I'm sad.

If you ever heard Serj Tankian music such as:
Empty walls.
Sky is over.
The unthinking majority.

Or any others, you would say, "HE'S SO AWESOME! Buy why does he look familiar?"

It's because he's from the band
System of a down
And I love the song Chop suey from them.

But did this mean. . . THEY BROKE UP?! DID THEY?!

If they did, WHY? I mean I love his solo songs and all but the whole band was cool.

Oh well.

Here's zee chapter.

Sigh. . . Still sad about the fact. . .
Anwaaayy.
Tis is gonna be another dramatic chapter and in the hurt/comfort genre :D I am so evil. I'm sorry, but I love drama. Especially when someone is getting hurt in the end. What I can't stand is that I get attached to a character. For instance, L, from death note.
ToT great, now I remember.
WHY DID L HAVE TO DIE?!

NOTES:

Thoughts

Flashback

"Journal Entries"

Letter

DISCLAIMER: Yeah, I forgot to put this in the other chapter. And maybe the one before that. Heh heh, sorry. Well, you know I'm just a girl who has nothing better to do and what makes you think she might actually own this anime? If you did think that I did own. I'm sorry, you are seriously wrong :O

"Bye, Karin-chan. . ."

Her hand was slumped, her eyes closed. She's dead.

Like the corpse she is now.

Karin's only relative that was alive is dead. After all the hardships, after all the laughs, after all the hugs. Time has ended. Life is cruel. And death all over again was just terrible.

She has nobody. Nobody.

Someone that actually loved her is no more.

The world, the life; her life is like a a dark room. No escape. No light. No help.

Loneliness is what embraces her.

Maybe now and forever.

It was over. Everything was. The blond predicted this, it was true she might of never smiled again. Her malachite had no expression, it as if she was a living zombie. They were darken as well partly dilated from normal. The tears that seemed endless from stopping: stopped. Karin's small kitten was frighten, her loving owner did not laugh after she tried so hard. Shi-chan stared at the blue eyes boy. He said nothing ever since they aboarded the boat. He just sat across form Karin and looked outside. It was a deadly atmosphere. A silence. A remorse silence. Kazune watched her every once in while and yet she never budged an inch. He wanted to sit next to her. To comfort her. To hug her. Or even to make her giggle even if it's only for a moment.

The boat ride was longer than usual. Yet they were getting close coming back home. Kazune felt so ashamed her failed Himeka's expectations. It's definitely going to be a long lecture. What's worse if she goes to school. Those two idiots she calls friends are going to get worried. Most likely they will question me and I'll have no choice but to answer. Damn this all. It's better she just doesn't go at all. If we didn't have to do that stupid performance this wouldn't be such a big deal! Time felt different now, the time zones are once again different. The boat has stopped in it's tracks and they were both back at home.

The brownish blond sat up from her seat, the same expression she had was there. After getting off the boat there was the same car, the same two husky men, the same everything. The men exchanged glances and felt pity for the girl. Both looked back at their little master that was grinding his teeth while looking away. Either way, they both entered the vehicle.

Once again; it was a silent trip.

6 : 2 2 A M
An hour before school. An hour left for sleep. And for a certain girl, a lifetime to stay stiff. A lifetime to weep. A lifetime to be alone. Karin started getting dressed early, she placed her white and black ruffled uniform dress. Matching shoes and her regular hair style: Pig tails with olive scrunchies. From one her table cabinets, she opened up her journal and grabbed a pen.

"I do not know what is happening to me. Everything is crumbling. I wasn't even there in her time of needs. When she needed me most! I'm a failure, such like an everyday nobody now. Always have been, always will be. The words that form in my mouth can't come out. I want to tell someone how I feel. How I want a hug and whatnot. But nothing is able to come out. Almost as if they are stitched tight. I cannot write anymore for this is all I have to say. I just want to avoid as many people as possible. Rest in peace, Aunty. . ."

She closed the old journal, this was the first and last keepsake she had of her aunt. It was her who gave this to Karin: this tattered journal she still uses now. Her eyes pierced at the window, the white flakes where falling. Snow. Again. She did not bother to grab her jacket, not a scarf, nor a glove. She roamed the halls ways for a while and noticed most of the servants were fast asleep. To make sure she wouldn't get caught, she checked Kazune's room. Half way closed and he was also asleep. She lastly checked Himeka's room: also asleep.

Everything was clear. Splendid.

Karin opened the door and walked her way to school. It was cold. Freezing, chilling. The cold wind that was stuck with small pieces of snow swifted through her legs. It was like white-hot knives going through her. Yet, there was no care in the simple temperature. Each step she took, the snow felt deeper. Little flakes stuck to her hair and eyelashes. It started getting hard to breathe. Karin just resumed pushing through her limits.

I'm not cold, I do not need warmth. . . I do not need anyone; I do not have anyone.

Her malachite looked up, the building of the school was partially covered with snow. It seems no one arrived: no teachers, no students. It is alright, she never even wanted to see anybody. The front doors were unlocked, maybe because only one security guard was right beside the door but asleep. Karin sighed in relief, her body moved and explored the dark school. Since it was snowing it was obvious that the sky will stay gray; how long? Who knows. Which meant the school will be dark and gloomy until the lights are on. The classrooms were of course empty too. Just to waste some time, Karin went inside her classroom, trying to smile. Picturing it was a bright and beautiful day, everyone laughing. She would be with Micchi and Jin in a corner and talk about something absolutely stupid.

Even so, she could not smile; she could not even able to try.

It seemed so. . .painful to smile.

She exited the squared room and made her way all the upstairs. The roof. The door was unlocked as well, it seemed this school doesn't have it all for security. Then again, who would be stupid enough to climb up to the roof? When she opened it and was about to close it. There was something that caught her eye. The door was able to be locked from the outside. Perfect, nobody will bother me. Her finger clicked it's way on the lock until it was actually locked. The snow was coming down more than ever but it was for sure certain everybody will still have school. The system isn't that fair anyway.

There it was, the same spot where she cried and told her feelings to Jin. Worrying about her aunt and all. There is nothing else to worry about after all. She is dead. Karin-she is just dead from the inside out. She sat herself down on the snow, her skin was pinkish. Her whole face was pink as well. She still had trouble breathing. Karin slumped her body near the wall. What she didn't know is that she was about to worry someone. Which would be happening right about now.

Down below was a certain ebony haired, blood red eyes, walking to school.

"So sleepy. Why the hell do I wake up so early?" He stretched out his arms and looked up.

"Seems like there will be a blizzard later. Wait, what is that blur?"

He squinted his eyes, all he saw was those green olive scrunchies, "Karin?" Her body fell down on the snow, she was no longer leaning on the fency-like wall, "It is her. What the hell is she doing up there?!"

He dashed right inside the school, running as fast as he could to the top of the school. Paying no mind to the security guard.

7 : 1 2 A M

Kazune put the last part of his uniform, he walked to Karin's room. The door was closed and a white piece of paper was located on the sill of the door. In black letters, it said the following:

You knew all along, didn't you? My aunt was dieing and you didn't bother to tell me. I hate you. Hear me? Hate. You. Do not bother to waste your precious time waking me up. I already left to school. When I come home, whip me or beat me, I will still hate you.

-Karin

"That insolent brat. . . Let her rot in depression for all I care."

The blond put on his coat and went to school himself. Completely forgetting to wake up Himeka.


Why is this damn door locked?!

He twist and turned the knob trying to get it opened. It is just a futile attempt. His fist pounded on the metal door. He stared at the window of the door, it was big. It was wide too. Enough for a person to fit. The ebony haired backed up and little then. Ram. The glass shattered, the little crystallites pierced into his skin. His perfect complexion ruined by his own blood stained on his face. The white layer of snow looked like shaved ice cream with fruit juice poured all over. What happened to him was not important. He panickly looked around and saw a body laying on the snow.

Karin's.

As soon as she was found, he ran to her side. She wasn't breathing, her body temperature was dangerously low.

"She has hypothermia. This is bad! She needs to go to the hospital or else she may lose her life! Shit."

Karin could not say anything, she barely said a word. From the little bits she manage to hear. She was surprised, it was none other than Jin himself.

Well, there goes the peace and quite. Still, that idiot is at least nice. I'm not able to say anything at the moment, but thank you, Jin.

Just at the moment, Jin flicked up his phone and called the ambulance.

Quickly they came and Jin made sure he will go there as soon as he speaks to a certain someone.

7 : 3 1 A M
The classroom was getting settled in. Some students moaned for the fact it was a school day. Other were just happy to see their friends. The teacher filed her lesson plan for the day, "Okay, students settle-"

Kazune entered the room and approached his desk. The collar of his uniform was grabbed and it literally chocked him, when his blue eyes looked at the person who grabbed him, he wasn't all that much surprised. He swatted Jin's hand and regained normal breathing,"What's your deal?"

"Don't play innocent, you bastard!"

"For crying out loud. What do you want with me?"

"What did you leave Karin out in the snow?! I found her buried in snow and I called the hospital. If you walk with her everyday, what made today so hard to check on her that she was actually wearing a freaking coat!"

Kazune flinched, his aqua blue eyes widened, "H-hospital. . .?"

"Yes, hospital. It wouldn't be shocking if you were being ass to her."

The blond was getting peeved having to deal with being insulted even though he is actually innocent. Or, partially innocent.

Jin turned and ran to the door, "I don't have to time waste for someone who won't even talk. Unlike you, I actually care!"

The teacher stood from her seat and glared at the ebony haired, "This is not how we are suppose to talk friends, Jin, apolo-"

Jin smirked, "Friends? Ha! As if. Teacher. STAY OUT OF IT! It's none of your concern anyway."

The teacher was stunned and stayed quite.

Kazune looked back at his hands, he could feel it. Little salty tears formed into his eyes. His fist tightened and without second thoughts he followed Jin, while following him through the hallways, Micchi crossed with Kazune.

"Make sure she smiles or I will bother you forever more. Promise me."

Kazune was getting closer to Jin and the blond smiled.

I promise.

Dang. . .

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