Hey guys I'm so sorry for the long wait but I almost failed every test, because I was to lazy to actually read every book and etc, but I got a second and last chance for everything and it's all good again. soo i've learned my lesson.

Thank you for reading and let me know what you think.

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Logan POV

I looked at Kendall wide eyed and he just yawned and scratched his butt, "Kendall sit down we want to have a friend meeting" he frowned and looked at all of us worriedly "what is it guys you're scaring me, we haven't had a serious friend meeting since James' parents got a divorce" I sighed and Carlos took in a deep breath probably to keep himself from crying, James just looked at Kendall worriedly like he was expecting him to fall apart any moment "sit down, Kendall" he sat down warily, and folded his hands on his lap, He looked at us and smiled encouragingly "okay you guys what's wrong" I didn't even want to look at him I couldn't say it I just couldn't get over the fact that he felt so closed off he couldn't even tell us what was happening, "Kendall are you cutting yourself" I looked at Carlos incredulously and James smacked him upside the head, I rolled my eyes and turned to Kendall, I carefully observed his reaction, at first he casted his eyes down and slumped his shoulders but after a second or so he just took a deep breath and turned to us with a huge fake smile on his face and one of his eyebrows quirked "me cutting what is wrong with you guys, why would I cut myself" Carlos' face was contorted in pain "look Kendall I am really hurt that you wouldn't come to us but I am also really mad at myself for not seeing that you needed help and attention, I am sorry for all those things please forgive us and just let us help you" Kendall slammed his hands on the table obviously outraged but for what "just leave me alone okay you didn't care at first so don't act like you care now" James who was quietly observing Kendall until now finally stepped up and ripped Kendall' sweater of his body, we all stared at Kendall incredulously the cuts looked more horrible then ever it was so incredibly painful to see that I cringed away from the sight "you were lying Kendall" James whispered just before he let a tear escape his eye "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND" he ran out and Carlos was about to ran after him when I caught his hand "let him go"

Kendall POV

I ran down the stairs and into the lobby several people gasped while seeing me run through palm woods but who wouldn't I mean I was hideous, I ran to palm woods park happy to see it was empty, I sat on the bench and cried, "are you okay" I looked up and was met by a smiling face "are you alright you seem to look. A bit sad there" I looked her over once, she had brown eyes, black and red hair and you could clearly see that she was of asian descendent, "my name is Lucy" I closed my eyes and put my head in my hands not really in the mood for talking "okay not really a talker I get it sometimes I also enjoy the quiet much more" I groaned she was trying to annoy me into talking "still not talking that's okay I'll just sing Justin Bieber Baby" I looked her wide eyed and she giggled "at least that seemed to get a reaction out of you" I sighed "so how'd you get the cuts badboy" I took in a deep breath to calm myself but it didn't help this girl was a pain in my butt she was so annoying "I cut myself" I smirked inwardly that ought to get her aways she'd never want to be around a weirdo like me "oowh okay, why'd you do it" I frowned up at her and she smiled knowingly while she rolled up her sleeve, I could see several cuts running all over her arm and unlike mine they were breathtaking not to sound weird or anything but they fit her perfectly they told a story about pain and depression they told a story about a tough girl who overcame it all, and my scars just told a story about a pathetic little boy who couldn't face the world without his mom " my parents were very much against me becoming anything inspiring or anything I wanted, my life still sucks but I am getting better at handling the crappy things in life" I sighed and looked at her and she just raised her eyebrows "I was neglected" Lucy nodded understandingly like she knew what it felt like "sometimes I was too but hey your parents were at least nice when they gave you some attention right, well I assume they were nice" I nodded "no you were right they were nice" she shrugged "you have it all, you could have a lot worse don't ruin it" I looked at her and she smiled while standing up she was right her life was way worst then mine and she came over it all and managed to balance the bad and the good things in life then why couldn't I, but on the other side, I keep thinking I am not brought up like that I was brought up with my mom I could never live without her she is my everything, my mom raised me when my dad was never there but still Lucy was right "thanks Lucy" she smiled cheekily and let out a deep breath "well it was fun while it lasted but I have to decorate my apartment now" I frowned "where'd you live" she sighed "palm woods" I stared at her wide eye "you" she asked indifferently "same" she smiled happily "kay well then lets walk home together" we walked to palm woods and I walked to my appartement fearing what would be waiting .

Till later guys and thanks again for reading. xxx