Disclaimer: Don't own any of these cuties./b
I felt the empty space beside me and then pulled a silver blue hair off the pillow. Zexion. The tears pricked at my eyes once more. I had cheated on him, though I was drunk. It still didn't matter. When I told him the next day, he immediantly told me it was over and left. I assume he went back to his dad's place. That man always hated me. Guess I could have been a little nicer to him. I clasped the hair to my chest. It was the only thing of him that was there after all. Damn Saix. He knew I was in a relationship but he seduced me anyway. It's my fault too. My phone rang. I looked at the screen. A picture of a smiling green eyed redhead stared at me.
"Talk to me."
"Wow, Mar. You sound horrible."
"Well, Ax. My boyfriend left me."
"You did cheat on him. Guess I should be mad too, since Saix was mine. But I knew he only dated me to get closer to you. So, I'm not mad. Besides, me and Dem always liked each other. Marluxia... I heard from him today." I sat straight up in bed.
"Did he say anything abo-"
"No. He said he's leaving the state. He said if he likes it out in California... He'll stay..." My heart shattered. It's a long way from New York to California. I might never see him again.
"Ax, what do I do? I can't let him out of my life. He iis/i my life."
"What you do is run to Vex's house and do what you did when he lived there. I gotta go, Dem's home. Oh, hey baby... It's Marly... Dem says cheer up, emo kid."
"Tell him thanks. He's so helpful. I'm gunna go. Later."
"Alright. Don't get shot... Seriously... If Vexen catches you, he'll shoot you. Baaii!" His last word was in a sing song voice and he hung up. I took a shower and got dressed for the first time in three days. I ran down to my motorcycle, knowing my pink bug would be spotted by his dad ten miles away. I pulled the helmet on as it started to rain. Just my luck. I sped to the mansion they lived in. Vexen did well for him and his son since he was the head researcher at the biggest company in town. I parked in a hidden spot near the gate, same place I did before Zexion moved in with me and I wanted some late night love. I slipped over the wall, after putting my helmet onto the bike, and headed for the ivy that grew around the bluenette's balcony. I remembered how much he loved reading there and how much I loved sitting in the same chair under the stars with him sleeping in my arms. I grasped the ivy and tested it. Sturdier then it was in earlier days. I easily pulled myself to the balcony and knocked on the door.
The rain drenched me to the bone, causing pink hair to stick to my face. The curtains pulled back and I saw him. He looked more beautiful then ever before. Except for the fact he had been crying his eyes out and also, after the effect of seeing him again after so long wore off, he looked like he was suffering from malnutrition. He hadn't been eating. Neither had I. I put my hand against the glass door, silently asking to come in. He shook his head and mouthed the words 'You hurt me.' I mouthed 'I'm sorry' back. He shook his head again and let the curtains fall back, hiding him again. My heart sunk. I fell into the chair and curled into a ball. I couldn't leave. I'll either wait for his dad to find me and shoot me or die from sickness from being in the rain. That or hunger. I couldn't eat since that day. The rain came down harder, hiding my tears. Hours passed, the rain never stopped and I never moved. I could feel myself getting sick. The whole time, I listened to him cry. My eyes started to close. I knew if I went to sleep, I'd stay asleep. If I couldn't have him, I would die. I heard the balcony door open and a man gasped.
"Marluxia..." Vexen. He was going to shoot me. I thought that anyway. I felt him pick me up and carry me inside. I could barely open my eyes to see Zexion's horrified face. It was so cold. I felt my clothes being pulled away and replaced with dry pajamas. Silk. Must be his dad's. We were about the same size. I was placed into a familar bed. I fell asleep.
My eyes fluttered open to sunlight shining throw an open balcony door. I rubbed my head and looked around. What happened? Oh wait... I... almost died in the rain... Zexion! I looked around and then became aware of a head in my lap. His eyes were closed. I ran my fingers through his hair. God it felt good. Wait a minute. Would I lose him again? No, shouldn't worry about that now. Just enjoy the moment. The door opened and his dad came in with some food.
"Afternoon, Marluxia. Glad to see you're awake. Glad to see you alive."
"Glad? But you hate me..."
"No... I hate how cocky you act... But you make my son happy. I couldn't hate you. At least for his sake." He sat the meal down and moved Zexion to the side of me in the bed. He put the tray in my lap as I sat up. The food smelled so good, my mouth drooled and I heard the boy next to me stir. He sat up and rubbed his eyes. He looked at me for a second and then hugged me, almost knocking me off the bed.
"Marluxia." He whispered. The shirt I was wearing started to get wet from his tears. I held him tightly, almost crying myself. He wants me. I looked up at his father. The blonde smiled and walked out. "Don't EVER do that again. I thought you were going to die..."
"I was planning on it. There's nothing else to do without my Zex." I buried my face into his hair. He quickly pulled away. The coldness to my body returned.
"No. If you were to die... I'd kill myself to be with you..."
"Zexion... Please come back to me..."
"No... Not until you're better..."
"Promise to nurse me back to health?" I said with the attitude I knew he loved.
"Of course." He returned to my arms.