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Chapter 11: Revival (Part 1)

I awoke surprisingly. I had passed out and thought myself dead. I even saw my mother for the first time in decades. Why am I back in this hell? I was dead. I don't belong in this world. Suddenly the door opens and Sesshomaru walks into the room. Suddenly it all makes sense. I did die, but I was brought back.

I understand that I'm not capable to move right now. It is too painful to even think about movements. Even the tiniest of twitches seems to hurt. I must have been a ways along in death if revival hurts this much.

"Why did you attempt to kill yourself?" I knew this was coming.

"Why did you bother to revive me?" Depression is an ugly symptom. Just one of the few things she left behind when she left.

"You promised to come here and help with the kingdom."

"Haven't you realized yet that they don't want me here?" He doesn't seem affected, but when does he ever seem affected by anything?

"Do you think they want me here? All I am to most of them is an oppressor." I guess this means that they don't hate me simply because of what I am.

"How long was I dead for before you revived me?"