Becky lied in bed waiting for Adam to return from his shower.
Last night was still fresh on her mind. She had so many things running through her head. Would they do this again or would it be a one-time thing like last time? Was he expecting for it to occur again tonight?
After Dallas and Drew got back home, Becky and Adam no longer had the privacy they wished they had. They had gone back up to his room and had fallen asleep, as doing anything with his parents near by was a no-go.
As much as she wanted to please him in the way he had done to her, she wasn't sure if he was comfortable with that. Sure he had told her to touch him but she wanted to be 100% he was comfortable standing fully nude in front of her as he was still transitioning and growing.
She moved to lie on her back with the sheets covering her body and sighed. She did feel guilty. Was this considered a sort of betrayal to god? She had vowed to wait until marriage and had even purchased promise rings for both Adam and her. Was she still a virgin?
When the door opened, she was relived as she knew Adam would console her and hear her questions if they were to sound pathetic. "Hey.." Her voice cracked and Adam looked at her with curiosity.
"Whatcha thinking about, babe?" He was drying his hair with the towel as he approached her. He had changed in the bathroom and was fully dressed ready for the day. Unlike Becky, whom still had to shower.
Slowly sitting up, she made sure the sheets covered her body; she had suddenly felt uncomfortable being the only one in the nude. "About last night." She started and felt overwhelmed as it hit her maybe she did regret what had happened.
Adam sat beside her in the bed and reached over to rub her bare back, gently running his fingers down her spine. "I had fun." He smirked. This was a rare moment of when he couldn't exactly read what was on her mind, "Until double D barged through the door."
She looked at him and sighed, "I feel like I broke all my promises to god, Adam. With what we did." Her words started to rush out of her mouth, "Like am I still a virgin? What is that even called what you did to me? What about you, I didn't even do anything to you and you had made me feel so good. I don't regret it but oh my god-goodness. See there I go, saying his name in vain."
He looked at her with just the slightest amusement and couldn't help but laugh softly. She just stared at him, how was this funny? "This isn't a joke, Adam. I thought you would understand." She tensed her back in order to get his hand off her.
Taking a deep breath, he made sure to get his thoughts in check. "I hate when you say that. I do understand." And he did. He understood where she was coming from and in full honesty he knew she would at least ask some questions about it.
"We were being intimate, last night. Technically you are still a virgin because I haven't been inside." Adam looked away, knowing they should make progress verbally talking about this sooner or later. "You didn't break your promises, love. Even if we did have sex, you wouldn't be cutting all ties with god off just by fulfilling your needs."
"Waiting for marriage is so difficult to do, and I'm surprised when people actually can do that because honestly just looking at you sometimes drives me over the edge." Becky finally smiled at him as he continued, "I love you and you love me, I hope you do at least, and that's what matters. Marriage is just love with a label on it."
Becky nipped her lip and glanced at his lips, "Of course I love you, silly."
"Good, because I really love you." He leaned over to tease her lips with his own, only brushing their lips together. This made her giggle and pressed their lips together for a sweet kiss they always shared in the morning.
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Adam walked in through the front door after going to campus and taking his last exam. He was done for the year and he wanted to celebrate at a party he was invited to.
He was always excited for parties as he enjoyed them, but this would be the first college party he would attend with his girlfriend.
"Hi, baby." Adam found Becky in the kitchen preparing some tea and he embraced her from behind. "This isn't a dream? You're really here in my kitchen?" He asked as he set his head down on her shoulder.
She laughed and reached back to rub his head, "How was your exam?"
"Easy peasy." She turned around to face him and placed her hands on the base of his neck.
"That's why I'm with you, because you're smart…sweet… understanding…" She pecked his lips after every compliment. "And not bad to look at either."
He laughed and leaned in for a real kiss before he jumped at the noise of the teapot.
"So.. Want to be my date to this end of the year party?" Adam asked as he hoped onto the kitchen counter. His mother wasn't home so he was taking this to his advantage. "All my friends want to meet you. I keep telling them pictures don't do you enough justice."
Becky grinned from ear to ear while preparing the tea, "Going to show me off, aren't you?
"Yes, ma'am."