I own no part of SON. I didn't get this done as soon as I had hoped cuz of xmas and everything but here ya go, just a little filler and slight drama-ish and a glimpse of what's to come (kinda) Enjoy!
RUlov3r: Haha I'm glad you like Becky. She is based heavily off my best friend. Thanks for the review!
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Today is my 21st birthday. It is also one of the most depressing days because I am without my parents and my first love but I do have Ashley. She spends most of her time here at the apartment with me. She says I can't go to her place because she's working on a birthday surprise for me. I'm a little concerned as to what the surprise may be. Becky has been a twitter with joy ever since she found Ashley and me in bed together.
The whole Ashley thing has kept my mind occupied and away from what I've lost but today I feel the losses twice as hard. In fact I don't even want to get out of bed but I smell something wonderful cooking. I grab my glasses and throw them on, it's not a day for my contacts, and pull my favorite hoodie over my head.
As I walk out into the kitchen what I see surprises the hell outta me. Working like a well oiled machine are Madison, Kyla, Ashley (who of course looks delicious), and Becky. They are laughing and buzzing around the kitchen cooking breakfast. I continue to stand there with my mouth hanging open as Ashley bounds up to me with twinkling eyes.
"Surprise."
She whispers it in my ear, her hot breath blowing across my ear and neck, sending shivers down my spine. Before I get the chance to reply she firmly presses her lips to mine and my hands find their resting place on her hips. She breaks away first and a gasp escapes her as I pull her body flush against mine. Ashley's body seems to radiate heat and my heart races with her this close. She instantly wraps her arms around my neck and holds me tight.
"What's wrong baby?"
She murmurs the words against my neck and the feeling is driving me crazy. I'm doing my best to blink back my tears, not wanting to cause pain to the beautiful woman holding me.
"Nothing, I'm fine."
She pulls back enough to stare into my eyes. Her face is full of concern and doubt.
"Are you sure? We don't have to do this whole breakfast thing."
I give her a small smile and a nod, letting her know it's ok. She grabs my hand and leads me into the dining room where breakfast is waiting. As soon as I enter the dining room Becky draws me into a strong hug.
"Happy birthday slut."
She grins at me and I slap her on the back. Kyla surprises me most by grabbing my arm and pulling me away from the others. I know there must be shock and confusion written all over my face.
"Hey Kyla, uh what's up?"
She looks at me with tears in her eyes and I'm not quite sure what I'm supposed to do with her.
"Oh Spencer I just wanted to thank you."
What the hell?
"Thank me? For what?"
"I haven't seen my sister this happy in…well ever. I know it all has to do with you and I just wanted you to know how much it means to me."
I have no idea what to say to her and luckily I don't have to because Ashley comes up behind me and wraps her arms around my waist. Instantly I feel safer. The smile that only appears when she's around is plastered on my face.
"Kyla are you done with my girl? Everyone's hungry."
She finishes with a whine in her voice and a pout on her face. I grin and grab her by the hand leading her to the dinner table.
After breakfast Becky, Kyla, and Madison go out to the movies with there respective boys while Ashley and I went to my room. When I open my door I'm floored by what I see. Tears start forming in my eyes as I take in the scene in front of me. The room is lit solely by white candles everywhere. On my bed sits her guitar and a giant peanut butter cake.
I turn and face Ashley my eyes wide with surprise.
"Hold on, it's not done yet."
She leads me to the bed and the candlelight only emphasizes her beauty. She sits me down then seats herself across from me, picking up her guitar.
"I uh wrote this for you, for your birthday. So uh here we go."
She takes a deep breath and begins to sing.
She's
a yellow pair of running shoes
A holey pair of jeans
She looks
great in cheap sunglasses
She looks great in anything
She's I
want a piece of chocolate
Take me to a movie
She's I can't find
a thing to wear
Now and then she's moody
She's a Saturn
with a sunroof
With her brown hair a-blowing
She's a soft place
to land
And a good feeling knowing
She's a warm
conversation
That I wouldn't miss for nothing
She's a fighter
when she's mad
And she's a lover when she's loving
And
she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
I talk
about her, I go on and on and on
'Cause she's everything to
me
She's a Saturday out on the town
And a church girl on
Sunday
She's a cross around her neck
And a cuss word 'cause its
Monday
She's a bubble bath and candles
Baby come and kiss
me
She's a one glass of wine
And she's feeling kinda
tipsy
She's the giver I wish I could be
And the stealer of
the covers
She's a picture in my wallet
Of my unborn children's
mother
She's the hand that I'm holding
When I'm on my knees and
praying
She's the answer to my prayer
And she's the song that
I'm playing
She's the voice I love to hear
Someday when I'm
ninety
She's that wooden rocking chair
I want rocking right
beside me
Everyday that passes
I only love her more
Yeah,
she's the one
That I'd lay down my own life for
And she's
everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
She's everything
to me
Yeah she's everything to me
Everything I ever
wanted
And everything I need
She's everything to me
She finishes and I just continue to stare at her. Describing her voice is tough but it's lower and rough. It's incredibly sexy and just perfect. She puts the guitar on the ground and I notice she's a little out of breath, her chest is raising and falling. I crawl closer to her on the bed and cup her cheek with my hand.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you."
I start whispering the words against her lips and it doesn't take her long to respond. She tangles her hands in my hair and we fall back on the bed, her landing on top. I gasp when I feel her tongue running along my bottom lip and she uses my reaction to slip it in my mouth. I think we both moan at the contact and she pushes herself harder against me. I feel my chest burning but I can't seem to stop kissing her. Her tongue slides sensually over mine and I find myself becoming addicted to her taste. I tear my lips away from hers gasping for air but she doesn't seem to need any, her lips immediately latching onto my neck.
"Fuuuuck Asshlleeyy."
She growls into my neck and bites down hard. I feel her hand slip between our bodies and start pulling my shirt up. Just like that the mood shifts and I push her off me, bolting to the other side of the room. I stand in the corner trying to catch my breath and Ashley looks even worse off then I must. She's still laying on my bed, her face is flushed a deep shade of red, and she almost seems to be shaking.
"Ash I'm sorry but it's too much too fast."
I look at her waiting for her to say it's not worth it and for her to storm out but she continues to just lay there. When she does speak her voice is even rougher then normal, making it so hard to not jump her bones again.
"No Spence its ok, I understand."
She still hasn't moved and I'm beginning to wonder if she's alright. Suddenly she's up and in front of me in a flash. She gives me a quick kiss on the lips.
"Spencer I will wait however long you need. I just need a minute to recover from something like that. I thought my heart was going to explode. You are unbelievably sexy."
I blush at her words and hang my head.
"No, no I'm really not."
I feel a hand lift my chin up and I fall back into chocolate eyes that I'll always find intriguing.
"Yes you are. You're a sex kitten."
She winks at me and I feel the mood lift immediately. I roll my eyes at her and walk into the dining room. There sitting at the table are our three friends with big ass grins on their faces.
"What guys?"
Becky stands and walks to me. She grins at me with knowing eyes.
"I'm so happy for you. I could here all the 'ohs' and 'hmms' and other noises. It sounds like you two were having fun."
I feel my cheeks redden once again today and I slap Becky upside the head.
"Shut up dude."
Ashley just grins and nods her head at my best friend.
We decide that Ashley should stay the night as a birthday present to me. When we crawl into bed I turn to face her before we turn out the lights.
"Really thank you for today, it was wonderful."
I lift my hand up and trace them all over her face. She smiles at the contact and trails her own fingers up and down my back.
"You are very welcome beautiful."
"Ash I know we are having fun and just enjoying things but we still have a lot to talk about. You know that right?"
"Yeah Spencer I get it but not tonight ok? Just let me hold you."
I nod and kiss her chin, snuggling closer into her body. I sigh as she tightens her hold and kisses the top of my head. I can't wait to wake up in her arms but things need to be talked about and I need to go to their graves tomorrow. For the first time in weeks I see the dark clouds of misery waiting for me and I shudder in arms that have always felt so warm.
OOOO I sense more drama coming on. Happy holidays and I'll try and get the next chapter up tomorrow! The song is She's Everything by Brad Paisley