She brought me my coffee and I sipped it, and then added some sugar. I sat there for hours, just trying to see who was like me while I still lived with my family. "Anything else?" the girl was back and snapped me out of the trance. It was about noon and I nodded. "Yeah, another coffee and some French fry." She nodded and walked off. She brought my coffee and said the fries would be a few minutes and then walked off again. I heard some laughing and then the bell chimed and I saw Rocco walk in.
He didn't see me, as I faced the other way. He walked to the table with the laughing guys and they stopped. They talked for a moment, then the guys started laughing again and I saw Rocco pull out a gun and shoot the two guys, everyone ran out screaming and he shot the man behind the counter and then ran out of bullets. I ran over to him. "Rocco!" I yelled at him and he turned and tried to hit me, but I blocked it and he realized it was me and what he just did.
"We gotta get outta here!" I said and pushed him toward the door. He took off running and I followed after him, trying to talk to him. He ran into an apartment and busted into it, yelling to pack shit up and get out. I saw Conner and Murphy jump up and two women on the couch. Conner eyed me close and then tried to talk to Rocco. Murphy got into it and then the girls screamed for Rocco, asking about some cat. He said he killed it and Conner and Murphy ran over to me. "What are you doing here?" "We gotta go!" Rocco said and shoved past us all, hitting my side hard.
I gasped and grabbed it, and growled. Murphy grabbed my hand and led me out after Rocco, Conner following closely. They got into a car and I was pushed into the back gently by Murphy. Rocco climbed in after me and we drove off. We stopped at a porno club and they decided to "do" some guy Rocco said sold him out. We drove off and I pushed Rocco aside and grabbed both of their shoulders. "What the fuck is going on here?" Murphy went to say something, but Rocco cut in.
"She's in on it before me? What the fuck!" "Shut up Rocco!" I said and he sat back quickly. "Nothing, just forget it. We'll drop you off at the bar." Conner and said and looked at Murphy. "What do you think Murphy?" he looked at me and then shook his head. I sat back and glared at them both when the car finally stopped. Murphy got out and let me out and I went to walk off when he caught my shoulder. I turned and he placed his other hand on my other shoulder.
"We can't involve you in this." I took a step to him, pulled out a knife silently and had it against his thigh. "I'm already involved you asswipe!" I hissed and he noticed the knife. "Don't you think that someone saw me leave with Rocco from that deli? Of course I'm involved, but I guess you don't trust me as much as I thought." I whispered the last part and gently pulled away from him, letting his arms drop.
"Go do whatever you are planning. Leave me out of it, but if you get in trouble, just know that I'm experienced in this shit. I told you my past and I barely know you, I trust you completely, yet you won't even let me help you." I said and touched his cheek, then he went to touch me, but I cut his hand. "Don't touch me, I only did that to say goodbye. Until you trust me, don't act like you are my friend." I growled and flipped Conner off and walked into the side entrance.
I went to my place and lifted up my shirt. I saw blood and unwrapped it to see the wound was reopened. "Fuck." I said and grabbed the first aid kit that was still on the table. I opened it, cleaned the cut and put a big enough band aid on it and walked into the bathroom. I ran the hot water and undressed. I climbed into the shower after turning on some cold water too. I let the water run down my skin and grabbed the shampoo. I washed my long hair and then conditioned, then grabbed my soap. I finished washing myself and just stood there for a while, letting the water sooth my pain away.
I can't believe he still doesn't trust me. I understand Conner; he seems like the type that wouldn't trust easily, but the way Murphy looked at me, it was like I could tell him anything. But I couldn't tell him the whole truth. I almost did that day, the day I killed Mario, I was so close to spilling the ugly truth and then they would hate me. I sighed and turned off the water, I stood there for another moment, letting the cold air cover me. I grabbed a towel off the shelf and got out.
I walked out into the kitchen and grabbed my bag, then walked into my bedroom. I grabbed a black leather skirt, my leather boots, and a sexy leather top. I dried my hair and then straighten it. I got dressed and put on some heavy black makeup, making my look complete. I made my lips blood red and then blew a kiss to myself. I walked out into the bar, where Doc was just opening up for the night and all eyes were on me. "You don't need me tonight do you? I was going to go out." I said and he shook his head.
"Damn she's sexy" I heard some guy whisper to his friend and I smiled. I walked outside and saw the time, it was started to get late. Murphy and the guys would probably be deep in shit already. I heard people talking and pointing to me and some guys were smirking and winking at me. Maybe I should've grabbed my jacket. I thought and then started walking, but bumped into someone. "I'm sorry." I said and looked up to see a group of people, some girls and guys.
The guys were staring at me and the girls were staring at me like I was evil. Some even gently pushed against the guys to get their attention. "Hey, how you doing tonight? Looking for a party?" the guy I bumped into said and I looked at them all before finally resting on the guy talking to me. "Party?" I asked and placed a hand on his shoulder, near his neck. There was a girl next to him, holding his hand, but his eyes were roaming my body. "Yeah, you could come and hang out with us." He said and the guys nodded in agreement, the girls just staring at the guys like they were crazy.
"Tommy, we gotta go." the girl holding the main guy's hand. Tommy was still eyeing me, then dropped the girls hand and placed it on mine. I smiled at him and leaned in, then gently pushed him away as his lips were nearing mine. "Grow up, I don't party with teenagers." "What are you, some old lady trying to be young again?" the girl shot at me and my hand automatically dropped to the bottom of my skirt, ready to cut her to pieces. I sighed and smirked at her, "I'm not much older than you, but could out drink all of you put together, so just leave before you piss me off and I have to go to jail for kicking your ass." "Try it!" she said and took a step toward me.
I raised an eyebrow and she grabbed my hand that was on Tommy's shoulder and shoved it away, but I grabbed her arm and twisted it behind her back with a knife against her neck. "I could've killed you about five different times and you wouldn't have had time to even scream." I whispered in her ear and then shoved her into his arms. "Like I said, I don't feel like going to jail tonight, so fuck off." She held her neck with one hand and Tommy gently held her other.
"Get out of here already!" I growled and put the knife back as they turned and hurried off. "You can still take care of yourself I see." I turned and saw Nicholas staring me up and down. "Where's the rave?" he asked, jokingly and I giggled a bit, and then remembered the date. "Oh shit, I totally forgot about the dinner date tonight." I said and he just looked at me. "Made other plans with some other guy?" he asked and I shook my head. "No, just got some business to take care of. My father wants me to come home and I'm not going to be a good girl about it, if you get what I mean." I explained, trying not to give too much information. "Hey, don't worry I understand." I smiled and took a step toward him. "Rain check?" I asked and he nodded. "I'll hold you to it." I nodded and took a step back, his eyes starting roaming my body and I watched him lift his gaze to mine and I winked. "Maybe next time." I said and blew him a kiss and turned and walked off, knowing his eyes were watching until I disappeared from his view.
I have a very bad temper, and it's very short.