First, thank you so fucking much! Second, did you watch http://www(dot)youtube(dot)com/watch?v=4_o47Gs6DQ0&feature=player_embedded ?
Friend of mine sent me this and I just couldn't let myself not share this. I laughed so hard…Look at the dance of this guy…Oh My fucking God.
Bad news – my leg is broken. I just slipped on the thick tricky ice and fell on my right leg. Yeah, I act like an idiot sometimes. The leg is fine, healing. But still, it hurts too much. The doctor said to relax – and I'm relaxing – I'm writing. That shit totally get me away from the pain. Because now I have Bella, who is suffering from her bullet. Ha! I'm not the only one who suffers. (Yeah, I always act like an idiot.)
Okay, I know got to be serious.
Good news - It's six in the morning and I am like complete zombie. I can't sleep right now, because all night I think how you guys can be so fucking rad. If I can I would give the whole world. But unfortunately I can't, so I hope new chapter will please you.
Now Bella is awake (yeey, finally. It's kinda hard to write without one of your head characters). What will happen next?
Song: Fall Out Boy – I don't care
11. You are unbelievable
EPOV:
Bella opened her eyes suddenly and took a deep breathed. She groaned quietly.
Ouch. That will hurt.
She halted her breath and exhaled slowly. She blinked for a few seconds and then her eyes roamed around the room. She looked at everyone in the room. And then her eyes landed on me. I couldn't stop that idiotic smile plastered on my face. She smiled back at me through the mask and I squeezed her hand
"I was waiting for you." I whispered and kissed her hand very carefully.
She was awake. I wanted to scream, and shout, and…Fuck! I'm the happiest person in this world.
Emmett broke the silence. "Sis, you okay?" He asked surprisingly quiet for him. She scrunched her eyebrows and whimpered lightly. "Okay, so not it is." Em huffed, "Mind if you…" He looked at me and pointed between Bella and me.
"Sure." I backed away from my place, leaving Bella's hand. Emmett came to my place and left his cell on the bedside table. Bella watched very strange. She looked around the room every few seconds and then her eyes landed on me. She was uncoordinated in the new room. Her eyes were trying to get used to the place.
"Bella, you scared the shit out of us!" Rose whined. Bella winced at the sound. Rose looked at the ground, "Sorry." She sighed, "I'm glad that you are okay." Rose smiled at her. The unbelievable thing for me was that Rose like Bella. She never liked the girls that I hooked up.
I heard a soft knock on the door which was followed by the doctor. She smiled widely, "Hey, Isabella. I'm glad that you woke up." She walked past Emmett, pushing him. She placed her hand on Bella's forehead. "I'm Katherine Stewart, your doctor." She introduced herself to Bella, who nodded slightly, "Can you breathe normal, Bella?" She asked kindly. Bella nodded again. "Then you don't need the mask." She muttered to herself.
Doctor Stewart got off the mask very slowly and carefully, "Okay." Bella stood there, taking small breaths. "I know, honey. It'll hurt for some days. Try not move. After you are signed off, I will give a corset, which will ease the thing a lot. It will keep your body in place." She smiled again. Stewart patted her softly on the head, and sighed. She looked at us.
"Every year we have patients from the Academy. Don't worry about it. Her life was lying on a hair. But now, she is okay. She has a fracture on the fifth and sixth right rib. Her ankle bone too. She'll be walking with crutches for a few weeks." She gave us assuring smile, "I'll leave you now. If you need help, you know how to find me." She nodded lightly, and turned to Bella, "Rest, honey." She smiled and left the room.
"Shit!" Bella stirred lightly, and groaned, "Fuck!" Her voice was husky and dry.
Everybody was watching her right now. She looked around us, "What the fuck are you looking at?" She whispered, which caused her pain. "Fuck!" She mouthed.
"She speaks!" Jazz boomed and gave Emmett a high five.
Bella swallowed. "God, I hope that you would feel my pain some day." She whispered again.
Now I swallowed. The feeling of guilt overtook me again.
"Edward…" Bella whispered and looked at me, "I need to talk to you. Alone." She looked at the others. I nodded.
"Okay, we are leaving!" Emmett announced and turned to wink at me and mouthed "I told you so."
After we were alone, I sat in the chair next to the bed and grabbed her hand. I wasn't enough brave to look at her in the eyes. "I'm sorry." I whispered, unable to say anything more.
"Edward, stop apologizing. This time for what?" She asked in a whisper.
"I shouldn't let you alone there. It was my entire fault." I huffed.
"It was my fault that I didn't listen to you. Plus, Edward, It's not the first time where have been in danger. I should be apologizing to you. I was such a stubborn." She whispered again, "I'm sorry, E." She swallowed, and then winced quietly, "God, the pain is awful!" I looked at her, and she was smiling lightly, changing the subject. "Do you imagine me in a corset and crutches?" She giggled and then winced again in pain.
"Easy, darling." I whispered to her. I smiled to her and squeezed her hand. Her comment about the corset and the crutches made me chuckle, "I would love to see in only crutches and corset."
She smiled, "Thank you for being here." She whispered.
"Thank you for staying alive." I bent over and kissed her forehead.
"Can I ask you for a favor?" She asked. I nodded. "Can you kill Emmett or Jazz if they make one more comment about my condition?" She whispered. And I laughed, "Don't laugh, Edward!" She hissed.
"Okay, okay!" I chuckled one last time and shook my head at her. This is one of the fucking 'aha' moments which you want to say 'I love you', but I just couldn't peel a word of my mouth. I looked at her big brown eyes – warm and happy, how I used to see them mostly of the time. She was smiling up at me. "What?" I smirked.
She whispered, "I am happy that I can see you again."
That warmed up my heart, and heated my blood. These words made me so alive, so strong. "I'm happy that you were strong enough, so that I can see you." I kissed her hand. She took a deep breath.
Ouch. Wrong move.
Bella groaned in pain. I scrunched my eyes and winced. It must be painful.
"I'm okay." She whispered with assuring smile.
That's the time when I heard a loud thud outside of the room. I mean, pretty fucking loud thud. Followed by another one. I looked at Bella who was narrowing her eyes questioningly.
"What is it?" She whispered. I shrugged.
A female shriek took my attention, "Gentlemen! This is a hospital, not some pub!" I heard a growl.
I turned again to Bella, "I'm going to see what's wrong. I'll be back." I said, kissing her forehead.
I opened the door and I'm sure that I looked like a fucking disco queen watching hip hop dance battle.
Emmett and Jasper were giving death glares on the guy from the men's room. His brow was bleeding and his eye was already red. He was watching them with a raw expression, none of them saying a word. Alice and Rose were just standing watching like me.
What the fuck is he doing here? Why he is here?
"Who the fuck are you?" I snarled at him. Now I was ready to fucking kill him. He have no right to be here, whoever is he. He looked at me and smiled. Fucking smiled. And then laughed. I growled, "I asked you a question." I took a step to him. He cleared the blood from his eyebrow with his hand. We never break the eye contact between us. His dark eyes were glaring mine.
"Jacob Black. You must e Edward." He outstretched his hand, but right now I couldn't think for nothing.
Jacob Mother fucking Black. The one who had hurt my girl. The one who dumped her for Tanya the Bitch. Jacob Mother fucking Black.
I didn't think in that moment. I kept thinking that I'm in a hospital and I can't make a scene. Don't make a scene… Don't make scene…
"Edward…Don't! Think about Bella." Rose said in whisper, but I couldn't think rational right now.
I growled and grabbed him by the collar of his black t-shirt. I dragged him through the halls, and I realized that Em and Jazz were behind me, pushing him.
"You ran from us the last time, but today maybe is my lucky day." Emmett laughed, "Right, J?" Jazz laughed, "Move, bitch!" Emmett snarled to fucking Jacob Black and pushed him little too hard.
We reached up the elevators. Don't make a scene… Don't make a scene … That was the mantra in my head. I couldn't wait to get the fuck out of here and fucking kill him.
The elevator was crowded, so I had to remove my hands of the fucking dog. "One wrong move, ass, and I promise you your life will cost nothing." I hissed in his ear. I heard him swallow. "Good boy!" I patted him on the head like dog he is, while Emmett and Jasper couldn't get their idiot grins off of their faces.
BPOV:
If you have a friend who is shot on the same place where I am and tell you that it doesn't hurt, don't believe him! The pain is horrible. Every little movement, every little breath you take is extraordinary painful. But because I am a big girl, just shut my mouth and didn't complain. I am happy that I'm alive.
The pain in the ankle was almost bearable. I was feeling almost alright. I couldn't speak normal, only whisper. The most important thing was that I have the support of my friends, brothers, and… um… boyfriend…
Yep, I said that. And of course, I blushed.
Our relationship was way deeper, definitely. My closest people were beside when I woke up. I was not alone. That gave me enough strength. I realized that I have nothing to dream of. Everything was perfect. I and Edward were okay, my brothers didn't hate him, his sisters like me…
I was in the Academy and had a big case to deal with (well, of course I've been shot, but that is other topic). Tanya was away and there was no signal for danger. I knew she would come back, but now I could hardly care. My first target now was to get complete healthy again. That means no stress at all.
I took a deep breath.
Shit! I should get used to the pain.
I scrunched my eyes. The thought of me in corset and crutches was not welcome. I would look like a fucking robot. I was totally uncoordinated at all, and now would a thousand times harder. But I have to swallow it. Like Kate was telling me: The true woman knows how to swallow…in every possible way. The thought made me chuckle.
And again. Stupid mother fucking pain.
I was curious what was happening outside. I hoped that my brothers were not in a fight again for something stupid. It has been maybe five minutes since Edward left outside to see what was happening.
I began to worry a little when Rose and Alice came very quietly in the room with a shocked face. They are never quiet. That was strange. They forced a smile to me, "You okay, B?"
I rolled my eyes, "Yeah, totally. Girls, what's wrong?" I whispered. They both shrugged. "Don't hide shit from me. Alice?" I asked, and she looked at me with a guilty face, "Rose?" She sighed and sat in the chair beside me.
"Look, Bella…" She looked at my hand. Her hair was sprawled across her face, so I couldn't see it.
"Spit it." I whispered.
She huffed, "Okay, but I'm not sure exactly what happened there." Her eyes roamed across the room, everywhere, except me. What the fuck happened?
"There was a guy who wanted to see you. But when Emmett and Jasper saw him… they went completely mad." She looked at me, "I've never seen Emmett so pissed off." She shook her head.
Alice cleared her throat, "I didn't think that Jazz was able on such aggression." Alice huffed, "Bella, for your condition it will be okay if you don't know who wants to see you." She looked apologetically at me.
"Please, Bella." Rose added, "I'm sure he won't come back now, because, the boys went outside with…him. Listen to us." She took a deep breath.
Damn, I wanted to take a deep breath too, but I couldn't. Because I know that will hurt. Hell, I wanted to shout at them for not telling me who the fuck wants to see me. I was pissed at them. But I gave up, because I knew they wouldn't tell me anything more.
"Okay, B. Tell me how you ended up shot?" Rose sighed. God, I was jealous. I couldn't sigh, I couldn't speak and breathe normal, I couldn't move… And the something snapped in my mind.
I won't be able to have sex.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck!
It will be some long weeks.
I tried not to huff, or do something which will hurt me and concentrated on the question Rose had asked me. "I've been caught." I whispered and Rose stopped me.
"Please, B, if you can speak normal, speak. Stop whispering." She said.
And I glared at her, "No, Rose. I can't talk like a normal human being. If I tell one word like normal being, I feel searing pain. So excuse me fucking much." I hissed. I was unable to make any punctuation at the end of the sentence. I hated that. It will sound much more dramatic.
"Sorry." Rose blushed and furrowed her brows, "So continue."
I nodded lightly, "Well, I don't know who the bastard that gives information to them is. But I think is someone from our unit. Some of them got suspicious when Aro called us." I stopped, "Rose, what happened to the guy who tried to kill me? Did he take off?" I asked. I didn't want revenge, but I'm sure that he is going to try everything to find me and finish up with me.
Rose shook her head, "I heard Edward to tell Emmett that he is murdered." She looked right at my eyes, "See, Bella? My brother is ready to do anything for you." She smiled and squeezed my hand. "But I'm still not happy that he let to go alone there."
I wanted to sigh, but I handled that shit, "It was my fault, Rose. I didn't let him. We fought before the shit happened. He pleaded me, but I refused his help. And I am very sorry about that. Because of my stubbornness, now I am like this." I whispered and looked down at my motionless body.
She looked at my hand again, and her eyes were stuck to Edward's bracelet. She ran her finger through the charms and smiled wickedly. Rose chuckled through her nose, "Should I ask you who gave you this?" She looked at me and I blushed. I shook my head very slowly and lightly. She chuckled again.
"What?" I whispered and furrowed my eyebrows.
She smiled, "Nothing. The bracelet is very beautiful." We smiled.
"Of course, is beautiful." I whispered.
'Mr. Bombastic' started playing from somewhere, and I realized that this was Em's phone. He left it here before he left. Rose and Alice chuckled. I would chuckle too, but I knew it would hurt, so I swallowed again.
Rose picked up the phone without looking at the Caller ID, "Hello!" She sang, still giggling. Then her smiley face disappeared and her mouth was thin line, "Hey, Mr. Cullen."
Holy motherfucking superman in hell!
My Dad.
I scrunched my eyes, "Don't say a shit!" I whispered furiously at Rose. She cleared her throat and continued talking.
"Umm… My name is Rosalie…I'm his girlfriend… Well, Emmett left and forgot his phone… He is okay… Umm… Mr. Cullen… I should know something. Bella is-" I grabbed the phone from her hand. I didn't know from where I took that strength, but I was glad with myself that I was able to do something so dramatic.
I pulled the phone slowly to my ear, while Rose glared at me, "What are you doing?" She hissed at me.
I growled at her, but started talking… well, whispering, "Hi, dad!" I answered with the most cheerful tone I could do.
"Bella, why are you whispering? Are you okay, honey?" Carlisle asked pretty fucking concerned.
"Yeah, Dad. I'm fine. How are you? How is Mom?" I asked, hoping to change that subject.
He sighed, "We miss you, kids. It's not the same without you." Silence. Please, Dad, don't get sappy!
"I know, Dad. We miss you too."
"Bella, why are you whispering?" His voice raise, getting more and more suspicious.
Dad, I am whispering because I was followed by Gorilla Two and I broke my ankle, and I've been shot. The pain is fan-fucking-tastic and I am sorry that I can speak normally to you. I just want you to know that Phil's will probably kidnap me soon, so I want to say 'Bye'.
Well, is that enough clear why I am whispering?
That was not the thing I wanted to say to my Dad. It would be cruel to him and I don't him to freak out about this. I would be fine, but he wouldn't understand. That is why I didn't to tell him.
"Um… Dad, I have to go." I whispered. I wanted to laugh at myself. Where I would go with this ankle and torso?
And of course, because I'm such a fucking lucky charm Em, Jazz, and Edward got in the room. He saw me talking to the phone. And asked Rose who is it, and of course, Rose told him.
"Bella? Are you there?" My Dad asked me. I was totally mute. "Bella?" He was still patient.
I opened my mouth to say something, but Emmett grabbed the phone, "Hey, Pappy! How are things going in the same ol' Forks?" He asked with a big smile plastered on his face. He left the room babbling to my father, and successfully changed the subject.
I turned to Rose, "You would tell, him, wouldn't you?" I asked her and she shrugged. I closed my eyes, "Rose, you don't know my parents. If I tell them, they will fly here in seconds and give me a none-ending speech." I whispered furiously.
She looked down and said nothing. I looked at Edward and he smiled wryly. Then to Jasper. His expression softened when he saw me.
"Bells, I want to talk with you. Alone?" Jasper looked at the others. I nodded lightly, while Alice, Rose and Edward left the room.
I was starting to worry. What the hell happened? What was wrong? I was blind right now. I didn't know what exactly happened. I was incapable to know the truth, because I was stuck to this bed. I have no strength to beg or shout or… Fuck. I was very desperate to know everything.
"Jazz, please tell what happened outside? Who was the man who wanted to see me? And where is he?" I whispered the questions, while he sat on the chair beside me. His hand came to my head, drawing circles on my forehead.
He looked down at the ground. Jazz swallowed. "Sis, I think is the best if you know what happened. I don't want to hide shit from you. I know it will be hard for you to realize it. But we took the problem in our hands…"
"Just tell me." I whispered.
He looked right into my eyes. Blue on brown were gazing at each other.
"Jacob." He whispered.
And that is all I needed to hear. I understood. And I wish I've never wanted to know.
Stupid Bella.
*clearing throat* I know, I know. The end of the chapter is just disgusting. I hated that chapter. Sorry. The leg said his word.
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