OMG guys I'm so sorry I let myself forget about this.I said I'd update more when I got back from my trip and well..that was like almost almost 2 months ago lol.I've just been so busy with everything.I actually remembered about the story on my birthday though but I didn't update cause I was out with friends.I did however make a mental note to update and something reminded me to do it tonight again I'm super sorry.I would promise to make it up by updating more but lord knows if I can keep that but I'm trying guys I promise I really on how late it is when I get this chapter up I may go ahead and post two 2night or promises I hope this chapter was worth the wait. Hope I havn't lost any again I'm so sorry please continue to review!

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"Miky..Miky..Mikayla!."

"Wha..?" I shoot up in bed clutching my chest tightly trying to catch my breath. I look to my right to see a very concerned Miley staring back at me.

"Are you ok..?" she reaches towords me slowly as if she's afraid she'll hurt me. I tense up at first when her soft fingers begin to work their way across my back but soon relax into her comforting touch and allow her to draw circles on my back slowly untill my breathing is controlled. "Hey...' she says softly pushing a straind of hair out of my face."Are you alright?"

"Yeah.." I reply shakily. "I'm cool..guess I had a bad dream..." I give her a weak smile hoping to reasure her.

"Ok.." she nods slowly not looking entirely convinced. I gave her another smile averting my eys from her questioning a moment of akward silence I feel the bed shift as she lays back down in bed.I feel her hand on my shoulder softly guiding me to lay down with her.I findd myself fidgting nervously as we lay though my eyes were everywhere but her direction I still could feel her eyes boring holes through my I was saved by her phone ringing before I had to answer any questions as to what my dream was about.

"Its to early for calls.." she groans leaning over me to get her phone off the dresser beside me.I suck in sharp shaky breath and slam my eyes shut when I feel her chest push onto mine as she leans closer to reach.I bite my lip holding in a moan as she applys more and more pressure to reach her mind was going out of control so I was pretty thankful when she pulled back to her side of the bed to answer the phone.

"Ugh..Lilly what do you want its early?" she snaps into the phone causing me to smirk was Lilly calling?I rolled my eyes as I continued to listen to the conversation."I'm with Mikayla...She stayed the night...Oh you did?...Ok I guess thats cool..Alright I'll ask her...Ok bye."

"So..what did she want?" I ask sitting up next to her not really that interested as to what Lilly had to say.

"She heard I got my licenes..I was hoping to keep that from her as long as possible." she sighs causing me to giggle. "Anyway so she wants me to take her shopping..of she asked if you wanted to come." I groan falling back on the bed.I really hated spending time with her at school was bad enough but spending an entire day shopping with her..that would be torture. "Please come Mickey..please." she pouts looking at me with her big choclate eyes.

"Ok ok I'll come..only for you though." I sigh getting out of bed searching for my phone.

"Thank you thank you thank you." she giggles jumping up out of bed wrapping her arms around my waist from behind."Your the best friend ever." I smile weakily as she places a kiss on my cheek before heading off to take a shower.

"Yeah..I'm a great friend..a friend...just a friend and nothing more." I whisper to I really hated feeling like couldn't things be easier.

An hour later me and Miley were ready to car ride over to Lilly's was mostly now and then Miley would attempt to start a conversation but I was to destracted to hold it for enough I found myself grateful when Lilly got in the car with us. She talked so damn much I wouldn't have to worry about any akward conversations between me and whole way to the mall I said stared out the window and tuned out the annoying voice of Lilly.A few minutes later I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sound of Lilly's car door we here.I sighed hopping out of the car slowly following behind them. I really didn't feel like socializing with either one of them today. I was to distracted by the dream I had earlier I kinda wanted to just be alone right Miley had other plans.

"Hey you.." I feel her arm loop between mine as she leans into me smiling softly."Ya ok love?"

"Yeah I'm fine." I give her a confindent smile hopping that would be enough to convince studies my face for a moment looking for a sign that I was I'm a pretty damn good when it comes to hiding my feelings.

"Good." she exclaims giving me that award winning smile that makes me melt everytime I see it.

The more time we spent at the mall the more I seemed to loosen up. Aside from the fact that Lilly was being her extremly annoying self I was still having a good time with Lilly would say something that made her sound totally idiotic me and Miley would turn and give each other this knowing didn't have to say anything just look at each other before dying laughing leaving a confused Lilly out of the continued on for most of the day but eventually we began to tire and decided to call it a day. The car ride home was once again silent but it wasn't an akward silence like the ride before. It was a good silence. I found myself smiling most of the way home and when I looked over at Miley I noticed a small smile on her face our moment was ruined by Lilly proposing the idea we spend the night at her house instead of going home.I was about to protest when Miley chimmed in with a "Sure sounds fun". I looked over at her with a questioning began to chuckle as a glared at her."Oh come on it could be fun." she whispered wiggling her eyebrows seductivley towords ok.I began to cares if I hated Lilly I had to much fun with Miley today.I didn't want it to end quite yet. A few minutes later we were at Lilly's house settling into her basement.

"Ok I gotta check my myspace come on." Lilly yelled to us as she turned the corner into the computer and Miley glanced at each other both with an annoyed expression on our face.

"Come on the queen awaits us my dear." Miley chuckles following Lilly into the computer room. When I walk in I notice there was only two which Lilly had already claimed in front of the computer the other to the left of her which Miley was sitting I'm sitting in the floor..I sigh starting to squat down on the floor.

"What are you doing silly?"

I look up to see an amused look on Miley's face. "I'm sitting down..?" I reply confused

"Well you can sit with me darling theres plenty of room." she smiles scooting over in the chair so there was enough room for me to sit. I get up moving towords her chair to sit with her.I sit down closer towords the edge of the chair while Miley was scooted towords the back slightly positioned behind me. Suddenly I feel two arms snake around my waist pulling me close to a warm body and then I feel her rest her chin on my shoulder."This is a kodak moment." she smiles giggling into my neck as I make a fake immitation of a camera taking a picture. I try to focus on what Lilly is babbling on about..something about some guy named..brad..chad?I don't really know I can't seem to focus on anything but the brunette holding me close to her. Every now and then she'll look away from the screen and move her head to were its laying on my back before she moves back to resting her chin on my I feel a blast of cool air on my neck causing me shudder giggles at the reaction it has on me and begins to blow more cool air on the back of my neck. My god if Lilly wasn't here right now I might have a little bit of trouble restraining myself from kissing Miley. My thoughts were broken when I hear her start to talk.

"Is that your heart?" I look back at her confused and she cocks her eyebrow at me smiling.

Oh shit was my heart beating to quickly?Could she feel my heartbeat quicken as an affect of her being this close to me.

"Oh wait.." she begins reaching up towords her chest. "I think its me." she giggles pulling my hand towords her chest to feel."See.."

"Yeah.."I smile brightly hoping that maybe I had the same affect on her as she did on me.

"Guess you just do that to me love." she giggles putting her arms back around me laying her head on my back again.

Believe me so do you...so do you. I sigh focusing back on the screen. While I loved the feeling of being this close to Miley I still hated the feeling of not knowing where we all was pretty damn confusing. To my dissapointment my thoughts were interupted by Miley pulling her hands back and getting up switching seats with I missed the conversation were Miley decided to check her myspace comes over and sits down next to me laying her head on my the hell...? I tense up not liking the feeling of Lilly attempting to reinact what Miley had just done. I shifted slightly causing Lilly to pull her head back up. "Apparently I make a good pillow.." I giggled slightly annoyed when Lilly placed her head back on my looks over at me and smiles giving me a wink."You really like so warm and comfy.I'm gonna wind up spooing with you tonight" I begin to blush and forget totally about the fact that Lilly is still leaning against me.I didn't really care about that that mattered was these feelings of confusion were tough and sometimes painful they were also wonderful and worth every was worth every minute of my time. I loved Miley Stewart and at that moment I was determined to find out whether she loved me to or not.

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So there it is you it took so long for that chapter to be posted.I hope it was worth the waiting.I really am gonna try to do the whole keeping up with this story but I'm not making anymore promises on anything since I can't seem to keep them. But yeah we have a long weekend coming up for thanksgiving and Christmas break is coming soon so expect some more updates during that time. Once again I'd like to apologize for the wait and thank you guys so much for reading this story.I really appreciate it. Remember I love reviews so if ya want to keep the updates coming give me some! =]