Elsa's POV
I just know that everyone is looking at me even when I'm covering my eyes. They're judging me aren't they? I knew this would happen. I should have told Anna sooner. I never should have let my guard down to Jack. I shouldn't have gone to that stupid party in the first place. Now I'm stuck in my own little world of regret and no one can bring me out of it. I don't know what to do so I just stand there, face covered, listening for any hint of reaction from the other nine people in the room.
"You did what?" I hear my sister say in an unusually tiny voice. It feels strange knowing that her first reaction is for Hans. I would have assumed that she would think I was a terrible sister for having any type of relation to her boyfriend. Suddenly I hear the sound of heavy footsteps heading in Hans and Anna's direction, then stopping abruptly. I look up from my cover to see Kristoff in a different place than I had last seen. His footsteps where the ones I heard being stomped along the living room floor, but he's now stopped by Anna's small frame, who's looking ready to blow at any minute. "You did what?!"
The only reaction Hans makes is a snicker followed by, "Oh Anna, you really think I love you?" What happens next is something that no one in the room would have anticipated. The only thing I can see is Anna's hand ball up into a fist, launching it into Hans' nose, and then Hans falling back onto the couch, clutching his face and hunched over in obvious pain. No, no one had anticipated that, which is why no one else does anything for the few seconds following the event. We all just stand there while Anna runs away and up the stairs crying. This is another reason why I shouldn't have waited this long to tell her. So she wouldn't have gotten hurt. Yes, we haven't gotten along lately and, I'll be honest, I've been pretty fed up with her whole "being in love at first sight" and always telling me how I've been shutting her out, but she is my sister; I can't just leave her because she pisses me off. All I know right now, is that I have to be the big sister I should have always been and go after her.
Not looking at anyone, especially Hans, I follow the same path Anna has just left, leading up to her room I'm sure. I don't know exactly what I should say to her. Every scenario in my head leads to her yelling at me or me getting mad at her. Of course, every scenario I ever come up with ends badly so I shouldn't really be going off those.
Tentatively, I open the door and see Anna sitting on the edge of her pink bed spread, holding her face in her hands and shaking her head slightly. Not wanting to upset her even further, I try to speak to her in a calm, apologetic tone.
"Anna… I'm so sorry…" I know both the words I should say and the words I want to say, but both are so different, I can't exactly make up my mind which ones to say. "I should have told you sooner, and I'm sorry for letting it go on for so long… I just want you to know that I would understand if you were mad at me and wanted your space." Not wanting to get in an even bigger fight and having said what I wanted to, I turn to leave from the way I came.
"What are you talking about?" My head snaps back to face my sister's wet, blue eyes, my heart breaking just imagining the hurt behind them. "How could I be mad at you for what he did? I'm the one that should be apologizing." My face twists into confusion as I try to figure out why she would want to apologize to me. Oddly enough, she looks as though she's doing the same thing in her head. "I have been a terrible sister to you… First I throw in your face that you shut me out every time I try to get closer, but now I realize that my attempts were somewhat selfish." She says bashfully. "I never tried looking at it from your point of view."
Walking to sit beside her on the bed, I wrap my arm around my little sister to try and comfort her. The weird part is that I have felt the same way for the past week and I have been searching for ways to tell her how sorry I am for the past few months since our parents died. Her tears seem to have picked up when she feels my presence next to her. Almost immediately, she sinks into my embrace and we just sit there holding each other. After a few minutes, although it feels more like hours, we seem to have been thinking the same thing because we both utter one last apology to each other. Again at the same time, we giggle and wipe away the tears I didn't notice I had until now.
"What would you say to a fresh start? From now on, I will be the older sister you deserve and we will be as close as sisters should be." I smile at her and she nods in agreement to my proposal. One last embrace before a knock on the door interrupts our moment of resolution. Rapunzel peaks her head into the room looking apologetic for more than just coming in between my sister and I.
"Are you guys ok?" She asks, coming closer to us. I look to Anna, hoping she would answer first, but it seems as though she's doing the same thing. I turn to Rapunzel and nod while putting an encouraging smile on my face. "After Hiccup called the police, Hans fled, Flynn is taking Alice home, and the rest are downstairs… If you want, I can tell them to leave…" She suggests.
"I don't know about Elsa, but I would actually like it better if they stayed. You know… they might take my mind off of things for a little while." Anna relies before I have a chance to. I don't object because for once I can agree that I would rather be with, well, friends, than be alone at a time like this. None of them seemed to think different of me by Rapunzel's explanation of what happened after Anna and I left.
She starts with how Flynn of all people reacted. I knew Jack and Kristoff would have a strong reaction consider what I had already witnessed, but from her description, Flynn was the one to jump at him and have to be pulled back in the same way that Jack was. I would have thought Merida would have jumped before Flynn, which gets me thinking on if that was for Anna, myself, or Rapunzel. Either way, I'm sure I'll have to thank him for caring so much for whoever he meant it towards. Next she said Hiccup quickly got on the phone with the police and Hans ran out the door without another word. Lastly, she told me Jack wanted to talk to me, which was the main reason she came here.
"So should I send him up here or not?" She asks. Knowing her, she's probably hoping I'll say yes so there is a more definite sign that Jack and I might get together. This time I know my sure answer without having to think about it. I give her the faintest, approving smile on my lips to give her the signal she had been hoping for. As she skips joyfully out of the room, I think about the craziness that has happened to me for the past couple weeks. 1) I was forced into a school project with Jack Frost, who I thought to be a complete douche, but has actually been insanely nice to me. No, I don't know why he is or even why I've come to like him so much. All I know is that I really like having a friend like him in my life; someone I can really talk to, besides my cousin and sister, without judgement. 2) I finally told my sister, and everyone else, what Hans did to me. I feel so much happier now that there is nothing keeping me back from being happy. Maybe this was what was supposed to happen in order for me to feel normal again. Ever since my parents, I have felt nothing but emptiness inside my chest and now it feels like someone has filled it.
I hear a light knock at the door, pulling myself out of my deep thoughts and causing my head to snap in the direction of the sudden noise. Jack peaks his head around the corner causing my smile to grow slightly wider. He walk over to me with open arms and I gladly accept his embrace with a laugh.
"Thank you… for being there for me…" I say into his shoulder before he releases me and pulls my face up to look at his. He doesn't say anything at first, just looking into my eyes as if he's searching for what to say.
"Don't you get that I will be here? As long as you need me, I will never leave you." He finally says, pulling me back into the hug. I can't help but squeeze a little tighter at his words since now is the first time I have ever felt wanted. Before I always assumed I was a burden to my family and I didn't really have friends except for Kristoff. This is new, which I normally feel like running away from, but now I just want to say this way because I can't think of my future without all of these people in it.
A/N
Hey guys, long time no… read? I guess. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this chapter after such a long break, I'll try not to do that again. I'm working on a new project so I haven't paid much attention to this story lately and I feel bad so here's the next chapter even though it is a little short. I'll be updating soon so I'll see you guys then, but for now, here is just a few thanks:
Samantha: I would agree, Elsa is pretty much the whole package, but she does have faults which makes her relatable too and I think that is what I like the most about her. I know Anna is being a little over the top, but that is how siblings are with each other. They don't always agree and they can get pretty nasty to each other (to an extent). Maybe that's just me and my siblings, but please let me know how you like the chapter!
Sanaa11: I like them too, especially Punzie who I'm trying to make a very supportive friend to Elsa and not just her cousin because I personally have that kind of relationship with my cousin and she has helped me through some tough times like she is doing with Elsa. I haven't done everyone's reaction because (without giving away too much) I want to use them for a later time. Sorry, long response, but I always enjoy seeing your comments because they always make my day!
Anonymoushoodiedgirl: You're welcome and thank you for the suggestion, your reviews are always amazing and supportive and I love reading them! Please keep reading and give me more feedback or more ideas, I take in anything I can get.
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Dislike Drama: I understand that a lot of people don't like Anna, and that's ok. I get it. And I'm sorry for portraying Anna and Elsa as sisters, I've gathered that a lot of people hate that. Despite that I hope you like the rest of the story, and if not, let me know how I could make it improve it to make it more entertaining. Thank you for taking the time to review!
Anna haters/Real Anna haters: I'm sorry I didn't make Anna and Elsa not related and I don't plan on killing Anna off or getting rid of her in any way. I would appreciate it if you wouldn't spam the reviews with unhelpful and non-constructive criticism. No I can't stop you, but if you really don't like my story that much, the solution is simple: don't read it! If you have any useful help or criticism, I would be happy to hear it, but if you don't, then please quit reviewing.
