Okay, thank you for your support HornyWolf and LightsBright for your support and helping me get on the story again. I kind of lost motivation after I lost one chapter(Like this one better though)because OfficeWord stopped working. Anyways, I'm back on track again and I plan on continuing this story!~TFD
I woke up to a painful feeling in my stomach, I went to roll over to find a more comfortable position to lay in until I felt pain shoot through my legs and lower area. I winced and my eyes shot open remember last night's events. I felt my cheeks burn red; I also felt shame at the thought of the 'Hyuuga Heiress' being tainted by the enemy of my once beloved village. I have definitely betrayed them...
I pulled the blanket up and clamped it to my chest as I felt my heart sting as if it were breaking. I betrayed my childhood crush, also my supposed... boyfriend... I felt my heart flutter at the thought of Naruto and me being together after so many years... Now it's all gone. Tears threatened to fall and I wasn't about to stop them.
I began to sob into the sheet until I felt an arm wrap around my waist. I flinched at the unexpected action, more than likely it was Sasori; the one that took me from my life. Also the one that took my innocence. My fist clinched the bedsheets tighter until I felt a warm slow breathing pattern flowing against my neck. He was still asleep, I often never really liked people breathing down my neck; it always made me nervous. At the moment it didn't seem so bad, it was actually soothing.
No. I can't let him get away with this. I felt my sharp pains... Damn, I forgot to eat last night because of that... distraction... I glared at the arm draped over me as I tried to slide my legs off of the bed. I gripped his wrist and threw it off more aggressively than I had planned; but it worked for me. I heard him shift a little. "Where are you going?" He asked boredly. "None of your business..." I snapped lightly. I felt a hand grab on to my wrist. I tried to rip my arm away from his grip, it didn't do much.
"You may be pissed off or sore or whatever in the Hell..." He yanked me onto the bed and underneath him. "But you will not act like a bitch towards me." he snapped at me. His words hurt me, even though they shouldn't have. I glared up at him despite my hurt feelings; he glared at me as well. "Get off of me..." I mumbled trying to calm my anger.
He rose his hand up as if to slap me; I clinched my eyes shut. I winced as I felt him gently place his hand against my cheek. "Hinata, look at me." His tone of voice was calmed but I could since slight agitation. I looked up at him without hesitation, I've learned already. "If you respect me, I'll do the same for you. I do not want to hurt you..." He muttered in a soothing tone. I felt more tears burn up as my heart fluttered.
No, I don't want this feeling... "S-stop..." I stuttered out. He raised an eyebrow at me. "Just stop, I can't." His expression, he seemed to be thinking. "Can't do what Hinata?" He asked me with his still soothing tone. "I...I can't.. B-be y-yours..." I muttered quietly. He narrowed his eyes at me. "And why not?" He asked curiously, more than angrily. "You... I just... You hurt me... a lot Sasori..." I saw his eyes soften as I used his name.
"How many times must everyone tell you? So many lose what they love on a daily basis. You may be an heiress but that changes nothing; you're still just like everyone else when it all comes down to it." He stated simply. "You th-think I don't know this? I know how to treat others, I'm n-not some spoiled b-brat that lives under h-her father's-" he cut me off by placing his index finger over my lips. "Shh. I know this, you're different Hinata." I moved my head a little trying to keep his hand away from my face.
"I'm just beginning to think that you use all those excuses as reasons to 'hate' me; but you don't. Your little act doesn't faze me, you know just as well as me that this could happen to anyone." His eyes started to hold the same emotion as last night; not again... I need to get away from him. "Sa-Sasori?" I asked mainly for his attention. "Hmmm?" He hummed as he leaned his head against my cheek. "I-I haven't eaten anything for a while n-now..." He leaned up giving me his full attention. "I-I was w-wondering if you c-could get me.. something... maybe?" Sasori narrowed his eyes as if suspicious of something. "Very well then..." He muttered as he sat up off of me and began to get out of the bed. "Stay." He commanded.
He slightly closed the door and I started to feel my stomach twist in pain again. I pulled my knees to my chest and started to hug myself. Was he right? Do I actually not... hate him for everything he has done to me?... my friends...? I sat in silence for about 10 minutes letting all of these questions run through my mind until I heard soft footsteps.
Sasori walked into the room with a tray. It contained rice, fruit, a few vegetables, and a glass filled with tea. He set it on my lap and then sat next to me. "A-aren't you going to g-go and fix one of y-your puppets?" I truly didn't care about this question in particular. I'm just trying to get rid of him... "Nope." I felt my heart sink with hopelessness. "Besides, I wanted to keep you company." He almost purred. This was disturbing me...
I broke my chopsticks apart and then started to pick at my rice. I ate until he broke the long silence, "I got sick of everyone getting all close to you." He admitted, this time it was my turn to raise my eyebrow at his outburst. "I got so pissed off..." He seemed to of mumbled that statement with venom. "You let them all touch you, I had to pry them off of you." He was jealous of Deidara...? "I didn't...Know." I said to him quietly. "I didn't want to force myself on you, but I felt I had to." He admitted almost sadly.
"Well. I don't forgive you!" I snapped at him. He didn't even flinch, why do I even bother with this guy, I can't faze him, I can't change his mind, I certainly can't make him listen. "I don't blame you." He said calmly, he changes his tones and facial expressions so much; it's almost as if none of this ever happens. I kept picking at my rice as another long silence took over. I felt chills run up my spine as I felt my hair being moved around and played in. He was twirling his fingers in my hair and brushing his fingertips against my scalp lightly. It felt relaxing to me, I pretended to ignore his affectionate actions and continued to eat what was on my tray. I finished up my rice and fruit, I had picked through a few of the vegetables that I actually liked. I drank down the rest of my tea savoring its flavor.
"Do you hate me, Hinata?" he finally broke the silence. I pondered the answer to his question and then I sighed in defeat. "No..." I placed the partially empty tray next to me. I felt his fingertips run through my fingers even more gracefully than before, it sent tingles down my body. He moved from my hair and down to my shoulders; this sent even more stings of excitement through my body. He ran his fingers gently over my shoulder blades. I let out a soft whimper. I felt his body shift on the bed as he leaned over to give me a soft and slow kiss on the cheek. "Stop..." I said almost below my breath but just enough for him to hear me. He placed his freehand on my other cheek and pressed me closer against his lips.
It made my heart feel warm even though I didn't want to feel that way for Sasori. "Please..." I begged. "No." He groaned out with his lips still pressed to me. I felt his tongue glide along my cheek; I felt my heart flutter more. He grabbed my chin and turned my face towards him after he finally stopped. He seemed to be studying me. He placed his lips on mine; I felt my entire body heat up. He gripped onto my shoulders and pushed me onto the bed gently; never breaking the kiss. He glided his tongue along my lips asking for entry. I refused to let him in even though I felt a million butterflies brushing against my heart and stomach.
He seemed to growl with impatience and slid his fingers over my sides gently. I still didn't open up for him. He got more rough with the kiss, he was probably bruising my lips right about now. I gasped as I felt him grip my thigh unexpectedly. He took his chance without wasting a second and forced his tongue into my mouth. I tried to suppress the moans of pleasure that threatened to escape my throat. I felt his tongue brushing against mine and not leaving any spots unexplored in my mouth. Eventually, a moan slipped; I felt him smirk against my lips. This made my face heat up at my weakness.
He entangled his fingers into my hair and pulled my head closer to him to deepen the kiss. I kept moaning unable to suppress it anymore. This only made his smirk grow wider, or was it me that was kissing back making his smirk grow? I can't contain myself any longer. I wrapped my tongue around his; he took this as submission and laid down on me; I felt the light pressure of his body resting upon mine as he continued to stroke and kiss me. He soon broke away from me. I was gasping for breath and he was just staring at me with a longing and achieved look in his eyes. I let my bangs fall in my face from embarrassment only for him to reach up and brush them out of my eyes. He held my chin and gave me another firm kiss on the lips.
"There's no way you can hate me." he confirmed with victory. He stood up and went over to his desk carrying on with his work. I sat there feeling a bit confused and embarrassed of what I had allowed him to do. Worst part is, I gave him what he wanted.
~TFD