All things considered this update is still pretty fast, thank god for long lines at the DMV. I am using some Quotes from Yentl the Movie here since I've never actually seen the play and I don't know how different they actually are. I tried to look up some play quotes online but I couldn't find any so just go with it please. Oh and by the way how many times have you went on hulu and rewatched all of the Finchel scenes from last night? I've personally lost count.
One week later
Finn Hudson was the last thing Rachel had ever expected to come from this acting exercise, but there he was, completely in the know about who she was and somehow not the least bit weird about it, if anything she felt he got a bit of a thrill from sneaking around the last week, holding her hand under the lunch table, pulling her into the bathroom to make out in between classes, passing notes in glee club. But he was more than inconspicuous about all of it, she was sure that nobody had forgotten about the Lake House and they were probably constantly talking behind their backs, but they hadn't given them many new reasons to believe that there was anything strange about their relationship. They didn't acknowledge each other too much in from of their friends but they didn't completely ignore each other either.
Rachel had also taken some of Finn's tips about appearing more natural in guy form. The first issue he brought up was the fact that as Daniel Rachel never tried flirting with any of the girls. "What if one of them says they want to date me?" Rachel said. To which he answered "no girl really wants to date a guy who's shorter than they are, the point is to show that you're interested, you'll probably make the friend zone at best. Also avoid Brittany." He also taught her how to swear, nothing overly filthy or off-putting just a good casual "damn" here and "hell" there. She had gotten surprisingly good at it in a short amount of time and could hold her own pretty decently in an expletive peppered conversation. Also sweaty shoulder massages in drag were officially forbidden, but that was only outside of the room. In their dorm things were a little different.
Running lines with Finn was considerably more fun than doing it with Jesse St. James at the theatre school, for one Finn didn't constantly provide commentary applying to his own performance, and two she got to do it as he laid back on his bed and she straddled his lap in only a sexy pair of boxer shorts and her button down, her hair free and flowing.
"Would you stop grabbing me?" Rachel said reciting the lines by heart
"What?" Finn read from the play
"You're always grabbing me," she continued.
"No I'm not," and at that line he playfully squeezed her bare thigh, a mischievous smile on his face.
"Would you cut it out Finn?" Rachel said breaking character. "I need to practice."
"Can't you take a break?"
Rachel bit the tip of her finger in contemplation, "Well, okay." She said, taking the book from him and tossing it to the side before lowering herself onto him, capturing his lips with hers. He ran his strong hands over her body, squeezing a little as he lowered them from the small of her back to the firm curve of her ass, and she moved her delicate fingers along the length of his neck, tilting his chin up to deepen the long kiss that they shared. It was a regular thing for them at that point, they hadn't done anything overly sexual, but as awesome as the making out was they both wondered just how long it would take for that to stop being enough. She wanted him like mad, and he was a teenaged boy, something had to give.
"What are you doing," she giggled, separating her mouth from his as he began to seductively slide his hands beneath the front waistband of her boxers.
"Sorry," Finn said, "I didn't mean to—
"No , it's okay it's just, you kind of surprised me, nobody's ever…"
"Nobody's ever what?" Finn said knitting his brow.
Rachel shifted her eyes downward and moved herself off of Finn's midsection, sitting next to him and bringing her knees up to her chest.
"Rachel, I'm gonna take a shot in the dark, here… are you a…"
"Kind of," Rachel said guessing the next word. "What about you?"
"I've only ever done it one other time," He admitted.
"With Quinn?" she guessed.
"Actually with Santana… it's sort of complicated."
"God, the glee club is a rather incestuous group isn't it?" she said.
"What does incestuous mean? Is that bad?" Finn said.
She shook her head and scoffed a little, "I don't get it Finn, why me? I mean nobody would ever mistake Quinn or Santana for boys."
"I don't know," Finn said shrugging, "there's just something about you," he said sweetly grazing her thigh with his knuckles.
"But I lied to you," she said.
"Yeah and Quinn cheated on me and Santana used me, nobody's perfect Rach, at least you lied for something you care about."
Rachel leaned in to kiss him, "You are too sweet for words do you know that?"
"Well I think it's cool that you're a virgin, if I had to do it all over again I definitely would have waited. I actually considered crying in the shower after it was over."
"Thank you Finn," she said, giggling a little without meaning to.
"Besides, I'm sure it's not from lack of opportunities, you're really pretty, and talented and smart I'm sure somebody's tried to get into your pants by now."
Rachel shifted her eyes nervously, thinking of something to say to that.
"No way," Finn said, looking genuinely surprised.
She blushed a little. "Well, you know how I said I didn't have any friends? That also kind of counts for ones of the amorous variety. I think my intensity tends to scare off most guys."
"I'm sorry," he said.
"Don't be, I knew at a very young age that I would have to make the decision between love and the stage, and it's a decision that's kept me going through all of the lonely Saturdays."
"Yeah but you're sixteen, most people don't make that sort of choice until after college."
"Well, I'm not most people."
"Yeah, I've noticed," he said, smiling his charming half smile at her. "But still, think about all of the stuff you'd be missing out on, even that Rent Chick is Married to that Rent dude."
"That knowledge courtesy of Kurt?" Rachel said.
"Yeah," he said, stroking her hand gently.
"If it counts, you're the only one who's ever made me want to rethink that decision even a little," She said.
He smiled and leaned in to kiss her again.
"And it's not like I'm anti-sex or anything, I'm just as curious as everyone else."
"Wait," Finn said confusedly. "Excuse me if I'm out of line… but you've never had an orgasm have you?"
Rachel's face went a little red at the question. "I hardly think that's appropriate conversation Finn," she said nervously rubbing the back of her neck.
"I'm sorry but I kind of thought we were past the point of appropriate conversation."
She hesitantly looked at him out of the corner of her eye. "Well I tried doing that to myself once but I started to get embarrassed, I mean my stuffed animals were watching me Finn."
He just nodded, trying not to crack a smile.
"And how else am I supposed to have one if I've never had sex?" She continued.
He reached for a loose strand of hair, brushing it out of her face. "Do you trust me?"
After a moment's contemplation she simply nodded.
"Lay back," he said. "I promise I'm not going to try to have sex with you," He assured her. After a bit of hesitation she laid back and he laid down beside her, propping his head up on his elbow. And as she settled in comfortably he softly kissed her lips as he grazed the soft skin of her belly with his fingers. She ran her hands over the back of his head as he kissed her, enjoying the light touch and the feeling of his mouth on hers, so much that she immediately missed it when he moved away kissing her neck as his hands moved lower, once again breaking the barrier between her waistband and her irresistible skin.
"Can I touch you?" he whispered softly, the feeling of his breath on her ear sending a chill down her spine in the best way.
She nodded softly, and he kissed her again as he reached into her shorts, touching the silky wet heat that lied beneath them. Her breath hitched in her throat at the slightest touch of his hand.
"Is this okay?" he said as he began to slide his fingers into her.
"Mmm hmm," she said, and he kissed her again as his thumb found her clit. She moaned a little as he began to rub his thumb back and forth over it creating the sensation inside of her like slowly building a campfire. He looked at her face, at the way she squeezed her eyes shut and bit her bottom lip, and as he continued to pump his fingers in and out of her and slide his thumb over the hot, slippery nub she twisted her hands into the sheets, needing to hold on to something to keep from floating away.
"Oh god Finn!" she said, her voice coming out thick and raspy and slightly Danielesque, not to mention a little louder than he would have liked. In a panic he put his free hand over her mouth.
"It's ten O'clock, people are still awake. You have to be quiet, nobody can know about us remember?" he whispered. And she nodded and he replaced the hand over her mouth with his lips.
"I'll be quieter, just don't stop," she panted as he broke the kiss, and he didn't stop and she literally had to will herself to keep from screaming his name. He had to admit he was proud of himself, and massively turned on. She was so wet and felt so good around his fingers and the little noises she made were sexy as hell. She wasn't the only one who needed to control herself.
"I think I'm coming Finn," she whispered.
"Believe me when it happens you'll know," he assured her, still whispering. And at that she squeezed her eyes shut and her whole body convulsed and a sharp gasp escaped from her lips that he could tell would have been a lot louder had she been allowed. It happened.
"Oh yeah, it totally happened," she said, still breathing heavily.
"Yeah, me too," he said, thinking he immediately needed to change his pants. But not before kissing her again.
Puck and Kurt rarely hung out outside of school and glee but they both had a similar purpose that night, operation find out what's up with Finn. He seemed normal enough in his everyday, and he and Daniel didn't seem awkward around each other anymore, but still, they knew that something was up. Puck couldn't remember the last time they played marathon Call of Duty in the student union and although Finn was much closer to his amicable pre lake house self than he had been at the library Kurt had gotten very used to him changing the subject whenever he brought up something even remotely gay. How a conversation about Elton John abruptly turned into Finn asking why they never made a sequel to Space Jam was beyond him. And the truth was he missed him, they used to be tight before he decided to suddenly start living secret life. He knew it had to be more than just his sexuality. There had to be more to it than "Finn's suddenly gay now," if only he could know what it was.
"Okay we're just going to knock and see if they want to go out for a slice before curfew," Kurt said. "Just watch for any weird signs," he continued.
"Like if he's listening to a Cher CD or wearing a feather boa?" Puck said.
"Think a little subtler, just see if he seems nervous or evasive at all. I think the reason he's been acting so cool lately in spite of everything is because he's always expecting us, we need to corner him."
They approached the door and just as Kurt was about to knock, a voice sounding very much like Daniel's shouted in ecstacy from behind the door "Oh god Finn!"
"Oh no," Kurt said. "Did you hear that?"
"You don't think that was…" Puck started. "It did kind of sound like him."
At that Kurt pressed his ear to the door. He couldn't make out everything Finn was saying but it definitely ended with what sounded like somebody whispering nobody can know about us.
"Oh my god," Kurt said under his breath.
"What? What did you hear?" Puck said.
Part of him wanted to tell the truth, the relentless gossip whore part. But the part that wanted to protect his brother couldn't bring himself to, "Nothing… I didn't hear anything."
Kurt most certainly did hear something, will he confront Finn about it? Keep reading to find out.
