I Don't Need Help, Do I?

Summary: Clary is the best shadow hunter in the world. But not everything is how it seems… Johnathan has had brain issues and Clary has had to step up as the ''big sister'' when she should be the little sibling. How will she deal with all the stress? Will a certain golden-haired boy be able to help her? Will she finally find true love?

I don't own the characters and some ideas! All thanks to the lovely Cassandra Clare

Chapter 11

Previously…

I walk over to her. I slip into the bed and place my arms around her. She wakes a little and says thank you. I just smile as she leans into me and stops crying. This is how we fall asleep and all I can think is how I am the luckiest man in the world to have her here with me. I am in love. The great and mighty Jace has found his soul mate. How cheesy right? But I don't care because it's true.

ClaryPOV

(Next morning)

I wake up to find myself alone. I could have sworn Jace came in last night. I sigh and try to sit up. I realize how painful that actually is and scream louder than I thought. Alec, Seb, Jace, and Izzy all come running in. "Sorry I was trying to sit up and it didn't work out well. Izzy would you pass me a stele to draw an iratze. I can't reach it without my body screaming in pain." Izzy furiously nods and finds a stele. She comes and tries to draw it but her hand keeps shaking.

Seb runs over and takes it from Izzy. She smiles and thanks him, then takes my hand. Seb quickly draws it and I thank him. After a second my body feels regenerated and I easily sit up. "Well sorry for the drama, I'm going to get dressed then go check on Jon. He still doesn't know I was hurt and I don't plan on telling him." I say smiling. I stand up and walk to my dresser. All the others exchange an odd look. "What? Is Jon alright?" I ask getting a little scared. "I may have slipped…" Izzy trails off but is stopped by a loud yell coming from another room. "Clary!" Jon yells. "Crap" is all I say before grabbing a bath robe and running to Jon's room. The others are right behind me.

I walk in and Jon is sitting up in bed looking furious. "How dare you not tell me you were hurt Clarissa! I am the older brother; I am supposed to be protecting you, not you me! Clarissa are you alright?!" He yells at me. I rush over to him and notice he is crying. "Shh, shh. I am fine Jon I am so sorry I didn't tell you. I just wanted you to focus on getting better. Don't worry over me!" I reassure him. I notice I am crying now. And hard.

He pulls me into a hug and we cry onto each other's shoulders. I look at the other and they understand my look. They slowly walked out the room and shut the door.

Jon and I sit there wrapped in each other's arms for what seems like forever. I eventually lay on the bed next to him. He wraps an arm around me and we fall asleep together.

JonPOV

My head is pounding! Literally!

Clary is sitting next to me and she looks almost peaceful. I am still mad that she didn't tell me she was hurt but I'm just glad that she is safe now. But she can't keep trying to protect me. Maybe I should leave? It would relieve her of so much stress.

I draw an iratze and angelic rune on my arm and get up slowly trying not to wake up Clary. Sadly over the years she has become used to waking up to movement. I easily get up though and she just rolls to her other side. I quickly grab a backpack and put some clothes in it.

It's 3 in the afternoon so I will have to sneaky. I go over to my desk and write Clary and the other a note. I get up and give Clary a kiss on the head. I run out of the room and institute without running into anyone.

I walk through the streets going to the one person who I know will help me get away.

Magnus.

ClaryPOV

I wake up alone! I sit up quickly and look around the room. No Jonathan. I quickly notice a piece of paper on his desk and pick it up.

Dear Clary,

I love you so much… but I have put you through enough pain. I can't stand seeing you hurt. So I left. Don't mourn or look for me. I will be alright. Please just live your life to make me proud. Tell the others that I love them too.

Live long and prosper,

Jonathan.

I drop the note and scream at the top of my lungs. I run out of the room with tears running down my eyes looking for Jonathan. I suddenly bump into someone and fall over. Although I never hit the floor. I look up and see Seb holding me. "What's wrong" he asks pushing away my tears.

I don't respond just hand him the note. He takes it and after a minute runs off. I roll my eyes and follow him. Once I catch up to him everyone knows what happened. Izzy runs over and hugs me. I squeeze her then step back. "We have to find him" I say.

Alec quickly takes the note and uses it to track him. While he is doing that we all change into gear and I go to the weapons room. I pick up 4 daggers, a whip, and 3 seraph blades. I stick one in my boot and the other two across my back. I quickly run back to the library and everyone look at me. Jace is the first one to break the silence.

"Clary…he is at Magnus's". "Well let's go!" I yell and everyone follows me out of the institute.

It doesn't take long to get to Magnus's apartment. I walk up and bang on the door screaming. After a bit the door opens with a tired looking Magnus. "What do you want?" he asks. I push past him and yell "I know Jonathan is here, Jonathan!" I walk through the kitchen and see something shining in his bedroom. I run into the room and see Jonathan stepping through the portal saying "I'm so sorry Clary" and with that he is gone. I run up to the portal but slam into the wall and everything goes black but I see gold eyes looking over me with concern while he is screaming.

MagnusPOV

I am abruptly awoken when I hear repeated knocking on my door. I get up and answer the door. Jonathan is standing there and says "I need to portal out of here and quick!" I look him up and down and make a decision.

"Fine come in." I tell him. He walks in and I shut the door. I notice that he looks in pain and ask if he is alright. He says he is fine but his head hurts. I walk into my office and grab a potion. I walk out and hand it to Jon. "Here it will help the pain and heal." He takes it and thanks me. I bring him to my room then create a portal.

"All you have to do is think of a place to go and you will be there once you walk through" I tell him. He just nods his head when suddenly there is knocking and yelling at the door. I leave Jon to open the door. Clary comes in yelling and runs through the house screaming for Jon to stop.

All of a sudden there is a loud thud and Jace runs to Clary with Seb, Alec and Izzy running after her. I shrug and close the door and saunter into my room.

Once I am in my room I see Jace holding a limp Clary and crying Izzy in Alec's arms. I walk over to Jace and tell him to bring her into my office. He does as told and the others follow. I walk over to Clary and see if she has any serious injuries. "She is fine, just a little exhausted." I tell them after a while.

5 minutes later Clary is up. Although she doesn't seem too happy. She pins me to the wall with a dagger at my throat. "Where did he go? I swear I will kill you if you don't tell me!" she screams. I feel absent-minded. "I don't know you were at the door before I could ask." I say a little too innocently. Her eyes turn black but Jace and Seb hold her back. She is screaming random insults and threats but I just walk over to my desk and grab a sleeping shot.

I walk back over to Clary and put it into her arm. She continues to scream then limps into Jace's arms. Alec asked what I gave her. "Just a little sleeping thing. I suggest you take her back and watch her for a while. She will not be very pleasant when she wakes I assume." I tell them. They all nod and walk through a portal I created for them. They all go through but Alec comes and gives me a quick kiss. "Thank you, I will be back soon. I think she will just need me." I smile and kiss him. He walks through and I go to the couch thinking of all that has happened today.


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