Kitana's POV-
"You've got to tell her how you feel Kat. This can't keep going on." I looked up at Lacey who had a somewhat concerned look on her face.
"No. That would complicate things more then they already are. I'm fine Lace." I told her. She however threw her hands up into the air clearly exasperated with the whole situation. I was too but nothing could be done. I'd get through this. Without having to tell her anything.
"You don't get it Kat. You said you'd be okay after two broke up. That was almost a year ago and you've totally not gotten over it. In fact I think you've gotten decididley worse." She sat down on the couch next me and grabbed my hand interlocking our fingers together. I bit my lip trying to keep it all in check. Don't cry your eyeliner will run and then you'll look like Frankenstein's wife. Is that what you want? I thought to myself. Maybe Lacey was right but even if that was true I still wasn't gunna say a damn thing. I didn't see the point especially when I could and probably would end up hurt all over again. The pain was still fresh from the first time.
"Kat..." Lacey said softly to me.
"I tried Lace- I really did. Tried so fuckin hard to get over her but... I can't. I don't know what to do and it drives me crazy! Why can't I let her go? Why does she have this hold on me?" My walls were starting to fall and I wasn't sure if I would be able to get them back up again if they did. Lacey pulled me into her arms and I layed my head on her chest the sound of her heartbeat comforting me somehow.
"I don't know Kat... I really don't know." We stayed like that for awhile me trying to stay in one piece and Lacey just holding me while I did that. The door opened and I had to look away. Now was not a good time for this! Angelina stopped when she saw me and Lacey on the couch and her eyes widened slightly. Before I could register what was going on Angelina was infront of us and she looked... well I wasn't sure exactly what. She looked pissed off but why I had no fuckin clue and then there was another emotion. Hurt maybe?
"What the hell is this Lacey?! How- when- How could you after everything?" Angelina exclaimed glaring at Lacey who looked slightly surprised and confused.
"What are you talkin bout Ang? Do what?"
"After everything that happened after I told you how I felt you go and get with her?" Realization dawned on Lacey and she stood up to face Angelina pulling me up with her. We were still holding hands. I saw Angelina's gaze flick down to our hands before going back up to Lacey.
"You've got this all wrong-" Lacey started.
"Oh have I?" Angelina snapped. "Cuz from where I'm standing it looks like I'm right." My mouth opened slightly. She was jealous. I forgot how comprimising mine and Lacey's position had been to any on lookers so when Ang came in- now I understood her outburst... kinda.
"I didn't do shit! Me and Kat ain't together! I wouldn't do that to you!" Lacey said but I could tell that Ang didn't fully believe it.
"Angelina she's right. We're not together okay?" At the sound of my voice Angelina looked up at our eyes met. It had been so long since we'd been this close to each other. Thinking quickly I stepped forward and slid my hands into Angelina's hair and roughly kissed her feeling months of pain begin to vanish as she responded holding onto my hips. I continued to kiss her until I felt myself gettiing dizzy from lack of oxygen. She rested her forehead against mine and a soft smile played on her lips as she stared at me.
"See? It's always been you hun. I'm sorry." I whispered to her. She pulled me back into another kiss and I sighed in contenment. This felt so right.
"I still love you Kat. I couldn't stop even if I'd wanted to."
"Same here Love." Ang pulled me into her body and I placed my arms ontop of hers which were around my stomach and waist. Lacey was smiling at us. Angelina sent her a sheepish smirk.
"Sorry bout goin fuckin crazy on ya Lace." She apologized. Lacey waved it off.
"Its cool. I get it." Ang kissed me again and we watched the rest of TNA together.
So... good bad? tell me!