Wow! OMG ANOTHER UPDATE ALREADY? Yup, thats right folks. Sorry if there is a lot of errors, Its hard to type laying down. Its a fluffy and sad chapter so READ AND REVIEW! por favor
Thanks to those who did:
snoopykid2991: I did! I did! Easy there, don't go crazy...
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Otaku-Rehab: I know, me too! I think that they are going to have a problem later... that would make a good chapter...
Oh yea and by the way, I am writing this as I go along, so don't be too harsh!
Kyo sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. Something was up and he knew it, of course he would have to be a complete idiot not to.
Was it his fault?
Had he done somthing wrong?
'Of course not. I've been nothing but helpful and pleasent to Tohru. Right? Why does everything have to be so confusing?!! Maybe it was Yuki! Damn rat, always screwing things up...'
He was alone. Yuki was off doing Yuki-ish things with his time.
Kyo's feet drug on the ground, and his pace was slow. It was the typical walk of someone lost in a pool of thought, guilt, and worry.
He couldn't help but wonder why she wasn't opening up to him like usual. She wasn't Tohru anymore.
He missed Tohru...
Before he knew it, Kyo was opening the front door.
He could ear voices in the next room;
"Really? You don't think that the right is a little bigger than the left?"
"No! Of course not my dear! They are absolutley perfect! They are like melons picked from the gardens of heaven!"
" Ooh Shigure, that's so poetic!"
Kyo cleared his throat loudly.
The voices were silent. Thank God...
Kyo trudged upstairs and put his stuff in his room.
Tohru's door was open... maybe he should see what she was up to and make sure she was alright.
He peeked in and gasped.
There was blood, and there was Tohru, sitting on the carpet with a towel clutched to her leg.
"Tohru!" Kyo knelt by her side, "What did you do?"
She was crying. "Go away,"
"Tohru, no. What happened?" His voice softened.
She could hear his worry. That only made things worse. Tohru couldn't bear to look at him.
"Please, Kyo... Just leave me alone..."
The tears were falling off her face now, making little dark spots on her skirt.
"I'm not going to do that Tohru. You need help. You've changed a lot lately and I don't want you shutting me out like this. I care about you too much to loose you Tohru."
She had never heard him be so gentle and caring.
"I- I just wanted to feel how much pain I cause other people, that's all. I didn't mean for it to be so deep this time."
"What? You don't deserve this Tohru."
"You don't understand Kyo," she explained, "lately I've done nothing but hurt other people. Now please just leave me alone. I don't want to talk about it."
He grabbed her free hand. "Look at me Tohru. You don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to. I just don't want to see you hurt like this. You mean more to me than anyone else."
She looked at him, and she could see the truth. If he only knew how much she loved him.
'He deserves someone prettier, like Ai. Someone skinnier, like Ai. Someone more glamorous and time- worthy, like Ai. I'll never be good enough.'
She broke eye contact. She couldn't take it anymore.
Tohru pulled the towel off her wound. It had stopped bleeding finally, but the air made it sting.
Kyo's eyes were drawn to the spot. It was her upper thing... Her skirt was pushed up and her panties were showing.
He gulped. He hadn't noticed it before. His face was turning red.
"Kyo-kun, are you okay? You look sick? Is the blood making you sick?"
"Uh... no," he pulled his eyes away. "I'm fine." he cleared his throat. "Are you sure you don't want to talk?"
"yeah"
"Alright then, let me help you get cleaned up." He helped her up and they headed to the bathroom.
Kyo patted the top of the counter.
"Sit"
Tohru did as she was told and pushed her skirt up away from her scar.
Her legs were fawless.
'Perfect' Kyo thought as he ran a washcloth under the warm water coming out of the faucet.
"Does it hurt?" He asked her.
"No, not really."
"Well thats good. This might sting a little." He pressed the damp cloth against her leg.
She waited for the pain, but it never came. All she could feel was his rough but gentle hands on her leg.
"Kyo..." she whispered.
His eyes met hers.
He could see it. He could see how badly she wanted him and how much she hurt inside. He wanted to take it all away.
Their faces were close.
He could see the teardrops that made her eyelashes stick together.
He reached his hand up and brushed her hair out of her face.
She leaned forward and their lips met.
Perfect.
His fingers snaked through her hair.
He was careful not to get too close, but it was hard.
He wanted so badly to hold her, to pull her close and never let her go.
Tohru pushed him away.
"Kyo-kun, stop."
"Whats wrong?"
"We shouldn't be doing this." She looked away amd started to fidget with the hem of her skirt.
He felt kind of hurt. "Why?"
She didn't want to tell him, but she would have to eventualy, right?
"Ryu might get mad."
"Ryu? Who's Ryu?"
Then he saw it. That wasn't a bruise on her neck, it was a hickey.
Tohru had a boyfriend, and it wasn't him.
"Oh... I see."
He turned and left without another word.
Tohru started to cry again. She didn't want things to be like this.
She loved Kyo.
'Its for the best. Someone like him shouldn't waste his time on someone like me.'
She stood up. Play practice started in a half hour and she didn't want to be late.
So There it is. Did you like it or no? Tell me PLEASE!
Anyway I hate the "Look at me," thing Kyo says to her. My exboyfriend used to do that when I'd cry, and my coach still does!
Not too much really happens in this chapter, but I think its important to show Tohru and Kyo's relationship. I'm not too worried about Yuki at this point.
REVEIW!!