A/N: Whew its been how long? Omg don't even remind me lol! But holy crap do I feel accomplished for writing this, I'm so happy I could dance right now =D I really hope you all like this, one more chapter to go after this, can you believe it o.O So can I say ahead of time thank you all for loving, reading and most of all making this so damn enjoyable to write. Without a doubt, one of my favourite stories I have written so far *Giant hugs for all!*
Please Review~
Warnings: Some smut, nothing too big…Yet *grins*
There's gonna be that person that seems to storm into your life without much say from you, someone that shakes up your world in the most ridiculous way. They'll leave you restless, emotional and most of all, you'll wake up one day only to notice all you can think about is them. Your entire mind set will be all about them, what they're doing, who they're with, if they're thinking about you when you're not around. You'll look at it as nothing more than a trivial crush, or even infatuation, though what you don't know is that you're actually falling for them. Soon you find yourself chasing the person, wanting to capture their heart like they did to you. This is how Shirosaki described his experience with Ichigo, how he fell for him, how it was completely unintentional. He wanted me to listen to him, to hear him out before I explained my own self. Hearing this had me thinking how funny the thought was, that someone could come into the albino's life and disrupt it so easily, considering you would think that if anybody was the victim here it was Ichigo. Having his life completely turned upside down by Shiro, yet it seemed that both had their own form of disturbance.
"I get this, but what about Gin?" Lifting my gaze from the damp window, the day had turned to shit after I had left Ichigo's with Shiro. Rain now poured heavily against the glass, showing off the darkened sky that had me humming slightly at the thought of driving home in it. One of my favourite things to do was drive in the rain, I could drive forever, just letting my mind run wild. It was one of my favourite ways to relax, to just drive.
"Should I even try to explain that to ya?" Shifting my gaze to my cousin, I found him staring at me with a rather annoyed look.
"I asked didn't I?"
"Even if I did explain it to ya, could ya even understand? You've never been in love Grimm, so how could ya understand."
"Fuck I could try, I'm not a fuckin' robot Shiro." I growled out, making golden eyes roll slightly before he let out a long stream of air.
The entire situation was getting to be a bit too drama filled for my taste, all I wanted was to just enjoy getting to know Ichigo more and more. I wanted to be the one to have him, this was something I knew for sure, that it had to be me.
"I love him-"
"And you wonder why I can't understand your relationship with that bastard?"
"Would ya jus' shut the fuck up and let me explain, fuckin' blueberry." Shiro growled out, making me wave my hand slightly, ushering for him to continue.
"Anyway like I was saying, even after everything he's pulled I still love the bastard. It's somethin' I can't control, it's a very-"
"Twisted relationship?" The glare I received could melt ice, making me have to bite my lip so my next retort wouldn't slip. It seemed to cool slightly becoming almost remorseful in a way, making me cock a brow in question.
"Yeah, that's one way to put it. No matter what he does to me, I'll always love him, always want him and he knows that I'll always go back to him." Scrunching my brows, I tried to imagine myself in Shiro's shoes. Trying to picture myself so madly in love with someone that no matter what they did, I'd still love them. I really wanted to understand him, to understand why he was doing what he was doing, why he always would turn back to the damn fox.
"Shiro… Are you a masochist by any chance?" Staring at me blankly, I watched him blink repeatedly before letting out a low snort and once again rolling his eyes.
"Ya know me all too well blue. I'm amazed ya came to that conclusion after all I told ya."
"Your sarcasm truly hurts Shiro, I mean it's not my fault you make yourself sound like one."
"Sarcasm? It's not at all, ya know how many times I fuckin' questioned if I was or not?"
"Should I start a tally?"
"Fuck you." Shifting my gaze from the snippy albino, I refocused on the stormy weather outside. I could hear him shuffling around, the crack of a beer bottle opening before I felt the cold glass being pressed to the side of my face.
"You said you loved him." I listened to the small sigh he let out before practically shoving the beer into my face, making me grunt at the cold, damp glass of the bottle that rubbed against my skin.
"Of course I love him, he's become all that more important to me Grimmjow, how the fuck could I not love him? Ya should know better than anyone the difference." This information had my eyes going wide in shock, beer paused midway to my mouth.
"You mean you're not in love with him?" Letting his shoulders shrug I felt my fist clench around the bottle, my teeth gritting at Shiro's words.
"You fucking lied about that, what the hell is your problem?"
"Ya fuckin' went behind my back tryin' to fuck the guy I've had feelings for, for over a fucking year now! What the fuck do ya think I'm gonna do? I'm gonna get pissed off, hurt and most of all I wanted to make ya both feel like the assholes ya are!" Silence filled the room, thick and I couldn't help but feel slightly guilty at what I had done.
"You can't have the both of them Shiro, your chance with Ichigo is long done." Amber eyes simmered with an emotion I couldn't quite place, though his face sat emotionless and cold, I knew he was feeling something I wouldn't be able to understand.
"I know it is dumbass."
XXX
Being around Grimmjow was like being around a stupidly obnoxious feline. He craved attention of any kind, wanting your focus to always be on him in some shape or form. I found out quite fast that no matter what I did it was impossible to ignore the bluenet, if he wanted my attention, I would gladly give it to him. I've never been so intrigued by someone, wanting to learn everything about them just because. Our relationship had grown comfortable and easy, after that day with Shiro he explained to me everything that Shiro had told him, something that left me a little sad in the end. I knew that later in time I would come back to the albino, missing his rambunctious company but for now, I wanted to focus on myself. Grimmjow seemed to make that easy part of the time, the other part left me wanting to ravish every inch of him in every way possible. Though this is where a problem kicked in, we would get to a certain point and every time my fears would get the best of me and I would bail out.
My fear was a mixture of sex, being with a man in that sense had my mind spinning and my stomach clenching with nerves. Not being the one in control when it came to sex was something different for me, let alone the fact that my partner wasn't female any more, this fear seemed to rise up the more we got into it. I wasn't necessarily disgusted with myself for wanting him, it was almost like I was afraid to let go of that last bit of control. I didn't want to fully accept it yet, saying I'm attracted to men and then doing something about it are two completely different things.
It was times like this where I felt myself teetering on the edge of whatever self-inflicted problem I had within me. Watching someone undress could be one of the sexiest things you may ever witness, if done right that is. It would seem that undressing was like a form of art for Grimmjow, the way he peeled away his tee shirt from rippling muscles, slipping it over his head allowing his tan chest to be revealed, it got to me every time. Like I said I did it to myself, once my eyes began to roam his naked chest, it was like they had a mind of their own, refusing to stop their journey down to that tempting curve of body that seemed to have my mouth salivating for a taste. That sexy dip that ran along his hips and pelvic area, his khaki shorts seemed to always hang at the perfect angle. It always left me wanting to run my tongue along that smooth plane of skin, running my teeth along his sharp hip bones before tearing away at the flimsy material of those damn shorts. The scene left me heated in the most inappropriate places, like a pile of sputtering goo that could barely rip his eyes away from the sexy body before him.
"You're staring again." Those words were like a low purr that sent shivers running up my spine, making me snap my eyes away from rippling muscles to land on oceanic coloured orbs. The heat of his words seemed to appear on my skin, reddening my cheeks to a small flame that had me turning away as fast as I could.
"S-Sorry." I mumbled out dumbly, while wishing there was a bucket of water nearby that I could drown myself in.
"You always apologize but I never know why." Turning me to face him once again, I was met with those slightly moistened lips that made my toes curl and heart speed up to an unnerving pace.
Grimmjow never hesitated to touch me, never gave me a second to ponder on his actions, he just allowed my body to experience him. This always left me hopeless in a sense, not being able to think before my body acted for me, and it was a very weird experience. The way his hands touched me, gentle yet rough while they roamed whatever they could touch. The bluenet's touch alone had my body tingling with excitement, my own hands itching to touch him and most of the time I did, like today I couldn't seem to keep my hands to myself.
Running my hands through icy blue strands, I found I had come to love the textured feeling his hair product left behind. It left me wanting to grip onto his hair, something he seemed to love.
"S-Shut up….It's all your fa-fault." I panted out as we pulled away, my words coming out with a small stutter that gave away my nerves, making me furrow my brows in annoyance.
"That's okay I can live with that, I got big shoulders." As he spoke this, he continued to kiss his way down my neck running his blunt teeth over my sensitive flesh, making me shiver at the sensation.
"T-That's good." That's all I could make out, my mind seeming to begin to fry at the bluenet's touch. His strong, rough hands made their way under my shirt and over my stomach. This action had my muscles twitching as he mapped every inch of my skin with his fingers. The pads of his thumbs ran over my nipples, making my arch into the small touch, a low groan making its way into my throat as those glorious hands went to work on my body.
Everything about Grimmjow, physically for me was absolutely perfect. I had never met someone who for me, held absolutely no flaws in that sense, everything about him and anything he did attracted me and held my fascination. I don't think I had ever enjoyed observing someone the way I did with Grimmjow, though that might sound weird, but there's not too many people in the world that you could watch for hours without getting bored. For me Grimmjow was one of those people who could hold my interest forever, whether he was talking, doing work or even just reading, it all peaked my curiosity in some way, shape or form. This was something I didn't have with Shiro, I loved him dearly as a friend but my attraction to him was strictly physical, that I knew for sure.
"This has to go." The throaty chuckle that followed Grimmjow's words had me opening my eyes, to find that he was speaking of my tee shirt. Slipping the thin white tee off of my head, he pulled me against him making me gasp at the warmth that radiated off his skin.
I felt his hands run along my back, making their way down until they found purchase on my ass, giving my cheeks a good firm squeeze. The heat that began to flood my face at the act had cerulean orbs twinkling with mirth, though they seemed to darken as our clothed groins pressed together, making me groan at the wonderful friction it created. I was hard, it was absolutely impossible not to be with this Greek god standing before me, touching me just like he did to me in my dreams every damn night. Though what seemed to fry my mind the most was the fact that he was as well, I could feel his hardness through his shorts, just imagining the full length that sat snuggly in his boxers. The thought had my mind going into over drive. It was times like this that I really understood just how much of a man he really was. I could feel that he was bigger than me, and I wasn't stupid, I knew exactly what he wanted to do to me, though I would never admit that the thought of him doing something like that to my ass turned me on immensely, because it scared me just as much as it turned me on.
Letting my hands trail from the roots of his hair, down the curve of his back, I listened to the smooth, almost cat like purr he let free as I touched his body. My nails raked into his skin as his tongue flicked over my nipples, making my head roll back as he began to work on tasting my body.
"Mmmm Ichigo." Grimmjow hummed out as his right hand began to slip beneath the band of my jeans and boxers, running over the curve of my butt and making me grip his shoulders.
"G-Grimm I-" The low ringing of the bluenet's cell phone over road my words, making me pause mid speech as he chose to ignore the blasting device in his side pocket.
"Grimmjow your phone's going off."
"I'm quite aware, this is me ignoring it." Suddenly I found myself being hoisted up as he confirmed his indifference of the device. My eyes went wide as I was placed on top of his lap straddling him, Grimmjow now sitting in front of me on my bed, looking at me with a look that seemed to want to devour every inch of me.
"If it's important they'll leave a message." Those were the last words he spoke before he went on to devouring my mouth, his hands roaming over me, slipping into my now undone jeans and stroking my dripping cock.
I couldn't help but moan as he made work of my member. It was like every nerve in my body was short circuiting from his touch, leaving me a panting, moaning mess that could barely keep my own head up.
"G-Grimm-jow." I moaned out, my hands coming to rest in his hair as I pulled him forward into another scorching kiss, only to be surprised by the loud ringing that sprung from his pants once again. This time it had the bluenet letting out an annoyed growl at the device, but it was my turn to ignore the stupid phone.
Reaching into his pocket I fished out the phone before tossing it away from us, my hips then rolling into his still confined erection, making me groan in pleasure. I loved how a simple touch from me seemed to set him off, knowing he held that much attraction for me was definitely an ego boost. Letting my hands roam his chest, my nails dragging over his stomach as I dipped lower till I reached his pants. Testing the waters, I let my hand cup his erection, palming it slightly as I watched his reaction which was instant. The simple touch had his head lolling back as he let loose a low groan of my name, making me grin slightly before it turned into a frustrated frown when that damn phone went off once again.
"Jesus fucking Christ." Grimmjow hissed out as he leaned back onto the bed reaching out for the phone.
"I swear to god you better be on fucking fire because I have a very appealing red head on top of me right now that I would rather be fucking then talking to you!" Those words had my face burning from my hair line all the way down to my neck. I had no idea who it was on the phone, but just the thought that he had mentioned this to someone had my freaken brain leaking out of my ears. It didn't help that Grimmjow seemed to pale at the person that spoke back to him, which for some reason had my stomach crunching into knots and bile forming at the back of my throat at the thought of who it could be.
"Mom, why the hell are you using Renji's phone." The mention of his mother had my eyes practically bulging out of my skull. I don't think I had ever gotten up and moved so fast in my life, dick put back into my pants, boner having run away a long time ago.
"No, trust me when I say this, I have no interest in coming over for family dinner after this conversation with you. I would rather throw myself into a shallow pond of flesh eating turtles and let them murder me slowly, then to have to sit next to you and eat after what I have said to you." Turning back to Grimmjow, I could tell the look on my face was utter horror and from the lack of color in his face he wasn't doing too well either.
"No I am not bringing him over." Rolling his eyes at whatever his mother had been saying, I could only gape at the thought of what she was asking him.
"No he doesn't want to meet you."
"Don't tell her that!" I practically shrieked out, leaping onto the bed and covering his mouth while giving him a very serious glare that had his eyes going wide in surprise. Instantly I regretted what I had said, nothing was official between me and Grimmjow but it was rather obvious where we were headed, though the last thing we discussed was meeting each other's family. I would never admit that I liked the idea of meeting his family, before with Shiro I was almost furious at the thought of having to be introduced to them as his boyfriend, but with Grimmjow it was different, I wanted them to like me whether it was as his boyfriend or just his friend. I would never admit that the idea of being labeled as his boyfriend gave me a massive attack of butterflies; no I'd never admit that.
"So what, you want to meet then?" He asked curiously as he removed my hands from his mouth, making me swallow nervously before shifting slightly on his lap.
"I-I never said t-that, were not dating so why should I meet your family?" I couldn't exactly look him in the eyes as I mumbled this. Instead I focused on the definition of his chest, following the rise and fall of his chest as he breathed. I didn't want to see the calculating gaze I knew I was receiving at my words.
"Jesus if ya wanna meet him that bad, give us an hour the get ready. I just finished up work for the day and I still need to shower and shit." Snapping my head up in surprise I listened to him confirm our newly made plans before hanging up with his mother.
"W-Wait we're doing what?"
"Well she really wants to meet you, along with the rest of the family so we're going to go have dinner with them." Tossing his phone onto the bed as he spoke, he leaned back onto his elbows as he observed my reaction, a small grin twitching at his lips.
"But I-"
"It's nothing serious Ichi, they know you know Shiro and Renji, their just curious about you because they've heard so much about you. The only one who knows about you and Shiro is my mom, and she's fine with it, she's a very understanding woman." Letting my hands rest on his stomach, I nodded slightly in agreement.
"Hey, their looking at you as someone who's a good friend of the members of our family, not as some gay guy that I'm seeing." Letting out a long sigh, I nodded my head in understanding.
"Of course this is only if you're comfortable with this, I'm not going to force you to meet them." Giving him a soft smile, I leaned in a placed a comforting kiss on his lips, making him hum in approval.
"No, I'd love to meet the people who raised you and Shiro, should be an interesting bunch, yeah?" Letting out a soft snort, he rolled his eyes at the thought.
"Yeah you could say that." Slipping off of his lap, I made my way over to my dresser to look for a decent change of clothes. I wanted to make a good impression after all.
"Hmm, so you have an hour to shower your dirty ass and get all pretty for them, you should probably get going. I don't know if that's enough time for you Grimm."
"Excuse me? Being called dirty from the guy that was all over me no more than ten minutes ago?" Turning around I gave a very dignified snort, before cocking my head to the side in mock disbelief.
"If I remember correctly you're the one who attacked me first, I just followed suit."
"Oh please, since when do you ever play follow the leader, hmmm mister strawberry?"
"Since always blueberry, you just never noticed." Sticking out my tongue like a child, I couldn't help but smile as I turned around. It was stuff like this that made me overly content with our situation, nothing ever seemed forced, it all just seemed to flow naturally.
"Then how about you follow me into the shower and help me wash up?" Strong arms wrapped around my waist while small kisses were placed along my neck making me shiver in surprise. The utter thought of being next to Grimmjow, wet and fully naked in the shower had my body heat rising to dangerous levels.
Dear god that would probably kill me the moment I witnessed it.
"Sorry mister suave but I'm not interested. Now go shower before I-" My words were cut off as Grimmjow spun me around, pulling me into a heated kiss that had me gasping in shock. His tongue slipped into my lax mouth, mapping out every inch that he could taste. My hands instantly found their way into his hair, our bodies moulding together perfectly as he gripped my ass with strong hands, making me moan at the rough act. This man was truly a devil in disguise, nobody should be able to kiss like he does, its just not fair.
"I'll get you into that shower, naked and totally wanting me one of these days Ichi. I'll make you forget all your insecurities, all your worries and just let go, I promise you that." The words were whispered against my ear, making my body shiver before I felt his heat leave me making my eyes flutter open to find him dropping his shorts, along with his boxers as he entered the bathroom.
Like I had said, undressing could be one of the sexiest things you could ever witness someone do, and let me tell you, that image of Grimmjows perfect ass will be forever imbedded into my head.
XXX
When I first met Rukia's family, I was a nervous mess knowing that these people were either going to like me or hate me, there would be no in between with them. I had never had the pleasure, or at least what I had thought would be a pleasure, of meeting her entire family. Mother and father, grandparents and so on, I had only ever met her big brother, who was cold enough to begin with, but her entire family, well I could understand where Byakuya had gotten his personality from that's for sure. Though her mother was kind, and very welcoming I never once felt that I was entirely welcomed in their household. So to say I was more than a little taken back by Grimmjow's welcome wagon of a family, would be quite the understatement.
His father was like an older, more mature version of both him and his brother. He was a large man, tall just like Grimmjow with the same deep shade of blue hair that his son had, only his held a peppering of white and gray hair. He had strong gray eyes that shone with intelligence, without a doubt I could see where Grimmjow had gotten his looks. Now Atticus, his younger brother was very sweet, almost a mild version of Grimmjow, making me think that the two were a ying and yang of each other. Who shocked me the most though was without a doubt his mother. She filled every quality a mother should have. In fact I think that she should write a book on parenting because I think everyone could take a few lessons from her. She was a petite woman with long bouncy chocolate brown curls, bright sea blue eyes that held a deep warmth that met the gorgeous smile she wore. If you had asked me to imagine what Grimmjow's family was like, I don't think that this would have been anywhere near what I would have thought up.
"So Ichigo, Grimmjow told me that you've been learning how to cook." Avrianna spoke up, making me snap out of my inner thoughts. Glancing over to Grimmjow who sat next to me, I watched him look away while he innocently hid behind his drink, trying his best to avoid my questioning look.
"Oh uh, yeah I guess I am. I mean I've been living on my own now for quite a few months so unless I want to starve, it became a necessity to learn how to cook and not live off of microwavable dinners." I explained to his mother while seriously wishing death upon her son at the moment. If there was one thing I had heard about his mother it was that she was an avid cook, I prayed she would not be pulling me into the kitchen any time soon.
"Oh would you like to help me set up dinner then Ichigo?" Even though her smile was warm and kind, I could feel an underlining message to her invitation, something I couldn't exactly put my finger on.
"Oh Avy don't make the poor boy go into the kitchen, he's here to relax." Demetrius spoke up, making his lovely wife pull one hell of a challenging look on her face.
"Yeah mom, besides you're scary in the kitchen." It was Atticus' turn to speak up and at this point I felt like deflating and hiding inside the couch cushions. Why the hell had Grimmjow told his mom about my cooking? The thought that he talked about me though was rather embarrassing, I wonder if that was a good thing?
"Excuse me, since when was I ever scary?" This question had both Grimmjow and Atticus pausing before going into full detail about their lovely experiences with her in the kitchen.
"You're bossy."
"Everything has to be done your way."
"You get cranky when things don't turn out perfect."
"You smack us if we try to eat the food."
"I have burns that show the abuse you put me through."
"You've mentally scarred me with cooking, I can never look at a kitchen without going into shock." The outrageous banter that the two guys could shoot back and forth had me and Renji trying our best to hold back our laughter, Grimmjow's father took the safe route in hiding behind his newspaper, but I wasn't as safe it seemed. Before I knew it I was being dragged by this tiny woman full force into her kitchen, trying my best not to burst out laughing.
"Honestly the things I put up with, my children are such whiners sometimes." Planting her hands on her hips, she glanced back at me with a pout that resembled more of a small child then a woman in her fifties.
"Are you laughing at me Ichigo?"
"N-No not at all misses Jagerjaques." I snickered out, hand covering my mouth as she pursed her lips at me, making me snort at the face she made.
"Now what did I tell you, call me Avy dear, misses Jagerjaques makes me feel remarkably old. Now come here and let me show you what I've made." With that she began to show me all the delicious dishes she had made for dinner.
By the end of our very intense discussion about white chocolate and how wonderful it is, she began to pull bowls down from the cabinets, getting ready to serve all the wonderful food she had created. To say I was a little excited to dive into everything was a bit of an understatement. By this point I was practically salivating, trying my best not to drool on her granite counter top was a little difficult I must say.
"Could I tell you something in confidence Ichigo?" Snapping my head up and away from the delicious pot of Gnocchi, I glanced over to find Avy giving me a curious look that had me cocking a brow in question.
"Sure, feel free to tell me anything." Watching her place her bowl of spinach down, I waited for her to speak up, wondering what exactly it was that she wanted to tell me.
"It's about Grimmjow, something I feel that you should know." The mention of this had my stomach turning in knots, now I was more than curious.
"Okay, is there something wrong?" A small smile curved onto her lips as I asked this, making me even more confused as to where she was going with this.
"I don't think I've ever seen Grimmjow like this, the way he is around you, the way he talks about you, he's never been so at ease with himself before. Now I know your situation that you're going through, I can only imagine how confusing it must be and by no means am I trying to make you feel uncomfortable in anyway." Glancing up at me I watched her eye me carefully, as if she was debating or not on continuing.
"I just want you to know that even as a friend, I think you give Grimmjow something that no one else has ever done before. You truly are special to him Ichigo, I hope you know that." Her words seemed to be like a bucket of cold water being tossed over me, making my heart jump in my chest while my face flamed from deep embarrassment.
"I-I um, geez, I'm sorry I don't really know what to say."
"You like him don't you?" Gnawing on my bottom lip, I couldn't seem to look her in the eye as I nodded my head, something I had yet to even really tell him.
"You know what I think? I think that having a relationship like that is something you should really cherish. It's not something you should be ashamed of, you both care about each other immensely, and I think that's something that should be embraced, not hidden." Looking up into her twinkling blue orbs, I found they mirrored her sons quite perfectly with that enormous grin she wore.
"Besides you should feel special, Grimmjow's never brought anybody home before, he's just as nervous as you in this entire thing. Everything he's experiencing is new for him too, so don't think your alone Ichigo." With that she picked up the large casserole dish and headed into the dining room to begin to ready the table.
"Dinners ready, Ichigo would you mind bringing in the other dishes?" Nodding my head slightly I reached over for the bowl of bread, palm resting over my chest as I tried to calm my heart back to a normal pace.
"Y-Yeah I got it."
All throughout dinner I couldn't seem to focus properly on a damn thing, everything in my head swarmed with thoughts of Grimmjow and what his mother had said. The thought that I was remotely special to Grimm had my stomach, mind and heart doing back flips, making me curse at how out of control my emotions had become in only a few months with the bluenet. I could confirm with myself that no one had ever made me this crazy, not even Rukia and I had married her for god sakes.
It seemed that everything Avy said really did hit home, making me think about everything I was doing with Grimmjow. Where exactly are we going with this? I had never felt so out of control, the way things had all started, I had come so far yet I still felt like everything was so chaotic. Maybe that's just how things were with Grimmjow, chaotic. It was nerve wracking, emotionally straining and most of all I loved every minute I spent with him, being with him in this chaotic mess I've been dealt. He made it easy, he made me want to dive in more and more each day, till I was ready to dunk head first into whatever life had to offer.
"Ichigo, are you okay? You've been quiet the entire drive home." Blinking away from my thoughts, I glanced out the car door window, finding that we were back at my place. We had left about fifteen minutes ago, the meal had been wonderful, everybody was more than welcoming and besides my muddled mind, I enjoyed myself immensely.
"Did something happen when you went in with my mom?" Sky blue brows furrowed in what I assumed to be either worry or frustration, and making me furrow my own brows in question.
"What are you talking about?"
"Ever since you had come out from the kitchen with my mom your entire attitude changed, did she say something to you?"
"I didn't change and I thought we had a good time."
"You're not answering my question Ichigo, did she say anything?" Letting out a small sigh I unclipped my seatbelt before shifting slightly in my seat.
"She was just being honest, but she didn't say anything that was wrong or hurtful." I explained and it was his turn to let out a frustrated sigh.
"Look I know my track record for dating hasn't been the most promising, and god knows you want to take things slow but I just want you to know that I won't hurt you."
"Grimm."
"No wait let me finish. In the short time we've been together I've learnt a lot about myself, you've made me want to try Ichigo. I really want to make things work with you, I just want you to know that I don't plan on going anywhere, so take as long as you need okay?"
Leaning into him I cupped the side of his face, allowing myself to gaze into the deep hues of blue that littered his eyes. Bringing myself forward I let my lips touch his, softly at first before I let my tongue slip past my lips to taste his. The action had immediate response from him, allowing me to enter and to explore his mouth. Threading my fingers into silky blue strands, I tugged playfully on his hair, making him growl with want.
"I don't want you to be the only one trying. I want to try too Grimmjow." Panting out as we pulled away, I played with the small strands of hair against his neck as I spoke. His intense gaze had my heart fluttering with butterflies.
"W-What do you mean?" Licking my lips I leaned into him, pressing them against his ear before whispering something that had my own breath hitching in my chest.
"I don't want to wait any more, I want you Grimm."
A/N: So how many of you guys want to kill me now? Don't worry you wont have to wait as long as you did for this, as you will the next one! I promise, cross my heart hope to die, stick a needle in my eye ^^ Let me all know what ya'll think~