soo i know, i'm sorry! i just swear that i have more things to do now that i'm on vacation that back when i was at school. i've been busy also with a certain someone that totally deserves my time haha, so when it comes to her i'm sorry guys, but she's my priority :P haha well anyway, i know u probably started to like spencer and everything but i decided that i should give a little twist to the story and try to tell a little of ashley's feelings. this chapter starts just after ashley dropped spencer at her home. hope u like it!
mika
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(Ashley's POV)
It was a crazy day, today. After lots of months without talking to Spencer, or well, barely talking to Spencer, I finally decide it's time to try to regain our friendship. I'm not really sure why, but I just can't live without her… She's my bestest of friends, after all. And sometimes I just need someone to talk about my feelings. Even though I love Dany and I talk a lot with her, there are things I just can't tell her. But anyway, I'm still not ready to talk about what happened between me and Spencer. Well, I don't even think that I can say that something happened. I was just being really stupid back then and I thank that Dany saved me with her phone call because I know Spencer wanted to say something about that. And as I said, I'm just not ready.
I stopped thinking about anything when I pulled at my house. 7:45, perfect timing. I went upstairs to the rooftop to wait for Dany. That's because our rooftops are connected (yeah, remember we're actually neighbors…) and since we started dating this became our favorite spot. As I walked out I noticed she was already there. I approached her and as I hugged her from behind she turned around to smile at me and rest her head on the crook of my neck.
-"You're early." She states as she closes her eyes.
-"So are you…" She just laughs at the truth and then I lean down to kiss softly her cheek. "Is everything alright?"
Her sigh and silence after tells me that something's wrong.
-"Babe, please. Tell me, what's wrong?" I was no longer holding her from behind. I needed to look into her eyes.
Holding my gaze she just shook her head and said "No, don't worry. It's nothing, it's just stupid."
I cupped her cheek. She's so beautiful and so good it's just impossible not to love her.
-"Look at me baby. Nothing that you think is stupid. And I'm pretty sure you know that you can trust me with anything. So?"
-"I just love you Ash, too much. And I don't wanna lose you just yet." A single tear escaped he eyes.
-"Hey, you are not gonna lose me. If this is because I went out with Spencer today, trust me when I say that I don't feel anything for her anymore. How could I when I have you with me, Dany? You're just everything I want for me right now. But please you have to understand me when I say that she's my friend and I still kinda need her that way."
-"You're right, I'm really sorry I overreacted to this, Ash, I just couldn't help it. But I trust you and I understand the fact that you need her. I love you, you know?"
-"And I totally love you more. Don't scare me again like that, ok?" I say as I grin.
-"I won't, don't worry!" She is smiling as well now.
-"Good. Now come here and cuddle that I missed you like mad!" I said as I pulled her with me to the couch we had on our special rooftop.
-"Hmm, Ash, we still have that dinner party down at my house, you remember?"
-"Oh I know. But don't worry, they won't miss us. At least for another 15 minutes. And in the end you can always say that I ate a bad fish or something and that you couldn't get me out of the bathroom."
-"Ok, ok, I'll cuddle! Hahaha, you really don't need to convince me."
We just stayed there for a while before going down to the thing that her parents asked us to go. I really don't know why, but this girl makes me happy. Makes me forget completely about Spencer, and thank G-d because that thing with Spencer was just breaking me. I'm glad that I could keep it cool with her and that we can have a friendship again. I truly believe that we were meant to be friends. I don't even know why I'm talking so much; I guess I could never believe I could be this happy. So I'll just say it. I guess this is it, no, I know this is it. The moment that all the people search for in their lives. Fuck, I might even say that this is my very own damn fairytale, that's it. I grinned at the thought, intertwined my fingers with Dany and walked into her living room where everybody was waiting for us. But to me, it was not only walking into a room, to me it was more like walking into my bright future.