Disclaimer: I do not own any of this because it belongs to Stephanie Meyers. No matter how much I might want the Twilight characters to belong to me, they don't.
Warning: This is a yaoi story which means there will be guy on guy, but beyond that there may be violence, rape, or anything else along those lines. I'm not completely sure yet, but I will put in the summary for the chapter if there will be rape, violence and what not. If you don't like anything like that, you probably shouldn't read this story. Although, I assume that if you are looking at this, then you will most likely not mind any of that.
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Edward's P.O.V.
I let out one last sigh and put the rose into the pocket of my tuxedo pocket. I put it there because I didn't want to hold it in my hand just yet. I would have to put it in the casket that held Sam. It was because he saved Jacob, but he gave his life to do so. I owed him a lot. I probably owed him a lot more then I could give.
"Edward, are you ready to go?" Jacob came into the room, his hair shorter then it was a few days ago because he got it cut. He was wearing some clothes that Alice had picked out the day she had died. It wasn't the actual clothes that she had bought because they had burned along with her, but I had remember what she had thought looked best on him and so I had returned to get that outfit. It had been a nice pair of jeans, which were so dark they looked black, and a black shirt that was covered by a leather jacket. He wore a pair of black boots that made him look like he belonged on a motorcycle, which he probably should be on, but I'm too paranoid to let him do something like that now.
I nodded and walked over to him, kissing him gently, letting him kiss me back if he wanted. I was a bit surprised by the force that he kissed me back with. I defiantly didn't expect him to push me back against a near by wall, pinning me there so that I couldn't move anything.
"Jacob, what are you-" Jacob cut me off my kissing me again, only this time he wedged a leg between my legs and bit my lip enough to make me wonder if he was planning on killing me the same way that Sam killed Faolan. Apparently, if our venom get's in the other breed it killed the other and that is a painful way to die, or, so I've heard.
Jacob let up on my lip and moved so that he could bite and suck on my neck, making me groan loud enough that if anyone had been in this house besides us, they would have heard it loud and clear. Although, I couldn't keep myself from trusting my hips against his because it's what I was so used to doing and it felt so damn good. He was making me so horny that I was barely able to think straight. I knew that this wasn't right, but it felt so god damn good.
"Jacob, we have to… Nnn… stop." I managed, pushing back gently on his chest.
"No we don't." He stated in a cold, almost emotionless voice. I didn't like it, but now he had his hand in my pants stroking my cock gently with his hand. It made me groan again, although this time he took that as a 'fuck me now', so he pulled his leg out and pulled both my pants and my boxers down roughly.
"Jacob!" I screamed, looking down at my half naked body. He was already working on his own pants and I didn't like this, not at all. "Would you stop?" I finally gave up on being gentle and pushed him so hard that he hit the door hard, making it break in half. "What the hell is wrong with you? I don't mind having sex, but make sure I want to do it." I growled, pulling my pants and boxers back into place.
"You looked like you wanted it." Jacob smirked and got to his feet and brushed himself off before sighing and running a hand through his hair. "I'm sorry." That was all he said before he turned around and walked through the door.
With a sigh I turned around and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like I did before he tried to fuck me, but I didn't feel the same. I actually felt violated.
'Edward, hurry up.' That was Carlisle. He was ready for me to be at the funeral home. So now I was going to have to get Jacob and take him to where Sam was going to be buried. This wasn't going to be easy.
I slowly walked out of the room I was in and into the hallway, where I found Jacob curled up in a corner crying. He wasn't having mood swings; he just didn't know how to act anymore. He just lost someone that he may have fought with a lot, but the man was his family. Loosing family is hard, I should know. With a sigh I sat down next to him and pulled his head into my lap, stroking his hair gently. I didn't know if we would be able to make it to the funeral.
"I'm sorry." Jacob muttered softly through a few sobs. His hands were clinging to my pants and I knew then that we were going to be late. Of course I would take the blame. I would say something stupid and I would be scolded, but it was worth getting in trouble if I could get Jacob to calm down.
"It's alright Jacob. It's ok." I whispered as I continued to try and calm him down. Luckily, after a while, he stopped crying and relaxed. He hadn't slept for three days, since Sam was killed. He has been up, pacing, running around, or simply sitting there, unable to sleep. I never slept, but for him to not sleep it was rather strange. The last time he hadn't slept like this was when… Well, to be honest, I don't know when the last time was that he didn't sleep like this. I don't think he has even acted like this before.
Jacob's eyes closed and it looked like he was going to sleep for once. That was good, but at the same time bad.
"Jacob dear, can you wait an hour before going to sleep?" I asked, shaking his shoulders so that he would open his eyes. He groaned, but nodded in response. "Ok, I'll make sure to let you go to sleep after the ceremony. Ok?" Jacob nodded again, but didn't make a move to get up.
I laughed and moved so that I could let him get on my back, so that I could carry him to the car. He was such a big baby.
As I walked to the car with Jacob on my back I felt him snuggle up closer to me. God he could be so cute even when he is so sad. I don't think I've ever known someone who could be so adult like and be so childish all at the same time.
When I got to the car I shifted his weight on my bad so that I was able to use one of my hands to open up the passenger door of the silver Volvo that I had. Once the seat was back so that he would be able to be lying down I put him in and made him comfortable, or at least a position that looked like it would be comfortable. Then I buckled him in place and closed the door softly. Once I knew that he was slowly drifting off into a sleep that I would probably be able to wake him up in if I needed to, I walked over to my side of the car and slide in the drivers seat. I sat in the seat and closed the door, glancing over at Jacob who was now asleep.
I smiled and started the car before strapping myself in. I probably wouldn't get pulled over simply because Bella's father knew that I was probably in a hurry, but I did it nonetheless.
The car roared to life and I was able to pull out without making too much noise. Although, as I was driving towards where Sam was going to be buried my head started to pound and I started to feel weird. I didn't know what was going on. All I knew was that I need to pull over before something really bad happened.
Sadly, I was too late for that. Once I went to go to the side of the road I blacked out and the next thing I knew I was outside of the car, lying in the middle of the road, glass lying all around me. I got up and looked around. I didn't see the car, but I realized that because Sam was being buried deep in the Hoe Rainforest and we had been driving on a narrow road that was right next to a huge drop, where the car had probably dropped down. I glanced around again to see if Jacob had fallen out, but he was no where in sight. He was either still in the car or at the bottom of the ditch near the car.
"Jacob!" I yelled, hoping for an answer. When I was able to see over the cliff I saw the car. It was ruined completely. The front end was smashed in, the driver door was off its hinges, there was no glass in any of the widows, the top was caved in, three of the tires had fallen off and the other was bent, and there were dents and scratches everywhere else. It wasn't on fire though, but it would probably be soon. Although I saw the car's destruction to the ground around it I didn't see Jacob.
I jumped, without thinking, and landed on the ground next to my car. I glanced in the window and saw Jacob franticly trying to get free. There was blood everywhere, but I could see what was pinning him. The driver seat had somehow come undone and was pinning him to his seat.
"Jacob!" I screamed again, climbing inside just as the engine began to blaze. I didn't care tat the heat was on my back and I didn't think about the danger I was in until I pulled the seat off of Jacob, making me go closer to the flame. We were surrounded and Jacob was bleeding horribly. From the way he was laying and because he didn't move when the seat was off I knew that he was hurt badly.
As I put the seat to the side I looked back at the fire that was about to burn both of us alive. Just as I was going to pull him out of the burning car the fire made the top of the car collapse and hit my back, causing me to be unable to get either of us out of the burning car.
"Edward, are you ok?" Jacob's voice was hoarse, but he sounded like himself besides that.
"I'm… fine." After I finished talking I coughed and blood came out of my mouth. Jacob obviously noticed because he looked at me with these large eyes that just screamed that he was scared. "I'll get you out." I said to him as I forced my way from under the top of the car. The cut my back wide open, but now I was out and there was room to drag Jacob out without him getting too hurt. Once he was out I collapsed on the ground, waiting to see what would happen. My skin is hard as rock, but it had been burned a bit and that made it like humans skin and that made it so the top of the car could cut me wide open. Were vampires able to bleed to death?
Looking over at Jacob who was slowly starting to heal himself I made sure that he was going to be ok. I smiled when I saw that he was hurt, but not as badly as I thought he was. All that seemed to be wrong as that the glass from the windows had cut him up a bit and that he was bruised where the seat had pinned him. That was about it.
"Edward, how do you feel?" Jacob asked, slowly getting up and making his way over to where I was. His hand rested on my chest and I let myself take in a deep breath. I had to make it seem like I had an idea of what was happening to me.
"I'm fine." I lied, smiling up at him with the most convincing smile I could muster up at this point. It probably wasn't too convincing.
Jacob sighed and forced himself to get to up and he picked me up. His arms cradled me as if I was a small child. My head rested against his chest, which had a bit of blood on it because of when I coughed just a little while ago. If it hadn't been for me feeling colder then I had before I probably wouldn't have let him carry me up that hill and towards where the funeral was going to be held. It was the closest place where people would be and be able to take care of me. That's when I finally realized that I couldn't move my feet. I tried, but nothing happened.
"Ja-Jacob." I said in a panicked voice making him look at me with wide, curious, scared eyes. "I… I can't move my legs." Jacob just stared at me for a moment before putting me down near a tree.
"I'll be back soon. I have to change and get help sooner then we both thought. I'll be back soon with the others. I'm such at least one of them will be in wolf form simply to show respect and all that jazz. Will you be ok by yourself for a bit?" He seemed like himself for a moment, cool headed, gentle, but I could see the frantic look in his eyes.
I simply nodded and before I could do anything he was off, running. It didn't take him long to get out of sight and I was left there, listening to the sounds of nature. In the distance I heard a wolf howl and I assumed it was Jacob because it was close. Shortly after his howl, he was joined by other howls that were further off in the distance. They would be here soon.
I sighed and leaned my head back against the rough bark of the old tree I was hiding under. There were bugs flying around it, but they seemed to stay away from me, except for one. There was one butterfly that had these wings that were this beautiful blue. I remembered seeing it before and looking it up a while back. It was called Adonis Blue, but I don't think it was supposed to be here in Washington. I'm not sure, but the last time I had seen it was in a little box. Right now it rested on my legs which were outstretched so that I wouldn't fall over.
"Hey." I whispered to the butterfly that went still when I spoke. After a moment it moved so that it rested on my shoulder and after a moment of it sitting there I smiled and relax. I all of a sudden felt better, even though I knew my life was still in danger.
When I opened my eyes there were move butterflies and they all looked the same. They all sat on me before a loud noise scared them away. It was Jacob.
"Edward!" He yelled, making his way through a bit of the forest. I glanced over at him and smiled, although this time it wasn't forced. I was able to smile without making my lips curve into that painful position.
He came over to me and the next thing I knew Carlisle was poking and prodding at my back. When Carlisle's sigh of relief came I looked back and saw that he was completely fine even when everyone else was scared out of their minds. He turned me over and placed a hand on one of my legs, tapping it. I felt it and I pulled my leg away. I could move my legs now?
"His body reacted like a humans for a moment, but it went to healing itself while I was looking over him. He should be fine. He should be healed completely by the time the funeral is over. Out of the corner of my eye I saw the Adonis Blue flying up onto a branch. It seemed to be watching as Jacob picked me up and carried me to where the funeral was. Jasper was calming a lot of the people that were there, including Billy Black who came rolling over when his son came back with me in his arms.
'What happened?" He asked in a rush, making Jacob put me down. I don't know why he had been caring me, but he had been and it had been kind of nice.
"The car slipped on something and it went down a cliff. We are fine now." Jacob smiled at his father and shot me a glance that I doubt Billy could have seen because it only lasted like half a second. We were going to be very careful now. After all we seemed to be danger magnets.
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Its bad chapter I know, but I don't know, I just kind of wrote it. It wasn't originally supposed to be for this story, but whatever. Anyway, please review. The funeral and all that details will be in the next chapter. Sorry if things get a little more depressing as we go because I'm in a VERY depressed mood. If you really want to know you can ask, but it's not all that important. Anyway, thanks for reading. - Nikki