My eyes began to open slowly, I was unconscious too many times for one day. I took in the familiar surroundings, I was in my room again.
"Thank god." Elena sighed with relief as she rushed to my side.
I slowly sat up, Tears still staining my face as I looked at her. Did she know about the Salvatores? But something tells me she knew everything.
"How did I get out of there?" It was a barely audible whisper but she was so close to me I knew she could hear it.
"Stefan was going to get you but as soon as the sun set I found you here." She explained. "Damon probably brought you here." I didn't have a reaction. I just continued to breath heavily.
"What happened to Vickie?" I saw her face change into sadness as tears formed in her eyes.
"What happened to Vickie?" I repeated sternly.
"Stefan is searching for her. She's turning into a vampire. She hasn't completed her transformation yet." She stated as she tried not to cry.
"How does that happen." I asked my voice breaking slightly.
"She has to drink human blood." My eyes widen as she said that. "or she'll die." She said as the tears that were forming in her eyes fell.
Elena tried to hug me but I put my hands up as a gesture for her to stop.
"I need to clean up." I said as I got p from the bed and left my sister and headed straight for my bathroom.
As soon as I closed the door I let all the tears I've been holding all day fall. I sobbed hard as I slammed my hand against the bathroom door remembering everything that has happened today. I remembered Damon attacking Vickie and me, and when he killed all those people and I could do nothing to stop it, and when he snapped Vickie's neck, the girl my brother has feelings for, I remembered how helpless I felt.
I knew that Elena could probably hear me right now but I didn't care. I continued to sob as I walked and turned on the shower, I took off all of my clothes and I let the water wash my body. I looked down at my feet and saw the water turn red as it washed my neck where Damon bit me, which only caused for more tears to stream down my face.
I grabbed the shampoo bottle and poured it over my head and scraped my head frantically, hoping that maybe if I scraped it hard enough I would forget everything that happened today, But I was well aware that wasn't gonna happen.
I finished what has been the longest shower of my life and got out, I put a bandage to cover the bite mark on my neck. I wore black jeans and black tees and a grey hoodie and pulled my hair back. I really didn't have it in me to dress up right now.
I went downstairs and the doorbell was ringing, I saw Elena and Jeremy rushing to the door, but just as soon as Elena opened the door she tried to slam back shut, but whoever was there overpowered her and pushed the door back open. I had a feeling who that might be.
I ran down the stairs and my feeling was right, I came face to face with a smirking Damon Salvatore.
"Jeremy, go upstairs." I said sternly and surprisingly he didn't question me and walked upstairs.
His eyes flickered to the bandage on my neck as I glared daggers at him, He looked back at Elena.
"You're afraid of me. I'm gonna go out on a limb here and guess. Stefan finally fessed up." He smirked.
"Stay away from us." Elena growled.
"Hey, there's no need to be rude. I'm just looking for Stefan. May I come in? Oh, wait. Of course I can, I've been invited" He smirked and came inside the house, Elena and I backed away as He closed the door.
"We can cut to the chase if you want. I'm not gonna kill you both right now... that wouldn't serve my greater agenda." He stepped closer. "So... Where's Stefan?"
"He's out looking for Vickie." I replied coldly.
"Don't look at me with those judgey little eyes. Girl's gonna thank me for what I did to her." He stepped closer to me.
"Did you thank Katherine?" Elena said turning Damon's attention away from me and taking me by surprise, I didn't know Katherine was a vampire. I should've guessed it though.
"Mmm. Got the whole life story, huh?" Damon half smiled and turned away.
"I got enough." she responded.
"Oh, I doubt that." I scowled. Clearly there was more to this story. "Tell my brother I'm looking for him." He said as he walked towards the door. "Oh, tip for later, be careful who you invite in the house." He smirked and I strode towards the door and slammed it in his face. I turned and leaned my back against the door, Elena was staring at me sympathetically. I ignored her and walked back into the house.
I broke into our alcohol cabinet and got a bottle of scotch, I was in a serious need for a drink. I took the bottle and walked to the kitchen where my sister was sitting. I placed it on the counter and I got myself a glass.
"Blair.." Elena started but I knew what she was gonna say. I always liked to drink alot but not enough to get wasted, Hangover is a bitch, Even more than me.
Before she could even say anything I gave her a warning look which silenced her immediately.
"I should probably tell you everything I know." She stated calmly.
"Don't worry, Damon already gave me Vampire 101" I replied taking the cap of the bottle and pouring the liquid into the glass.
"I'm so sorry you had to go through that." Elena said sincerely.
"I know." I reply softly. And take a big gulp from my glass and poured myself more.
"Is there anything I can do for you?"
"I need some fresh air." I answered her. "Come on, lets sit outside." I said taking the bottle and walking towards the door. My sister smiled and followed.
We sat on the porch for a while, Elena told me everything Stefan told her about him, Damon and Katherine, I continued to drink and even Elena had a few glasses. Until we saw Stefan coming towards us. we stood up immediately.
"You're bleeding." Elena rushed towards him. I couldn't help but be worried for him, Inspite of what he was I knew he was a good person.
"No, it's ok. It's ok. I'm ok." Stefan assured her.
"I couldn't stop her. I tried." He stated sadly. I could feel tears forming in my eyes.
"What does that mean?" Elena asked. but I knew exactly what it means.
"She fed, and then I lost her." Stefan confirmed my fears.
"Oh my god."
"I'll take care of it. I'll find her, and I will show her that she can live like I do. I will make sure that she does not hurt anybody, guys. I promise you." Stefan said looking between the two of us.
"What are we gonna tell Matt and-and Jeremy?!" I asked looking at Elena while trying my best not to breakdown. But I knew it wasn't gonna work.
"We'll come up with a story." Stefan said trying to make me feel better, but he didn't.
"You mean we'll come up with a lie!" I snapped harshly.
"I am so sorry." He said as he tried to move forward to hold my hand.
"Don't touch me!" I backed away from him, my voice breaking. I've had enough of vampires for one day, one very long day. all my attempts to hold my tears failed as I started to sob and covered my mouth with the back of my hand.
Elena had tears flowing down her cheeks and Stefan had a look of pure guilt. I quickly wiped away my tears and stormed into the house and slammed the door behind me.
I went inside my room and locked the door and the windows. I started to feel the same pounding in my head that I felt before when Damon killed Vickie. I sat on the bed trying to calm myself down, I noticed the lamp on my nightstand was flickering, I looked at it and it just kept flickering. But then, almost simultaneously, The lamp stopped flickering and the pounding in my head stopped.
I ran a hand through my hair and wiped every single tear on my face, How did we get here? I mean, when I came back I knew my life was never gonna be the same, I just never thought it was gonna be like this.
I knew I was strong. but am I that strong?
I guess I'm gonna have to find it out myself.
And that was the last thing I told myself before I put my head on my pillow not even bothering to change and drifted off to deep sleep.
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