are done, then the other major half in America. So it'd be cool like we did half in Asia the other half in America!"
Shuichi sighed, he couldn't stop it, he guessed, besides it wasn't a bad thing, he could go to work here and not worry about his band. But he had to worry about them running around banging the whole place down. " I guess that's a good idea. Since I am going to be here for sometime."
Yumi smiled, " We knew you would agree. Besides we wanted to come. I mean I did… I didn't know I could miss you so much Shuichi." She said to him. Shuichi looked at her and said " I miss you too Yumi."
Yumi shook her head, " Not like I did." Her blue eyes looking at him. But shuichi didn't get her point.
Shuichi laughed, " no no I really did miss you. Anyways want to go out for lunch? You didn't have any right? Let me get my coat." He said walking to take his coat to go out.
Yumi sighed, she couldn't understand why Shuichi see through her blue eyes that she likes him a lot? But he just made it as though as she's being such good friend. She perked up and smiled when she saw Shuichi come down.
" Come on." He said grabbing her and going out. Yuki was standing nearby, he didn't hear their conversation much,but he saw the look in Yumi's eyes when she told Shuichi she missed him. She looked like she really liked him. But being Shuichi he didn't notice.
She must be Shining Glow's producer, Yuki thought and she likes their manager. It was so obvious.
" well good for him. Lets them hook up and have a nice life." He suddenly told the empty house.
But why was he feeling so tight about it. Why did he feel his chest tighten up when he saw Shuichi smile at her? Why did he frown when he saw Yumi's longing eyes for Shuichi?
Yuki quickly douched his face with cold ice water.
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" Shuichi…. Is that Riku's fiancé?" Yumi asked as she walked down the block with Shuichi. Shuichi nodded. " Oh…. He's handsome." She told him. Shuichi nodded again. The boy didn't seem like talking. What happened to Shuichi? He didn't look much happy. And he looked like he had a lot of his mind. "is there anything wrong shuichi?"
Shuichi shook his head. " no.. nothing wrong. Don't worry." He told her. But actually everything was wrong. Everything right now was wrong he was interpreting what was going on with his heart and mind.
" Shuichi…. Can I ask you a question?" she asked. Shuichi nodded. "…. That was Yuki Eiri wasn't it? I remembered you telling me his name once. And then again you never mentioned him…."
Shuichi didn't answer. He told Yumi once who scarred him. And he only mentioned Yuki's name. But nothing else. He didn't want to tell anyone what had happened. After he told Yumi who it was, they both didn't talk about his past or who hurt him.
" ehehe know what Shuichi? Forget it. Alright? I didn't mean to be such a bother. I hope your not mad…." She said. She seriously didn't want shuichi feeling down or mad at her. She liked him too much to hurt him as well. After a while Shuichi smiled at her.
" mad? At you? Are you kidding? No way Yumi. Come on. I'll treat you in my mother land." He said grinning. Yumi's eyes twinkled when Shuichi did and her heart dropped when his hand went around her shoulder, " come on hurry. I'm hungry." Shuichi said. Yumi smiled.
Shuichi knew Yumi liked him and a lot at that. But he didn't want to break her heart. Somehow now he knew why he pushed her and everyone else… its because.. the walls he built around himself because of Yuki… is made to protect himself from other people….. but not Yuki.
That was his biggest unconscious mistake he never knew until now.
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A/n : There… fast chapter XD . Argh. Hoped you guys like this chapter and the lemon part. (shudders) Ha ha XD you guys ask for it too much :P lol. Anyways. Thanks for your reviews. The next one will be up after my exam… yes I have another one. Another 2 more then I'm done and I can focus totally on my darling fic.
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