22 days without Avan
When I turned into this? Disgusting. Maybe he is already in L.A and he dont want to see me. Im a paranoid person or that's what Halston says to me. Whatever, Ill check my phone. (1 message)
*Guess who is in LAX airport? - Avan* (32 minutes ago)
*Obama?*
*Yeah, Obama...*
*Im so jealous*
*Come to see me?*
*You are in LA?!*
*Sam...*
*Im going*
What can I say? I'm so happy. I'm not this happy since... well, since long time ago. I like this feeling. I'm jumping of happiness, literally.
Mom: Are you okay?
*Woah... what are you doing here?*
Mom: You don't want me around?
*No, no. I love see you around, I'm just asking* I love see Avan too...
Mom: Ok... you will hang out?
*Yeah*
Mom: With who?
*A friend...*
Mom: Jason?
*No...*
Mom: I don't see Jason around anymore, what happened? you okay?
*Mom, I'm fine*
Mom: Are you sure? see, when two...
*Mom, no! Please. I moved on long time ago, seriously*
Mom: Ok... Im glad. So with who you will hang out?
*Avan, is a friend, you dont know him*
Mom: A friend? you look so exciting...
*We are just friend, seriously*
Mom: Sure... (she said it sarcastly)
*Mom!*
Mom: Okay... go, but I should meet him one of those days.
I lauged and then I kissed her in the check *Sure, I'll tell him. See you later* she smiled.
When I went to Avan's house, he was yet out of his house with his baggage, I think he was looking his keys.
*Wanna help, Sir?*
*Yeah,thanks, actually...* He looked at me and smiled. I smiled too.
*So... How is Canada?*
*Shut up* He hugged me and obviously I hugged him back. I really missed him, so much.
*Oh God, Avan, you smell so good* He smells like... vanilla.
He laughed. I looked at him. Oh Avan, you don't know how attractive you are.
He looked at me too. He came closer and we kissed. My heart was racing so fast. I could die.
We enter to his house, he left his baggage in a corner. We went to his room, i even asked, i followed him. Probably he want to sleep and I feel bad because of this, I should let him alone.
We layed in his bed. I layed in his chest just like always, he looked so tired.
*sleep, it's okay*
I kissed him in the neck... and again and again. *That just will wake me up even more, you know that?*
I laughed and we cuddled. We were whispering lyrics and then we fell sleep.
When I woke up, Avan was sleeping yet. I checked my phone, '9:00 p.m' I guess I have to go, but i dont want Avan to wake up. Avan have his arm around my waist, I dont know what should I do, I dont know how to move... oh whatever.
*Sam...* He whispered
*No, this i a dream...*
He laughed *Seriously? like seriously?*
*It never work anyways*
He smiled *what time it is?*
*1:00 am*
*what?!*
I laughed *9:00 pm, love*
He smiled and kissed me in the forhead.
He checked his phone, I was checking my phone too. Then I looked at Avan, he looked angry.
*Calm me down?*
*what's wrong?*
*I have a friend and she is like complaining all the time, she is so inmature, she thinks I have to fix her life. She is crying all the time and she is like 'nobody love me'. She just remember me when she needs help, I try to be nice because she is weak but im tired. She don't do anything to make the things better. She is just complaning, it annoy me*
*Don't pay attention, persons like that around the world all the time, just tell her everything will be okay*
*No, I'm not a liar. I told her what I think*
*And what she said?*
*Better shot me* He looked so angry.
*Hey...you said what you think and she should respect that. She can't go around the world like a failure. She should understand that she is wrong and you should be glad because you had the courage of tell her the truth because i bet nobody of ''her friends'' couldnt. If she want to complain, let her be, someday she will understand that be weak is not right those days. Is horrible. You just gave her the first step and you did it good*
He looked at me some seconds and smiled *I would say that I love you*
*... I love you*
*But is stronger than that* we kissed again, If my heart still racing like that... i just, I dont know.
*I have to go, It's late*
*Is not that late... can I ask you something?*
*Ask*
*We... we are dating?*
*What kind of question is that?*
*Looks like not a good one...*
*We are not*
*Well... we are almost dating*
I laughed *You dont ask me to date yet*
*Yes, I did... twice*
*Yeah? I don't remember*
*Do you want to be my girlfriend?*
*I don't know...*
*Want me to beg you? because at this point, I will*
I laughed *I want to see you try*
*you should be kidding me...*
*I want effort, darling*
*A show maybe?*
I laughed *why not?! 1D just for me, so I will marry Zayn Malik...*
*Okay, a show no...*
I laughed *Right... My mom want to meet you*
*Seriously?*
*Yeah*
*You should be talking a lot about me*
I laughed so hard *nah...*
He rolled his eyes and then laughed *I would love it but I don't know where you live...*
*Okay, later I will text you my adress and see you tomorrow in the morning?*
*Will be a pleasure* he smiled.
So tomorrow Avan will meet my mom, I don't know what to wait... what i did?