So Much Love, too Much Drama
First of all, i jut want to let you know i Love Selena to pieces, so please don't Judge by the way its Written, it just came to me, and i wrote it as the idea's came. i apologize for anything that upsets people in this story. but like i said, this is the way it came to me. please don't judge for the sake of the story. like i said its just a story lol.
second, its not a Bieber Love story like most, its actually a Ryan Butler Love Story lol hope you like it
***There is a Language Warning in this story***
Chapter 11
Tragedy Strikes
Ryan and i must have fallen asleep on the couch, because thats where i woke up about 2am, i went to use the bathroom, woke Ryan and got him into the bedroom and into bed, i crawled in and curled up next to him and went back to sleep. when we woke up the next morning, it was to Justin coming in and jumping on us, and slapping Ryan in the face, he's a heavier sleeper than i am. "c'mon guys time to get up" he said "we're leaving in like an hour" he said. i got up and headed strait for the shower. i just put my joggers and Ryan's hoodie on, as usual when we were traveling because it was always too early for jeans. "babe, i really wish you'd stop doing this to me" Ryan said as he walked by me winking, i knew exactly what he meant too, it always drove him crazy when i wore his sweats and sweater i thought to myself. "Sam, its good that Ryan is taking a shower, i needed to talk to you for a min alone, about something i would like your opnion on" Justin said as soon as he herd Ryan in the shower "what is it J" i asked "well see theres a girl from back home that i really like, and she was here last night with the class, but i don't know if i should do anything because of Selena, she might get Jealous and start shit with her" he said, "well do i know her well" i asked "yes, actually you and her used to be inseparable until you started coming on tour with me a few years ago." he explained "well tell me who it is and ill tell you if she can handle herself or not" i told him, he seemed kinda hesitant at first "Shelly" he told me.
We had known Shelly all our lives, she was one of my best friends, we lost touch a while ago when i started going on tour with Justin, "Justin, You and i both know, Shelly can handle herself in situations like this, she is very strong willed, and i say you should go for it, i mean Rabia, Gal would love this idea, we're going home for a week or so aren't we?" i said. "yeah i suppose you're right" he replied back. "oh and Congrats Lil sis, i know you didn't see this coming until at least graduation, But i knew, i see the way he looks at you, the way he protects you, and i see the way you are with him, its like you were made for each other." he told me i really didn't know what to say, so i just hugged him instead. Ryan came out of the shower, and i went over and gave him a big hug and kiss. "thank you babe, for everything" i said and walked into the room to put on my make up. "what was that for" i herd him ask Justin "oh i just told her that i see the way you guys are with each other and that you are a perfect for each other" Justin replied "man you seriously gotta stop doing that" Ryan said with a chuckle "every time you get mushy and tell her something like that she gets all emotional and whatnot, then we end up having a huge discussion about our lives and future" he joked "in all seriousness though man, thanks for everything you've done for us." he said "man, its no problem at all, gotta see my lil sis and my bro are happy" Justin said "i have to go finish packing and mom wants to see me" he said, just then my phone started ringing.
"is this Samantha?" the voice on the other end said "yes this is she" i replied "this is Corporal Dixon From Sergent Evans Battalion" he said, something in the pit of my stomach dropped, my knees got weak and i fell to the floor, both Ryan and Justin bolted to where i was "yes" was all i could say "i'm sorry to have to tell you this over the phone, but your brother, Sergent David Evans, has been in a fatal accident" the phone dropped out of my hand, and i blacked out.
When i woke up, Ryan was cradling me in his arms, with a similar look in his eyes like when i was in the hospital, and Justin was on the phone with Scooter i assumed, probably getting the tour pushed ahead, he and David were close before David got ported to Iraq. "how are you sweetie" Pattie was sitting in front of us "did that phone call really just happen?" i asked she just nodded her head. i was in tears faster than you can say Love, and Ryan was right there to help me through it, i love my brother so much, i just can't believe he is gone, i was talking to him just yesterday. "Ryan how am i going to tell dad...and Kristin" i sobbed into his chest "its alright babe, shh, we will figure out something" he said and held me. Kristin came running into the room with Marla, i looked up and started crying even more. "Whats Wrong Sam" Kristin asked. Everyone except for Ryan and Justin left so i could talk to her, i couldn't do it alone, i needed my best friend and my boyfriend."Kristin" i sobbed "i just got a call from David's Platoon Leader" i could see her eyes get teary, she is a smart girl, she knew exactly what was coming next "David was Killed in the line of action last night" i started crying again, this time i had Kristin crying with me, Ryan holding me and i was holding on to her. we were leaving in an hour, but we were flying strait to Stratford. Dad was waiting for us at the airport, Ryan had his arm wrapped around me, and i was burred in his chest one had clinging to him the other was holding on to Kristin.
"Dad" we both said as we reached him, he didn't say anything he just took us into a hug, i was still holding on to Ryan's hand at this point. "Daddy they called me like 4 hours ago how did you find out so fast?" i asked sobbing "they called me first, and i didn't know how to get a hold of you, so they got your number." he replied "he is being taken in tonight and the funeral is tomorrow" he said. i squeezed Ryan's hand tighter and collapsed into his arms, while Kristin stayed in Dad's arms, i guessed she didn't want Dad to know about Jaden just yet. so i kept my mouth shut and walked with Ryan, "Dad, if you don't mind i'm going to stay with Ryan because i don't want to be alone." i said "yeah sure hunnie, whatever you need, you're always there anyway" he said and kissed my forehead and took Kristin Home. Ryan and i walked back to his place since it was just down the road, Justin and Jaden walked as well, Kenny and Pattie followed in the SUV just to be sure nothing happened. Ryan and i got back to his place, we got dressed and i just climbed onto the couch curled up and went back to sleep until it was time to get ready for the wake. "babe" Ryan was shaking me gently, i must have started to cry in my sleep because i woke up with tears in my eyes. "shh its alright Sam" Ryan said pulling me into a tight hug, i got up, got dressed, i put on my black dress pants that i loved and a grey blouse and a pair of black heals that i had. Ryan put on his black suit and came with me, Justin and Jaden tagged along as well.
"i'm so sorry for your loss" i herd "very sorry""sorry""he was a very good person" all these people i didn't know where hugging me and shaking my hand for my brother. i had a blank face, i was trying to think about everything else to destract me from crying and ruining my makeup. Ryan stood beside me with his arm around my waste, knowing that made me feel a bit better. after the wake Ryan, Justin, Kristin, Jaden, Dad and i all went to Macdonald's for something to eat we were sitting there and Kristin decided to try to lighten the mood a bit "Dad, i have something i need to tell you" she said "what is it boo?" dad said, "i'm Daiting Jaden dad, i just wanted you to know" she said and went over and took Jaden's hand and sat by him. "oh well, thats nice hunnie, im very happy for you" dad said with a smile. i figured now was as good a time as any to tell dad our good news, so i took Ryan's hand, and pulled dad off to the side. "Daddy, we have something WE need to tell you" i looked at my dad, he looked from me, to Ryan, to my belly, he thought i was pregnant. "you're pregnant?, am i about to be a grandfather?" he asked "no dad, we aren't pregnant, but we are engaged" i said and showed him the ring, he looked relieved that i wasn't pregnant and a little happy that Ryan and i were getting married, but i couldn't tell what his response was going to be. "well, it's about damn time" he said smiling "actually i expected this for some time now." he said hugging me and shaking Ryan's hand, "Welcome to the family son" he said
well that went better than i thought it would, i thought to myself trying not to think about tomorrow. Justin and Jaden said goodbye, i swear i thought i seen Jaden kiss Kristin goodnight but i couldn't be sure, i was seeing alot of different things because of the mental state i was in. Ryan and i went back home, and when i say home, i mean Ryan's house, i'd practacly lived there every time we were home, we went to bed because we had a long day the next day. we went to the funeral, i barely held it together for that, i was really happy that my dad approved of Ryan and I, i was so scared of what he would say, i knew dad liked Ryan but i didn't really know what his reaction would one really did anything after the funeral, the day went bye really slowly and by the time it was time for bed, Ryan and i both crashed with our clothes still on, sitting on the couch. i woke up the next day still on the couch with Ryan, my head was in his lap, he was watching the news, it was just going to commercial when they were announcing the upcoming stories something about saving animals, something about a drug bust up the street from where we lived. "a Benefit concert for the soldiers at war," that rose a red flag because Justin, was just the type to do something like that, but i didn't want to confront him until i knew for sure. Sure enough, when it came time for that story, Justin was putting on the concert. "Justin Bieber has just announced a Benefit concert for all the soldiers that have died and are still fighting for our country, he has moved his tour dates to make room for this concert, as one of his close friend's brother was just flown home. Sergent David Evans a local soldier was killed in the field." the reporter said. and it didn't take me long to get up change my clothes into my sweats, or should i say Ryan's, and headed for the door.