Secrets Never Stay Hidden.

Present Time.

December 1st 2015

VH1 interview- Jonas Brothers.

(Joe's POV)

It had been two hours since Me and my brothers got here for this random interview with Vh1. We haven't played a show in about a year. We were taking a break from all the show business. I really didn't want to be here. In reality I was forced. Today was not my day, I had a hard time staying focused and thinking. My mind was on something else.

"So do you guys plan on playing again?" The Interviewer asked, looking at me.

"Um we're not sure" Kevin smiled.

"Oh, well we're all waiting for the big day, when you guys say you're playing again!" Interviewer smiled.

I smiled my best fake smile, wishing this could just end so I could go home and be by myself.

"Ahem, Joe" Nick nudged me.

"What?" I asked annoyed.

"I asked if you were okay, you haven't said much" The interviewer said.

"Oh, well...I'm really uh tired" I lied.

"Come on Joe where's the Fun guy we all love?" The guy asked, lets call him John, I wasn't really paying attention well enough in the beginning to catch his name.

"So... what other question you got for us?" Kevin asked avoiding any conversation with me.

"Yeah, this one's for Joe though" John smiled looking at me. So much for avoiding any questions for me.

"Oh really?" I asked. I didn't want to seem rude and not talk anymore. I did enough of that in the twos of being here.

"Have you ever been in love man?" he smiled even bigger. This was a frequently asked question, and normally I didn't want to answer, but I felt different like I need to tell the world for once.

"Well you know... who knows what love-"

"Yeah I have, and still am" I interrupted Kevin.

Both Nick and Kevin looked at me shocked.

"Um...Wow Really? How come we don't hear about this women of yours?" John asked getting this look of interest on his face.

'How come you don't hear?' I thought to myself.

I looked down at my shoes and all I thought about was her face. That beautiful face that change my life. My eyes filled up with water. I didn't want to cry though, not here. Not ever. I was done with that, But a single tear came down and I quickly brought my hand up to my face to wipe it away.

"Um, why don't we stop rolling for a sec." John said to the camera man, "Dude I'm sorry."

"Uh...maybe we should just talk about something else?" Kevin asked.

"She was amazing" Joe whispered.

"We don't have to talk about-"

"No I want to" I looked up with watery eyes.

"Okay...start filming again." John weakly smiled.

"Joe what are you doing?" Nick whispered harshly at his brother.

I know I was breaking our little rule of 'Not talking about them anymore' to anyone not even around each other, but I had to. It was killing me.

Kevin sighed dramatically probably thinking what I was about to do was totally stupid.

"This girl of your's Joe...tell us about her." John asked slowly.

"I was going to marry her." I frowned, "You know, the way we started out you'd think differently" I smiled at the memory.

"Why what happened?" John asked getting interested even more.

This was a first for me to talk about real personal stuff at all. Even if it wasn't about Penny. He was actually getting me to open up and it felt good.

"Well, You see at first, she said she couldn't be with me, and wouldn't tell me why." I said with a frown.

"Ah, the classic, I like you but this wont work!" John laughed.

"Tell me about it." I smiled, "Well we were young, she was 16 going on 17 and I was 18 at the time. Who knows if we should try dating, and it's not easy keeping secrets!" I sighed. "The day it started though, She had just told me she was dying..." I paused, taking in a sharp breath.

The room grew silent.

"You think about yourself having problems, this was the worst. I had no clue what to do" I sighed, " but I was determined...To help her I didn't know what exactly to do... but I was so confused, and I didn't want to believe it...I just wanted her..to love me as well...you know? And That day I had actually finally gotten her to let me try and love her..."

The Past.

November 16th 2007

(still Joe's POV)

Morning.

"Pen, wake up" I heard Mary say to Penny in the back. I had a huge smile on my face. It had been about a week since Me and Penny talked. "What are you smiling about?" Kevin asked with a raised eyebrow. "Oh you know...Just seems like it's going to be a great day" I smiled bigger.

I didn't tell anyone about me and Pen yet. She told me she'd only promise if it was a secret! She wasn't exactly mine yet, but I was getting there. The only thing stopping my happiness was when I remembered she was dying. What ever it was I was going to fined a way to fix her. My smile faded and again Kevin had to say something.

"Dude are you bipolar or something?" Kevin asked with a smirk.

"Shut up" I threw a pillow at his face as Penny and Mary walked out.

"Good morning" I smiled to the ladies.

"Morning" Mary smiled back.

Penny just nodded and walked over to where Nick was.

He had been talking to Tessy all night.

Surprisingly Tessy had got along real well with Nick... so much that she was joining us on tour next month, crazy right?!. She just had to finish some school work first, but I didn't care about that though! What I really wanted to do was go over and kiss Penny. She looked beautiful, even when she looked all sleepy like.

I guess I had been staring at her for a while, cause she was giving me a weird look. I just smirked and kept on staring.

'Stop it!' She mouthed with a smile.

I shook my head no.

'Stop!' She mouthed again.

I nodded my head in the direction in the back of the bus.

Then she shook her head no.

'Come on' I mouthed.

'Fine' She mouthed back and sighed, "I'm going to go... go in the back and read a bit" Penny smiled to everyone.

Pretty much everyone was in there own world to even notice. They all just grunted in response.

Mary and Kevin were looking at a people magazine together and Nick was talking to Tessy.

So I just stood up and went to the back without a explanation. When I got to the back , Penny was actually reading a book.

I laughed at the thought, and she looked up at me.

"What?" She asked with a look of confusion on her face.

"Nothing" I smiled and glided my way over to her.

She looked back down and continued to read.

I slowly moved my hand over hers.

"What are you doing?" Penny asked me.

I just smiled and took the book out of her hands with the other hand.

"Joe I was reading that" Penny frowned at me.

I scooted closer to her, feeling her body stiffen. I smiled to myself, "You can read it later"

She looked down at our hands intertwined and then smiled, looking back up at me.

I took this opportunity to just look at her. "Gosh you're so beautiful" I thought out loud.

Penny blushed, then giggled a little.

After that, I just couldn't control myself anymore, I had to kiss her and that's exactly what I did. First slowly, but it grew to be more aggressive and hot.

"Joe, someone could walk back here!" Penny pulled away, but my lips just followed hers and pulled her into yet another passionate filled kiss. She smiled into the kiss and kissed back.

"Okay Joe seriously" She pulled away again, and this time she wouldn't let me follow.

"I love kissing you" I smiled goofily at her.

She giggled and blushed, "Joe your so silly"

I just smiled and pulled her into a hug. Nothing could ruin my day.

"Can I have my book back now?" Penny asked sheepishly, ...ruining my moment.

"Oh this?" I asked dumbly, as I waved her book in the air.

"Please" She asked sticking her bottom lip out.

"Come get it" I simply said holding it in front of her.

When she reached out to grab it I pulled it away.

"Joe" She said sternly, "Give it back"

"here" I held it out again, but kept pulling it back.

"Joe! Stop it!!" She said reaching, and I just leaned back so my arm was out of her reach.

Her torso was leaning against mine now, "Joseph Jonas! Give me my book"

Penny got up on her knees reaching over me. I laughed, cause she still couldn't reach.

"Joe seriously, stop being a jerk" She whined sitting back down in defeat.

"Okay okay! Sorry" I said putting the book in front of me.

Penny reached out, and again a pulled away. I was having fun.

She just gave me this mean glare and huffed.

I smiled happily, knowing I was winning what ever we were doing.

About a minute later, Penny had this small grin spreading across her face.

"What are you up to?" I asked smiling back.

"Oh nothing" She spoke against my lips.

"Really?" I asked, my breathing catching up with my heart rate, as I felt her hand move up my knee.

She nodded with the grin still on her lips, I couldn't help myself again I dropped the book into my lap and went to kiss her. Pen took the opportunity to quickly retrieve the book and move way from me, causing me to fall face first into the couch. All I did was grunt and stay like that.

"Do you like teasing me?" I asked moving my face away from the couch to look at her.

"I don't know what you're talking about?!" She smiled her eyes glued to the book.

"How can that honestly be more interesting then me?!" I sighed moving closer to her again.

"It's not more interesting" Penny said.

"Then why do you want to read it right now...this very moment" I asked looking at her and bouncing in my seat. She was still glued to the stupid book.

'Reminder: Burn book later' I smiled at the thought.

"I'm just not in the rush to make out with you Joe!" Penny smirked, slowly looking up at me.

That's it I thought, again I took the book and threw it somewhere, little did I know it went into the hall creating a loud thud, and grabbed Penny's face and pulled it to mine. She smiled against my lips kissing back, her hands playing with my hair. This was a perfect moment, just like all the others...well it was until...

"Ahem..." I heard someone cough. We pulled apart slowly, looking over to the cough. There was my brother Kevin standing in the door way holding Penny's book. 'Great' I thought, frowning.

"I believe this is your's" Kevin said awkwardly.

"Uh,...thanks" She said taking the book from him, "I'm going to go up to the front" She smiled weakly at me then left.

She just left me alone to deal with this, when it was her idea in the first place. What is up with that!?

"So you two are finally together?" Kevin smiled.

'Phew' I sighed, I thought he was going to yell or something.

"I guess so" I spoke quietly, to be honest I couldn't say we were. Since I couldn't tell anyone about us. Us finally being together didn't exist and it wouldn't for awhile.

Back to Present.

"Tough man" was all John said, Oh boy I wasn't even done with the whole story.

I brought my hand up to my face rubbing it like there was some left over lunch on it.

"How is she now?" John asked quietly.

He really wanted to get right to the most anticipated question, even in my own mind.

I sighed deeply, thinking back amongst all wonderful yet bitter past memories.

"I'm Sorry but we're out of time...do you think you can come back tomorrow, and finish the story?" John asked as the camera man walked away from the camera.

"Uh...I'm not sure if that's a good idea" Kevin frowned.

John looked at me.

"Sure.." I said slowly, looking from Nick to Kevin.

"Stupid" I heard Nick mutter.

"Great!" John smiled, "Till tomorrow?!"

"Yup" I smiled as I shook his hand.

"Thanks" Kevin smiled.

Nick shook John's hand and said his goodbyes.

We all got back into the limo.

"Joe what on earth were you thinking?!" Kevin yelled as the door shut.

I was thinking that myself, he didn't need to yell at me.

I sighed loudly, ignoring him and just sitting there thinking about her, and how she just made me so happy.

I wanted her back... so badly.

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