"Fire meets gasoline"

Sia

Chapter 11

Fin turns to her:

"Nothing."

She cuddles up against him and he puts his hand on her shoulder after a hesitation. She must feel he's not at ease because she looks up and says:

"Tell me if you don't like it."

"I do… I'm just…not used to it anymore."

She smiles and kisses him. But she realizes he's lying and that there is really something wrong.

"Come on Fin, tell me what's wrong."

He looks at her, sighs and says:

"I wonder how Cragen is gonna kill me."

Kate bursts out laughing, turns around on her belly and stares at him, laughing. Fin goes on saying:

"What do you think? Will he strangle me? Shoot me? Hung me? Stab me?"

The naked woman laid at his side laughs even more and her happiness gives her new light in her blue eyes and red cheeks. She has never been so beautiful, he thinks. He raises his hand to stroke her hair and she stops laughing to take it and kiss it. He smiles and she gets closer, lays slight kisses on his chest. Then she puts her face on it and strokes his skin:

"Where does your name come from?" she asks. "I never heard it before."

"It's a Yoruban's name."

"What's that?"

"It's a language spoken in South West Nigeria. What about yours?"

She laughs:

"My name is common."

"Why did your mother choose it?" Fin asks.

"She loved that French actress, Catherine Deneuve, I don't know if you know her."

Fin nods and she goes on saying:

"Well, she gave me that name and she just "americanized" it, replacing the C with a K."

"Allright", Fin says.

Kate stares at him silently and bites her lower lip before saying:

"What do we do for the squad, for Cragen?"

Fin strokes his hair:

"I don't know. What do you think?"

"I would tell everybody."

"Let's do that."

"Are you sure?" Kate asks, "I don't want to force you. If you're not ready, it's okay."

"It's been a while since I'm ready for it", he says.

Kate frowns:

"What do you mean?"

"I've liked you more than like for a while."

She slowly stands up and sits next to him:

"You're kidding, right?"

Fin swallows hard and stares at her breasts for a long moment, without answering her question.

"Hey!" she shouts, bringing him back to reality.

"What? Sorry, what were you saying?"

"You were saying that you've wanted me for a while."

"Yeah. Is it wrong?" he asks, seeing she's angry.

"Why not saying it before?" she asks.

Fin sighs:

"It was complicated. And I didn't want to get in a relationship again. But I'm happy we're together."

"Are we?" she bitterly asks.

Fin frowns in turn:

"Sure. Why not?"

He tries to stroke her but she moves away.

"I need to go to the bathroom."

She walks away, Fin staring at the swaying of her ass. He smiles while she's in the other room. He feels kinda relieved that they ended up making love. And he's glad she made the first step. Because right now, he feels happy, really happy. He had not been this way for a very long time. Indeed he realizes he doesn't even remember when was last time he felt so good. Kate doesn't come back and he wonders what she is doing. He stands up, naked too and goes knock on the door:

"You're okay?"

She doesn't answer and he comes in: she sees him, rushes in the shower. He doesn't understand why she's so upset. He hesitates between leaving her alone and joining her: but he doesn't want her to think he doesn't care about what she feels. He opens the door of the shower: she is crying. He couldn't hear because of the noise of the water. When she sees him, she turns around:

"What's wrong babe?" he asks, really worried.

"Don't call me that", she spats.

"What's wrong? What have I done?"

Kate goes on crying and it's breaking his heart. He lets her calm down, he tries to touch her but she pushes him away. After long minutes, she says:

"Why did you let me like that?"

Fin doesn't understand but doesn't dare say anything:

"Why didn't you tell me what you were feeling?" she asks again.

"Oh Kate…" he sighs, coming at her and hugging her.

This time she lets him do and she cries again in his arms:

"I wanted to, I swear but… I was scared you didn't feel the same, I was scared of feeling something I thought I had forgotten long ago. Please… I'm happy, I'm so happy we're together."

She looks up, her eyes full of tears and she stammers:

"You… You swear?"

He nods and kisses her. She clings on him and he pins her against the wall. The warm water, her hot body, everything turns him on. He feels like he needs to prove her he's sincere now. And what better way than making love to her? Fin kisses her, then her skin, her face, takes her breast in his hand while the other one supports her thigh. He bends down, takes one nipple in his mouth, then the other and she cries out in pleasure. Everything she does turns him on more and more. He's laying kisses on her belly and is hard as if he was about to come. But he wants to take care of her. He puts one of her legs on his shoulder and slips a finger on her pussy. She moans and he looks at her, she strikes his hair and he takes her hand, kisses it. He gently strokes her clit and her labia, and she arches against his hand.

"I want you", she moans.

"I want to look at it. It's kinda cute."

"Please… That's torture."

"Let me turn this into a sweet one then."

Fin sticks his mouth on her vagina and she shouts with pleasure. His hands run from her ankles to her breasts. He kneads them, a bit violently, but he is so excited he can't restrain himself. He savors the taste of her on his lips and his tongue. He tells her she tastes great. His lips and his tongue run over her pussy, outside, inside, everywhere. When she comes, she cries out in pain because he doesn't stop licking her. He only does when he makes her come a second time. He kisses her up to her mouth and slips his tongue in her mouth. She makes him come closer and immediately takes his cock and rubs it. He sighs and lets her do before gently moving her hand away. He grabs her thighs and lifts her up. He gently comes in her, and makes love to her as gently as he can. He stays passionate, but it's not as violent as the first time. Kate loves it. She loves the way he stares at her, the way his hands stroke her, the way he kisses her. She has waited for it for so long and she's not disappointed, on the contrary. It is perfect, and Fin is a wonderful lover. For now, he's doing all the job and she thinks she'll have to show him what she can do. Kate must admits she kinda likes him fucking her. She closes her eyes, enjoying the shag, smiling when she feels her climax arising from her kidneys and her belly, overwhelming her and exploding in her, yelling her pleasure. Her pussy throbs around Fin's cock and she can feel him climaxing in turn. He moans hoarsely and stays in her, breathless, the water still running on their bodies. When she is ready, he lets her getting back on her feet and they wash each other. When they're done, they get back to bed, Kate turns on a side, Fin embraces her from behind and sticks to her. She turns at him with a smile, they kiss and she closes her eyes, falling asleep within the minute.