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Chapter 11

BPOV

I smiled as I read the four simple lines once more, before carefully folding the letter and placing it back in the top drawer of my bedside table.

It was a note I had found attatched to the bathroom mirror when I had arrived home from dropping Edward off at the train station a week ago.

It was sweet and simple but everytime I read it, it put a massive shit eating grin on my face.

Bella baby,

We're gonna be okay.

Be safe!

Love Edward x

I smiled all over again as I pushed my books into my bag and pulled on a cardigan.

I emerged from my room to find Alice sitting on the sofa, head in her hands.

'Whats wrong?' I asked, dropping my bag on the floor and walking over to sit next to her.

'Ohh, you...you made me jump' she sniffled, trying to discretely wipe her eyes on her sleeve. She'd obviously been crying.

'Alice? What's wrong?' I repeated, grabbing her hand.

'Oh, it's nothing...I just...I had an argument with Jasper...and...and I'm fucking everything up Bella' she stuttered before collapsing against me and sobbing into my shoulder.

'Shh it's okay' I soothed rubbing her back.

'It's not okay...I'm...i'm pushing everybody away, first you, Edward and now Jasper...I'm just...why am I so pushy?' she cried.

'Ohh Alice, thats not true...im sorry for the last week, I was a bitch and a stubborn one at that. I should have just listened to you...' I started.

'But if I'd just told you Edward was coming, if I didnt have such stupid, ridiculous ideas...god...' she pushed her hand through her spikey hair. An act which I'd seen often from her brother when he was stressed. 'And now I'm fucking things up with Jazz' she shook her head and wiped her nose on her sleeve.

'What happened with Jasper?' I asked, trying to discretely move her snotty arm off my leg, where she'd placed it.

'I dont know, I was moaning about Edward, cause he's still not speaking to me, and he just sort of snapped at me, said that it was kinda my fault and that I should just stop meddling' she shrugged, trying for nonchalence, but I heard her voice crack and saw her eyes glisten.

'That doesnt sound like Jasper' I frowned.

'I know...thats why it...it...h...hurt so much' she stammered, breaking down again.

'Oh Alice, you and Jazz are strong...he's probably just stressing about school' I told her.

'Or he's...he's...seeing someone else' she cried.

'Alice, don't be ridiculous. Jasper loves you, he'd never do that' I assured her, even though I'd had the same thoughts about Edward not so long ago.

She didnt say anything, just sobbed into my shoulder. She knew I was right. I let her for a while, before I told her to get dressed because she needed to get ready for school.

I told her I'd pick her up after her last class and we'd go get some food and catch a movie to cheer her up.

She smiled and gave me a hug so tight I swear I'd have bruises.

When I arrived at my own class, a couple of guys were stood talking, blocking the door.

'Excuse me' I mumbled. Twice.

When they didnt answer I tapped one on the shoulder, prepared to yell.

'Excuse me!' I repeated angrily as the guy turned slowly, never breaking his conversation.

'Oh for fuck sakes' I growled, yanking on his arm so he faced me.

The angry look on his face lasted only a second before he grinned.

'Bella' Peter smiled.

'Oh '

'Sorry, I didnt realise it was you' he motioned to his friend.

'Oh, well it's perfectly okay then' I muttered sarcastically.

He frowned for a moment, before the smile returned.

'So erm...your looking better' he nodded towards me.

'Yeah...I am...there was just a massive misunderstanding, but its all sorted now' I grinned, an image of last nights cam sex with Edward flashing in my mind.

'Thats erm...great' he seemed to force a smile. 'Did you have fun with your boyfriend?'

'Oh...yeah I did thanks...but how did you...' I frowned.

'I called by that night, didnt he tell you?' he smirked slightly.

'No...he didnt...sorry I didnt realise'

'Its okay, he didnt seem very pleased to see me' the smirk widened. 'Seemed a bit jealous if I'm honest' he winked.

'And why would he be jealous of you?' I snapped.

He obviously wasnt expecting that reaction, as he jumped slightly and the smirk vanished instantly.

'Excuse me' I shoved past him into the class.

What the fuck?

I'd always thought of Peter as a good guy, but seeing how cocky he was just then and the way he spoke about Edward, he was exactly the sort of guy who fucked things up between us.

And I was more than happy to avoid that shit.

At 3 o'clock, I pulled my truck into the student parking lot and waited for Alice to come out.

I switched the engine off and grabbed the hot chocolate I'd just brought from the coffee cart, off the dash board.

Alice arrived 5 minutes later and we drove to an in and out burger just down the road from the movie theatre.

We sat in the truck to stuff our faces, like the classy chicks we are.

We decided to walk to the theatre. Yes we decided two minutes walk would burn off all the food we just ate.

We paid, both grabbed a slushie and settled into our seats ten minutes early.

'I've wanted to see this for ages, the guy in it, he's that one from those vampire films...so hot!' I squealed to Alice.

'Oh yeah him, he kinda reminds me of my brother though' she grimaced.

'Exac...' I stopped suddenly.

My hand flew to my mouth and I jumped from my seat, rushing out of the screen to find the nearest bathroom.

I shoved my way into a cubicle and knelt down just in time to throw up into the bowl.

'Bella?' I heard Alice call anxiously behind me.

'Shit' I whispered, grabbing some toilet tissue and wiping my mouth.

'What the fuck just happened? Are you okay?' she asked pulling my hair back from my face.

'I'm okay...just a dodgy burger I guess' I shrugged, slumping against the wall of the cubicle.

'Do you wanna skip the movie?' she asked, pulling a hair tie off her wrist with her teeth as she bent down beside me, scooped my hair up and tied it in a pony tail.

'No, no...I feel fine now honestly...it's probably just one of those things' I shrugged, holding my hand out to her so she'd help me up.

'Your sure?' she frowned, gripping my wrist and pulling me to my feet.

'Yeah' I nodded truthfully.

I made my way over to the sinks, where I rinsed my mouth out with water before shoving in some chewing gum to freshen my breath.

As we walked back, we passed the food court and I turned to Alice.

'I could well eat a hotdog right now'

She cocked an eyebrow and shook her head as she yanked me back into the cinema.

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We arrived back at the apartment just after ten.

Alice quickly rushed off to her room, saying she needed to talk to Jasper, while I stuck my head in the fridge to rummage for food.

I dont know what was up with me. I couldnt stop eating.

I grabbed some ice-cream and a packet of chocolate biscuits from the cupboard, before settling down on the couch and turning on the tv to watch an old re-run of 'friends'.

I dunked biscuit after biscuit into my ice-cream and soon enough I'd eaten the whole lot.

'Shit' I mumbled, when I reached my hand into the empty packet.

I bit my lip, trying to decide if I should put the rest of the ice cream back, when my phone rang.

I pressed the phone to my ear about to speak when Edward cut me off.

'Bella are okay?' he asked quickly.

'What?' I laughed.

'Alice said you were ill' he explained.

'Ohh, I was sick yeah...but it was just once...i'm fine now' I told him.

'Oh...well good' he breathed.

'Aww, was Edward worried about his ickle Bella?' I giggled, at which he snarled.

'Shutup dickhead' he muttered.

'Don't deny it Eddie'

'Do not call me Eddie, Isabella' he countered.

'Touche' I giggled.

'Whatever. What are you doing?' he asked.

'I'm touching myself Eddie' I giggled, as I shoved a spoonful of ice cream in my mouth.

'Bella, I swear call me Eddie one more time' he warned.

I laughed, as I lay down against the arm of the sofa.

'What are you doing?' I asked.

'Thinking about you touching yourself' I could hear the smile in his voice.

'I'm not actually touching myself you know' I laughed.

'Shh, dont ruin the image' he chuckled softly.

'Good image you got there is it?' I smirked.

'It's fucking awesome' he breathed.

'Oh yeah?'

'Mmmm' he moaned, turning me on instantly.

'Fuck' I whispered.

'I'm so hard for you baby' he groaned on the other end. 'Are you touching yourself now?'

'Tell me what you want me to do Edward' I mumbled, trailing one hand down my stomach to the waist band of my pants.

'Are you wearing a shirt?' he asked.

'Just a vest'

'Just a vest?'

'Yes' I nodded, even though he couldnt see me.

'Bella' he growled. 'Slide your hand under your shirt'

I did as he said, slowly dragging my hand up my body until I reached my bare chest.

'Cup those beautiful tits in your hands baby'

I once again did as I was told, squeezing and kneading them firmly in my palms.

I could feel a sensation building already, though it wasn't the one I was expecting and definately not what I wanted right now.

'Urgh...' I gasped, yanking my hand out of my top and sitting up quickly.

'Yeah baby, feel good?' Edward moaned on the other end.

'No. I...hold on' I managed to stammer out, before dropping the phone and rushing towards the bathroom.

I barged through the door as fast as I could, but not quite quick enough as I threw up on the floor, just in front of the fucking toilet.

'Eurgh!' I groaned as I leant over the sink with my eyes closed, trying to calm the ache that pulsed in my head.

It passed quickly once again, and once I'd rinsed my mouth out I rushed back out to the phone, where Edward was now shouting my name hysterically.

'Bella!'

'Okay okay, I'm here' I sighed, slumping onto the couch.

'What happened?'

'I just threw up again' I mumbled, suddenly feeling very tired.

'I thought you said you felt okay' he asked, concern lacing his voice.

'I did, it just comes on all of a sudden'

'How do you feel now?'

'I dunno...tired' I sighed.

'Go to bed baby, it'll help...tell Alice to keep an eye on you and call me in the morning' he ordered.

'But, what about the phone sex?' I joked.

'Bella' he chuckled.

'Okay okay, i'm going' I smiled.

'Night beautiful, I'll call you tomorrow okay' he promised.

'Okay, I love you'

'I love you too, feel better soon'

I nodded, though it was completely pointless, and hung up.

I got up and pushed a hand through my hair, throwing my rubbish in the bin before switching off the lights in the living room.

I walked into my room, got undressed and went through to the bathroom to brush my teeth.

As I squeezed the paste onto the brush I felt it again.

'Fuck' I sighed, before hurling in the sink.

Alice found me sitting on the floor, leaning against the bathtub, a few minutes later.

'You were sick again?' she gasped as she wet a face towel before kneeling down beside me and wiping it gently around my face.

'I think it was the burger' I sighed, leaning into her hand.

'Ha, your sure your not pregnant' she laughed.

I laughed with her until an awful fucking thought popped into my head.

'Shit, whats the date?' I asked, grabbing her wrist and looking at the date on her watch. 'Fuck' I whispered, doing a quick count on my fingers.

'What? Bella? I was joking!' she exclaimed.

'I'm 4 days late Alice'

She stared at me.

I stared back, panic starting to rise through my body.

'That's nothing though...right? 4 days...it's just...it's just it could be nothing' I stammered.

'Bella...' she started and I knew exactly what she would say.

I was never late.

Never.

'Shit' I whispered, pushing my face into my hands and shaking my head.

'Look, let's just calm down, your right...it could be nothing...like you said, it's probably school, and all the shit with Edward, yeah...that's it Bella...you've been stressed' she nodded, trying to look enthusiastic but failing miserably. She didn't buy it anymore than I did.

'What am I gonna do Alice?' I squeaked, trying to control the tears that were threatening to escape.

'You'll do a test, tomorrow...first thing' she concluded.

'But...I...I can't wait that long Alice' I sobbed.

'Your gonna have to sweetie' she smiled. 'All the stores round here are closed'

'Fuck...' I cried as Alice pulled me into a hug.

'It's okay, it'll be okay' she soothed.

'But...what if I'm...what if...' I panted, finding it hard to breath.

'What if I'm pregnant Alice?'

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