LOOOOOOOO~!!! Behold! The next chapter! Woohoo!!! Lalalalalala! Me…out. I try to upload stories faster. I tired. No sleep. Still not done with Galaxy…*groans*
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Junior hurriedly ran down the dreary castle halls.
Past fiery torches and paintings (mostly those of his granddad) hang on the grey worn walls
An unknown feeling was sweeping over him
An unfamiliar drop fell from his eye to his chin.
His feet, slapping the marble, kept going… running
…And was kept going by the sorrow within.
They pounded on the grey concrete.
Pattering sounds were made by his feet.
Memories and guilt flood his heart and soul
Burying him alive and eating him whole.
Being alone for fifteen years
Would reduce anyone to those salty, hot tears.
Being forced to be evil, someone you're not…
If you don't you'll lose the only someone you've got.
Tears fall down more freely now
He just cannot stop them, no matter how.
His hand on a doorknob, shaking and weak
The idea of violating her made him very sick.
He was ashamed that he has let his desire and lust
Control him; make him do what he'll later disgust.
He was glad that he controlled himself
But he has played more than what he was dealt.
She was small, gently, fragile
This act of his shall stay with her for a while.
He turned the knob and opened his door,
Collapsing unto a sad heap on his cold, hard floor.
He knew that with this deed of his,
He has remove every small chance (which were already small) to be with her, to be in love, to be in bliss.
He locked the door.
Unknowing what he did that for.
She loves someone else
It doesn't matter how lonely or sad he feels.
She is the girl, the maiden…The "someone just for him"
She, unfortunately, was the girl he offended with a mortal sin.
He grabbed his pillow, wanting to rip it in half,
Instead he buried his head, trying to make them tears stop.
He felt angry…
Angry at himself for falling…
For falling and taking a fall…and forever falling….
His father was right.
No one in this earth wants to hold, to cuddle, and to hold a beast…even just for one night.
He lifts his head and wiped his tears, but more kept coming.
No where to go but wanting to keep running.
That's right…
He finally sighed
I'm a freak, an outsider, a monster
He fakes a smile. His eyes, although teary, lack luster
She'll never want to hold someone like me…even just for tonight.
She unlocked my heart but also close it tight
I guess I can never have…
That emotion… everyone calls "Love"
I know dear readers, you hate cliché
But poor junior cried himself to sleep and this line sees the light of day.