Saturday, October Ninth. Evening
It was quite an eventful day. But it is a weekend after all. Axel wasn't wearing leather pants, but he had olne too many holes in his jeans and a shirt that didn't cover his mid-section. Strange, what these guys do to feel "cool". Demyx was looking----erm----nice in his attire and decided to wear a blue collared shirt which I thought was----appropriate looking on him. Why do I over analyze things such as this? I was in the "Entertainment" area which acts as a hangout in the castle (a few doors down from the library), watching an interesting documentary on the ocean, when a smelled someone approaching. None other than Demyx. He sat next ot me and asked me the usual "How are ya'" "Whacha doooin'?" and "OOOOh is it interesting? Can I watch, too?" and I replied politely as always and we sat in silence enjoying the documentary. About mid-way through (the section about migration of whales), I feel something touching my shoulder, the one opposite of Demyx. He had reached over and had his arms spread on both sides of the couch. So I think "Alright, he's just stretching." and I go back to watching. And...I don't know how it happened, but my head had managed to make it's way (without my knowing) to Demyx's shoulder. HOW COULD MY HEAD DO THAT WITHOUT MY ACKNOWLEDGEMENT?! Then, I realized what I was doing and jerked off him. He looked at me with such innocent curiosity. I looked back and simply said, "Sorry." and proceeded to watch the fish. He later suggested that it was alright for me to rest upon his shoulder and that friends do it "all the time.".
Axel and Roxas do it; I don't believe they're "friends", they're "lovers" (even though we nobodies cannot love.) so I tell him that it's no problem and say i'm tired and go back to my room. I really need to find out what's happening.