I'M AN IDIOT

Hey guys I apologize for taking so long to do anything I know some of you are probably wondering how things have been going so I figured id give a detailed update of my last few shitty months.

Okay so to start I am a total idiot, that girl that I said played games with me, well on night in early October said girl begged me to get back together with her, her grandfather had just died so I couldn't be a total ass and I heard her out. Well in short we got back together and I spent 500$ to go see her I northern California. Now I'm expecting this girl to not even show up, well she did, and it was one of the happiest I have been in years. Now before you guys start cheering let me finish.

So she has me believing every word out of her mouth. "I can't wait to see you in Arizona, and meet your family… blah blah". I mean this girl is beautiful and sweet, granted a bit of a Miss prissy attitude and narcissistic but I fell in love with her in the short time I was there. So I leave to come home and I am on cloud nine, till my plane lands in San Francisco to my connecting flight. Her number pops up on my phone and I answer of course and it's another girl claiming to be her girlfriend starts bitching me out. now I would have looked that over fine, if my girlfriend hadn't left me a voicemail saying this "hey it's me, I just want to tell you to stop hitting me up, and honestly I want nothing with you, and I have someone else already." So that tears me apart. I text back telling her "I hope your proud, I hope you burn for what you have done to me, and I wish you a very unhappy life"

I land in Phoenix and I get a bunch of texts "no I didn't mean it.", "your too amazing to let go, I will call you later my phone is dying." So we work through that next morning, then that afternoon her cracked out mother calls me up and says if I call her daughter up again she was going to come down here and kill me. Then my brother got in the mix making everything worse. Then my mother goes behind my back blocking her number from my phone. I manage to get ahold of her and try to talk stuff out again, then she tells me that she found someone who is very sweet and she loves us both but can't choose.

So I asked when did she start talking to said girl, she says a week ago. Well I was at her fucking house when she started chatting her up. This bitch was telling me how much she loves me and how excited she was to have a relationship with me. I mean she had it all, the cuddles, the kisses, the sweet snuggles in bed. I hadn't felt that happy in almost four years, and the bitch was lying and cheating on me at the same time, and I ate it up like and ignorant love struck puppy.

You know I really never thought people like that existed, I thought it was only in the movies. See I was raised to be a good and kind human being, if you were freezing, id be the first to give you the shirt off my back because I know I can get another. I am honest and ripping another's heart out is the last thing I would ever want to do. I am an excellent judge of character and she got past it all, she was by far the best liar I have ever met. BTW for those of you who would like to know the wenches name, her name will be brought up in the next chapter of DOTRL. I gave her name to Korra and Asami's daughter, too late to change it, and wouldn't be so bad to make her out to be better than she actually is, after all imagination is amazing.

Another note, doctors still don't know what's wrong, I am about to just give up on the whole notion of figuring out what is up. I am also about to get a job so chapter will still be coming slowly, but due to my lonely love life again, I will return to my perfect love of korrasami, you know people say my love is out there, this is my reply "my one love is stuck in a condom somewhere." Anyway new chapters are in the works, love you my readers and I am sorry for letting such an evil human take my attention away from you all.