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Chapter 12

I'm too sexy for my shirt…..

BPOV

"Billy what.....why.......when did you get out?"

Billy Black or the frail frame of Billy was standing before me with his arm around my fathers shoulder supporting himself upwards, was looking at me with a big wide grin.

"Well your parents told the doctor that they would stay with me and help me until I have completely recovered, so they thought that it was ok to come home"

I ran over to him to give him a big hug, it was easier to do this time there was no wires or tubes, I hugged him so tight I could hear him gasp for air

"O sorry, it's just so good to see you up and about"

We all went into the living room and talked about the new temporary living arrangements, I would go back to Forks tomorrow and mum and dad would stay here. Jake had arrived in the mean time and came to joined us. He had been given leave from school because of Billy's heart attack.

He would come back to Forks with me so I wouldn't be alone, and for other reasons that my parents knew nothing about.

Jake told Billy about telling me his secret but Billy already knew that he would tell me, recently there have been a few suspicious killings around Port Angeles so Jake was coming to protect me.

So after we had all the plans arranged mum made dinner, Dad and Billy watched the base ball game and Jake and I went up Jakes room, we sat on the bed just talking, he wanted to know all about my new life in Forks and I told him all there was to tell but leaving out the bits that involved Edward.......yeesh even thinking his names made my body go numb.

EPOV

This is a place were I always come to calm down or take my mind of things, this place is my meadow. No-one else knows about it or least I don't think any body does because no-body ever come's here. I walked out into the middle of the flowers and I can feel the sun hit my body from all different directions,

I lie down on the grass my mind filling of Bella, the way she walked into that class on the day of her birthday, how she looked at me when I gave her that present.....it looked like she wanted to keep it and forgive me, but she didn't instead she went and sat beside Mike Newton of all people, I really hope she knows better than to date him, he is a freak. He constantly stalks any girl that holds his interest.

I miss her so much, I can't wait until she comes home so I can see her again and put my

'Get Bella back' plan, which Alice had proudly named it, into action.

I was imagining what it is going to be like at school on Monday.

BPOV

So here I am getting ready to leave the sun and the heat, to go back to cold wet dreary Forks. The only good thing about going back is that I get to see him...even though I won't be able to talk to him I will be able to look at him. Edward Cullen has the most perfectly formed ass I have ever seen, his eyes are like deep pools of emerald green and his hair...whoa....his hair is the most god- damned sexiest bed hair I have ever seen on any man.

Edward Cullen is truly one of a kind.

Jake is following in his car as he may have to back home during the week if the pack need him to help with the patrols.

For some reason I had dealt with the fact that Jacob is a werewolf quite well. Well strictly speaking he isn't a Were wolf he is a shape shifter, but it was wolf that he turned into.

"Welcome to Forks"

Urgh.....Forks, great to be home??

Not really that just means being close to Edward, but not being able to touch or talk to him.

I pulled into our drive way and got out of my truck, I left my bags because I had gotten a bad head ache, and a sore throat so I went inside and put on the kettle for a cup of tea, Jake followed me in.

"Bella you seriously left Phoenix...for this"

He sounded totally disgusted.

"Yea I know but you get used to it, I was the same when I first arrived"

When I had first came here I vowed that I would hate it, but when I met the Cullen's and the Hale's that soon changed, I remembered thinking that the trees were wrong because there were all green no brown trunk, every thing was covered in green moss here, if felt all wrong and out of character.

I snapped out of my reverie with Jake shouting at me

"WOW Bella...are you ok?"

I hadn't realised that I was 2 inches off the ground with Jake holding me

"O yea...I'm fine just a little light headed and I have a faint head ache....I think I'm going to have an early night"

Knock Knock....

Ring Ring....

"Bella Bella"

There goes my early night, I knew Alice must have been doing a drive by because she was rapping on the door. I was afraid that she was going to break it down, so I let her in she rushed right by me straight to the kitchen were Jake was now making the tea and singing at the same time.

Jake- "I'm too sexy for my shirt

too sexy for my shirt......"

When she ran into the kitchen she stopped breathing then looked at me, she as getting the wrong picture...what she saw was a half naked incredibly good looking young man standing in my kitchen.

It wasn't hard getting used to Jake just walking around in a pair of shorts, it had something to do with him having the wolf gene, it meant he had a higher body temperature.

"You are???????"

She sounded disappointed and also annoyed.

Jake walked towards her and raised his hand to shake while he spoke

"I'm Jacob Black, Bella's friend"

Alice raised her hand towards his and went to shake it but changed her mind at the last second and instead she pulled him in for a hug, after she released him and his blush has disappeared she spoke again

"I'm Alice Cullen"

In her chirpy little musical voice, she was shifting her weight between her feet, O no what is she up to....Alice only ever does this when she has a plan she is sticking to. She spun away form Jake and grabbed my hand pulling me towards the door, then she turned to Jake

"You don't mind if I borrow her do you? I just need some clothes advice?"

"No, no work away.....I'll just get my bags from the car"

Alice's smile disappeared from her face, she turned to me and looked at me with no emotion on her face, she tightened her grip on my had and pulled me up to my room, as soon as she walked in she sat on my bed

"Alice what is the matter?"

There was two ways I knew something was wrong

1) She never needed fashion advice from any one especially not me, and

2) she seemed to be distracted.

"Bella, you didn't tell me that Jake was as good looking as that? And why is he bringing bags in?"

"Yea well I didn't think of him that way and he came to stay for a while to take his mind off Billy's heart attack"

Her eyes shot up towards me, and I realised what I had said 'didn't' what did that mean?

Ok so maybe I was a little bit attracted to Jake, well you could hardly turn him away, he is stunning his perfectly tanned skin, which matches his hair and eyes perfectly, he was well built and had the most amazing personality. OK I had a big attraction towards Jake!

"Bella, he is in Love with you"

She came straight out with it.....but Jake didn't love me, did he? Could I actually love Jake as much as I love Edward? Could we have a future together? Hmmmmm.......could I love Jake.....??

"No Alice don't be silly"

"No seriously Bella, he is the ways he looks at you, it's the same way as Edward...."

She stopped when she seen me tense up at the mention of his name, she put me, Edward and Love in the same sentence was she crazy I was going to start crying....no wait too late....I'm already in hysterics

"Why..*gasp*..can't..*gasp*..I..*gasp*..get..*gasp*..over..*gasp*..him? It..*gasp*..hurts so..*gasp*..much to be away..*gasp*..from him"

I managed to get out between gasps for air, Alice had wrapped her tiny little pixie arms around me, she had no idea how I felt she was never treated like this, I heard some noise in the spare room next door, it must be Jake putting his clothes away, but it sounded as if there was a fight going on, the sound of wood snapping and glass breaking......I could feel so much anger radiating from the next room and I'm sure Alice could feel it too....what had Jake to get angry about.....crap he heard me talking and most likely crying over Edward.....shit!!

I got up form my bed and ran towards the room next door to mine, when I opened the door and seen what was standing in the middle of the floor I nearly screamed....but managed to stop it form escaping my lips when I seen those eyes, those eyes of the person who could never hurt me even if he tried...but Alice was not allowed to see this.

What would she do if she seen a Were wolf in the spare bedroom?

I shut the door quickly and turned to Alice who was straining over me to see inside

"Alice I think you should go home. I'm not feeling too well and I want to have a lie down"

She understood that I needed time and space so she left after giving me a tight hug and a few words of comfort

"Bella he still loves you...." (I wish) "...he is sorry for hurting you" (I wish again) "......it will all work out" (I wish again)

Then she left I ran back up the stairs to see what damage had been caused, but by the time I got back up Jake was lying on the bed with just a pair of shorts on, he was curled up into a ball and was facing away form me. I slowly walked across the room not knowing what to expect, when I got closer I could hear him sob.

"Jake...Jake what's wrong?"

I asked while climbing up beside him, I could see tears in his eyes

"Bella I never wanted you to see me so out of control like that, I put you in so much danger"

He was beating himself up, how can I make him understand that he will always be the same Jake.

"What happened, what set you off...what made you change?"

I was genuinely curious, was it something he could just simply turn on and off, or was it only at certain times it worked

"I could hear you crying...and I knew it was over him...then I got angry at him for hurting you...then I started to shake and then I transformed"

So anger was a key to his transformation, if this is what happened when he heard me cry over Edward, what will he do when he meets him??

Would I be able to control myself around him??

How would Edward react to me having Jake live with me, in the same house as me....sleeping right next door to me??

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