Chapter 11
Hi, everyone. I'm studying and it's hard stopping and write anything, sorry. I took three days to write this chapter and usually I would do it in a couple of hours, yeah it's sad. Anyway, I hope you like this update. Sorry any mistakes.
"Morning..." Matt says after giving her a kiss on the cheek. She was drinking her coffee sat at the counter in the kitchen;
"Morning..." she responded to him after a few seconds while he was pouring some coffee for him. "Are you working today?" she asked getting up and she walked to the sink.
"Yeah, but I had thought about canceling it. We could do something together today... You said last week you wanted to visited some antiquaries..." she was listening to him while she was washing some dishes. "I know good ones... you know..." he said bitting another piece of his toast.
"We can go to your job, don't worry with me..." she wiped her hands and walked out. She even looked at him. He threw his toast down on the plate and sighed. He gathered the mug and the plate and put them on the sink and went looking for her. She was in their bedroom brushing her hair.
"Gabby, can we talk?" he was standing at the door. She didn't say anything, she continued to brush her hair. "So, you won't talk to me anymore?" he asked angry.
"Please, not now Matt..." she said angry stopping what she was doing to look at him.
"This is not fair, Gabby" he took a step in her direction as she crossed her arms.
"Really? You dumped me if you forgot..." she spoke a little loud.
"Gabby, you are being childish... I forgot the damn date, yeah... but I want to fix things, okay?" he said irritated putting a hand over his forehead.
"Wow... childish... damn date... I just wanted to celebrate our love and now I'm thinking if we really had something to be thankful..." she said sadly and one tear rolled down her face. He took another step when he saw that.
"Step back, because I don't want you near me..." another tears insisted to drop.
"Babe..." he said softy. "I'm sorry, okay... I'm just stressed because of this construction job, okay?" Gabby looked at him for a few seconds and wiped her face.
"I'm staying with Shay tonight..." she walked to the bed and grabbed her purse. "I come back later to grab my clothes..." and she walked out their bedroom. He stayed there, feeling empty and upset with himself. He knew that renovating Hallie's house was a terrible idea.
"I know I am being stupid, Shay" Gabby said crying, "... it's normal forget things, but I don't know... he really hurt me and just hearing his voice made me angry this morning... Maybe he is right, I'm being childish and everything..." Shay let her say what she was feeling, Gabby needed that, she thought. "The whole thing about celebrate our love, I should have realized that he wasn't into this. He has more important things to do than celebrate anything..."
"You know that is not true, Gabby... Casey is crazy for you and anyone said that to me, I saw it with my own eyes a lot of times... believe me..." Shay pulled Gabby to rest her head on her shoulder. "You're gonna be fine, you two..." Gabby's cellphone buzzed again on the side table that night.
"I don't want to talk to him right now... I can't..." Gabby spoke out.
"You don't need to do this now, however tomorrow you'll see him at firehouse, you can't avoid it..."
"Oh... don't remember me that..." Gabby leaned forward to grab the wine bottle on the table and she filled her glass with wine.
"This is your last glass, young lady..." Shay pointed out to Gabby. "I need my friend to sober up tomorrow..."
"Please, Shay... I know what I'm doing..." she said patting Shay's knee.
"I don't think so..." and Shay took the bottle and got up going in kitchen's direction.
A few hours later
"Hey, hey... what happened?" Shay asked Gabby when she saw her emptying her stomach in the bathroom at 3:30 a.m.
"I think I shouldn't have drunk so much last night..." she said as another wave hit her and she leaned her head again to vomitar. Shay massaged her back. A couple of minutes later they were walking into Shay's bedroom.
"I'll bring you a cup of water, stay here..." Gabby sat on the bed. She was feeling her head pounding.
"Ahhh... I'm not drinking anything so soon, oh..." she said when she took the cup from Shay's hand. "Thanks, Shay..."
"I'm recording that..." and Shay sat next to her.
"Please, do it... Do you have anything to headache?" Gabby looked at her.
"Yeah, I'll be right back..." Gabby turned to side table and picked her phone. Matt just not called her, but left a lot of messages. She read three of them: "I love you, Gabby. I'm sorry!", "Come home, babe, I miss you!" and "I was a totally jerk, I'm so sorry. Love you!" She was already crying when Shay entered the room.
"Hey, what happened?" Shay approached her quickly.
"This..." and she showed her cell phone to Shay and Shay held it and read Matts' messages.
"There are a lot of them..." Shay stated.
"Yeah... I love him deeply, Shay and I am missing him like crazy..."
"I know... Look, Matt and you have a problem, and its name is communication, always was, since the beginning... even before you were in a relationship, hiding your feelings from each other to make the other happy or afraid to hurt yourselves. So you two need to sit and talk, Gabby before being too late..."
"You're right, Shay... totally... I am stubborn... you know that... but I don't want losing him... I don't... I can't..."
"You won't lose him... Trust me..." Shay hugged Gabby tightly.
"... yes, that day was crazy..." Gabby said to Shay when they saw Casey entering the lock room.
"Morning..." he told to them and walked to his locker.
"Morning... Lieutenant..."
"Morning..." Gabby replied putting her bag in the locker room.
"I need some coffee, I see you guys later..." Shay said to them before walked out. Gabby close her locker and turned to look at Casey that was taking out some stuff from his bag.
"I read you messages last night...," he stopped what he was doing and looked at her. "... and I believe in you... that you are sorry..."
"I truly I am... Gabby..." he got close to her, they were a few inches from each other.
"I am sorry too, I don't know what happened to me... I-" and before she could finish he kissed her and she kissed him back.
"I missed you... I love you..." he said between their kisses. "Don't let me again..." he pressed her against her locker.
"I won't..." she said breathless. Their make out session grew really quickly and his hands were squeezing hardly her butt while his mouth was attacking her neck. "Oh my god..." she murmured trying to hold her moans what was almost impossible. "Matt... someone... can catch us..."
"I don't care..." and he restarted to kiss her mouth again and they stayed like that for a few minutes. Then Matt's phone rang on his pocket, but it didn't make him stop. Gabby pulled away against her will.
"Your phone..." she smiled to him catching her breath.
"Later..." and kissed her again. His phone continued to ring and it was irritating her, so she smoothly slided her hand in his pocket and grabbed the phone and took it out. She pulled away again and brought the phone to their eye level and then was when she saw it.
"Why is Hallie calling you, Matt?" and she pushed him away.
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