I cannot thank all of you enough for your patience with me. I know how much some of you LOVE this story. Thank you so much for waiting. I'm getting my flow back in this fanfic. So, let's see what happens next for our favorite little Snowflake.
TW: verbal abuse
Chapter 11-Surge (Nassiri, Kiri, Elsa)
Her crimson lips parted in a scowl as she growled. Damn that Astra! Now she was trapped in this….whatever it was without any foreseeable way out. And why hadn't Elsa died when she made her fall? She was supposed to be dead! She paced back and forth, her wings unfolding and folding with her agitation. How would she get out? If she did get out, the first thing she would do was force control over Elsa and put a knife through her throat. Yeah, it'd kill her too but that was a price she was willing to pay to be free of the little Snowfreak. But first Nassiri had to figure out how to escape this hell. Her pacing picked up in speed, her wings kept folding and unfolding. What fresh hell was this anyway? How could she get out? She had easily escaped the cell by ramming the door enough times. But here, there were no doors, no windows, no anything anywhere. She growled, tossing her hands up in the air. "You damn Snowfreak! Fucking Astra! I'll make you both pay for this! You can't keep me confined! You're just mere mortals and I'm a god damn Goddess!"
Kiri got back to Elsa's room with Diane's help. "Thanks, Diane."
"I should be thanking you. I have no idea what you did, but you saved my daughter. And I just want you to know that I think of you as a daughter as well."
That was surprisingly heart warming. "I, I don't know what to say."
"Don't worry about it. You just keep everyone safe. If there's anything I can do to help, let me know." Diane helped Kiri to the bed and put the blanket over her. "Get some rest. It's been quite a day for you, all of you."
Kiri nodded as Diane left the room. "This just got a whole lot harder."
"Don't worry, Kiri. You aren't alone. We're here with you." That was Anna being optimistic.
"Anna, did you take your medication today?"
"Uh, let's see…..I don't recall? So maybe nope."
Kiri groaned. "Take control temporarily and take your medicine. You know what happens if you don't."
"Yikes, yeah let me just slip in here real quick."
Kiri was feeling a little proud. Anna was getting better at taking control when she needed to. Anna took her medicine and skipped, forgetting that Elsa was injured. "Whoopsie, my bad!"
"Just get back to the bed. Elsa's body needs rest if her injuries will heal."
'For now, let's keep things calm for everyone. I don't know how long Nassiri will be trapped in the void.'
"Please tell me you did not just sound unsure of yourself, Astra."
'Apologies but it's the truth. I don't know how long it'll be until we have to fight her again. I think the only way to destroy Nassiri is for Elsa to accept that hatred in herself.'
"Give Elsa a break. She's got enough to handle without accepting that she has a malicious side."
'True, but we can't always shield her form herself. At some point, she will have to accept everything in her life. Even us. I have a feeling she is starting to deny that we even exist because it's causing so much problems for her.'
"Oh boy," Kiri groaned. "Well, all we can do is guide her."
'I know. I'll do my best to protect her. I'll keep patrol of the void to make sure Nassiri stays trapped. Everyday I'll check in at night. Should I miss a check in, assume she escaped and I'm on her trail.'
"Alright, you do that." Kiri sighed and closed her eyes. What time was it anyway? The clock was knocked over so she couldn't tell. And the window curtains being drawn didn't help, either. "Oh well, time is a commodity right now."
Elsa didn't know where she was. It was dark and cold, so very cold. Why was she here? What had happened that brought her here? Elsa thought hard and remembered how her body had moved on its own, a menacing woman's voice telling her to die. "No, no, no, that's not what happened! No one controls my body but me! I wasn't hearing voices! That would mean that I've gone crazy. I'm not crazy, I'm sane, I'm normal."
Yet the echoes of that woman's voice remained. They repeated horrible things like "You don't deserve to live," "Your powers make you a freak," "You're worthless," "Just die already, no one would miss you."
Elsa covered her head and curled in a ball. "No, I'm not worthless. My mom loves me, my dad loves me. I'm wanted." She started crying, heading down a deep spiral of depression and denial. Elsa looked up to see snowflakes falling from nowhere. "What? What is this?" She scrambled back, scared of what was going on. Elsa could see her breath and the snow kept falling, getting thicker. Was she in some sort of midnight snowstorm? "Why is it snowing? I don't like this!" Elsa stood and ran, trying to escape the snow storm. But it did no good. The snow only worsened and followed her. "Why is this happening to me?! What have I done wrong?" Elsa kept running and running, but only ran into entirely different scenery. "What? Where am I now?" She looked around, confused. It was her dad's basement, wasn't it?
She paused and watched as her father walked in, pulling her in by her hair. "Daddy, please! I don't know how it happened! Please! Don't! Not again!"
Baffled yet unable to look away, Elsa watched the strange scene play out.
Her father strapped her to a table and walked behind a wall. Her mom ran in and begged her dad not to do whatever he planned to do. Her mom was pushed back and a switch was flipped. A flash and shrill scream drew Elsa's eyes back to her other self. Was this real? Was it a nightmare? Elsa felt the jolt of electricity and shrieked herself, crumbling to her knees. "No, no it's not real! My daddy would never do anything like that to me!" Tears streamed down her face. Another flash and shrill scream made Elsa jolt and echo the cry. "He would never do that to me, never! He loves me!" Once again the snow started falling. It was falling fast and soon there was a thin layer of it at Elsa's feet. "This is just a nightmare. I need to wake up!"
Nassiri heard screaming and snarled. "Screaming, and I'm not the reason for it! Where the hell is that little brat?! I'll search every inch of this god forsaken shit stain until I find that little freak!" Nassiri began running around in every direction. Her feathers were a lighter black so she left a few as markers. 'You'd better hope you die of fright before I reach you, Elsa. Otherwise my claws will be the ones to shred you!" Nassiri heard the screams and denial. "Deny us all you want, that'll just make my victory sweeter." She kept tracking the screams down until she hit something invisible. But it was see through. On the other side, she saw Elsa slowly getting buried in her own snow. "You little bitch! If I ever get through whatever the hell this is, I'll fucking murder you!"
Elsa looked up and around, she obviously heard Nassiri. "What? Who are you? What did I do to you? LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"Cry all you want you pathetic runt, but I will tear you to shreds. I am a Goddess and deserve freedom from the likes of a little freak like you!"
"STAY AWAY FROM ME!" An ice blast spiraled from Elsa, making icicles on everything it touched. "I didn't ask for this!"
While it wasn't the same as physical abuse, Nassiri could always twist the freak's emotions and cause her to be buried in her own snow. "You have no idea what kind of freak you are. Do you see that snow? It's your fault. You were born into a cursed family of rejects! No one loves you! And everything you're seeing, it actually did happen! Your father thought torture would cure you! Your own father put you, a little child, through horrible things! If you thought he loved you, think again!"
"My father does love me, he does!" Another ice blast. Frost was covering whatever invisible thing was between them.
Perhaps if Nassiri could get it iced enough, she could break it. Nassiri grinned sadistically, a new plan in hand. And this time, no one knew about it.
Ahhh! It's been so long since I updated this fic with an actual chapter! It will take me a minute to remember where I was going with it but I will write my way through it. Thanks again for your patience with me. I hope you enjoyed this chapter!
