CHAPTER ELEVEN

Jaces pov

I just wanted to stay in the closet with her, i never wanted to leave. Her lips back on mine after so many years...it was intoxicating. All to soon though, she pulled away, i gasped when she moved out of my arms

i wanted to pull her back in almost immideatly.

"There" she said in a shakey breathe "The panic attach is over...so can we please go back to the class" she said not looking at me, but at the door

"Clary-"

"Dont. Just dont." i stepped closer to her. she stepped back, into the wall

"Why not?" she gave a laugh, a laugh that had not tace of humor what so ever.

"You know why not" she said looking at me with a glare, i couldnt help it, i smirked

"You kissed me" i said, puting my hands on the wall behind her, caging her in. She took a sharp breathe and moved her eyes so that they werent looking at me

"You were having a panic attack and when i kissed you, you held your breathe, thats it" she explained, i lost my smirk

"Thats all, thats why you kissed me and continued to kiss me?"

"You have a girlfreind Jace, im not the type of girl to help a guy cheat on his girlfriend" she said, i wanted to tell her then, i want to tell her so bad that she isnt my girlfriend and that i was in love with her, that she wasnt a bet, but the girl that i am helplessly in love with.

But, of course, i cant say that, i cant say any of it

I sighed "I know your not" i said and i stepped back, away from her. "Im sorry, it was a mistake" i said, her face lacked emotion, she nodded her head

"Yes-yes it is" she said, her voice breaking. She ran out of the closet before i could say anything about it.

I wanted to scream. i wanted to do something, punch something. I should never had told her that lie, i could have told her something else, that i had to move and that i wont forget her.

Maybe then, i could still have her, i laughed, a humorless laugh

I was going to loose her one way or another, i turned around and punched the wall that Clary was up against not to long ago

I started to here yells from out in the hall way. i wlaked out and seen the whole group and Jon out there and Clary looked like she was freaking out

Clarys pov

I ran out of the closet and started to make my way back to class, trying not to cry.

"Clary" i jumped and turmed around to see the group there i smiled a forced smile

"Hey, whats wrong?" i asked

"Nothing we was just coming to see if you too was ok" said Aline, looking at her, i felt gilty. Gilty that i kiss and made out with another girls boyfriend.

"Yeah were-"

"Clary" i sighed and looked behind me to my brother i was shocked that he was here

"Jon what are you-"

"Its Valentine" he said, from the corner of my eye i seen Alec look at Izzy with a determened look on his face

"W-what?" i choked out. He cant be-

" Hes here Clary, we need to leave now" i started to get freaked out, i couldnt move, i couldnt...anything. I was frozen and i couldnt move. My head felt like it was filled with water and i was drowning and i couldnt here anything

I heard someone come up to us, but i didnt know, or care, who it was. That was untill i felt strong arms pull me into their chest, i soon started to hear Jaces voice breake through the water in my ears.

"Its ok baby, i got you it ok" i gasped and held on to him tighter, only one thing going through my mind

"Valentine, m-m-my f-father, he...He's here"

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