a/n finally, some reviews! Okay, this will now be longer. :) thank you. Also, Check out Next Contestant by LadySpoink, she wrote it about Randy and Sarah. It's awesome!

Why do I bother? Everything in my life seems to turn bad. I can't a love life because I love a bipolar idiot. Everything I own is gone, my iPod, my house.

"Are you going tomorrow?" my sister asked walking into the bedroom.

"Maybe." I answered and she sat down next to me on the bed, which sunk under her pregnant stomach.

"You should. Halloween happens once a year." she said. Yes, it's been this long. My lack in story telling is due to my lack in spirit.

"Randy will be there."

"Get over it. You love him, he loves you."

"My birthday's the day after." I kept making excuses.

"I'm making you go. You don't have to dress up, they just want you to be there."

"How do you know?" she stood and walked to the door before answering me,

"I spoke to Maryse."

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Randy's Perspective.

"She's coming Randy! Be happy!" Maryse danced around me in a Marilyn Monroe costume.

"Shut up Maryse!" I snapped.

"You do not vant to be angry ven she comes." she scoffed at me and pranced off. I fixed up my hat which was apart of my Hitman costume. I pushed open the doors to the hall. Everyone was there already, all dressed up, talking to one another, so no one cared who walked in. I walked over to John and gave him a man-hug.

"Sarah's coming man." he stated,

"Yeah. I know." I said back dully. She wasn't going to speak to me, so why should I care? I shouldn't, but I do. Its sad. "The music sucks at these things." I complained. It was probably because I've been listening to the wide variety of music Sarah has.

"It's not that bad." I heard Sarah's sweet voice come from behind me. She wasn't dressed up, I didn't expect her to be here. She was never into Halloween.

"Hey." I said quietly. We had a little 'moment' before John ruined it.

"Sarah! You did come!" he gave her a tight hug. "How ya been?"

"Horrible. Absolutely horrible. Have you by any chance seen my iPod? It's gone missing."

"Nah, sorry haven't seen it anywhere. Have you Randy?"

"No. Sorry Sarah." I gave her my most sincere face, even though I was lying through my teeth.

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Sarah's Perspective.

I hate Halloween. I have since I was little, because it scared me and I just never started liking it. I hide out in my room watching some kids movie until I fell asleep. Yet here I am at a Halloween Party. Because I was dragged along, and my birthday's tomorrow. So not cool. Oh well, I guess I should try and get to sleep. I have my own room today. No sharing with Randy, thank god. He seems really out of it today.

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It felt weird waking up in the hotel room, knowing Randy wasn't in the next bed and Kate isn't down the hall. What's even weirder is that I feel eyes on me. I shot up and looked around. The girls had gathered in my room. I didn't even bother asking how they got there, because they just started shoving presents in my face. I groaned and tried to pull the covers over my head.

"What's the time?" I grumbled.

"Seven Thirty." Eve smiled at me and I grimaced.

"Too early. Come back in 2 hours."

"No! Now Sare!" Maryse shouted and I shot up immediately. I turned to her and saw the triumphant smile on her face. These girls go all out, really, I have so much new stuff.

"Thank you girls. I love you!" I said sincerely and they swarmed me for a group hug.

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That can be put to good use. I thought sarcastically, looking at the lingerie Melina had gotten me. I thought she'd be more mature than that. I shook my head. The best thing I got was a couple of iTunes gift cards, which won't be of much use because I am currently without an iPod. There was a knock at my door. I hid some of the presents before I opened it.

"Oh, hi Randy." I said quietly, avoiding eye contact.

"I just came to say Happy Birthday." he said to me and I looked up at him.

"Well, thank you."

"And, uh, this won't make me look very good, but… here's your iPod." he handed over the smallish object.

"Thank you." I forced myself to say. I was not going to be rude. I am not rude. I am not going to yell at him. I am not going to go through this again. "I'll see you around Randy." I stated slowly pushing the door closed. I sighed and threw the iPod onto the bed. I didn't care anymore. He lied to me. He is bad for me, and my health. Why do I love him so much?!