-blows the dust off my account and acts like I haven't disappeared at all-

Hi guys :) I'm back for the summer (I hope), after wasting a year of my life at uni. Like seriously, you wouldn't fucking believe the shit i've been through and long story short i'm changing my major and picking up pieces of my shattered heart. I have a load of free time and muse and a new book of ideas so expect to see more stuff more frequently.

To all those out there who have been waiting, y'all are the real MVPs. And I love y'all *fist bumps*

To all my first time readers; how you doing ;)

Sit back, relax and enjoy my attempt at some lemon and lime. IMO, it's quite pitiful.

Ps: the song in italics is Hug Me by Crush (a k-hip hop singer, I love him) but I have the lyrics translated because what's the point of having hangul lyrics?

Pps: if there are any spelling errors have mercy on me, it's like 4:44 am and I was adamant to finish this tonight.

I spent my weekend holed up in Nel's flat, and with good reason.

1. I couldn't handle facing the general public and their wild assumptions about me

2. Kaien would definitely try to speak to me and I kinda didn't want to see him right now, especially considering the act that he lives in the flat across from mine

3. I heard through the grapevine that Tatsuki and Rukia were being all chummy- now I had a better idea of how Rukia managed to spread those rumours

4. Nel wasn't allowing me to leave anyways, bless her soul.

She took care of me, got me clothes from my flat and made sure I didn't fall through on myself. If it wasn't for her I'm pretty sure I'd have wasted away. For some reason, I was hoping that Tatsuki would come visit, but wishful thinking. This whole thing with her was getting ridiculous, and I missed her like crazy. I just want my friend back. Knowing that she was fraternizing with the likes of Rukia...hurt. Especially since she knew that I disliked her.

Monday morning rolled in like normal and I was dreading my lectures. I dragged myself through the day, ignoring all the looks and not so hushed comments about me. By 1pm I was 100% done with all the stares and made my way back to my apartment. I knew better than to go back to Nel's at this point of the day. There was a 90% chance of Grimmjow being there and the things that they got down to sometimes were just downright nasty.

Once I entered my block I practically ran to my floor and to my room and thankfully I didn't see Kaien.

Orihime: 1

The Day: 0

It's not that I don't want to see him, it's just that the questions that he's more than likely going to ask me are questions I really don't want to answer.

I locked the door and leaned against the door sighing in content.

Peace and-

"I'm pretty sure you've got a lecture in 15 minutes Orihime, why are you here?"

I swear I almost peed my pants.

Orihime: 1, The Day: 101

"I-It cancelled-" I stammered, then I looked at him skeptically.

"I-Ichigo what are you doing here?,"

"I figured that since you don't do well under scrutiny you'd have tried to skip so I just came here to stay with you," he said casually running his hand on my desk. Internally I cringed. Gosh, I hope it wasn't dusty, that would be awkward. Then what he said finally clocked in my mind.

"How did you even get in here? And what do you mean stay with me? There's no need for you to stay with me although I don't mind you staying with me it's just that I don't want to be a bother to you because all the things happening now are because of me-"

He silenced me by shoving a piece of chocolate in my mouth. Where did that come from? Not that I was complaining really. It was lint chocolate, my absolute favorite. My toes curled in pleasure from the smooth taste in my mouth.

"When you panic you tend to babble a lot," he said smirking.

I chewed the rest of the chocolate and swallowed. " Who said I was panicked?"

"You tend to babble a lot when you're in distress, I'm just saying," he said, brushing a strand of hair out of my face.

I blushed at his closeness and looked away.

"You-you make me nervous Kurosaki-kun,"

"And what did I say about this whole Kurosaki-kun shit," he said tilting his face up to mine.

"I-I forgot!"

"Looks like we're gonna have to work on that then don't we?"

At this point he was completely in my personal space and I was 99% flustered.

"D-do we?"

"Definitely," he said closing the gap between us.

I forgot how amazing his mouth was and I basked in the kiss, but unfortunately he kept it chaste.

"So since you're skipping your lesson, why don't we get down to ours then," he said against my lips.

I just stood there with my mouth wide open.

"B-But it's broad daylight, isn't that awkward?"

"Orihime, sex has no time restraints, you can do it whenever you want, wherever you want. I swear your naïveté never fails to amaze me."

"It's still strange," I muttered looking down.

"Is it? Then what do you think Grimmjow and Neliel get down to a good 98% of the time during daytime? Cuz it's definitely not holding hands and watching movies,"

"Yea...but what if we get caught?"

"Orihime, you live on the third floor and your door is locked. How exactly are we going to get caught?"

"You know...the little green men and that, they've been stepping up their technology game they can fly and take pictures with their cameras-"

And he popped another piece of chocolate into my mouth. He really needed to stop doing that.

"Get on the bed,"

See what I mean about his mood swings? He goes from playfully cynical to demanding and sexy at alarmingly fast rates, its even more startling when he goes from angry to gentle.

I chewed the rest of the treat and opened my mouth to reply but he cut me off, for like the millionth time.

"You get on the bed now or I'll spank you,"

As curious as I was I didn't really want to get spanked by him. He had heavy hands and I bruise really easy. I climbed onto the bed and sat right in the middle. He shrugged out of his jacket and dropped it on the floor.

"Undress."

I would, but I was too busy watching him unbutton his shirt.

"You've still got clothes on Orihime," he said, bending down to presumably remove his shoes.

I hurried out of my top and jeans and sat legs folded in the center of the bed. Suddenly the sheets were the most important thing in the room. How long have they been on for anyways? I might need to change them soon, dirty sheets are not attractive at all-

"Did you do your homework?"

My blush was back full force and I nodded, but I still wasn't looking up at him.

"Good. And what did you think?" he asked. I heard the clink of his belt and then the hissing sound it made when it was being pulled through the loops. It made my mouth dry.

"It was nice. Really nice."

"That so? Tell me more"

"It was...very intense. "

"Where did you do it?"

"T-the shower. Nel suggested it,"

A clink sounded on the floor and a heavier thud. His jeans?

"Tell me more Orihime, did you cum?"

"Y-yes. But I prefer when you make me...you know,"

"Is that so?" he mused. I heard him step away from the bed and then there was a familiar clicking sound. A few seconds later the smooth sound of Crush's Hug Me started to play throughout my room and somehow it made the atmosphere in the room even more...sensual.
Then I felt the edge of the bed dip, and his hand under my chin, tilting my face up to him, confirming two things for me: he was shirtless and jeans-less. This was the most of naked I've ever seen Ichigo and it was slightly unnerving.

Oh yea, to answer your question of boxers or briefs, boxer briefs.

Super tight Calvin Klein boxer briefs.

His first touch on me had my back arching. He traced from my sternum down to my tummy.

"Wh-what are you going to do to me?"

"The real question is, what are you going to do to me Orihime?"

The next thing I knew he was lifting me. Shocked, I held onto his neck and wrapped my legs around his waist quickly. He then flipped us so he was lying on the bed and I was on top of him. On his lap.

"I don't understand,"

"What do you mean you don't understand, I've already told you Hime, to have sex we're gonna have to be comfortable with each other. When we finally get down to intercourse I don't want you to shy away from my body. So this lesson, you're going to be touching me."

There was a pause and all that was between us was the sound of the music from the stereo.

Hug me tight will you? Embrace me will you?
When we lock eyes, kiss my lips so slow

"I don't know what to do," I said, biting my lip. He took my hands into his larger ones and placed them on his chest.

"Start off with what you think is okay, I'll guide you along the way,"

For a long time, I only waited for you, you know
Our heartbeats make my heart pound,

I swallowed and nodded, reaching for his hair. Seemed like the safest option to go with after all. He hummed in content when I started to massage his scalp and then I leaned down to kiss him because...well why not. My hands went down from his hair, one to his jaw and the other tracing the shell of his right ear. He moaned softly and I felt his hands grip my waist.

I tilted my head curiously.

His ear huh?

I nipped his lobe lightly and the grip on my waist tightened even more.

"Do you like that Ichigo?" I asked quietly into his ear.

"Don't stop," was all he said. I took note of the way his eyes were closed, how his lips were slightly parted and the oh so noticeable bulge...down there.

Hug, hug, hug, me

I licked the outer shell of his ear and he arched slightly off the bed. As much as I wanted to further exploit his ear, I was curious about everywhere else as well, so I went down to his neck, licking down the column and then gently sucking over his pulse point.

Hug me tight, wrap your arms around my neck

When we lock eyes kiss my lips

I could take in his reactions all day. He released another breathy sigh that made me want to clamp my legs together but instead I ground down onto him. He squeezed his eyes shut and swallowed.

"Orihime."

"Sensei?"

"Fuck," he exhaled, "behave."

"But it feels good," I said biting my lips.

"Who are you and what have you done to the shy Orihime that was complaining about us going at it in the daylight?" He asked, pulling me down to kiss him.

Don't be nervous, trust me...

"Dunno, gone on temporary vacation maybe," I joked back, running my hand down his chest to his left nipple, "you know I read in a book that men's nipples are very sensitive," I whispered in his ear. I felt him stiffen underneath me and then his hand reached and grasped mine before I could touch it. "What the hell kind of books have you been reading?! There's no way I'm letting you touch there,"

I stopped nibbling on his ear and sat up on his lap, resting my hand on his chest. "But you said this was my lesson to learn your body!"

"Yea I did, but not there!"

I pouted. "Pleaseeeeee Ichigo, just one time,"

"Nope," he said sternly.

"Have you even let anyone touch you there?" I asked incredulously.

There was a pause..."that's not the point,"

"That kinda is the point Ichigo-kun...I promise though if you don't like it I'll stop as soon as possible!"

"...fine" he said, closing his eyes in defeat.

I did a small victory jiggle that caused him to hiss and in rebuttal he smacked me on my bum.

"Orihime I swear if you don't stop moving I'm going to lose what little control I have left,"

I giggled and rested my hand on his chest again.

"I'm gonna start now," I said against his neck, pressing small kisses along the column.

"J-just get it over with"

I said nothing and continued my journey down to his chest.

Which was a very nice chest if you were wondering. It wasn't hairy or anything and it was really toned. In the back of my head I noted the change of the song in the background- Girl's Generation-TTS, Whisper. I almost face palmed. I really needed to stop letting Nel take control of my music. All these songs were suggestive, even if they were helping the mood.

I kissed the top of his pectoral and then stroked lightly over his nipple. He shuddered but said nothing, so I took that as a go ahead to continue. I gently squeezed and watched in fascination as it got harder. Then in a moment of boldness, I licked. His reaction was the same as when I was on his hair and his grip was once more back on my hips. I licked it once more and asked, "what do you think of it?"

"Who told you to stop?" He breathed, eyes still closed, "Get back to it before I fail you," he joked breathlessly. I smirked and then lowered my head to suck on his nipple this time and used my other hand to pinch his right nipple.

For someone that was so against it a minute ago, he was really into it. And I was getting off on all the pleasure I seemed to be giving him. It felt really empowering, knowing that I was the one that was making him moan like this, the first one that's ever touched him like this (though it was probably the only first he had left).

I swapped from sucking his left then moved to his right side, then used my hand to trail down his stomach, tracing his abs and trying to go further down. upon touching his stomach, he bucked and another moan escaped his mouth. My lips moved from his nipples and followed the trail my hand made down his stomach, kissing each defined ab muscle and then finally licking both V lines and stopping short of his CK boxer briefs. The tent there was more than obvious and I was a little intimidated. Only a little bit though.

Like, it couldn't be any different from what I've seen in my text books. It was just a penis right? No big deal.

Feeling kinda bold, I traced the shape from his underwear, and his leg twitched.

"F-fuck,"

"Language sensei," I said staring fascinated at the bulge still growing in his underwear. "Can I touch it?"

"Touch wherever you want," he answered.

I fixed myself in a better position, now I was crouching over his lower body, my face was close to his...ehem ehem.

I swallowed, for some reason my throat felt incredibly dry. I wanted to touch it but...how/where do I start?

Ichigo seemed to notice my lack of movement and sat up slightly, looking at me in confusion.

"What's wrong?"

"I..um..I'm not sure how to approach this,"

"Okay...have you got any lotion?"

I raised my eyebrow and crawled off the bed, snatching the medium sized bottle off the desk and crawled back on. In the meantime Ichigo had taken a position where his back was against the wall. He patted his lap and I sat on it, slightly raising my legs so they wouldn't be squashed against the wall.

"I'm going to take my underwear off now, yea?"

I nodded, not even looking at his face, just staring intently at his hands thumbing the waistband of his underwear. I had half the mind to take it off myself the rate he was going slowly. He pulled them down and there it was ladies and gentlemen, Ichigo Kurosaki stalkers for the whole world to see.

Before I continue I would like to send out a small tribute of thanks to the Kami and also to Mr and Mrs Kurosaki for procreating and having such amazing genes to create such a fine specimen. Also, a huge shout out to whatever side of the family Ichigo inherited his...size from. In all honesty, I was awestruck. This was nothing like what the textbooks made it out to be like.

As soon as he shifted the boxers below his thighs it sprang up and bobbed, lying straight against his stomach. I moved off his lap so he could kick his underwear all the way off and then he positioned me on his lap, so that I was straddling his thighs this time and watched him pick the lotion bottle. He gestured for me to hold my hands out and when I did he squeezed an ample amount on and gestured for me to rub them together. He did the same for himself and then took hold of my hand, placing it firmly at the base of his penis.

"You want to have a firm grip, but not too tight, you basically stroke up and down and please don't break my dick," he said almost breathlessly.

I nodded, though I was half listening because I was distracted by what I was holding in my hand. I dare say he (it?) was about 9 inches long, cut and slightly curved. I was fascinated with how it felt so...contradictory. So soft, yet so hard at the same time. Experimentally, I tightened my grip and watched as his lips parted in a sigh and he closed his eyes. Taking that as another good sign, I stroked up and down once. And again. And again. On the next upstroke I lightly swiped my thumb against the slit and he moaned. Slowly, all reservations and nervousness left me and I observed the clear liquid that was steadily leaked from the tip of his penis -precum I think Nel called it- and used it to slick the length of his penis more.

I reveled in his reactions, because it was me that was causing them, not Rukia, not some next random girl he picked up from god knows where...but me.

Suddenly remembering something that Nel had randomly mentioned I used my free hand and lightly rubbed them along his testicles. His eyes shot open and he let out the loudest moan so far and his hand grabbed mine to stop me, but I wasn't having any of that. All of a sudden, my main goal was to make Ichigo Kurosaki orgasm, and I wasn't finishing this lesson until I got that done. Allowing him to take my hand for the time being, I paused on stroking him and quickly pulled myself up to kiss him as aggressively as I could. I felt the grip on my arm, loosen slightly and my lips once more found their way to his ear, then he fully let go of me. I started my stroking again and though it may have been the heat of the moment I swear I felt his body arch upwards. He was panting now, and every time I stroked lightly along his frenulum he shuddered. I could feel his body tensing unusually, as if he was trying to stop himself from cumming, but once more ladies and gentlemen, I was not having it. I slowed my strokes, keeping them at a firm and constant pace, then placing my lips against his ears again, I shoved my nerves to the absolute back of my mind and bit the bullet, "do you have any idea how wet I am right now Ich-i-go-sensei~"

"H-holy fuck! Ah-cumming..."

I bit his ear and quickly leaned back to watch him, still not stopping my stroking and watched as the first stream shot out. It caught me by surprise as the stream landed on the top of my bra, some on my stomach as well as on his. By the time he was done, Ichigo was a panting gasping mess on my bed. I stroked his now semi flaccid penis and he hissed as if in pain. I quickly let go, "I-I'm sorry!"

"It's no big deal...it's just really sensitive post orgasm...fuck Orihime," he said between pants.

I climbed off the bed to get some baby wipes and cleaned as much of the sperm off as I could, then handed him some so he could clean himself off too. I'd heard enough stories from Nel about how this stuff stuck...and that would be awkward and quite unsanitary.

I got back on the bed and curled up to him and kissed him on the cheek then said, "I take it I got an A then, sensei?"

He returned my embrace and exhaled heavily.

"Okay, let's see. Touching, handjob and dirty talk as a bonus? Fuck yes that's an A+ from me. What grade's higher than that? I don't even know but that's what you got. But seriously, Who are you and what have you done to Orihime Inoue?"

I blushed and hid my face in his chest and he chuckled. "Naah she never left, still there I see,"

He rolled us so he was on top. Suddenly I was very aware of the fact that he was still naked and the full length of his body was on mine, though he seemed to be mindful of not crushing me.

"Wh-what are you doing Ichigo?" I asked breathlessly.

"You think I was gonna let you get me off like that and just leave you hanging? Give me some credit student, just relax and let me take over," he said placing kisses on my neck. I didn't even notice when his hand ended up under my bra until he pinched my nipple, causing me to gasp and arch into his hand more. My mind was quickly transforming to cotton fuzz and then his free hand found its way into my underwear and I was gone.

Day: 1

Orihime: 1000000

By the time Ichigo had deemed this lesson done I felt like the cat that got the cream. Literally, I was one short step away from purring.

I was sprawled on my back on the bed, arms carelessly splayed, slightly sweaty and chest heaving, staring at Ichigo's back as he stood.

"Gonna take a shower, be back in a bit,"

I nodded- well at least I think I did, and turned my gaze to the ceiling.

I was in deep. Way deeper than I had been before. I was officially in danger.

Where did I get the idea from that I'd be able to walk away from this when we were officially done?

The thought of it literally felt like a hole was being punched through my chest.

I wanted him to stay. I wanted to do all the cute couple stuff with him. I wanted to walk down the street with him and have people say stuff like, "wow Ichigo and his girlfriend are so cute together". I wanted him to share things with me that he wouldn't even share with Rukia.

I assumed the fetal position, absently taking in the music that was still playing from my ipod playlist and pondering everything.

I felt so confused.

Do I tell him what I want? Or do I let him leave?

Knocking on my door broke me out of my thoughts.

I got up -slightly staggering- and grabbed my bathrobe, tying the sash as tightly as possible and making my way to the door. I didn't even bother to check the peep-hole (I really need to do that more often, there's a reason why they're there) and opened the door.

To none other than the doppelganger.

"K-Kaien?!"

"Hey Hime, I've been trying to get in touch with you for days, where have you been?"

Behind me, the bathroom door opened.

"Orihime who's at the door-oh."

"Ichigo? What are you doing here? Why are you half naked?"

I felt like it was time for the god of awkward situations to stop messing with me. There was absolutely no coming back from this.

Orihime: 1000000

Day: ∞