Jercy

From the sound of the wind picking up outside a terrible storm was brewing all around, which was weird because I was pretty sure that Chiron had the camp climate controlled. Piper was away in the city with Annabeth and they decided to stay over at Percy's moms house since it was so late. I was about to get my whetstone out to sharpen my blade. I couldn't sleep with all this racket going on. All the sudden dark shadows formed like wet smoke in the corner of my cabin.

Nico.

"Why are you still here? I just got back from Texas with Will and all hell is breaking loose outside!"

"Dude it's just a storm what's the big deal!?"

"A storm in a climate controlled camp, think Jason. What could be causing it."

"Oh fuck! Percy!"

"Yeah Percy! I couldn't wake him up, I'm going to travel you to him."

Taking my hand I felt that ice cold, being squeezed through a tube, cold water spray feeling that came with shadow travel. We landed in Percy's cabin and he was thrashing terribly in his bed. Crying and shouting and obviously fight off something.

"It's Tartarus, I cant be here... I'm... im sorry."

Nico vanished quickly, obviously this was triggering him. I don't blame him. I had never experience the hell Nico, Annabeth, and Percy had.

Jumping on top of him I took his face and started shouting for him to wake up. Trying to fight me off I had to wrestle him off the bed. Pinning him in a head lock I dragged him over to the water fountain and dunked his head in and held him under knowing he wouldn't drown. Feeling his body calm and go slightly limp I let him go. Hands reached for the sides of the fountain and pulled his head out. With two shakes of his black hair he was dry. I was sprawled next to him knees up and hands on the floor behind me breathing hard from the intense "fight."

Green eyes locked on my blue as he realized what was happening. The storm outside started to calm down, the wind at least. The hurricane rain was still coming down in sheets. Percy's breathing picked up and his chest heaved. Grabbing his knees he began to rock and tears streamed down his face. Damnit he was going into a panic attack. Getting up off the floor I ran for the bathroom and looked around the medicine cabinet.

Xanax.

Annabeth told me it was for emergencies and I think causing a hurricane and rocking back and forth constitutes an emergency. Taking the pill out of the bottle I raced back to my boyfriend and took ahold of his face. Drooling a mumbling nonsense, I by some miracle got him to open his mouth and take the pill.

"Swallow baby, I need you to swallow!"

Gulping down he cried out loudly, as if it had hurt.

Sitting on the floor with him I wrapped my arms around him and rocked with him.

"Percy we are going to breathe ok? I want you to breathe in for 5 hold for 6 breathe out for 7. Ok breathe in 1,2,3,4,5.. Ok now hold 1,2,3,4,5,6 ok exhale 1,2,3,4,5,6,7. Good so good now again!"

I had him do that three or four times.

"Ok percy I need you to answer me ok baby? Tell me 5 things you can see."

His forehead was pressed hard against my shoulder. Looking up he looked around. Still all the while rocking in my arms.

"I see your hair, uh the water fountain, your eyes, my pj pants, the bed."

"Good, good job now 4 things you can hear." Gripping my skin harshly I could feel his nails break skin on my back. My poor baby, my poor Percy.

"I hear, you. Ummmmm ugh uh the rain, the fountain, the floor creaking.

"Now three things you can feel."

"Your skin, my heart beating quickly, and uhhh ummm uh fuck! Uhhhh the floor.

"Shhh good good, now two things you can smell."

"Your shampoo, sweat."

"One thing you can taste."

"Blood, I taste blood. I think I bit my lip. Blood I taste blood."

"You did so good percy. I love you so much percy I'm so proud of you. It's going to be ok. I'm here it's going to be alright."

"Can we move to the bed, the floor hurts."

"Yes baby of course."

I stood up and as I helped him to his feet I felt his knees buckle slightly and caught him, swooping him up bridal style. Arms around my neck and knees in my arms I carried him to the bed and laid him down.

"I'm, I'm hot everything is to hot."

"Ok babe lets take your clothes off. We don't need the blanket let's just take these off."

I felt like I was undressing a child. Percy was starting to calm down now. Coming back to himself. I had never seen him so vulnerable, so scared. Damn Tartarus for doing this to him. My poor broken boy. I wanted to glue him back together, make him whole. I took my clothes off afraid that they would make him hot the ways his did, cuddles up and held him under my chin. Arms embraced tightly around him as I felt him cry silently. A few whimpers and sobs broke from time to time but mainly I just felt his body shake and the wetness of tears splash against my chest.

Kissing his forehead and various parts of his face, petting his hair with sweet little shushing sounds. Thank gods Annabeth told me about the meds. I knew how to calm a panic attack from when I was in the legion but it was so different when you cared about the person panicking. It's just as scary for you. The trembling of his fear subsided for the most part when he finally looked up at me.

"I'm sorry Jason."

"Shhh don't you dare apologize. It's ok. I've got you. "

"You shouldn't have to get me, I should still be like this."

"Percy, stop. Everyone takes trauma different. There is no time limit. Plus it didn't happen that long ago baby. I would be more worried if you didn't have dreams and panic from time to time."

"Really?"

"Really."

"Did you mean what you said before?"

"I always mean what I say Percy."

"I meant when you told me you loved me."

Oh shit, I did say that. Do I? Did I mean that or did I say that because I was in the moment? Looking at his tear stained face and green beautiful eyes that were offset my his onyx hair my heart swelled. Percy was someone I thought about first thing in the morning. He's funny and sweet, caring, absolutely wonderful. I trust him with everything.

"Yes percy, I meant that. I am in love with you."

My heart skipped at the words coming out of me. I love Percy Jackson.

Pressing against me he kissed me softly, almost not a kiss. A brushing of lips. In a whisper against my lips he said "I love you Jason. I love you so much it hurts."

Grabbing the back of his head I deepened the kiss. Confessions of love between us lit this fire in our chests. Hands grasped for purchase of eachother a bodies. Tongues twirled and explored each others mouths in a way that felt both new and familiar at the same time. I could feel his erection rubbing up against mine as we danced this sexual, beautiful frottage.

"Jason, please, Fuck, I need you."

"I'm here, I got you."

Reaching for the lube next to the bed I wet my fingers in the gloss and rubbed his rim in a slow circular motion that had him gasping in short breaths. Kissing him as I inserted the first finger I stole the very breath he breathed. Swallowing his moans and whimpers. Working percy open was always amazing, he was so receptive. Made the best movements and reactions. Even hotter than Piper or Annabeth. Kissing down his neck to his collarbone I took my time, there was no rushing this. I wanted to make love to Percy. Show him I love him physically. Sensually prove my devotion to him. How could I not be devoted to him when he was everything I was looking for in a man. He was my man.

"Jason, take me!" Percy said with desperation.

Finishing the prep I slicked my heavy erection and for the first time I climbed on top of him with us facing eachother.

Missionary.

We had done so many things in so many positions but we had never made love, we had fucked and had sex and in many different positions but never had we experienced this type of intimacy. Percy was very used to anal sex by now so I didn't have let him adjust to me. I took his legs and guided one around my waist and the other over my shoulder. Kissing his knee I set a slow agonizing pace. I wanted to feel every inch of him. Feel the bliss that was percy. One hand in his hair and the other touching my face as he excepted me into his body. Every thrust connecting us more and more.

Letting go of his leg he wrapped it around to match the other. Resting on my elbows I kissed his eyelids and cheeks. The sweetest little whines escaped him as I took him. In a quavering voice he told me over and over how much he loved me. Of why he loved me, how he loved me. Licking at his lips I slipped one hand down to pump his length, I needed to feel it in my hands. Rubbing the slick that dripped out of him, swirling it around the head to make his toes curl and his heels dig into my lower back.

I picked the pace up a bit and we were forehead to forehead. Not even kissing anymore just mouths open and moaning into one another. With a final hard thrust I shuttered above him as the room flashed white and I cried his name loudly. The edges of my vision had dark spots as I came deep inside of him. Riding out the last few pumps of my orgasm in him. Breathing hard and looking down I saw white ropes covering both our stomachs and chests, we had came at the same time. It was a first.

I didn't want to withdrawal from his warmth, so I stayed in him until I naturally softened and slipped out. Kissing him in a languorous love filled moment.

"I love you so much Percy."

"I love you too. Stay, please stay."

"Always, of course. Anything. Anything for you."

We didn't even clean up, we laid there kissing and savoring the moment of each other until we fell asleep .

Savoring Us.