Chapter eleven - 'God sake get a grip you stupid boy!'

The two figures reappeared in an empty back ally of what Remus soon realised was an old muggle village. The very same village he half remembers staggering through after his drunken night with Tonks on there very first date. It had been in his eyes, a total disaster so much so he hadn't been able to hardly look at Tonks for nearly a week afterwards. But for Tonks, it had been absolutely wonderful and she boasted about how wonderful Remus was to Sirius regularly, much to Sirius's annoyance.

"Err, have we been here before?" He asked a little confused as Tonks still hanging on to him marched onwards down the streets she knew very well.

"Yeah it's where mum and dad live, I'm taking you home for the afternoon." Tonks explained brightly as the smile on Lupin's face finally smiled better even if he wasn't sure how Tonks's home was equal, to what Tonks called fun.

"You sure, I mean I've been told me how nice your mum is and all but we've only been you know for a while and well I'm not really?" He tried to get out but every word stopped painfully in his throat.

"Oh god no, I'm not taking you to meet mum yet, she's err, not sure about you, I haven't really given her many details about who you are, only that you were a friend of Sirius's and a very nice sort of man. Other than that she doesn't really know about you in any way."

Tonks explained as they neared the small three bed roomed house Mr and Mrs Tonks lived in at the very end of the village before the many farms and fields that spread out past the old orchard.

"Anyway I'm worried the shock might kill her and he is really looking forward to seeing her again isn't he?" Tonks explained also careful not to mention Sirius directly.

"Oh ok. You said I was a nice sort of man?" He asked as Tonks pulled a key out from her pocket and headed around the back of the house to the kitchen door.

Lupin followed quietly and noticed how the garden was full, other than a small two-seater swing by the door, the entire garden was devoted to growing vegetables, interesting plants and a large magically extended green house at the bottom of the garden.

"Mum's very into growing things. She likes to splices muggle plants with magical ones to see what she gets.' Tonks explained wiggling the key in the old rusted key hole.

'She only does small stuff, but every now and then she has a few dodgy questions to answer. Oh, in case you were wondering, they've gone to a car show. Dad loves old cars and things and although mum doesn't really understand the need for one, but she takes him along anyway, now his eyes are too bad for him to drive. He's perfectly fine in every thing else just his eyes aren't so good."

"Oh well, I'm sure he'll enjoy himself. So why have you brought me here?" He asked following Tonks into the kitchen as she flicked her wand to magically re-lock the door and headed through the living room to the hallway.

"Well I thought you might like to see where I live, when I'm not well any where else. Mum keeps my room for me so I can come and crash whenever I feel like it."

"What like when you get totally wasted and need some TLC before work?" Remus laughed raising an eyebrow as Tonks slapped him gently round the face with a naughty gleam in her eye.

"No not always. Don't you ever like going home for a bit of comfort?" Tonks asked sweetly.

"Well my mum died a long time ago and my dad died not that long after I left school. I haven't really been home as such in nearly twenty years, I just sort of move around. Well until Sirius forced me to live with him. But I can see why you'd like to. Sirius always said she was his favourite relative even more than you." Lupin explained trying to cover the sad prospect of his own family.

"Oh I'm sorry, I didn't realise I just thought you liked being around Sirius again or something." Tonks quickly tried to cover up her blunder but knew she'd really put her foot in it and started to look away for something totally different to say and do. Remus however felt guilty for having not said anything sooner and wanted to apologise so gently took hold of her chin and tried to explain.

"I'm fine honest. I'm well used to my weird family and besides at least, I'm not locked up in the old dreadful family home like Sirius is. Now honestly I think your home is nice and would really like you to show me around." Lupin explained, but before he could move away Tonks leaned in to kiss him gently and slowly on the lips.

Lupin sighed deeply in the bottom of his throat as he found himself totally seduced by Tonks lips once again. He didn't know what to do, he was totally useless with women, always had been, but when it really came down to it, he'd been silently begging to kiss her again ever since she came down to breakfast in her sexy long warm Hippogriff pj's and large old blue dressing gown.

"Hmm, you taste like butter beer." She sighed leaning her slender young body in closer to Lupin's tall frame.

"So do you!" He smiled looking down towards Tonks's pale blue eyes as she laughed and pushed him back towards the stairs.

"So you want to come have a look around the house do you?" She asked with a wicked grin on her face that Lupin had innocently not noticed properly yet.

"Yeah well, I'm a stupid curious bloke and I can't help it." He grinned innocently. It was one of the more appealing aspects about his personality that Tonks loved, even if his adult life hadn't been cut short, his werewolf side had some how aloud him to be strangely innocent and naive in his ways and often showed just what a young man he was even for his age.

"Come on, I'll show around the best bits of the house first." She laughed taking his hand and leading the way upstairs.

Stupidly Lupin thought there would be some wonderful library or something up there and was surprised to find himself being dragged into what he soon worked out was Tonks's old bedroom as he was pushed back on the bed and soon had Tonks sitting on his lap with a grin he had finally noticed.

"So what you think?" He asked looking around at the old peeling wallpaper and posters that covered every spare bit of wall.

"It's very you!" He finally decided, looking at all the bright colours that although faded, clashed terribly with one another in such a spectacular way only Tonks could have chosen them.

"Thank you." She grinned.

"And now I drag you into bed." She laughed pushing him back and laying on top of the unsuspecting man. Not that the sudden release of having Tonks's long billowing cloak thrown off was bad or the sudden breeze he felt as the first few buttons on his shirt were undone. Or even the fact that his face and neck were being covered in such intoxicating kisses was anything other than wonderful, still, he felt rather uncomfortable with the sudden decision of Tonks's to move forward with him.

"You know I really don't..?" He tried to begin but found his mouth to happily otherwise engaged as his tongue intertwined softly with a beautiful young women, that seemed utterly determined to make out with him like a couple of school kids.

"Shut up you. I know you like it!" She teased, as they laid side by side and after kicking her boots off with her feet, pushed her body up closer to his, to feel his quickly moving chest and slight bulge in his trousers. He couldn't deny it, even if he was a little shocked by the situation, he still couldn't imagine anywhere he'd rather be.

"Oh ok this is fun, but just don't pull my shirt off, I don't want you looking at my ugly body." He tried to explain as his hands seemed to find there own way down to the small of her back and pulled her body in closer.

"Don't be such a prude, I've seen you getting out the bath and your body doesn't look ugly!" She snapped gently as Remus was suddenly over come with embarrassment.

"You've what?" He asked sure this must be some sort of cruel joke only Sirius would be involved in.

"Well, if you don't want me peeking you should put better locks on your doors. I was trained by Sirius after all and even Azkaban can't seem to pin him down any more." She laughed kissing Lupin harder so he couldn't be embarrassed even if he wanted to while her warm hand had now pushed its way through a gap in Lupin's shirt and feeling its own way up his chest.

"I guess, but if you've aloud to do that then so am I!" He grinned pulling Tonks's jacket open and sliding a hand up her top to find a warm rounded breast heaving up and down next to him.

"Hay, no fair you don't have anything for me to play with." She complained in her attempted sexy voice. Really Remus thought it just came out as incredibly sweet but Tonks didn't care as long as it made him horny.

"Hehe." He smirked rolling his fingers firmly to get a proper feel of her chest and showing his silly school boy nature, that even he thought he'd long since lost.

"What's got in to you? You've suddenly gone all mushy haven't you?" Tonks smirked leaning in closer to lick Lupin's bare neck and hear his breath catch and his hair stand up on end.

"No I haven't." He tried to reply defensively as he suddenly felt a gentle knee sliding up the inside of his leg.

"Yeah you have, you're as giddy as a school boy aren't you. Almost as bad as Harry!"

"No trust me I'm not mushy." He replied half seriously feeling his trousers strain and trying not to sound cocky.

"Well I do trust you're not mushy, but you're still as giddy as a school boy." Tonks teased as she rolled her body to be more on top of Lupin again, as she did a curious look came across her face and Lupin frowned.

"You really aren't mushy are you?' She teased then looking as serious as possible asked.

'Remus Lupin, are you turned on? Does the very thought of my body drive you wild with desire?" She asked in her best teacher voice as all the blood in his body either went straight down or up to his cheeks.

"Of course I'm bleeding well turned on!.. And well yes, your body does drive me wild with desire, do you have to flash that sexy tattoo at me in front of those two. It was really hard to cover up from." He half complained then squirmed with an odd giggle as Tonks tickled his sides then laid back down, for a long and steady kiss.

"Hmm, well if it makes you feel any better you weren't the only one sitting down and leaning forward for a reason.' She whispered softly in his ear savouring the delight of watching the hair's on his neck prick up again as she did.

'Now lets play a game shall we, seen as we're been giddy school kids making out while the parents are out. I like games, they're fun." She declared sitting up and pulling Remus with her.

"Ok, up to you then. But I was quiet happy down there you know?"

"I bet you were!" She laughed standing up and pulling the only open shockingly pink curtain shut. Remus cocked an eyebrow, he'd come here today thinking they were just going to have some afternoon tea or something. Maybe a walk and then no more than another kiss goodbye before heading back to Sirius.

He really was out of touch with this dating malarkey. Here he was in Tonks's old bedroom, sitting on her bed with wet swollen lips, a rather pleasant hard on and she was making a clear point of closing the curtains properly. Hmm.

'I wonder what will happen next?'

"Err, Tonks?" He asked nervously as she grinned at him and shut the bedroom door.

"Yep." She replied retrieving something from under her bed and giving Remus a lovely view, even if he didn't know what she was smuggling down the side of her bedside table.

"What you doing?" He asked trying not to sound so terrified as his voice suddenly became very dry and horse.

"You'll see. Now stand up will you I don't want your mucky shoes on my bed sheets." She explained pulling her socks off and waiting for Remus to do the same.

He obliged however unsure and stood up opposite to show his full height against the slight Tonks with her bright pink hair sticking up all over the place. He looked down his long eyelashes at her and smiled as he saw her little button nose and cherub lips smiling back at him.

"You know, some might say you were trying to seduce me?" He asked regaining some of his confidence now he was the taller one.

"Hmm, only try! I don't try at anything Remus! If I'm going to do something I succeed!" She grinned then started unbuttoning his shirt some more and pushing what was left of his jacket and open jumper off his shoulders.

"Hay I'll get cold." He quickly asked as she started pushing the shirt off his shoulders too and slid her hips closer to him.

"I'll keep you warm and besides I need to make us even." She explained kissing his warm lips to keep him quiet.

"Looks to me like your trying to pull half my clothes off." He asked with a slight sarcastic grin.

"Oh I'm not trying to pull HALF your clothes off Remus. I'm GOING to pull them ALL off!" She grinned up at him and tapped his nose with her index finger.

"What?" He suddenly jumped in his skin, as he began to realise what Tonks had probably been planning all day.

"Don't look so sodding nervous Remus, I'll take mine off too to help you feel more comfortable. I just want to have a little look that's all and maybe a little play too, and maybe, well, hopefully we'll get to that bit later!" She laughed feeling a little bit nervous but not yet fazed by it pushing her body even closer to him and keeping the situation entirely under her control, until Remus finally regained his masculinity that was.

"Well in that case you should take this off, I haven't got anything on under this dingy t-shirt and that would make us even." He decided and taking a firm grip of her thin t-shirt gave it a firm rip so it came away in one fluid motion.

Unfortunately, after he'd grinned smugly at her for several moments he noticed her smug look and lowered his gaze to see a pair of very perk simple breasts looking back at him.

"Were you looking for this?" She asked holding up a plain black bra in one hand that had some how been whipped off without Lupin even noticing.

"Cricky, how did you do that?" He asked unable to take his eyes off her breasts until she kissed him again.

"Easy, now it's my turn." She laughed and pulled his t-shirt up over his head to reveal a well built torso that hadn't gone to seed yet but was covered in scars and claw marks and a little bit on the scraggy side round the middle.

"I was hoping to keep it on, to be honest, I'm not much to look at." He explained letting his shoulders hunch over and trying to cover his chest unsuccessfully.

"No, I want to have a proper look." She stopped him and moved his arms out the way to trace her finger along one of the deeper claw marks on his left ribs.

"I kind of had a few accidents as a kid, most kids had habits like biting there nails but I tended to go for limbs and what-not." He explained trying to be off hand but it wasn't working exactly. Tonks could see he was getting a little uncomfortable again so tried to lighten the mood.

"Can you still feel things though?" She asked gently.

"Course they just look ugly that's all, except my knee that is." She grinned and let her mouth quickly dart down onto his chest as a short slick tongue slid its way along a thin scar.

"I don't think your ugly Remus. Hmm, now it's your turn." She smiled, allowing Remus to bend down to her level and gently tickle one of her nipples with his own longer tongue. After a while though he started to slowly move his lips up her body again and began gently kissing her neck and gently nibbling at her ear. He liked doing this, it didn't hurt his back as he bent down and he got to feel Tonks's bare chest push up against his own every time she took a breath.

"Erm, your getting distracted from the game?" She decided but only received a rather sarky remark in return that made her chest pound just a little faster.

"Oh I'm sorry. I'll stand over here if you like and play with myself!" He replied standing up properly leaving Tonks in her excited stupor before regaining herself.

"For that, I'm going to take these off?" She grinned as her quick little fingers started unbuttoning his trousers and un-do the belt so they fell to the floor and revealed a pair of surprisingly sturdy and surprisingly to Tonks, not particularly hairy legs. Tonks however had better manners than to look down and waited for her Remus to return the favour.

He too didn't look down but was well aware of his old but still black boxers next to Tonks's soft lacy knickers as they brushed against his skin.

"Well I bet they're uncomfortable." He whispered letting one nervous hand slide down her back and to feel the tight knickers that had clearly been chosen for sexiness and not comfort.

"Why, do you have a pair Remus?" She asked half joking but the serious look in Remus's eyes as he let his hand wonder around on to her hips seemed to set her body on fire.

"No, but still, I bet they aren't comfortable." He suggested and letting his now dry lips rub slowly against Tonks's, he pushed them slowly down off her hips until they fell to the floor.

He couldn't dare look down at her, he was too excited and knew the sight of her naked would push him over the edge before he'd even touched her. Instead he laid his lips back down on her neck to kiss away as gently as they liked and let his happier hand slide around her front and stroke gently as she began to throb hot and wet with every moment getting more and more pleasurable.

After a while of this teasing he wanted to feel what she was really like and keeping his body close up to hers, moved his bad knee across between her legs and pushed them wider.

Tonks however had regained some of her confidence and placing her hands on either side of his lips started kissing him so forcefully and passionately his mind stopped thinking about anything else and was solely interested in her mouth. She however turned him sideways ripped the sheets back with her spare hand and pushed him back on the bed still firmly locked in his grasp.

"You're playing with me, let me have my turn." She whispered as they turned around so Tonks was next to him. Lupin however as he had allowed her to tug at his underwear, was finally allowing himself a proper look at the youthful body next to him.

He felt old and ugly next to her on that tiny bed, but still he wanted to please her and judging by her flushed cheeks and soaked knickers that were now lying on the floor somewhere, she wanted him to please her too.

"Oi I'm not done yet ya know!" He explained as he lifted his bottom up so his boxers finally came off, Tonks however was determined to take control but unfortunately as she tried to move on to all fours above him, found herself been stroked and molded by Remus's long gentle fingers and merely rolled back on to the bed to enjoy it.

"I can wait, you go ahead and play for as long as you like." She sighed laying back and moving her hips wider for him to have better access.

With one hand holding his body up and his other more enjoyably engaged, Remus started to gently kiss his beauty as she enjoyed herself. He watched her face as she smiled and whimpered and even moaned slightly at one point, before all of a sudden a delicate set of fingers took a firm hold on him and started to gently squeeze.

"Oh crickey." He suddenly moaned falling back and somewhat forgetting his previous task as he felt hot shivers run down his spine. No one had touched him like that in years and he was surprised he'd forgotten just how good it could feel.

"You know, I think he likes it?" Tonks chuckled gently to herself as she saw the sudden change in expression on Lupin's face.

"Yeah well it's hard not too." Lupin breathed heavily as firm little fingers began rubbing the length of him. He however quickly grabbed her hand and had her rubbing him much quicker as his face contorted into something between mindless pleasure and begging for more.

"I know what he'd like more." Within under a second her quick little tongue had darted down to glide its way up the length of Remus and giggle as Tonks heard his little moan.

"You don't have to do that if you don't want to?" He heaved feeling yet more blood rushing down to where it really wanted to go.

God he'd had sex before, but no body had been so quick and willing to go down on him like this, but when he was honest (and never to Sirius), he hadn't been near a women in years and was surprised with himself that he still knew what to do.

"Does he want more?" She whispered to herself.

"Yeah he likes it.' Remus whispered back laying his head back and shutting his eyes as he began to feel the warm work of Tonks up and down him.

He laid there in his stupor of pleasure for a short while as he felt the wild urges roll up inside him again, he knew it was there, he always knew. But now his wild animal was bubbling to the surface and it wanted to dominate and please his women not lay here enjoying himself.

'Oh that's good!" He suddenly moaned tensing up as he fought the urge to blow his top, he didn't want to yet. He didn't know why but for some reason unlike Sirius or even James, he'd always found it rather embarrassing and couldn't help but force himself to prolong the time before it happened. He was stupid really any normal bloke loved it!

With one sudden final flick of her tongue, Remus found his other side taking over, he sat up quickly and grabbed Tonks by the shoulder puling her up on to her feet. She barely had time to register before she was been pushed up off the bed on to her feet turned around and pushed back down square on the bed, her legs slid open with the aide of Remus's better knee and he was climbing on top with a wild grin on his face.

"What, didn't you like it before?" She asked in mock timid-ness.

"Quiet the opposite you've set me off." He grinned lowering his body on top of hers and pulling the sheet up over his head.

He liked to be hot when he was hot and this room just wasn't quiet warm enough for him. He chuckled hungrily as he started kissing and gentle biting at her neck and shoulders moving his hips slightly so he could tease her entrance and feel her body beg beneath him, he liked it on top, he could get to all his favourite places on top. But before he let his passionate side take over he whispered in his new lovers ear.

"Tell me off if I bite too hard, I can get carried away, what with you been so sexy and all." He explained with a cheeky grin as he continued to nibble gently at anything he could reach. Tonks liked it, she's never been with a man like this before, a slightly older man, that liked to take control and seemed to take more pleasure in watching her moan than reaching his own pleasure spots.

"Ok, but I like it you go ahead and bite me if you want to." She offered as these last few words were all Lupin needed to push his full length down into her and watch as her lips opened in a silent inward moan at the somewhat surprising size of him. He however came back to his senses and pulled slowly all the way out to pant silently on top of her.

"I err, haven't taken anything and I really don't want to get you in any err..?" He sighed realising he was too far gone to let any bit of his body touch her if they were going to have to stop. Tonks however grinned and sitting up, pulled a bottle from her top drawer and gulped it down before wiping her mouth and laying back down with a naughty grin.

"You aren't getting away that easy boy!" She grinned seeing the animal glint in his eye, he had every intention of making her moan, but there was still a part of him that wanted to hold back.

"Ooo ok!" He whispered with his silly young school boy manner and pushed himself down on her to feel every bit of her insides he could reach.

"Oh God!" She moaned loudly but Remus couldn't help but add.

"No not God, just Remus." For this he received a slap around the face prompting him to start rocking back and fourth.

Tonks couldn't believe her luck, she'd wanted to be with Remus since about ten minuets after first seeing him enter Grimmauld place with Sirius over a year ago. She'd been so worried about talking to him and after seeing how fondly Sirius treated her like a sister, she couldn't bare the thought of him doing the same so kept away. This however just made things worse and she found herself asking about him constantly to all sorts of subtle people. She didn't care when she found out he was a werewolf, she thought he was sweet and sexy with his handsome roguish ways that soon showed themselves as delicate, sensitive, boyish good manners. He was nothing like Sirius but he was a close friend and however pleased she was that Sirius had a friend around him she was terrified he'd never look at her because of it.

After a while of shifting this way and that like new lovers always did to find what was best, they settled down into a steady rhythm and Tonks laid back to enjoy the regular kisses and the rocking back and forth Lupin was doing but having looked into his face for a while she suddenly came to a conclusion.

"You're holding back aren't you?" She asked looking at him curiously.

"What, I err, what's the matter?" He suddenly asked looking down at their bodies and beginning to feel a bit worried he was doing something dreadfully wrong again.

"You are aren't you, you're holding back?" She asked as the remaining blood in his face dropped out and it didn't seem to be heading south. He stopped and laid himself gently down on her chest.

"I don't want to hurt you.'

'What do you want me to do?" He asked suddenly trying to smile at her.

"I want to know what you're really like. This is nice, I won't deny it I'm enjoying myself, but I want to see what you're really like." She asked gently kissing his face and running her fingernails up and down his back so he shivered down his spine.

"Why, err, I'm not a very nice person underneath? Can't we just stay like we are?" He asked hopefully not wanting to admit he was hiding himself even in bed.

"Nope, if you won't let me see what you're really like, then how can I trust you?" She asked plainly holding tightly on to him so he didn't do something stupid like try and run away.

"Oh." His face dropped, he was frightened of showing her what he could be like after previous experiences, but also he really didn't want to lose her. And she had a determined look that she really wanted to know and wasn't going to give up on him. He'd seen this look before and hated the feeling it produced then as much as he did now.

"Really?"

"Really, really.' She repeated.

'I like you, honestly I really do, but your hiding from me and I don't want you too." She explained honestly hoping that they'd come far enough to be open.

"Oh so I guess I'll have to be more like me then?" He wondered but it was clear he was doubting himself again.

"Yep, even in bed, which I might add you were doing quiet nicely before you stopped. Not sure why you did mind!"

"Oh! You're very odd you know." He decided thinking carefully.

"I'm not odd, I'm one of a kind now roll over I want a go on top, lets see if I can't force the randy nature out of ya with my little party trick!" She grinned kissing his lips gently as he tried to pull himself together.

"No I like it on top." He whined playfully rolling back on top of her easily.

"It's my turn Remus!" She giggled back trying to push him over but he was bigger and merely rolled her back easily.

"No it's still my turn Nymphadora!" He laughed back pinning her down a bit, she could still wriggle free if she wanted but still he was holding his own. After one last attempt though to push him on his back Lupin finally mentally slapped himself around the face and took charge.

'God dam it boy you're an alpha male werewolf get used to it. You like dominating and she'd boot you in the bollocks if you get to rampant with her anyway. Now get a grip you stupid boy!'

He snapped at himself before pushing her back on the bed pulling the covers back over, bighting her lip as he kissed her and started a totally knew rhythm, it had the bed rattling and the floors creaking in no time.

Remus was taking charge and letting the rampant man beneath the cold placid exterior come out more and Tonks finally understood she was truly his to please and she liked it!