Muhuhahaha I FOOLED Y'ALL!!! .. this is the next chapter
Bitch 11
Beep a groan emerged from her lips. Beep. I hate mornings. Beep. I hate alarm clocks. Why do I even have one?! Beep. Annoying beep! She reached out but something attached to her arm limited her reach. What the hell? She questioned. She seemed unable to open her eyes but continued to reach for whatever was making that beeping sound. Where am I? Her hand reached out but didn't find the expected nightstand with the offending alarm clock. It instead collided with something big and something that was definitely not her alarm clock.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you Shego." A familiar voice sounded from her left.
"Princess?" Shego questioned out loud and her voice sounded hoarse.
"Yes it's me, you can open your eyes." Kim mumbled. Shego turned her head towards the sound of her voice and forced her eyes open. She blinked a few times at the bright light before her eyes became used to the light. Her eyes settled upon a tired and worried looking young red head. Despite her tired and worried appearance she looked great to Shego. She herself probably didn't look to well.
"Why am I here? Why are you here? What happened?" Shego asked in a row.
"Take it easy Shego you had a really bad accident. You collided with a truck; your entire bike is a heap of scrap metal. You should be glad you're still alive. You're still in the danger zone because an accident like that would've killed a normal human in an instant." Kim explained. Shego squeezed her eyes shut and saw flashes of the truck as it headed straight for her. She saw herself flying through the air and everything became black after that. She quickly opened her eyes, not wanting to think about it and refocused on Kim.
"So why are you here? I thought you left me." Shego said.
"I'm here because I care for you Shego. I cried my eyes out, I thought you were going to die. I thought… I thought I was going to lose you for good…" Kim said and she sniffed softly. Shego felt a painful tug at her heart as she looked at the worried red head. She cares and you made her think you didn't care. Shego's mind announced. The pale woman lowered her head, looking at her fumbling hands. She felt bad and not the kind of bad she wanted.
"Do you remember how it happened?" Kim questioned breaking through Shego's thoughts.
"I uh do." Shego replied.
"Care to share it?" Shego nodded in her reply and took a deep breath. She felt stings of pain go through her but she chose to ignore that.
"You left and I told myself I could live with it. I was angry and upset so I decided to go for a ride. I thought everything was going well, that I was handling it okay. I was speeding down the open road and I thought I didn't care at all. Yet something changed and for a few seconds my vision was blurred with tears. I blinked them away and I saw the truck heading towards me. I tried to turn away, steering my bike but the truck ended up hitting the side of my bike. I got launched and I can still see myself heading towards the ground. I didn't feel the landing and everything just became black." Shego murmured. By the time she was done Kim was staring at her with big eyes. Her head rested on her palms and she looked at Shego in amazement.
"You're really lucky that you're still alive." Kim whispered.
"I guess I am." Shego said and she grinned. Damn it all to hell even grinning hurts! She thought but she kept the grin on her face. It was her trademark grin and it suited the situation at the moment.
"Only someone like you could be grinning right now." Kim commented with slight humor in her voice.
"I know I'm great aren't I?" Shego questioned and Kim let out a laugh. She couldn't help it, she had to laugh even though the situation was bad. Only someone like Shego could do something like that after a horrible accident. As she laughed tears started to form in her eyes and it was because she was happy. Shego smiled at the laughing red head and noticed the tears welling up in her green eyes.
One escaped her eye and Shego reached out, brushing it away with her thumb. Kim's laughter silenced and their eyes locked while Shego's hand remained on her cheek.
"I thought you were going to die!" Kim shouted to her suddenly.
"I'm sorry princess, I didn't plan for that to happen." Shego whispered. She motioned for Kim to sit beside her on the bed and the red head hesitantly obeyed. She sat down and Shego pulled her close, Kim buried her face into Shego's dark hair. Her tears ran freely and Shego just held her close, letting her cry on her shoulder once again.
"It's okay I'm okay." Shego murmured and Kim just clutched her shirt, pulling her as close as possible.
"Don't ever scare me like that again." Kim whispered.
"I won't scare you like that again. I promise." Shego uttered softly and Kim continued to sob on her shoulder. The only audible sounds were Kim's sobs and Shego's heart monitor that was beeping slow and steady.
"You know I care about you right?" Shego questioned suddenly and Kim pulled back. She looked at Shego with red watery eyes and then her gaze shifted to the ground. Shego reached out, gently grabbing Kim's chin and she lifted her head.
"I care about you Kim." Shego said sincerely and fresh tears formed in Kim's eyes.
"I know I just feel bad." She whispered.
"Bad? Why bad?"
"I didn't believe or think you cared for me. I thought you didn't care at all and it's just a relieve to hear that you do. Yet I feel bad because I doubted you." Kim explained.
"I was trying to convince myself I didn't care for you. I should be the one feeling bad." Shego admitted.
"I guess we're both bad." Kim murmured.
"I'm bad in two ways and in one way we're equal."
"We feel bad." Kim said.
"No I was talking about the taking over the world part." Shego announced with a serious tone. Kim looked up at her with a curious look and almost laughed when she saw Shego's expression. Her tone had been serious but the expression she had wasn't serious at all. Kim giggled lightly and Shego just grinned her trademark grin. She loved to see Kim laugh; it always made her a bit happier even in her current situation.
"Are we okay now?" She asked and Kim stopped giggling.
"Of course we are." Kim replied gently.
"Good because I've been wanting to do this for a while now and I was afraid you'd slap me." Shego announced and Kim just gave her a questioning look. Shego's grin widened and she leaned forward, capturing Kim's soft lips. Kim's questioning look quickly disappeared as her eyelids fell. She leaned into Shego and kissed her back with equal love and need. They poured their hearts and souls into that very kiss. Kissing like there was no tomorrow, afraid to let go, afraid that the other would suddenly disappear.
The kiss ended, both panting softly, Shego more then Kim because of her situation.
"I wouldn't have slapped you." Kim admitted with a light blush on her face.
"Yeah I figured you wouldn't but I didn't want to take any risks." Shego replied and Kim just rolled her eyes at that comment.
"How's your nose?" Shego questioned all of a sudden.
"How do you think? I'm not groping you or something so… "Completely clogged?" Shego offered cutting through Kim's sentence and the red head nodded. It became quiet for a few moments. Neither of them said a word at first but Kim was the first to break the silence.
"I have no idea what I would do if you'd die." Kim murmured gently resting her head against Shego's shoulder.
"You'd go on with your life." Shego announced.
"What?" Kim questioned.
"I'd want you to go on with your life. Sure it's good if you remember me but you'd have to go on. You can't linger on it too long because it'll effect your whole life. It will take your life over and make everything less good." Shego explained.
"You'd want me to go on? Really?" Kim asked.
"Absolutely, you're Kim Possible! You'd have to go on with your life. By the way I'd be looking down on you and I'd appreciate it if you weren't a total mess." Shego joked and Kim lightly swatted her arm.
"Don't you mean you'll look up at me from below?" Kim questioned.
"Hell, heaven whatever I'll be looking and you'd better look good."
"You don't care if you go to hell or heaven?"
"I'm not really a religious type. I'm okay with it as long as I can work on my tan." Shego replied and they shared a good laugh.
"As long as you don't run off with somebody else up there of down there." Kim commented and Shego gave a fake look of disappointment.
"Aaah man you never let me have any fun!" She muttered folding her arms in front of her chest.
"Shego." Kim said in a warning tone. She looked at the woman's expression and couldn't quite place if she was being serious or not.
"What?" Shego questioned grinning widely at the girl. Kim rolled her eyes thinking it was stupid that she thought Shego was being serious. "I won't do anything, I'll work on my tan and keep an eye on you." She said honestly.
"Yeah you'd better." Kim growled playfully. A sudden change in Shego's expression wiped all the playfulness away. Her expression turned into a pained one and she started breathing quickly. The heart monitor started beeping as if it was possessed and all Kim could do was back away as she stared at Shego. The door to Shego's room burst open and a team of medics came running in, including her mother.
"Kimmie what happened?" Her mother questioned as the other medics worked on Shego.
"I don't know! Nothing, one moment she was fine and the other moment her expression turned into a pained one and her breathing quickened." Kim uttered in complete panic. Her mother backed her up against the wall and motioned for her to stay there. Kim stared at the medics with wide eyes, panic and fear clutching her heart.
Everything seemed to go in slow motion. The heart monitor stopped beeping and they started a resuscitating procedure. Shego was almost completely out of her view; all the medics were standing around her. All she could see was Shego's face, her eyes were closed. Her condition was bad and Kim feared the worse. The medics were still resuscitating Shego but they didn't seem to get any further. Kim felt the tears sting in her eyes as she watched how the heart monitor remained monotone.
Her mother guided her out of the room and Kim collapsed. Crying loudly, aware of the fact that Shego wasn't going to make it. Her mother tried to soothe the pain but nothing worked. All she could do was gently stroke her daughter's hair as she cried her eyes out. Nobody had wanted it to end that way but it had.
Her life got shattered that day. She lost the love of her life while watching. It had been her last kiss with Shego and she savored it. Shego was always on her mind and despite her words, Kim lingered. She lingered on every thought she had and every single thing they had shared. She just didn't have the strength to go on and forget about her. Even if she did, she didn't want to forget about Shego. She had felt happy with her and every second she had spent with her. It had been great, no something beyond great, something magical. Yet it all ended in a nightmare, leaving her alone and shattered into pieces. She tried so hard to gather the pieces but she remained shattered. Failing in what Shego had wanted.
Once again, like every other day she cried and cried. Her tears coming like a never-ending waterfall. She tried to be strong and she managed to be just that at some points. Yet there were always moments where she would break down all over again. The empty void impossible to fill grew and grew with every tear she cried.
She hadn't been to the funeral it had been a private funeral. Only Shego's family was aloud to go. She had wanted to go but she wasn't invited to the funeral. She knew she would've collapsed right at Shego's coffin. So she felt torn, she had wanted to attend the funeral but she knew she wouldn't be able to handle it. She reckoned it had been the right decision and she accepted it.
She visited Shego's tombstone only once, her vision blurred by tears. She stared at the inscriptions and tears leaked from her eyes. It was a black tombstone with silver inscriptions. The words seemed to linger forever, impossible to forget.
'Here lies Sherona Gwendolyn Go.
Suddenly taken away from us and leaving us with only memories.
Beloved daughter, sister and so much more in many ways.
May your soul be at peace.'
The End
So... yeah in the end she did die just... a bit different.. I couldn't just let her go like that! come on! She had a fight with Kim! They had to kiss and make up right?! XD