Alright so i planned on having this up earlier this week but i just have so much other stuff going on with school and i had family in town this weekend from out of town. But yeah i finally finished it and i know theres still a lack of Troy in this chapter and probably will be in the next one depending on how long i decide to make it but there will be more of him in chapters after Day Four(which will be the next 2-4 chapters depending) though he will be in Day 4 more in the last part of this day But i promise it will be worth the wait to get more Troy. Trust me i want more Troy just as much as im sure everyone else does but Gabriella is the main character so i can't have Troy all the time but i promise he will be seen more in future chapters :) but with that being said i will try super super hard to have the next chapter up sometime after Wednesday or maybe tomorrow if i feel like it but more than likely sometime after Wednesday is more likely because i have a test Wednesday that i have to really study for.
Also Just to let everyone know ahead of time Gabriella may be doing some super crazy things in the Day 4 chapters but its all for a purpose of her feeling like she has nothing to lose in what she does anymore so she doesnt see the point in holding back anymore. This may be a little ahead of time i should be saying this but i'd rather say it now at the beginning of Day 4 then the end.
-But if you have any questions about anything in the story feel free to ask on my twitter which is on my profile or just ask in a PM and i'll answer it in the next chapter Author note :)
-But sorry that was a long note so On with the story enjoy :)
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Before the alarm can even ring my hand is already on it and I'm throwing it against the wall, then about 15 minutes later I'm Sharpay's car on the way to school.
"Geez Gabriella, did I miss something? Are you applying for a job at the strip club after school or something?"
"Drive the car Sharpay" I said with anger just running through my blood. She's fake, everything around me is just fake. But for some reason I'm stuck in the middle of it when I probably should be dead.
I just don't get it, I mean why me, it should be Sharpay dead I mean she's the one who was driving the car. Sharpay's the one who constantly has something to say about everyone around her, mostly negative thoughts I might add. Sharpay's the one who lied to me about being friends with Martha for years and then just for some reason decided to make her life miserable for some reason. But me I didn't do anything; I just went along with everything like a follower does.
"You know you're gonna freeze right?" Sharpay says to me driving the car
"Gee thanks mom I did not know that" I said to her rolling my eyes. I've decided to change up my look today. I mean it's not like it matters what I wear anyways. I have my hair down with its natural messy curls. For my make-up I have smoky eye shadow and bright red lipstick. As for my clothing I have on the same "Santa's little helper" shirt on with the black skirt rolled up so that if I bent over I'm pretty sure everyone would get a glance at my thong, and I've paired it today with some silver stilettos that I'm pretty sure are meant for some strippers that make my height go from about 5'4" to 5'10" and I have a on necklace that says stripper on it in silver faux diamonds.
Honestly I could care less what people think about me today. I just want attention in any way, shape or form. I might just start a fight with someone or shoplift or just anything stupid. I mean it's not like what I do matters because more than likely no matter what I do I'll just have to relive the day over again anyways.
"I'm surprised your mother let you out of the house looking like that" Sharpay says ignoring my comment
"Oh they didn't" I just simply replied back to her. I mean my mother did put up a fight telling me that you are not leaving this house in that outfit Gabriella Montez. Do you know what people will think of you if you leave the house looking like that? Ijust laughed when she said that to me. I mean really it's not like matters, because when tomorrow comes around they won't' remember it.
Then all of a sudden something snaps in me "Oh now you care" I say to Sharpay "Now you want to protect me" That wasn't all I wanted to say, what I wanted to say was where were you when the car flipped off the road and you caused me to die but well I couldn't because part of me knew it wasn't all her fault.
"What the hell is your problem?" Sharpay says to me "Did something happen and I missed it?"
"Yeah it's been happening for the past few days actually" I reply to her
I'm just so sick of all this, seeing the same sky and the same surroundings over and over again. I guess part of me is hoping that I'll look out the window and someone will have moved something around so that it not exactly the same.
We arrive at Kate's house and the moment she's in the car I can tell she's in a better mood then I am.
"Happy Winter Wonderland Day!" Kate says perkily to us and it makes me want to roll my eyes but I stop myself.
Sharpay looks in her mirror back at Kate and rolls her eyes seeing her outfit
"Geez what is this did you and Gabi just decide to have a competition to see who look the sluttiest today" Sharpay says in a slightly joking manner
"Well what can I say if you got it flaunt it baby" Kate says with a slight giggle and then looks up towards me "I think Gabi beat me though since she decided not to wear pants today"
"Jealous Kate" I say to her not bothering to look back at her to see her reaction but I'm guessing she wasn't expecting that from me
"What's her problem?" Kate asks Sharpay referring to my current attitude
"not sure but I think someone forgot their happy pills this morning" Sharpay replied back to her. I could see out of the corner of my eye though Sharpay looking back slightly at Kate and just giving her this look to just move onto a different subject other then my attitude at the moment.
It's like she thinks I'm a child and by ignoring my mood that it might just put me in a better mood but I could just tell them their wasting their time but I don't have the will too.
My mind then wanders to the old yearbooks I looked through at Taylor's house. The one's with the pictures of Sharpay and Martha being the best of friends. Then I think of Martha putting the gun to her head and the blood splattering all over as she finally kills herself. It just makes this anger come to me and start running through my veins and all I can think is about is Sharpay and how fake she is and how I want to just yell at her and tell her that I can see right through her.
I can see right through you… The thought of Troy saying that to me just makes my heart skip a beat.
"I know what will cheer you up, I wanna give you something for tonight" Kate says to me and out of the corner of my eye I can see her reaching into her purse to grab something
"Kate I swear if you even try to give me a condom right now.." I say closing my eyes just completely annoyed. I didn't have to have my eyes open to see the shocked look on Kate's face that I knew what she was going to do
"But I got it for you for tonight" Kate says with this disappointment in her voice that I ruined her surprise for me
"Well if she wants to walk around with an STD then let her" Sharpay replies
"Yeah you would know all about those wouldn't you" I just reply but I instantly regret it, it was just a reflex answer
"What did you say?" Sharpay says shocked that I would say that about her and looking slightly pissed off
"Nothing"
"Did you say-"
"I didn't say anything okay" I say looking out the window once again
Kate sits there a moment with the condom in her hands like she's debating what to do with it
"C'mon Gabriella wrap it before you tap it right?" Kate says to me trying to lighten the situation and trying to give the condom to me
Quite honestly the last thing on my mind is losing my virginity tonight. It just doesn't seem as important for me to do as it was just a few days ago. I keep trying to think of reasons why I even wanted to in the first place, what I even loved about Kyle that made me even think about losing my virginity to him but all I get for answers are just meaningless random facts. Like Kyle getting drunk at the party and passing out after puking up whatever he's eaten that day; Kyle kissing Kayla Miles in seventh grade and how stupidly jealous I was at the time; Kyle thinking I was cheating on him when I wanted to leave the party; When I actually thought Kyle might have been the guy for me. All of that just makes me realize I feel like a whole different person then I was just 3 days ago.
Then it hits me nothing that I seem to do matters anymore. I then reach back and take the condom from Kate and give a forced smile
"Wrap it before you tap it right" I say to her and then turn around towards the front of the car again but as I do Sharpay decides to slam on the brakes sending my flying forward and knocking the coffee over into my lap
"Oops, so sorry Gabi" Sharpay says giggling but I just brings this rage out inside me just wanting to burst at any moment
"You really are a hazard aren't you" Kate says to Sharpay and that's what makes me snap
"What the hell is wrong with you" I say turned towards Sharpay with anger laced through every word.
"What?" Sharpay says to me
"I said What the hell is wrong with you" I then go to grab something to dry the coffee that's spilled all over me that's leaving this blotchy red mark on my legs that's making want to just burst out in tears. "I mean seriously it's not that hard of a concept Red means stop, Green means go, and Yellow mean slow down so you can stop properly it's not that hard to figure out Sharpay" Sharpay and Kate just look at me stunned at my outburst since I usually just let things go and stay silent but today that's not the case. "And I mean really they could train a fucking monkey to drive better than you could. I mean really you drive like a maniac for no reason other then what seems to be to prove a point that no one seems to get. All you care about is yourself and that you have nothing to prove to anyone" I then stop my rant and the car has this awkward silence that I know I've caused.
Sharpay won't look at me, she's just staring straight ahead clutching the steering wheel like it might break if she lets go. A moment later she turns toward me breaking the silence
"Where the hell do you get off telling me…." Sharpay starts to say but Kate cuts her off
"Seriously guys let's just drop it no fighting please" Kate says but the anger is still burning inside of me, I feel as mad as I think I've ever felt in my life if not the most.
"You know it's true Kate, She' s a bitch go ahead and say it because it's true" I say
"Don't make Kate get involved Gabriella" Sharpay says to me
Kate looks like she's about to say something but just shakes her head keeping whatever comment she was about to say to herself.
"I knew it, you're scared of her aren't you" I say to Kate
"I said don't make Kate get involved in this" Sharpay says to me raising her voice
"I'm sorry I'm supposed to not make her get involved, you do it all the time" I say to her raising my voice as well "You're the one who's always treating her like shit and making her do stuff all the time. Oh Kate is such a slut, Look Kate's on top of Joey again, Seriously look how trashed she is I hope she doesn't puke all over my car and make my parent's think I'm an alcoholic or something"
Kate just looks like she got punched in the stomach with all the stuff she hears me say. I know I've gone too far and I wish I could take it back but she deserves to know the truth.
All of a sudden in the middle of the road Sharpay slams on the brakes once again bring the car to a stop.
"What the hell are you doing Sharpay?" I say to her referring to the fact that we're stopped in the middle of the road with cars passing by us and going around us honking their horn
"Sharpay, Gabi is right it's not funny" Kate says with this weakness to her voice not wanting Sharpay to get more mad then she already is
"GET OUT" Sharpay says looking straight at me with anger in her voice
"What" I say not feeling mad anymore and just feeling tired at the thought of having to go out in the freezing cold
"Shar, you can't make her walk she'll freeze" Kate says trying to plead to her on my behalf
"Out" Is all Sharpay says as the cars keep passing by us. A moment passes and I'm hoping she's not serious "Are you deaf? I said get out" she says leaning towards me speaking softly
I then just grab my bag opening the door and getting out of the car and out into the freezing cold feeling it hit my skin and making me shake. As soon as I'm out of the car Sharpay zooms off leaving standing there watching her drive away. I half expect her to stop and let me back in but I know she won't after what I said.
As I'm walking some random old lady opens her window slowing down driving next to me and I hear her say something about me being crazy and then speeding ahead of me. I just remember what I said earlier of nothing mattering anymore and give her the middle finger hoping she sees it before I put my hand in my pocket feeling my body numbing from the cold.
And the whole way to school as I'm walking down the street I just keep repeating to myself is nothing matters anymore because if it did things would be fixed right now, or at least that's what I'm convinced of anyways…
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