Lucas's POV

Brooke didn't come home last night. I stayed up most the night and she never came home, then when I went into her room this morning her bed was still made. I know it wasn't because she woke up early and made it because Brooke doesn't make beds and when I asked Mary our maid if she made it up she said no.

I can't believe she slept with Felix last night, not after the talk we had even if she doesn't remember it. I can't believe she is so gone that she doesn't remember any of it. The thought of her and Felix makes me sick, him touching and holding her, I wonder if he does it like I do it. I wonder if he even knows the things she likes but I know that's impossible.

Sitting on the couch I hear the front door close and I also hear her tip toe around towards the stairs, trying to avoid me. "You stay with Felix last night?" I question and turn to see her stop dead in her tracks turning to look at me.

"And if I did?" she asks crossing her arms over her chest, and I shrug standing up walking over to her.

"Just wondering how it was?" I say innocently, "I just want to know if it was better than three minutes." I shrug, "Just want to know you enjoyed yourself." I smile as she leans up against the wall and I move close to her and I place my hand above her shoulder letting it run down the wall behind her.

"Last night was fine." She tells me and though she will lie and say she didn't I notice her casting a glance at me lips clearly wanting to kiss me.

"So it was good…" I whisper but she doesn't say anything as I run my hand slowly up her leg, "He knew where to touch you?" I question taking my hand running my finger tips up the back of her thighs and grabbing on to her ass making her push her body into me some, "He knew that you love being kissed right here…" I whisper kissing her neck, making the first form of connect with an actually kiss between us and maybe I am doing this to drive her crazy but I also know a part of this is for me, a part of this is because I feel myself begging to touch her and I can't help it anymore. And then another part is because I think maybe this will get her to admit she loved me at one point, that she missed all this and missed me touching her. "Did he know that if he bits right here…" I pulled back running my thumb across the spot just along her collar bone, "that your whole body gets a spasm of want?" I asked looking at her for a second then leaning down and kissing that spot a few seconds before slowly biting down on the red spot.

"Uhh huh…" I hear her gasp out and I just start sucking a little harder on her neck. "Lucas…" she lets out in a small moan and hearing that makes me want her more than anything right now. She slowly runs her hands through my hair and I am having trouble controlling myself.

"Did he know any of this Brooke?" I question pulling off her neck and she just looks at me not sure what's happening when I am not sure what is happening, I don't know what I am doing anymore. And as soon as I push my lips again hers and hold on to both her cheeks pulling her closer and kissing her harder I know I am in trouble. I feel her part her lips as I push my tongue inside it and I feel her place her small hands on my sides pulling my body into hers.

This is a game, this is a game. I keep telling myself but as soon as I feel her moan some in my mouth I start to wonder if this is a game.

Brooke's POV

He is kissing me, he is kissing me hard and passionate and I never realized how much I missed this until now. I know this is just him toying with me and I know he wonders how much of last night I remember and the truth is all of it, I remember the whole talk but there is no way in hell I will let him know that.

I feel him wrap his arms tight around my body as we stumble back over to the couch and slowly I am starting to wonder if he is toying with me because if he was I feel as he would have stopped by now.

Why haven't we stopped by now?

We fall onto the couch and he is laying on top of me. He is still kissing me and his hand is now playing with my jeans trying to unbutton them and unzip them. I quickly run my hands down his chest and fiddling with his belt then pulling it off. He moves back to my neck sucking again hard as his hand runs underneath my shirt and I know he wants it off and right now I want it off. I want it off bad because I am now wanting him, wanting all of him and if he is playing with me honestly right now I don't care, because I need him, my body needs him.

Lucas pulls off my neck and I quickly pull his shirt over his head and as I do it he looks at me and smiles. I don't know what the smile was but he does and I bit my bottom lip nervously, as he leans back down kissing me. He lifts my shirt kissing down my stomach and lips feel so good on my body it feels so great to feel this feeling again.

He goes to take off my shirt and the only thing I can think is that we are in the living room, but I don't stop him. I just let it fall joining his and his belt. And I am hoping soon his pants as I start to undo his jeans and unzipping them, then grabbing back onto his face bring him back kissing me.

General POV

They didn't know what they were doing. They didn't know why all of a sudden they were half naked on the couch begging for each other but they were and neither knew what to think of it; neither knew what the other was thinking just knowing that they both wanted one thing;

Each other.

"Lucas…" Brooke breathed out heavily trying to slow down her heart and slow down her mind from racing. "Lucas…" Brooke said again. If they wanted to do this, if they wanted to be together like this then they sure as hell can't be doing it on the couch, not with people around.

"What?" Lucas mumbled into her neck then moving back to kiss her and Brooke stayed quiet a few minutes just loving kissing him.

"Lucas we have to stop." Brooke mumbled in their kiss and quickly regretted it since Lucas jumped back from her.

"Oh shit." Lucas freaked jumping off the couch and fixing his pants. "Shit what am I doing?! Shit shit shit!" he kept repeating to himself, "I'm sorry I… I went too far, we went too far." He said and Brooke's heart broke some thinking this was just about their game. It was just for fun and that it really didn't mean anything to him. She was now cursing herself for thinking different.

"Oh my god…" Brooke whispered to herself pulling her shirt closer to her body, "I can't believe I am so stupid."

"What?" Lucas asked confused to what she was talking about, what she was stupid about, but Brooke just ignored him getting off the couch and taking off to the stairs. "Brooke…" Lucas called grabbing her arm but Brooke just yanked away from him.

"Don't touch me!" she snapped "God just don't touch me." she whispered to herself as she started up the stairs.

"Brooke I'm sorry!" Lucas called following her, "Brooke!"

"I wasn't playing Lucas!" she yelled spinning to face him and completely catching Lucas off guard. Truth was it caught her off guard she didn't mean to say it even if it was true. She wasn't playing for a few moments she just thought he wanted her. That he wanted to be with her and they weren't doing this because of the game they have been doing the past few weeks.

"W-what?" Lucas said not thinking she was serious not expecting her to actually tell him that.

"I thought…I thought that…" she trailed off running her hand through her hair trying to calm everything.

"You thought what?" Lucas asks taking a couple steps up the stairs moving towards her.

"I thought you were being serious Lucas. But clearly it is nothing; it is nothing but a damn game to you. And you know what I am tired of playing it. I am tired of it and…and I'm done." Brooke said throwing her hand in the air, "I'm just done. Just…just leave me alone." Brooke finished walking into her room and slamming the door falling on her bed and cursing herself for letting tears fall.

Lucas stood frozen on the stairs. She wasn't playing just then. She was being serious and really wanting him, then why did she say stop? Why did she tell him they couldn't be doing that?

"Mr. Scott I will be leaving now." Mary the maid told him walking into the living room as Lucas still stood still on the stairs.

"Yeah that's fine." Lucas waved at her and thanked everything she hadn't walked in a few moments ago because him and Brooke being caught on the sofa together would drive their parents crazy. "Jackass!" he cursed slamming his hand into his forehead, "We were on the couch. She stopped us because we were on the couch. Damn it."

Lucas's POV

I can't be at home right now. I can't be around Brooke because I don't know what just happened. I mean I know what I just did, what we just did but I don't know what we were thinking. I don't know what Brooke was thinking and I can't get the look on her face out of my head.

She looked hurt all over again and against it was my fault. Again I caused her pain because at first what started out as a game turned into something else. When I walked over to her I didn't mean to take it that far. I was just going to rub my hands on her maybe kiss her neck some just like we have done since she had been back but we messed up.

We didn't stop.

As soon as my hands started to touch her I felt her heart racing, as soon as my lips touched her neck she moaned but then when I was looking at her. When my face was in front of hers I couldn't help it, a quick glance at her perfect lips and I was gone, caught in the moment.

I never planned on kissing her lips because I knew how that would lead to trouble. I knew that as soon as I felt her lips against mine for the first time in over a year I was a goner. They still felt so soft and smooth, they still tasted the same and they still made me want more of her. Just her kiss sent me over the edge and I think that's what happened. I think everything I was doing and then the kiss just messed it up.

I wish I could go back and not have been so stupid. Yet I will not lie I wanted her, I wanted her bad and knowing she wanted me too makes me feel real good. When she said that all I wanted to do was take her upstairs to one of our rooms and be with her, but I didn't, I couldn't because for about the millionth time since I have known Brooke I messed up again.

I just need to get away I need to think about it all so I do what I always do. I go to the River Court and try not to think about how awkward going home is going to be.

Brooke's POV

I don't know what we were doing. I mean I know what he was doing he was playing his game, me on the other hand let myself believe it was something more. Why? I don't know. I don't know why I thought it and felt the way I felt but I guess after last night, after talking to him I couldn't stop thinking about him and when he kissed me I will admit I felt some feelings for him come back.

I think it was just a little lust nothing more but what if it was. What if it was something more than just lust for him and if that is the case what?

I knew he was just trying to get a rise out of me when he walked over and started touching me but then he kissed me. It was a real kiss and intense kiss and god I missed those kisses. I missed feeling him like that and wanting him like that. I missed him.

I can't believe I told him the truth. I can't believe last night I told him what I told him and I can't believe that I told him I wasn't playing anymore. I can't believe I did any of that and I can't believe that I cried over him again and that sitting here on my bed I am thinking about him so damn much.

I heard the front door shut; well more like slam so I know he isn't here which I am glad about. What I am pissed about is this really red mark I have on my neck. Damn him.

Someone might see this and someone might ask about it and I just don't want to talk about it, I don't want to lie about it but right now no one seems to know a thing about mine and Lucas's past which is a plus but kind of hurts some.

He and Haley are close, they are best friends and I think it just hurts knowing he didn't talk about me to her. Tell her about me even if I was across the country. I talked about him to Sarah, I talked about what I felt and all of it but he didn't even mention me to Haley.

Maybe it was easier that way; he just came here and started new. I guess I get that I mean our past in not the best but I just wish he did because if he did then maybe that would prove he missed me or something.

I don't know my mind is just going everywhere and I am just thinking, thinking about him too much.

Lucas's POV

I have been at the River Court for about an hour playing basketball and even that can't take my mind off Brooke. About everything that happened and how I don't know what I should say to her when I see her if I should say anything.

I kind of just don't want to think about it, about her but then I see someone walking over to me and I know with him around me isn't going to stop my Brooke thinking.

"Well well if it isn't Lucas Scott." He smirks and I already want to hit him.

"What do you want Felix?!" I snap already annoyed as I take a shot.

"Nothing just saying hi." He shrugs walking over and picking up the ball and tossing it from one hand to the other.

"Yeah well now you can go away." I scuff grabbing my ball and taking another shot and getting the ball again before he took it.

"Oh Scott why are you never happy to see me?" he laughed and I just roll my eyes.

"Shouldn't you be off getting someone completely drunk just so you have a chance of them sleeping with you." I hiss trying not to sound mad that he was with Brooke last night but just the way he did it. That is what angered me the most, shoving drinks down her throat and so maybe he didn't force her or anything but it didn't matter that was Brooke. My Brooke and the thought of him with her just made me want to kick his ass.

"Are you talking about Brooke?" he smirks but I don't say anything just take another shot, "Oh you are. Are you jealous? Are you pissed she didn't want you but wanted me?" he grins arrogantly and you know I kind of want to knock that grin off his face but I don't, I don't say anything about our past.

"You don't know nothing about me and Brooke." I settle on still having yet to look at him just continuing my game.

"Right…" he says walking around the court "You know you think your all bad and tough but you aren't. I hate to break it to you but not all the girls want you sorry ass, and Brooke definitely doesn't." he shrugs and at that I can't help but laugh.

"Yeah that's why my tongue was just down her throat." I mumble more to myself taking another shot.

"What you say?" he asks.

"Oh nothing…" I lie taking one last shot then placing the ball under my arm turning to look at him, "Now what were you saying? Oh yeah I couldn't get Brooke." I laugh shaking my head and walking over to the bench taking a sip of my water.

"Yeah I guess I get that you would be jealous. I mean she is hot real hot and those tight little clothes she wears." He starts saying and ok that is starting to piss me off. "Like last night those jeans fit her so well and when she was all over me, she smelled so good. Tasted even better." He smirks and that's it I'm done.

"Look you son of a bitch!" I snap grabbing him by the collar and slamming him up against dumpster behind him, "You better stay the hell away from her you hear me!"

"Ooh you are jealous, you want some of Brooke Davis." He smirks again.

"I don't want anything because I will tell you right now if I wanted Brooke I would have her." and maybe part of that is a lie I don't think I could actually have her back but after what just happened back at the house I don't even know, I'm not so sure I couldn't.

"Right that's why she was with me most of last night." He smiles and then I wonder what does he mean most of last night? After they hooked up where the hell did she go? Where did she stay last night?

"Yeah that's why she looked so disgusted this morning because I am sure that once she was all sobered up the thought of actually having sex with you made her sick." I snap.

"Well then it wasn't me she was sick from because we didn't have sex. She left with Haley." He tells me and I let go of him and confused to why she lied to me yet again about sleeping with someone she hadn't, "But don't worry we have a date tonight and in the morning believe me her face will be anything but disgusted." He smirks, "See yeah later Scott oh and tell Brooke I said hi and I will see her tonight." He winks walking away and again I am confused and pissed off and it's all because of Brooke Davis.

General POV

Brooke sat on her bed painting her toe nails as some soap played on the TV. She wasn't really paying attention to the show since right now the girl was crying, begging for some guy who cheated on her to take her back. Saying how sorry she was and how she messed up.

"Pull it together." Brooke says to her TV and turning it off, then continuing her nails. Then heard the front door slam and rolled her eyes since she knew who it was. Yet what surprised her was when she heard loud footsteps coming up the stairs and then down her hall.

"What the hell is your problem!?" Lucas snapped slinging open the door to look at her and she just looks at him confused, not sure why he is in her room yelling when earlier he was the one who messed up not her.

"Excuse me?" Brooke asks spinning the top back on her nail polish and looking at him.

"Do you just take pleasure in lying to me or something!?" Lucas again yells.

"Trust me Lucas nothing about you gives me pleasure." Brooke says in an annoyed tone getting off her bed and putting her nail polish in her night stand before turning to look at him.

"Well that is an argument for another time because a little over an hour ago proved you wrong on that." he argues and see she is about to protest but he just holds his hand up to stop her "Don't, don't even say it ok."

"Well since this little talk is so enjoyable I think it would be great now if you get the hell out of my room!" Brooke snaps.

"No I deserve to know why you insist on lying to me all the damn time!"

"What the hell did I lie about?!"

"I don't know why you claim to have sex with people you don't!" Lucas says and Brooke kind of pauses not expecting that one.

"What?"

"Yeah you know how you had sex with Felix even though that didn't happen."

"I never said I had sex with him." Brooke tries to defend and it's true the words I had sex with Felix never came out of her mouth, even if she let him believe it.

"Oh come on Brooke you made me believe it. We both know you wanted me to think you had sex with him. Just like you wanted me to believe you had sex with Jason which you also didn't." Lucas tells her and watches as her face falls and eye widen, "Oh you didn't think I knew that, I do know and I also know that you are just full of shit!"

"I am not full of shit!" Brooke argues, "Whatever I do is none of your damn business Lucas!"

"Even Jason?" Lucas sighed in a lower tone, a calmer tone and a sad tone. In a voice that made Brooke hurt, and made her feel so bad for it all.

"I tried telling you." Was all she could come up with.

"Yeah after you let me believe forever it actually happened. You said you deserved to know about me leaving I deserved to know that you never slept with him." He argued and Brooke shook her head annoyed with that answer.

"You didn't deserve to know that. My life was complete hell Lucas and you knew that and you left! Me sleeping or not sleeping with Jason had nothing to do with that. It had nothing to do with any of it because we were broken up."

"Yeah kind of like when I slept with Brittany because we were broken up." He told her stressing that they were, if she thought it was ok since they weren't together that he didn't deserve to know then she shouldn't be mad that he slept with someone else.

"We were barely broken up!" Brooke snapped.

"Doesn't matter! Doesn't matter if it was a week or a damn month we were done. We were broken up and you had pushed me as far away from you as possible. You hadn't spoken to me for months so when I decided to leave when I decide to move you didn't deserve to know!"

"I deserved to know." Brooke sighed sitting on her bed and playing with her fingers trying not to let herself cry over Lucas again.

"Yeah well then so did I." Lucas like Brooke sighed, "We both messed up Brooke. We both made mistakes we can't take back, but it's in our past. It is not here anymore it was left in California so why don't we just leave it there, leave it in California leave it in the past. Because I am just as tired of all this as you are." Lucas told her "It's all done."

"Just like us." Brooke said but this time it wasn't mean or to hurt him just that she was stating what needed to be stated.

"I guess so." Lucas agreed as they both stayed quiet. Both didn't move or say anything because coming to the realization they just came too killed them both a little, even if they didn't want to admit it.

"I umm…" Brooke said getting off her bed and breaking the long silence that filled the room, "I need to take a shower so if you don't mind." Brooke asked.

"Yeah…" Lucas sighed staring at her a few more seconds before turning to walk out, "Brooke…" he called and Brooke closed her eyes tight with her back facing him, "I am sorry. For all of it." He apologizes and Brooke nods.

"Yeah…" Brooke said brushing a piece of hair behind her ear nodding still not turning to look at him, "Umm...me too." She choked out holding her composer until she heard her door close, placing her hand over her mouth and letting out a small sob.

Walking over to her night stand she pulled out an old photo, one of just her and Lucas where they didn't even know the shot was being taken. She was standing there looking up at him as his arms where tight around her waist smiling down at her. Sarah snapped it and though it wasn't posed for or planned it was one of her favorite pictures of them only because the look they gave each other; a look that proved they cared a lot.

That to the outside world, to all the people walking around the boy holding the girl were completely happy and completely in love. Yet the sad part is that about two weeks later they were done and that look on her face hasn't been there since.

Taking the photo Brooke slowly dropped it in her trash because it is true, Lucas is right, it's all the past. "We are the past."

Please Review :) and also the reason behind their whole break up is coming up so be prepared!!!! Haha

Try not to hate Lucas even though I know its kind of hard with the story so far but he was hurt bad too...some stuff happened and it will all be explained I think next chapter.

This chapter I want to say is for my girl Diane who is just so amazing!!! Thanks!!

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